Since he came to watch a movie with her, Qin Feng could only follow Xie Simin's wishes and sit down next to Xie Simin.
The movie started soon, and the lights in the cinema were dimmed. It was dark, and there were only the two of them sitting in the corner in the huge hall. Even Qin Feng felt a little scared.
Qin Feng was even glad that what he bought was a comedy and not a horror movie.
When the movie started, Qin Feng watched the movie with great interest. It was said that this movie was a New Year's Eve movie, a big-budget comedy, and all the leading actors were comedy celebrities.
Qin Feng watched it for a while. It was indeed very good and very funny. Even a person like Qin Feng who was not interested in movies and TV series at all laughed while watching it. It was very exciting.
Qin Feng watched for a while, then accidentally turned around and found Xie Simin sitting in her seat, staring at the movie screen, but tears were already running down her face.
Qin Feng was startled and asked: "What's wrong with you? Why can I still cry when I watch a comedy?"
Xie Simin wiped her tears with her hands and ignored Qin Feng.
"Still angry with your dad?" Qin Feng asked, wanting to give Xie Simin a tissue, but he didn't have any on him.
"It's none of your business, just watch your movie." Xie Simin said in a bad tone.
"It's none of my business and you want me to take you to watch a movie?" Qin Feng smiled bitterly. He knew that Xie Simin didn't really want to watch a movie, but was really in a bad mood.
"Where's your dad... It's not that he doesn't love you, it's just the way he loves you..." Qin Feng tried to comfort Xie Simin.
"If you don't know how to comfort people, don't comfort them by force." Xie Simin interrupted Qin Feng directly.
"Okay, let me tell you straight. Your dad developed this serious and teaching character because he was used to being a leader. It's your dad's fault that he can't bring the things he does at work to his home.
Treat your own family. Do you like hearing this?" Qin Feng asked.
"It's better, keep talking." Xie Simin nodded.
"What? You insist on me saying that your dad is useless and scolding him bloody, so you are happy, right?" Qin Feng smiled.
"Do you dare?" Xie Simin asked.
"I don't dare." Qin Feng answered frankly.
"Coward." Xie Simin rolled her eyes at Qin Feng.
"You hate your dad?" Qin Feng asked after thinking for a while.
"I don't know, anyway, I hate it. As long as he is at home, I don't want to talk, let alone leave my bedroom door. I'm afraid that if I don't do something right, if I don't say the right thing, he will scold him with a straight face and glare.
I."
"Since I was a child, I have never received any tolerance or warmth from a father's love from him. All I have received is lessons, scoldings and blows. In my memory, my father's face has never smiled at me..."
Xie Simin looked at the screen and told Qin Feng bit by bit about her growing up experience. It was very detailed and painful. She shed tears while talking, and the tears never stopped for a moment.
"At that time, I thought it was because I was still young and ignorant that he was so cruel to me. But now that I am eighteen and have gone to college, he is still like this. Maybe it's just like what you said.
In his eyes, I am just one of his subordinates. I only have a working relationship with him. He is responsible for giving birth to me, raising me, and then managing me as a father. I accept his leadership and complete the work of the family together."
"Just like if he doesn't like it, he can scold you without daring to reply. In his heart, I should do the same." At this point, Xie Simin sneered, and the more she laughed, the more tears she shed.
Although Xie Simin was being sarcastic, Qin Feng felt that the metaphor given by Xie Simin was very vivid. Xie Zhiguo was too harsh and cold towards Xie Simin and lacked love.
"I...I don't know how to comfort people, so I don't know what I should say to enlighten you and make you feel better." Qin Feng sighed.
"You don't need to say anything, just lend me your shoulder to lean on." Xie Simin said.
Before Qin Feng had time to agree, Xie Simin directly put his arm around Qin Feng and leaned on Qin Feng's shoulder, and said leisurely: "Everyone says that father's shoulders are broad and are the safest harbor for children. But I have been
I didn’t feel a sense of security from my dad, I only felt fear, a heartfelt fear of him.”
Xie Simin still had one sentence she didn't say, which was: leaning on Qin Feng's shoulder at this moment made her feel very at ease, a sense of security that her father had never given her.
"Whether you want to hear it or not, I still have to say that it's not that your dad doesn't love you, it's just that he loves you in the wrong way. Just like he does to me, the entire county committee knows that he is very good to me, and even some
Preference. But he never smiled at me, and almost every time I went to report to him, he scolded me for being useless."
"However, when I did something wrong, he silently shouldered it for me. When I had difficulties, he would always silently solve it for me."
"Director Xiao of the County Party Committee once said to me that it depends on who Secretary Xie likes and who scolds him the hardest. This is absolutely true." Qin Feng tried to guide Xie Simin with his own understanding of Xie Zhiguo.