Huo Xu paused for a second and said, "She is a sister I met in the orphanage when I was a child. She was the pillar and motivation for me to live."
"Then where is she now?"
Yu Ruanruan blinked her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly. Listening to Huo Xu's description, Yu Ruanruan always had a sense of déjà vu.
Welfare home.
She thought of her elder brother who protected her in the orphanage.
But she was too young at that time, and now, many years later, she can't even remember her eldest brother's name.
"Passed away."
Not surprisingly, I heard this answer from Huo Xu.
The hope in Yu Ruoruan's heart was instantly extinguished after hearing this answer. It turned out that the girl had passed away just as Yu Chengcheng said.
"How did you die?"
"Fire."
Although he was ready to let go, Huo Xu still had a flash of pain on his face when talking about the cause of Tangtang's death.
Yu Ruoruan saw it clearly and understood more deeply the meaning of that girl in Huo Xu's heart.
They were dependent on each other when they were young, but died tragically. For him, it will definitely be a psychological shadow that cannot be erased.
If she would have cared about it before, she would have been jealous, but after hearing him tell these dusty old stories from his own words, she actually began to sympathize with him.
It may also be that I have had similar experiences in the past.
I just don’t know how that big brother is doing now.
"Then...how old was she when she passed away?"
"Eight years old."
Eight years old?!
Yu Ruanruan was dumbfounded. She had been sad for more than half a month. Was she jealous of an eight-year-old baby?
only……
Then she thought about the paintings hidden in the darkroom of the villa.
Those paintings were painted by Huo Xu for Tangtang, ranging from a seven or eight-year-old child to a seventeen- or eighteen-year-old girl named Tingting.
In other words, although Tangtang was only eight years old when she passed away, in Huo Xu's heart, she was actually growing older over the years.
Thinking of this, Yu Ruoruan felt sour in her heart again.
"She is very important to me, but it has passed. In a person's life, he will meet many people, relatives, friends, lovers, and children, who will all become important people to us. If we can give up one of them easily, it will be too much for him.
Precious feelings, then this person is destined to be ruthless, isn't he?"
Huo Xu's eyes were very soft, and her shadow was reflected in his phoenix eyes. Every word was extremely serious.
Yu Ruoruan stared into Huo Xu's eyes and asked, "Then I only want to ask you one thing. Did you ever think of me as her? Did you ever look for her shadow in me?"
Huo Xu was startled. He looked at the girl in front of him and couldn't help laughing, "Looking for her shadow? She was only eight years old when she left. Her shadow is even blurry in my mind. How can I find her shadow in you?"
"
Yu Ruanruan was immediately speechless.
There was a feeling of enlightenment, and at the same time, after realizing the logical loophole proposed by Huo Xu, I blushed for no reason.
Blanch!
She seemed to be really led by Yu Chengcheng!
"Then, why did you suddenly change your attitude towards me?" Yu Ruanruan was more confused because of the change in Huo Xu's attitude after his rebirth.
Without warning, he treated her differently.
It would have been impossible in the previous life.
It is precisely because of this doubt that Yu Ruanruan was led by the nose by Yu Chengcheng.
Automatically substitute the reason into the stand-in literature.
Huo Xu was startled. If Ruanruan hadn't taken the initiative to raise this question, he might have never imagined that the reason for her unhappiness during this period was that she was worried that she had become Tangtang's substitute?
Is it because of those paintings?
"Many of the things you did for me actually affected me. Then you suddenly changed, and I realized how important you are."
Huo Xu thought seriously for a moment.
Of course he wouldn't talk about mind reading.
For one thing, the ability to read minds is now gone.
Secondly, he still doesn't know what mind-reading is, and if he tells it, he's afraid that Ruanruan will worry too much.
But after thinking deeply, he summed up the reason sharply.
It was because of Ruianruan's change before and after that he realized how good she had been. Although without the aid of mind reading, it would have been difficult for Ruanruan's simple change to make him change his attitude towards her so quickly.
But in the final analysis, it was all because he realized what she had done for him and the harm he had caused her.
"At first, I wanted to keep you close with purpose and unwillingness, out of possessiveness. But later, my heartbeat and liking became stronger and stronger, and my desire to keep you became more and more determined."
When Huo Xu said this, he looked at Yu Ruanruan, his eyes became softer and softer, "In the end, it became more than just liking and possessiveness, but wanting to pay for you, and my emotions were affected by your every move, every frown, and every smile.
controlled."
Looking at the man's sincere eyes and speaking, there is deep affection and confession between the lines.
Yu Ruanruan's heartbeat accelerated, and her cheeks instantly turned red and hot.
There is shyness and shame at the same time.
It turned out that she had misunderstood Huo Xu from beginning to end.
"I know that I should have told you about Tangtang earlier, but you are very repulsive to me. I'm afraid that after I tell you, you will never pay attention to me again."
Like is a possessive attack, love is careful care.
Because I care too much, I am walking on thin ice and struggling.
Only then did Yu Ruoruan realize that she was not the only one who worried about gains and losses. When she didn't speak or communicate, Huo Xu couldn't tell what she was thinking.
"Then why are you willing to talk now?"
Yu Ruanruan coughed lightly and put on a sullen face, feeling a little embarrassed to get off the stage.
"Because I want to understand. This matter should be made clear. You have the right to know. I shouldn't be so selfish that I only consider myself. I love you, so I have to consider your feelings."
This is really an afterthought.
After hearing what he said, Yu Ruoruan's anger, which had dropped, started to rise again, "Now do you know how to consider my feelings? It's been more than ten days, and I have digested all my emotions myself!"
The girl's little face was filled with anger.
"Then...do I still have a chance?"
Huo Xu looked at the girl, a hint of pity flashed in his cold eyes.
Yu Ruanruan is a little soft-hearted.
However, she realized that if they reconciled like this, the conflicts and problems between them would still exist. She curled her lips and sighed, "Huo Xu, do you think we are suitable?"
"What if similar problems arise in the future? If you don't take the initiative to say it, I won't take the initiative to ask. Even the strongest feelings will be worn away."
too tired.
In this kind of emotional pattern, negative energy keeps circulating.
"As long as you still love me, it's suitable."
"If a pair of shoes doesn't fit your feet, it will bleed." Yu Ruanruan looked at Huo Xu, her eyes were bright and dark. She had thought a lot these days and became much more rational and objective.