Qin Feng parked the car downstairs of the house he bought for Li Jing. This is also a sad place that Qin Feng will never forget in his life.
Of course, Qin Feng was not in the mood to be sentimental right now. After parking the car, he ran into the corridor, took the elevator and went to the top floor.
When Qin Feng ran to the roof of the building, he saw Li Jing sitting alone on the guardrail of the roof, with her back to Qin Feng and her feet hanging outside the building. Qin Feng's scalp was numb when he saw it. You must know that this is
There are more than thirty floors, and if Li Jing moves even a little bit, she will fall.
When Li Jing heard the noise, she turned to look at Qin Feng with a smile and said, "Qin Feng, you're here."
"Let's talk about what we have to say..." Qin Feng persuaded Li Jing while striding towards Li Jing.
"Don't come over, Qin Feng, just stand there. If you come over again, I'll jump down now." Li Jing said and moved her butt forward, which scared Qin Feng and stopped immediately.
"Okay, okay, I won't go, okay?" Qin Feng said quickly, and then stood there without daring to move.
"Thank you." Li Jing said to Qin Feng.
"Thank me for what?"
"I originally thought that you would be very indifferent when you heard that I was going to commit suicide. You hate me so much in your heart and you must want me to die. I didn't expect that you still care about me."
Qin Feng didn't know how to answer what Li Jing said. He couldn't tell Li Jing that he still cared about her against his will, but he didn't dare to tell the truth because he was afraid of irritating Li Jing.
"Li Jing, is this the first time we have chatted in more than two years?" Qin Feng asked Li Jing after thinking for a while.
"Yes, you haven't ignored me for more than two years." Li Jing nodded.
"You're going to die soon, and I know I can't stop you. Since I'm already here, let's just have a good and peaceful chat, and just treat it as our final farewells, okay?"
"What are we talking about?" Li Jing asked.
"We can talk about anything. Two old friends always have a lot to talk about. I don't believe you have nothing to say to me." After Qin Feng finished speaking, he sat down on the ground and said to Li Jing: "I don't
Go over here and sit here. You can come down from there and sit on the ground. I’m very nervous when you sit there like this.”
Qin Feng's words made Li Jing hesitate.
"Why? You won't give me such a little face? Don't worry, I won't stop you. What's the use of stopping you? I stopped you today, and you go to dance again tomorrow. I can stop you once, but I can't stop you.
Are you here for the rest of your life? I came here today just to chat with you." Qin Feng saw Li Jing's hesitation and continued.
Li Jing was persuaded by Qin Feng, turned around and jumped off the guardrail, but still leaned on the guardrail.
"I remember you were afraid of heights. Why are you so brave today?" Qin Feng asked with a smile.
"I'm not afraid of death anymore. How can I be afraid of heights?"
"That makes sense. If you are not afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of? But Li Jing, since you are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living? Is living scarier than death?"
"I don't think that's the case. The reason why you feel that life is worse than death is actually just your own psychology. The reality is really not as cruel as you think. Your setbacks are not enough to let you die." Qin Feng
While talking, he lit a cigarette.
"What's the big deal for you? Isn't it just that you became a green tea bitch, fell in love with your first love, and then was played by a scumbag? You said that Li Ji talked about sleeping with you everywhere. In fact, men and women just go back and forth.
Is that something new? Who has never had sex and who has never had sex? So many celebrities’ pornographic photos have been exposed on the Internet. Hundreds of millions of people have seen it, and no one is going to jump off the building. Are you like this?
What’s the matter?”
"You abandoned me and cheated on me. I can hate you, but other people have no reason to hate you. You and I are not married, and you have no moral responsibility to this society. In this day and age, everyone has long ago seen the issue of male thieves and female prostitutes.
It’s no surprise. Do you really think people pay more attention to you? In fact, you are wrong. This is your own conscience condemning you and it is just your own psychological effect."
"It's true that I hate you. Maybe I won't be able to forgive you in this life. You know I won't tell lies. But it's been two years. If you want to say how much I still hate you now, in fact, I don't.
Most of the time I have forgotten you. No matter how unforgettable the love was, or how heartbreaking the hatred was, time can smooth everything."
"Just like how Li Ji hurt you, after a while, you can forget all about it and start your life again."
"Your parents ignore you and your brother ignores you, not because they hate you so much, but more because of your dissatisfaction and the distortion of your values. If you can choose to die now, it means that you realize that you
There are so many mistakes in what you have done in the past. Since you are wrong, then correct it. When you succeed, no one will care about how many failures you have had." Qin Feng said slowly while smoking a cigarette.
"Qin Feng, please stop trying to persuade me, and don't talk anymore. If you keep talking, I might really start to hesitate. It's hard for me to make up my mind to die. I don't want to go back to the days where life is worse than death.
So I beg you to stop talking, if you keep talking I will jump down right now." Li Jing said quickly.