These are not common knife scars, but scars caused by cigarette butt burns and tooth bites!
There are so many of them, there are more than ten of them as far as the eye can see!
Just looking at it gives me a tingling feeling!
Gu Siyao looked at Ye Chen expressionlessly and asked calmly: "Do you know where all these come from?"
Ye Chen shook his head subconsciously!
A sad sneer appeared on the corner of Gu Siyao's mouth, and she said: "Haha! These masterpieces are all left by my evil stepfather!"
Hearing this, Ye Chen frowned subconsciously: "You still have a stepfather? Didn't you say that you went abroad with your parents back then?"
Gu Siyao shook her head and spoke with a dull look: "That's right! I went abroad with my parents back then, and I lived a very lively life at the beginning. I spent money when I wanted to, and I was free when I wanted to be free.
At that time, I felt from the bottom of my heart that the air in foreign countries was sweeter and more comfortable. I felt that everything was so beautiful and there was no darkness at all!
But the good times did not last long. Because my father was not familiar with the foreign investment environment, he went bankrupt in less than half a year. He also suffered from advanced pancreatic cancer and passed away within a month!
I had no relatives abroad, so I begged my mother to return to China, but for the sake of face, she was worried that she would be looked down upon by relatives and friends when she returned to China, so she decided to stay abroad!
So we had a very difficult time when we had no money!
Receiving subsistence allowances, without enough food and clothing, he had to move almost every other month, and could only move into the slums to live with those black people!
The slums are dark areas beyond the reach of the law. They are almost dirty and full of robbery, drug abuse, and theft!
I was almost followed and raped three times on my way to and from school...
Every day of my life is a kind of deep suffering for me!
Just when I couldn't hold on any longer, one day my mother came back excitedly and told me that I would never have to endure hardship again.
Because she found a very rich old foreign man!
Yes! That old man is very rich, he has a villa, a manor, and a yacht!
I was naive and thought that good times were finally coming, but I didn’t expect..."
Speaking of this, Gu Siyao's expression gradually became ferocious: "I didn't expect that old guy to be a demon in human skin! In fact, since my mother married him, she has used this old man's connections to get involved in the rich circle.
When you are in the middle class, you are rarely at home!
At home, he and I were the only ones living together.
I don’t know why, but from the first moment I saw that old bastard, I thought he looked at me in a strange way, which made me very uncomfortable!
Sure enough, it didn't take long for him to start doing some very strange things, such as entering my room without saying hello, always touching my hands on purpose, and I often found that my underwear was missing, and finally found it in his room.
It is already covered with filthy and dirty things..."
Ye Chen couldn't help but frowned and complained: "Damn! Then isn't this old guy just a pervert? Didn't you warn him?"
Gu Siyao sneered: "Ha! Of course I warned you, but in exchange it got worse!
In my memory, I was taking a shower one day, and he suddenly barged in!
Regardless of my resistance, he grabbed my hand and said he wanted to be with me. As long as I agreed, he would agree to anything!
I was so frightened that I grabbed a shampoo bottle, knocked him down, and ran away from the house!
I was so scared that I called my mother but no one answered, so I thought about running away. It would be better if I could find a chance to return to China!
But just a few hours after I ran out, the old bastard called the police and caught me.
The reason they arrested me was not because I injured him, but because I was underage and could not run away from home and needed a guardian to look after me!
do you know?
I tried my best to explain to those foreign policemen, but they had long been bribed by that old bastard. No matter how I tried to explain and refuse, it was useless and they were forced to return to the villa!
I couldn't escape! I had to carefully continue to live with him under the same roof.
But I underestimated human nature after all, and he secretly put sleeping pills in my drinking water... When I woke up, I found myself tied to the bed and all my clothes were taken off..."
At this point, Gu Siyao's delicate body began to tremble, and her eyes flashed with endless resentment: "These scars on my body are caused by his animal behavior at that time!
do you know?
I cried and begged for mercy. No matter how much I screamed, he only got worse!
Fortunately, maybe it’s because he is older and is no longer good at that, so he didn’t succeed in the last step! But that scene has been imprinted in my mind forever..."
Ye Chen couldn't help clenching his fists: "Then you didn't tell your mother about this?"
Gu Siyao sneered at herself: "I thought all mothers in the world would risk everything for their daughters! But when I told her this.
But she told me expressionlessly that as long as she could get a stable life and wealth, it was normal for her to be played by men. Even the tricks she played with those rich men were even more difficult to describe!
And she also warned me that I must not conflict with that old devil, otherwise it would affect her personal relationships, and even asked me to deliberately please him. Anyway, he was "no longer good". It was just to satisfy his hobby, not really.
There is a substantial relationship!
This is my mother. In her eyes, the value of wealth and status brought by a man is far greater than that of my biological daughter! She can give me money to spend, or she can let me do whatever I want, but she has never given
My every bit of motherly love..."
Gu Siyao's tears couldn't stop flowing: "So I can only accept it all, I can only resist it all. I learned to put on makeup, learn to smoke, learn to get tattoos, and learned to wear dreadlocks, in order to enrich myself.
!
But after learning all this, I began to feel even more empty!
That sense of emptiness is suffocating, that sense of loneliness is hopeless! I even suffered from moderate depression!
During that most painful time, what gave me the courage to live was recalling the scenes of living happily with Sister Qingqing in China!
She is gentle, kind, beautiful and generous, and so approachable!
I hate men, I hate all men, and even many women are disgusting to me, but only Sister Qingqing, she is the last light in my spiritual world!
Therefore, as long as I can be with Sister Qingqing, I can give up anything and sacrifice anything! Even if I exchange it with my life, it doesn’t matter..."
After hearing all this, Ye Chen sat there and remained silent for a long time!
As the saying goes, hateful people must be pitiful!
This is especially true for Gu Siyao!
If you think about it, no one else would be able to withstand this kind of pressure!
At the same time, Ye Chen also understood that Gu Siyao's liking for women was not innate, but was caused by the acquired environment!
Just as he was thinking about various things, Gu Siyao suddenly raised her head, stared at him with tears in her eyes and asked: "Ye Chen! Let me ask you, do you think I'm dirty!?"
