Chu Zihang's eyes stayed on those photos for a long time, his expression was dazed.
"Those photos..." Chu Zihang said slowly.
Lu Mingfei had noticed Chu Zihang's expression a long time ago. Of course he understood Chu Zihang's thoughts, so he didn't say anything, but stood up without saying a word, walked quickly to the table, and walked from
I picked out those photos, picked them up, and quickly returned to Chu Zihang.
"Take a look, senior brother." Lu Mingfei held up the photos and placed them in front of Chu Zihang. He moved very slowly and showed him one after another.
Because Chu Zihang’s eyes would stay on each photo for a long time. Chu Zihang’s eyes were looking at the photos, and Lu Mingfei was looking at Chu Zihang... He had never been criticized for his "facial paralysis"
I saw such a complicated and rich expression on my senior brother's face.
This was probably the biggest emotional fluctuation Chu Zihang had ever experienced in his life, except for his parents' divorce and the loss of his man on that rainy night.
Lu Mingfei selected the photos very carefully, and he arranged them in chronological order, so when Chu Zihang looked at those photos, his memory began to go back to a long time ago.
There were only men and women in the photos at the beginning. The man was handsome and elegant, and the woman was charming and elegant. They looked like a match made in heaven. Some of those photos were taken on a bridge with people coming and going, and some of them were taken together.
The photos were taken in a splendid theater. In every photo, the man and the woman are smiling. They smile so happily and heartily, so harmoniously and at ease. It seems that they truly love each other.
It turns out that their acquaintance and love were like this. In the past, no one understood why Chu Zihang's mother, a beautiful woman with superior conditions, would like Chu Zihang's father. That man was just a bit more handsome and could...
He talks some nice words, but he has neither savings nor a house, nor even a decent job. Men better than this kind of man are everywhere on the street.
Even the former Chu Zihang himself didn't understand why his mother was with his father, because as long as Chu Zihang could remember, his mother would always criticize and complain endlessly towards his father... But when he saw the photo of them together when they were young,
Chu Zihang instantly understood that it was only reasonable that they would get together. The man in the photo was so handsome, so decent, and so confident. No woman would not be moved by such a man.
No one will not be obsessed with such a woman. She is so beautiful that she stands out from the crowd. She is independent. She is like a precious jade thrown into the dust. You will notice her at first sight.
...Even the top killers and agents in the world will be unable to help but fall in love with her, and Chu Tianjiao is no exception.
So they got together naturally, and then gave birth to a son. At first glance, this was a happy family. Their union was natural and reasonable. Chu Zihang should have spent a happy and happy childhood... In fact, Chu Zihang
Hang's childhood was quite happy. Although he was not rich, he never scrimped on food and clothing, although this time was quite short.
In the next photo, you can see three people. There is an extra child between the man and the woman. Some are in the playground, some in the community park, and some in the slightly cramped home of dozens of square meters... In each photo,
Men are laughing, women are laughing, and children are laughing too. Their smiles come from the heart and are as bright as the sun.
Chu Zihang looked at these photos, and he was lost for a long time... There were many such photos in his new home, and they were placed in the most conspicuous place in the house, as if to tell all the guests that this family had
How happy and loving they are, except that the man in the photo has become another man wearing glasses and with his hair parted in the middle. Everyone in the photo is also smiling, but their smiles are all so shallow, lifeless and superficial.
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How long had it been since he had truly laughed from the bottom of his heart? Chu Zihang looked at those photos and asked himself silently.
Ever since the man disappeared? No, maybe it was a long time ago. It seems that after the man and the woman separated, Chu Zihang rarely smiled. Some of the smiles were the "new father" telling him not to keep a straight face and take photos of his family.
The group photo didn't look good, so Chu Zihang stretched his lips and smiled a few times, but that kind of smile was actually quite ugly. He looked like he was going to cry at any time.
It turns out that I can smile too, and I once showed such a childish smile, but it has been so long that I no longer remember it.
There are also some photos... Chu Zihang looked at the remaining photos silently. In those photos, some were of a beautiful woman, some were of a handsome boy, and occasionally there were a few photos of women and boys together, beside them.
A vague figure could be vaguely seen, but it was washed into a blur of light and shadow using a special technique.
If Chu Zihang still had some impression of the previous group photos, then these photos were truly unexpected by Chu Zihang.
These photos were taken after the separation of men and women. As a child, Chu Zixiang really thought that his parents just no longer lived together, but his father was still his father and his mother was still his mother. They were still
Love him, he can see them when he wants to see them, but as the number of meetings with that man becomes less and less, Chu Zihang gradually understands that divorce is a separation, a family is separated, you
Your parents are still your parents, but their love no longer belongs to you alone.
For a long time, Chu Zihang has always had deep complaints against men in his heart, because he felt that men were irresponsible and did not keep their promises. He said that he would accompany him when he grew up and wanted to see him.
We could see her, but he broke his promise. Sometimes he disappeared for half a month or ten days, and he couldn't contact anyone at all. His love for his mother was gone, and his love for himself was slowly disappearing.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Once Chu Zihang was rated as one of the three best students at the municipal level. In order to set an example, the school decided to praise him in front of all the teachers and students on the open day. All students
All parents can come. It would be best if Chu Zihang’s parents could be present. At that time, the "new father" happened to be on a business trip to discuss a very important business. He brought his mother with him, saying that he could stay outside after the business was over.
After playing for a few days, we treated it as a trip, so Chu Zihang called the man. The man promised that he would definitely attend Chu Zihang’s award ceremony. He said that he could call himself Chu Zihang’s uncle or something.
