Unlike the previous few times when someone took her to the classroom, now she had no one to supervise her, so she could be very leisurely. This was exactly what she wanted. She placed the deer head in the dormitory at will, then walked out of the school by herself and ran into the store to eat, drink and have fun.
She envied Lu Zhengkang's memory. The people were peaceful to the point of being stupid. There were no deadly sources such as beasts, undead, magic, etc. The war was far away from them, and they had plenty of safety and enjoyment.
She can't understand people's words, but she can guess and observe. Some people are well-dressed, but not very happy. Some people have broken limbs, but their eyes are still strong. Some people are eager and greedy. Some people are eager and greedy.
People are irritable and insensitive, some people are just the same on the outside, and some people have ulterior motives.
What surprised her the most was the religion here.
She has also been to gorgeous temples, seen the tokens people carry, and seen monks walking on the earth.
But these are not religions.
Mystery religion is dead.
Serana wanted to know how people survived after losing their faith.
But after she observed it for a while, she realized that religion was still there, but it had just changed its form.
People here believe in wealth and technology.
With this discovery, Serana let out a sigh of relief, that's good, how can people have no faith. As long as there is thought, there will be faith and religion. Those who have no faith, except madmen, are the true gods. Now it seems
, this world is not crazy, it is just very clever and obscure.
College time passed so quickly, so quickly that Serana regretted it. One day when she came back from a meal, she saw that the dormitory was empty. There were no yelling from roommates, no mountains of garbage, and no stinky smell.
There was no smell, and there were only wooden boards left on the bed, which was as clean as if no one had ever stayed there. The evening light filtered in through the glass windows, and the dim orange-red reflection on the cement floor did not illuminate the surrounding shadows.
Serana took the deer head off the bed, put it in her schoolbag, and went out, not forgetting to close the door before leaving.
Walking on the streets of the city, she didn't know where to go. Seeing that it was getting dark and there was no place to stay, she wanted to find a hotel to stay for one night as usual, but this time, the doorman stopped her.
She stopped him and refused to let him in. Perhaps it was because he took the deer head that he was no longer the invisible man.
Serana ended up spending the night in an Internet cafe. Instead of getting on the plane, she just sat on a recliner and slept for a while.
When she woke up, her schoolbag was gone, and the deer's head was left on the ground, covered in stains. Serana was furious, but her stern inquiry received no response from anyone.
It was at this time, this second, that she realized that she was indeed acting according to Lu Zhengkang's memory, and nothing could be changed. Just like a train on the railway track, it seemed that there were countless tracks, but it could really make her
There is only one running.
This realization really frightened Serana.
She thought that she had tampered with Lu Zhengkang's experience with Wabajack, and that all she had done was to make the dream more unreal, so that Lu Zhengkang could wake up on his own.
But the result was not. She turned to look at Wabajack. The staff was pinned behind her back, like a ghost, and would not be touched by any object. Even if Serana abandoned it somewhere, it would be touched after a while.
It automatically appeared behind her, put heavy pressure on her spine, opened her mouth, and laughed silently.
Therefore, Wabajack is not actually a real thing, it is a kind of power and a burden.
Serana drew out Wabajack and suddenly released magic into the sky.
The scarlet light ball hit the clouds, dyeing the sky blood-red.
The sunlight turns into bunches, like mineral crystal branches, as beautiful as glazed coral. Things that are hit change their appearance, buildings turn into trees, people turn into animals, cities turn into nature, and nature turns into an abyss. The deer head is in
In the red light, a dark yellow tongue stretched out and licked Serana's palm.
Seeing such a crazy scene, she felt much happier. She also hoped that it would be even crazier and more desperate, so that Lu Zhengkang might be frightened and wake up.
However, this astonishing scene gradually faded away. Serana repeatedly used Wabajack to change the celestial phenomena, but to no avail. Everything around her returned to its original state. Even the deer head retracted its tongue and became stunned again.
She squatted on the side of the road panting, and a car stopped beside her. Serana looked up and saw a young girl in the cab. She frowned at the deer head on the ground and asked, "What are you doing?"
Sit here?"
Serana picked up the deer head and stood in front of the girl. She recognized her. This girl would carry the deer head around the campus and the city.
The back seat door suddenly opened, and Serana was stunned for a moment, realizing that she should get in the car instead of confronting the girl who couldn't see her.
Huyouyou drove all the way, and when the car stopped, she returned to her old house in the suburbs. Serana got out of the car with the girl.
Men and women looked at them from the door.
Serana was shocked that the man was back and the couple actually got back together after so many years.
So, Serana has never understood marriage.
The girl bowed to the two women and handed over the gifts. Both parties smiled. This was an informal dinner for the daughter-in-law to meet her parents-in-law.
Realizing that this girl is likely to become Lu Zhengkang's wife, Serana is very unhappy.
She held the deer head tightly, fearing that it would fly into the girl's arms.
Time passed rapidly after this moment. Serana seemed to be standing outside the screen, witnessing Lu Zhengkang's love fading little by little. It was not that anyone had changed their heart, but that each of them had been tempered by life, and also worn away.
Passionate.
What defeats love is reality after all.
Serana held the deer head in her hands and stood at the windy and snowy train station. She had never been here before, but she had a familiar feeling. The train once took her to the university. It was a parting, and now it is another parting.
Lu Zhengkang and Xu Yuanqi.
Serana felt sorry for the two of them. In fact, they were very suitable, but they were both stubborn and stubborn people who loved the new and disliked the old.
This is very similar to Lu Zhengkang's parents, both of whom have no patience for everything they are familiar with.
The closer something is to you, the more fleeting it is.
Nothing is destined, even if it is a farewell lover, as long as you are willing to stay.
Serana watched the girl walk into the crowd without looking back.
The deer head still looks cold and cold.
The memory is coming to an end.
Sheogorath's voice came, "Look, what I found. What you are experiencing is a memory that even he himself has forgotten. Isn't it incredible?" He said this, maybe he was talking about Lu Zhengkang's memory being incredible.
Still bragging.
Serana watched the snow-white world around her dimming little by little. She became anxious, rushed over, and shouted to the girl, "Come back!"
But her words were lost in silence and no one paid attention.
"You can't change anything. You are just a ghost in this memory. All your actions will be corrected to the predetermined track. When your train reaches the end, it will be the end. I won this game.
"
"No, not yet!"
With a sullen face, Serana took out the trachea, throat, flesh and other objects from the neck of the deer head specimen, and then put the empty shell on her head.
Sheogorath laughed loudly, "It's useless! What are you thinking! Do you think you can become that person by wearing this thing?"
Serana's voice came from under the hood, muffled, "Of course it won't work just like this, but I can still do this!"
She raised Wabajack high, and the red light hit the sky like a firework. In the gorgeous scarlet world, the train station was a big grass dumpling, Xu Yuanqi was a beautiful deer, and Serana
Put your limbs on the ground, stretch the deer's head forward, imitate the animal's posture, and make a cry.
"Oh! You found it!" Sheogorath was surprised and happy at the same time.
The surrounding animals heard the voice of Serana, an outsider, for the first time. The deer was about to walk up to the green centipede, but upon hearing the mournful cry of the deer, it suddenly turned around and trotted to the side of the stag.