Huo Xu took a deep breath with inner tangle and pain, pretending to be calm, but speaking in a very cautious tone, "Okay, let's go home then? The smell of cigarette smoke is strong in the office, and it's not good for you to be pregnant."
If you stay too long, you go outside and wait for me. I'll change clothes, take a shower and come out."
"good."
Yu Ruanruan's eyes lingered on Huo Xu's face, probably because she knew him too well.
No matter how calm he pretended to be, she still saw a hint of guilt in his eyes.
This weird feeling didn't go away until Yu Ruanruan came out of the office.
At first she thought he was suffering from the sequelae of a car accident, but during these few contacts, she saw the guilt and avoidance in his eyes, and the strong gloomy aura on his body, which gave her a strange yet familiar feeling.
After taking a shower, Huo Xu changed into a black suit and came out of the office.
Yu Ruoruan's eyes stayed on him for a long time, and her beautiful eyebrows couldn't help but frown.
"What's wrong?"
Huo Xu felt a little nervous and asked pretending to be calm.
Yu Ruanruan shook her head, walked forward gently, stepped on her feet and tied his tie for him.
Feeling the girl's breath approaching suddenly, Huo Xu's body suddenly stiffened, his back straightened, and he did not dare to move.
Yu Ruoruan tied Huo Xu's tie and praised with a smile, "You haven't worn formal clothes for a long time. Looking at it like this, you look really handsome."
"Yeah?"
Hearing the girl's compliment, he rarely pursed his lips, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.
Even when he smiles, the gloominess between his brows and eyes never dissipates.
Yu Ruanruan retracted her hand and slowly extended her right little finger towards him.
Huo Xu was stunned. Looking at this gesture, he suddenly felt a little nervous. He remembered that when the heart signal was not good before, he heard her say the word "test".
But at this moment, the girl's voice had no signal at all.
He couldn't hear her inner thoughts at all.
His eyes were a little wandering, looking soft and motionless. After a long time, he resisted the pressure, imitated her, and extended his little finger.
"whee."
Yu Ruoruan suddenly smiled, hugged his waist, looked up at him, "Do you still remember our password?"
"of course I remember."
"What does our code mean?"
The continuous tests left Huo Xuru with a thorn in his back. He didn't want to be exposed or lose his softness. It was a fear that came from the depths of his soul.
He was very confused because he didn't know the code at all.
It's pure luck that we happen to meet each other.
As time passed, the temperature in Yu Ruoran's eyes gradually cooled and disappeared, and she slowly withdrew her arms.
Huo Xu's heart felt empty, and the great fear made the string in his mind tighten. He hurriedly hugged the girl, his voice was hoarse to the extreme, "I love you!"
Yu Ruoruan's originally cold body softened when she heard these three words. She hugged the man back, patted his insecure back gently, and said in a gentle voice, "I love you too."
"Okay, why is the atmosphere so solemn?" Yu Ruoruan took his hand and intertwined with his, "Let's go, you are hungry now, how can your body survive? We have made porridge at home, go back and have breakfast first, and then
Go to bed and have a good sleep."
"How can the company's sofa be as comfortable as our wedding bed?"
Marriage bed?
Huo Xul's ears turned red and his heartbeat accelerated.
If he could hold her to sleep, he would have no regrets even if he died now.
"I called the driver and asked them to take the car out of the garage."
"good."
Huo Xu stared blankly at the background of the girl taking out her mobile phone to make a call, with a hint of sweetness and pain entangled in her heart.
This pain may always be with him.
When you get along with Ruanruan, no matter how sweet you are on the surface, you will feel painful on the inside.
Because he could never tell the guilt he felt toward Ruanruan in his previous life, and he could never reconcile with himself in his previous life. He could only pretend to be Huo Xu in this life, and carefully play the role of Ruanruan's husband.
However, he enjoyed it very much.
Pain may be the best punishment for yourself.
"go out……"
Suddenly, a weak voice yelled at him in his heart.
Huo Xu felt a pain in his temples, and the world was spinning in front of his eyes. Although the voice was weak, it carried a strong aura and willpower, "Get out! Don't touch the soft things with your dirty hands!"
"You...you are him?"
"I am the owner of this body. I know where you come from, but you shouldn't have come. Ruanruan will not forgive you. Since the damage has been done, it is impossible to make up for it. That's why I am here. I am God.
Give Ruanruan compensation. And you are just her karma."
Every word that voice spoke was like a nail piercing his heart.
He covered his ears, his face contorted with pain.
Because he felt that consciousness was expelling him and wanted to drive him out of this body and regain the initiative of the body.
Of course he refused.
Don't want to let go either.
"You are me, I am you, how do you think you are better than me?" He breathed heavily, and his eye circles were completely red.
The voice said: "I'm different from you. I haven't done anything stupid to hurt her. Did you also hear her voice? That is the ability given to me by God. The moment I have the ability to read minds, you and I
They are two completely different people. I took the blame for you and atone for your sins. I have done all the things to make up for her and heal her. I am the one who has been with her for four years and I have sacrificed everything for her.
I am also the one who is destined to die."
"Why?" A tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and he laughed painfully, "I already regret it. I have been begging for seven years, why don't you give me a chance to atone?"
The voice said: "Maybe God thinks you are not worthy. If you miss it, you will miss it. Not all mistakes have the opportunity to make up for it. Not giving you atonement is the best punishment for you. But I should thank you, thank you seven