Chapter 149 Burning the lamp, breaking through the past, the past
All physical sensations here are really the same as when awake.
Li Dingxun didn't know how to describe this time.
A lot of meaningless repetition, but the pain is long-lasting and profound. When the memories have faded, this unbearable throbbing pain still remains in my heart.
My legs and feet became numb at some point. I searched through my memory and found that I had forgotten a few tens of millions of steps ago.
Li Dingxun wanted to stop.
With this idea of stopping, his body continued to move forward thousands of steps, and then slowed down little by little.
stand.
The soles of his feet were covered with a thick layer of petrified mud. Li Dingxun bent down and smashed the rocks with a few punches.
He took a breath and looked around for the second time.
The first time was when entering, and the second time was when stopping. He never shifted his gaze even an inch during the process.
It is said that after working hard, Li Dingxun became discouraged and felt tired.
Adjust it, he told himself.
The surrounding scenery seemed to ignore time and space. No matter how far or how long he walked, everything maintained that miserable style. There were many different terrains, mountains and deep valleys along the way, and he waded straight through them all.
Li Dingxun is not afraid of living in such a terrible area, and he will not die anyway.
After a long period of physical torture, Li Dingxun lost hunger, melancholy, depression, greed, and impulse, the emotions that the body brought to the spirit.
In this heavy body, Li Dingxun felt that there was another "skeleton" that directed and supported the movement of matter.
Is it a soul? He wasn't sure.
This inner state undoubtedly has a more intuitive influence on the mood. Sometimes it is out of step with the body, catching up or lagging behind by a few steps, and then the coldness of the world seeps into the mind through its senses.
This world.
Li Dingxun stared at this sad and gloomy world minute by minute.
There are countless eyeballs with different colors, and the luster overflowing from their surfaces seems to be the sweat seeping out of the pores of some ethereal creature.
Some kind of evil secretion.
Everything here has not only practical significance, but also symbolic significance. It is necessary to explore the laws behind the appearance.
Li Dingxun stared at the eyes everywhere, as if they had been staring at Li Dingxun.
The trillions of eyeballs passing by are all different. They all have slight differences.
Where do they come from?
Maybe it’s the eyes of all creatures in the world.
Some have pupils tightened, others have pupils dilated, and after looking at them for a long time, it seems that you can still see their thoughts.
They are all vicious curses on the living. This emotion is as fossil-like, dead, cold, and ancient.
The malice in this world is almost the same in substance. It is composed entirely of malice, and it is entirely designed to eliminate good and destroy life. Even the horror in it is dead. It implements a certain ultimate destiny.
Li Dingxun understood that he had to find "life" here.
The world is cyclical, with endless cycles, and change only occurs when there is opposition, so there is definitely a way to break the situation here.
However, instead of searching in the vast universe, it is better to search within yourself.
Li Dingxun sat cross-legged, and three rainbows lit up inside his body.
immediately.
When the root chakra is lit, the nature of the mind is pure.
The abdominal chakra is lit, meaning to explore true knowledge.
The navel chakra lights up, meaning to guard the right path.
The sea of illusions lights up, and I feel empty and conscious.
The heart chakra is lit, and the intention is to tolerate kindness.
The throat chakra is lit, and there is no desire for harmony.
The Agnya Chakra lights up, and the mind transcends self-grasping.
There are three chakras and seven chakras, and six chakras have been completed.
Only the most mysterious crown chakra remains.
Li Dingxun breathed out the last breath in his lungs, his mind sank, and his inner mind rose.
Each breaks through obstacles.
The first level of God, the supreme yoga method.
The crown chakra lights up.
Supreme Self-Realization, Brahman Self and One.
Not enough.
After burning everything, Li Dingxun turned himself into a white candle, the sun, turning his existence into light and rapidly expanding.
Beyond the level of God!
In an instant, immeasurable light was released from this sun, and countless eyes closed, like stars pouring into a wine glass of morning glow.
The light is a flame, and the world is a picture.
The muddy land is like a low-tide coast, and the water level recedes, dissipating like black mud.
The world beneath the world.
Li Dingxun fell into it.
…
The white turbulent sea, the origin of all time and space, the origin of existence.
Li Dingxun turned his head and saw that he had burst out of a gray, heart-like sphere.
That gray heart did not intend to let him go. The heart blood vessels extending to infinity were like tentacles, chasing Li Dingxun, trying to engulf him again.
And what can Li Dingxun do?
Nothing can be done.
As a candle, he burned so fiercely that now his body or existence is extremely broken, with only a head left.
The blood vessels were beating, and Li Dingxun was about to be hit. At this moment, an epiphyllum flew out from between his eyebrows.
The lush petals seemed to hide a beautiful world of spirits, wrapping Li Dingxun's head, and all harm was resisted by the soft outer petals.
Li Dingxun lost his mind.
Something is rolling in my heart.
"Namo..."
"Promise..."
"……Buddha!"
Buddha!
…
The deep seabed.
A place without light, a situation of pressure.
Weird fish are wandering around.
A baleen whale dives in and takes a sip.
Behind it, there are dozens of large whales.
These elegant giant creatures everywhere display a quality, presence and predatory violence that transcend ordinary concepts. These are in stark contrast to the lazy forms they express, born out of such conflicts and overriding them.
It can be said that the whale that can do this is divine.
Before the baleen whale closed its mouth, a man swam out and was finally not stuck in a claustrophobic environment again.
Floating up.
…
The Taoist priest was drunk to the point of unconsciousness, but he had not fallen down yet.
If you are on the battlefield and do not fight to the death, you will be a warrior in history and a monument on the battlefield.
It's a pity that this is at a wine shop.
Li Dingxun felt the fullness brought by things squeezing the stomach wall.
It's been too long.
He picked up the Taoist priest. At this time, Bai Zimo opened his eyes, smiled gently at Li Dingxun, and pointed to the Taoist priest's bed board.
His steps avoided the accumulated food scraps, pots, pans, and other debris on the floor. Every time Li Dingxun took a step, the floor creaked. This sound was very pleasant to his ears.
He covered the Taoist priest with a quilt and turned around to put away the tablecloth.
After all the bits and pieces were settled, it was dawn.
Li Dingxun got out of the cabin, sat on the deck, and looked at the eastern sky. The sun was still below the horizon.
It's time to tell the family that they are safe.
Thinking of what he was about to face, the outpouring of emotions from his parents, Li Dingxun felt really tired.
It's strange that in his darkest time, he never thought of the past years, let alone his relatives and friends.
Is this indifference?
Or does it mean that if you transcend ordinary people, you will be indifferent to emotions?
Thinking about this made Li Dingxun very conflicted. It seemed that the memory of his previous life was reminding him in his heart.