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Chu Zihang originally wanted to say no, but the man hung up the phone angrily... Later, Chu Zihang remembered that the man didn't even ask him the date of the award ceremony.
"Of course" he was not present.
A father promised to attend his son's award ceremony but did not show up, but Chu Zihang took it for granted. How ironic this was!
That day, he stood at the front of the teachers and students in the school. He wore a red painting on his chest and held a certificate in his hand. He was at the center of all the outstanding students. The teacher applauded him and the classmates applauded him.
Even the school leaders applauded him, but Chu Zihang's eyes swept through the crowd for a long time, and he never saw the man's shadow. He stood on the podium filled with applause and flowers, so sad and lonely that day.
This should have been Chu Zihang's most glorious day, but he felt like a fool. When everyone was applauding him, he didn't know where to look.
After that day, Chu Zihang labeled the man a "liar" in his heart. He also knew what his mother often meant when he said "that man only talks about things" because he was a complete liar.
His words and promises were never fulfilled. Chu Zihang felt that he could not feel love from men, and was even ashamed that his biological father was such a person.
But Chu Zihang knew that he was wrong seven years ago. Only today does Chu Zihang understand that he was so wrong... It's not that a man doesn't love his mother, or that he doesn't love him, it's just that the way he loves is different from others.
There is something different. A man does tell a lot of lies, but all his lies are to fulfill a bigger lie. He must stay away from his woman and his son. Only in this way can he ensure their safety and happiness.
Each of those photos captured the beauty of women. Although they were all taken secretly, the person who took the photos seemed to be a senior professional photographer. He naturally knew where and which direction to capture the most perfect and vivid photos of women.
In an instant, some photos are very careful at first glance, and a lot of time and effort have been spent, just like some scientific researchers hide themselves in the bushes or sand around them in order to capture the precious moments of certain animals, spending a few days on them.
He spent ten hours squatting there just to take pictures of the most perfect side of the other person in his heart.
There are also photos of myself, which record almost every period of my growth, from kindergarten to junior high school. This time spans from my childhood to the ten years I am about to become an adult. I have not missed every memorable moment... Even men
At the city-level award ceremony for three outstanding students that he was absent from, Chu Zihang was among the photos standing on the podium, wearing a red flower and holding a certificate.
Chu Zihang didn't even know where the man got this photo. He obviously broke his promise. He was not there that day, but he still wanted to see his son's proud moment. Maybe he hired someone with money, maybe he
I bought it from someone else, maybe after looking for it on the forum of Shilan Middle School for a long time... No matter what method he used, the man finally got this photo and kept it forever.
Isn't this called love? Love doesn't have to be constant companionship. Love can also be silent watching. He has always loved you deeply and has not missed any of your moments worthy of being seen. It's just that he hides in the dark.
, I just didn’t let you know.
At this moment, Chu Zihang finally understood why the world said that father's love is like a mountain, because it is really as heavy and high as a big mountain. It is always watching you silently, silently and without asking for anything in return.
When Lu Mingfei showed all the photos to Chu Zihang, he took a deep breath and leaned against the wall behind him. He wanted to raise his head, but he couldn't bend his neck, so he could only use a slightly funny expression.
pose looking at the ceiling.
No one in the room smiled, and Chu Zihang's eyes were slightly red.
Chu Zihang felt a little sad... It turned out that the misunderstanding was so deep. He had wrongly blamed the man, and his mother had also wrongly blamed him. Over the years, the hardest thing has never been their mother and son, who have no worries about food and clothing, but the love they have
Silently, ruthlessly, and firmly suppressing the man deep in his heart.
How lonely... would he be alone?
"Desperado, why aren't you sober... You'd better let someone love you before it's too late."
Chu Zihang suddenly remembered this lyrics.
"Senior brother." Lu Mingfei suddenly called Chu Zihang to wake him up from his thoughts.
"Well..." Chu Zihang came back to his senses and looked at Lu Mingfei.
"Actually, it's not too late." Lu Mingfei looked at Chu Zihang's face and said seriously, "Every one of us has done something wrong sometimes, whether it is because of misunderstanding or incompetence, we all have regrets and regrets.
Things, if you lose something, you will lose it, but if you try your best to catch something back, you will have a chance to make up for it."
"It's been seven years. The regrets of the past have passed. At least you don't need to be so sad at this moment." Lu Mingfei said in a very soft voice, "Brother, you are a naughty person. In fact, I am too, but if
I know my parents love me so much, and I feel more happy and happy than sad."
After Chu Zihang was silent for a while, he whispered: "I understand, thank you."
"I remember seeing a sentence in a book, but I don't remember which book I saw it in." Lu Mingfei said, "That book said that everything in this world has value and
Chips, only love cannot be measured, especially the love of parents for their children, which cannot be explained at all. He is born with it but does not care about gains and losses."
"Ahem, son... your friend is really a philosopher." A slightly unfamiliar and abrupt voice came, attracting everyone's attention.
Chu Tianjiao, who was lying on the other bed, slowly opened his eyes. He looked at the ceiling and suddenly sighed.
Chu Zihang looked at the man's face, and he suddenly realized that he didn't know when the man's snoring had stopped a long time ago, but he was so absorbed in looking at those photos that he didn't notice it.
"Dad..." Chu Zihang opened his lips and subconsciously called the man.
"Hey!" The man responded happily.
"Your body..." Chu Zihang paused at this point.
"It's okay, it's okay. I'm in great shape. It tastes great." The man was not shy at all, grinning, "Don't worry, your father and I can't do anything else. My body is very good, even if it's for your son's sake."
If you say 'Dad', I will live a few more years."
Chu Zihang opened his mouth and was a little speechless for a moment.