Chapter 370 Meeting each other is a calamity and a fate
When Yu Ruoruan reacted, she had already agreed to Huo Xu's request.
She was agitated, regained some clarity, blinked at the man, and couldn't help but swallow her saliva.
When she died in her previous life, she was 28 years old. Although as a vicious female supporting character, she wanted to climb into Huo Xu's bed, such behavior only aroused the disgust and rejection of men.
Let him think that she is that kind of contemptible and casual woman.
In fact, Yu Ruanruan is emotionally paranoid and mysophobic. Although she has many friends around her, she has never had close contact with anyone except Huo Xu.
She will remain an old maid until she dies.
If she was the kind of person who messed around, she would not have chosen to commit suicide by jumping into the sea to protect her innocence on the cruise ship being sold to Southeast Asia.
But nevertheless.
During the three years when her hands and feet were disabled and she was imprisoned by Huo Xu, the man looked at her with disgust and disgust.
Because she was tricked by the owl and broke her limbs.
False scandals were also spread, saying that this tragic situation was the result of her fooling around with others.
Her reputation was ruined. Cheng Zishan was so angry that she suffered a heart attack and went abroad for treatment. Yu Ruifeng announced on behalf of the entire Yu family that he had severed ties with her.
She was penniless, her hands and feet were disabled, and she was wandering like a beggar.
In the heavy rain, Huo Xu walked out of the car with an umbrella and held her chin.
Yu Ruanruan no longer remembers what Huo Xu said in that time and space, but only remembers that his words were sharp and vicious, and his eyes were full of disgust for her.
He took her away and imprisoned her in the Rose Garden.
He said that it was not out of sympathy for her, but out of fear that she would cause trouble again and hurt Cheng Cheng.
At that time, Yu Ruanruan only felt it was ironic.
It was because she was trying to save him that the owl broke her limbs, but he believed the rumors from the outside world.
From beginning to end, she was like a stupid moth who never looked back until she hit the wall. She hit the wall and suffered a bloody head but still didn't look back.
However, when her reputation was ruined and she became a cripple who could not take care of herself, Huo Xu was still wary of her, worried that such a crippled self would hurt his beloved Cheng Cheng.
At that time, her heart was completely cold.
Yu Ruoruan knew that her two life experiences had caused her to be extremely unconfident in front of Huo Xu.
She once worshiped this man blindly and chased him passionately, but she also feared and evaded him.
Until now, she gradually understood him in more dimensions and fell in love with him again.
In this process, she is the only one who knows all the ups and downs.
But now, she has really completely let go of the grudges from her previous life.
She also knew clearly that both she and Huo Xu were fragments of souls scattered in the world. They were both incomplete and incomplete.
Meeting each other is both a calamity and a fate.
God allowed them to be entangled for three whole lives, just so that they could gradually find their complete selves in the process of being entangled with each other.
Right or wrong is not important now.
All she knew was that she loved him.
He also loves her deeply.
This is enough.
Yu Ruanruan held Huo Xu's neck and took the initiative to kiss his lips, but this kiss had a hint of retreat and caution.
She had never done this kind of thing. Even if her body was moved again, the shadow of countless failures to climb into bed would still suddenly appear in her mind when she wanted to show her claws towards Huo Xu.
She once loved shamelessly, passionately and boldly.
But it doesn't mean that she has no self-esteem.
She was still affected by the obstacles she encountered again and again, and she did not dare to be too bold and unrestrained.
The girl's tentative kiss made Huo Xu feel something.
His eyes were deep, and he naturally heard the thoughts in her heart, including her so-called shadow.
It turns out that she is evil-minded but not courageous. Is it because she is afraid of being rejected?
Huo Xu picked her up, pressed her against the wall, and took back the control. He kissed her passionately, and was a little excited, but more importantly, he was jealous.
When Ruanruan was kissing him, she actually thought of that bastard in her previous life.
That bastard hurt her like that, but she forgave him in her heart.
Although Huo Xu knew very well that that bastard was him, he did not have those memories and had never experienced Ruanrou's previous life.
So Huo Xu selfishly wanted to separate himself from that bastard.
Why should I bear the responsibility for the evil I have never done?
The harm was caused by that bastard.
Warmth and protection are given to you by me.
Therefore, Ruanruan loves me.
not him.
Huo Xu lowered his eyes, looked at the passionate girl, and said hoarsely, "Ruanruan, it's me you love, right? It's the me in front of you."
Yu Ruanruan's face turned red, "What are you being stupid about?"
Huo Xu was like a child who couldn't get candy, chasing after him and asking several times.
The girl finally had to compromise.
Yu Ruoruan originally thought what Huo Xu would do to her tonight. She was nervous, worried and looking forward to it, but she was more afraid.
But she didn't expect that after he entangled her tenderly and kissed her for a long time, he just gently pulled her into his arms and wrapped her in a quilt.
It wasn't the first time they slept in the same bed, but it was the first time they indulged like this tonight.
Yu Ruanruan couldn't bear it, so she lay on his chest and panted slightly.
Huo Xu patted her back gently, bit the delicate skin behind her ears, and coaxed softly, "Go to sleep, I won't move you anymore, you are still young, and I can't bear to let you go."
The roots of Yu Ruanruan's ears instantly turned redder, and she buried her face in his chest, not daring to look at him.
How could this man be so conceited?
In fact, she really hoped that he could do the last thing just now...
As soon as this thought flashed across her mind, Yu Ruanruan suddenly felt the chest muscles under her palms bulging. The man's body was stiff and tight, and his breathing was messed up.
Yu Ruanruan felt that his body was releasing delicious male hormones wantonly. For some reason, she felt even stronger.
Huo Xu lowered his head and kissed her again, but this time, he didn't kiss her for too long. He quickly got up and went into the bathroom.
I heard the sound of running water coming from the bathroom.
Yu Ruanruan also lifted the quilt warmly and lifted it up by the collar.
Tonight was really a bit crazy for her who had no experience.
She didn't know how Huo Xu could hold it back and almost misfired.
However, when she thought of him holding her in his arms and saying "I can't bear to leave" in her ear just now, the sweetness overflowed from her chest again.
She can really feel it.
He is enduring.
She would no longer question Huo Xu's cherishment.
It's just a hardship for him. There are still four years left in college. Should he endure four years for her and become an ascetic?