"Ms. Lin, this is the confirmation letter for your father Lin Jun's second surgery. Please consider signing it."
After saying this, the doctor left the ward.
Lin Wanyu looked at Lin Jun lying on the hospital bed dying, without any sadness on her face.
"For twenty-one years, we still met in this way."
The father and daughter have never seen each other since graduating from college.
Because she hates him.
After a long time, Lin Wanyu spoke slowly, with no emotion in her tone.
"You know what? You don't deserve to be a father at all."
"We should have had a happy family, but it was a pity that you ruined it with your own hands."
"The doctor said that your operation has a 50% chance of success, and your family members need to sign it."
As he said that, Lin Wanyu glanced at the list in his hand, then snorted coldly, tore it into pieces and threw it on Lin Jun's body.
"Even if there is a 100% chance that the operation will be successful, I won't be able to sign it. You should give up."
"Because you should have died long ago."
The voice suddenly rose a bit, mixed with overwhelming hatred.
Lin Jun's heart tugged hard and he felt very distressed.
He felt sorry for his daughter and had been living in hatred for most of his life, and he had not let go of her even after twenty years.
If I could argue with myself back then...
What if? Lin Jun just wanted to say sorry to his daughter, not to forgive himself, but to let her put aside her hatred and enjoy the beauty of life for the rest of her life.
But the next second the ventilator made a harsh beeping sound.
Lin Wanyu glanced indifferently at Lin Jun, who had a gloomy face, holding the unplugged oxygen tube in his hand.
She quietly watched the heart rate chart gradually return to a straight line.
She smiled innocently, cried miserably, and slumped to the ground as if she had been evacuated, murmuring.
"When I was five years old, you took the only ten yuan left at home to buy noodles. My mother, brother, and I endured hunger and waited for you to come back, but you actually went to gamble away all your money, and you came home smelling of alcohol and even took us
My mother and I got angry, and in order to protect us, you whipped my mother hard on the back with a wooden stick."
"My mother was covered with bruises, but she couldn't bear to see my brother and I starve to death, so she braved the heavy wind and rain to steal fish from the village reservoir."
"That night, we drank the most delicious fish soup in our lives..."
Speaking of this, Lin Wanyu had already burst into tears and couldn't make a sound.
At this moment, Lin Jun's soul outside his body was floating quietly in the air, looking at everything in front of him. His daughter's cry was like a sharp knife, cutting open the bloody memory bit by bit.
The wife's theft of fish was finally revealed, and the pond owner came to demand compensation.
The impoverished family could not afford any money at all, and the pond owner was yelling at them with bad words and pointing fingers.
However, at that time, I was desperate to save face and put all the blame on my wife. It was ridiculous that I felt that my wife had disgraced me, so I started to fight violently and refused to stop until I beat my wife until she fainted.
That night, my wife and two children drank pesticide together. When I found out, I barely managed to save my daughter.
The bodies of his wife and son lay motionless on the ground, their faces as white as frost.
It was like being woken up by a hammer, but it was too late...
No matter how successful he becomes, how rich he is, and how much he is admired by others, what happened back then is always like a sharp sword hanging over his head, and he is unable to fully express his regret for his wife and children.
I regret...
I hate……
"I, Lin Jun, would like to exchange my trillions of wealth for a chance to start my life over again!"
Suddenly, Lin Jun felt like he was being sucked into a huge whirlpool, and the sky was dark and the earth was dark.
…………
Spring 1985
"Lin Jun, this is the only ten yuan left at home. Go to the town and buy two bags of flour. You can still have more than one yuan left, and buy some homework books for your children."
In the haze, a misty voice sounded, (dyslexia) the voice was familiar yet unfamiliar.
In the haze, a misty voice sounded, familiar yet unfamiliar.
Lin Jun's heart skipped a beat. Isn't he dead? How could he still hear the sound?
Just when he was confused, the child's chirping voice came to his ears again.
"Dad... wake up!"
The milky cry made his heart beat faster. He opened his eyes suddenly and saw a little boy wearing crotchless pants pushing him.
"Zhouzhou..."
He shouted loudly and held his son in his arms.
Tears burst out of his eyes instantly, but this scene shocked the two people standing aside.
A little girl with braids looked at him with big watery eyes.
Next to the little girl, there is a woman wearing a plaid shirt. She has a beautiful appearance and a slender figure. Although her clothes are simple, her beauty cannot be concealed.
"Wanyu..."
"Qin Mengying..."
No, this is impossible, it must be fake.
Lin Jun smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head, and held his son's arms harder and harder.
This scene that appeared countless times in his dreams was played again before his death, and it still felt so real.
But, so what, it’s just a dream.
"Dad, you hurt me."
The son struggled to get out of Lin Jun's arms, but accidentally, his nails scratched his arm. The real stinging sensation made him jump.
It hurts... it feels so real.
"Lin Jun, are you okay?"
Qin Mengying frowned, took her son from his arms, and asked in confusion.
Inadvertently, Lin Jun caught a glimpse of the calendar on the wall, and the time was actually March 18, 1985.
"boom……"
He finally realized something and quickly took the mirror.
With black hair, white vest, blue military trousers, and canvas rubber shoes, he is clearly dressed as he was forty years ago.
I'm...reborn!
He suddenly slapped his thigh in excitement, glanced at the few blood relatives in front of him, and burst into tears.
"Wanyu, come and give daddy a hug."
His eyes stayed on his daughter. In his previous life, he favored sons over daughters and rarely cared about his daughter. Even after the death of his wife and son, he only provided the most basic living conditions for his daughter and never had a good communication with her.
This also resulted in my daughter remembering what happened back then for nearly twenty years.
Wanyu was so frightened that she hid behind Qin Mengying, looking in horror at her father who usually beat her.
Lin Jun spread his hands with a wry smile, but he understood his daughter's fear and did not persist.
If you start over in this life, you must seize the most precious family love.
Seeing that the whole family was confused, Lin Jun laughed twice.
"Well, let's buy some noodles, right? I'll go there right away."
After taking the money, he went straight out the door.
"Lin Jun, please stop gambling...the family has no money."
Lin Jun's body was shaken, and his hand holding the money couldn't help but tighten.
"Won't……"
He almost shouted these two words.
How could he? How dare he hold on to the hope of the whole family?
He turned his head and glanced at his blood relatives, his eyes were red, he grinned and said: "Everyone be good and wait for me to come back."
After saying that, Lin Jun walked out of the yard without looking back.