180: Hua Murong’s past experience, Wu Zhongxian apologizes
Hua Murong was stunned by the question Wu Zhongxian.
She wanted to say something and justify her.
But for a moment, I couldn't say it.
like……
Really not.
From beginning to end.
Only she was wishful thinking.
The woman who is serving Wu Zhongxian is not worth it.
But those women all live happily.
But she was scolded twice because of this.
Once it was the female sword immortal.
Once, it was the concubine just now.
She didn't have any bad intentions, just didn't want to see a woman abandoned or hurt.
Maybe, I really blamed Wu Zhongxian wrongly?
She opened her mouth slightly, and her voice reached the edge of her voice.
"I……"
She wants to apologize.
But I can't say it.
Because she could not change her cognition for more than 20 years in such a short time.
She thinks that this is a fiction.
Wu Zhongxian waved his hand and said, "No need to say anything to me, I have never blamed you."
He looked at Hua Murong, looked at him without any guilt, and said seriously: "Miss Hua, in fact, I can understand your thoughts!"
"I can understand you."
"Only I can understand your idea of transcending this world."
"Miss Hua, you don't hate men, nor do you hate women. You just hate men who have married multiple women but are irresponsible."
"To be precise, your idea is that no matter men or women, you should choose one and not be passionate, otherwise someone will be hurt in the end. So you think that I am a sentimental beast, and I understand you."
"Because when my mother cheated, when my father abandoned me, I thought so too."
After saying these words quietly, Wu Zhongxian looked at Hua Murong and said the last sentence: "So, I can understand your thoughts."
“………”
Hua Murong looked at Wu Zhongxian blankly.
For a moment, I couldn't say a word.
She never thought of it.
People who can understand their own ideas.
It turned out to be a man.
And she is the beast she hates the most and hates the most.
She couldn't speak for a moment.
How could this happen...
Why is this happening...
"Miss Hua, I... cough cough..." Wu Zhongxian wanted to say something, but suddenly started to cough violently, and it seemed that he was almost out of reach.
Then Wu Zhongxian picked up the soup on the table and wanted to drink it.
Seeing this, Hua Murong could no longer help, so she hurried over and knocked her to the ground.
Wu Zhongxian was stunned.
Pretending to be puzzled, he looked at Hua Murong and sighed: "Miss Hua, even if you hate me, you don't have to want to kill me so much."
"I... didn't mean that."
Hua Murong wants to explain.
But she is not a good person.
Hua Murong has only followed Huatianyi to learn medical skills since she was a child, and she has never seen many people at all.
To be precise, I have never seen many living people.
He has seen many dead people.
Hua Murong did not explain the reason for the knock-over decoction, but just put her hand on the pulse of Wu Zhongxian's arm.
"What a weak pulse."
Hua Murong's face changed slightly, and she hurriedly said, "I'll go to help you get medicine. You can go to the bed and rest for a while."
"Please trouble Miss Hua."
Wu Zhongxian looked pale and barely smiled.
When Hua Murong left, Wu Zhongxian, who was originally extremely weak, sat up from the bed.
"Fortunately, the internal strength has recovered a little."
Wu Zhongxian took a breath and let go of the internal force that pressed his pulse.
That's right, his weakness just now was indeed performed.
The pulse is also deliberately suppressed with internal force.
Of course, Wu Zhongxian is still very weak.
But it's not impossible.
Wu Zhongxian turned his head and looked at the white fox beside him, checking its injuries.
The white fox is indeed seriously injured.
Hope it's OK.
Although Wu Zhongxian has no feelings for the White Fox.
But the strength and identity of the White Fox made Wu Zhongxian very interested.
The fox spirit takes the path of practicing Taoism.
Perhaps there is really a way to extend your life.
Who in the world can resist the temptation of immortality?
Wu Zhongxian can't either.
As for the goddess doctor, the first step to change the impression has already shown results.
...
Half an hour later, the goddess doctor came back.
And he was holding a bowl of steaming soup.
Obviously it was just done.
"Mr. Wu."
Hua Murong walked to the edge of the bed and gently pushed Wu Zhongxian in the sleepy state.
"Can you sit up? I'll drink this bowl of medicine first."
"Yes, okay. Thank you Miss Hua."
Wu Zhongxian gritted his teeth, suppressed the discomfort, and sat up.
Hua Murong sighed in her heart.
Unexpectedly, Wu Zhongxian was also quite polite.
Moreover, his life experience is so miserable, how could he be a beast?
Maybe I really misunderstood him before.
Thinking of this, Hua Murong looked at the poor Wu Zhongxian and said, "Actually, I am the same as the manager's past..."
Wu Zhongxian took a sip of the soup and looked at Hua Murong, and immediately showed a surprised expression.
"Miss Hua, you?"
Hua Murong lowered her head slightly, feeling a little embarrassed to speak.
"The reason why I hate people who have a crush on me is because my mother was also..."
Wu Zhongxian understood.
The love affair is not aimed at men.
But Hua Murong once had such an experience.
Hua Murong pursed her lips and continued, "My father suspected that I was not his biological child because of his mother's cheating. He either beat or scolded me every day, and later threw me off the cliff. Fortunately, that
There was a tree in the middle of Rishan Cliff, and I survived.”
"That day, if the master hadn't been climbing the mountain to collect herbs and seeing a child hanging by the cliff and rescued her, maybe..."
“………”
Wu Zhongxian listened to Hua Murong's past and wanted to sigh.
Sure enough, those who have achieved success often have an unknown and tragic experience.
Hua Murong took a deep breath, then expressed her heart: "Then my father shaved his hair and became a monk out of guilt."
"Is it just that he thought he could atone for his sins?"
"I thought I could ignore the relatives I had hurt after shaving my hair and becoming a monk?"
"I will never forgive him! I will not forgive my mother!"
Hua Murong became more and more angry the more she spoke.
Although I call my mother and father, my tone and eyes reveal all my anger.
If it weren't for Hua Tianyi who collected herbs, Hua Murong would have died on the cliff long ago.
Starve to death.
Such a father is indeed hateful.
Mother is equally hateful.
Wu Zhongxian understood why Hua Murong’s five-no-save monks, those who don’t save the monks, those who don’t save Hongxing have a fence, and those who abandon their wife and children.
These three are all because of her parents.
It can be seen how much harm Hua Murong's parents left to her young heart.
So much so that Hua Murong even changed her surname.
Hua Murong is from Hua Tianyi.
Originally, Wu Zhongxian thought Hua Murong was a relative of Hua Tianyi.
Unexpectedly, it was a poor adopted child.
However, this also made Wu Zhongxian curious why Hua Murong didn’t rescue the person who used the knife?
As for the last one, if you do evil things and don’t save them, it is literally meaningful, which Wu Zhongxian can understand.
But he couldn't guess the reason if he didn't save the person who used the knife.
But Wu Zhongxian wouldn't be so stupid that he asked why at this time.
Looking at Hua Murong's sad expression, Wu Zhongxian said softly: "Miss Hua, I didn't expect you to have such a miserable life experience, even worse than me. It's so miserable."