"I understand how you feel...I'm not pretending, I'm serious, I really understand!"
Uesugi nodded frequently, not to mention how sincere his tone was. It could be seen that he had deep feelings for Minamoto's words. He really understood... Just looking at the way he nodded, his head twitched.
It was like a pile driver, and the frequency was so fast that it really made people worry whether the old man would cause a cerebral hemorrhage...or maybe his head would fly out.
Of course, Uesugoshi was deeply touched by Minamoto's words, because when he was young, he had a very similar experience to the young man in front of him.
It seems that this young man plays a role similar to the mainstay in his family. He now looks tired and scarred. Not only the scars on the body, but also the scars are spread throughout his soul. It seems that the burden of the family is weighing on him.
It made him breathless... Wasn't it true that Uesugi was like this when he was young? Uesugi looked at this young man's dark and frustrated eyes, which were exactly the same as his young self!
It seemed that they were all burdened by their families and deceived by their families. Finally, when they learned the truth, they were almost on the verge of collapse and could only flee in a hurry.
Go ahead. It's just that Uesugoshi managed to escape in the end, but the young man in front of him couldn't escape very far. He only escaped to his ramen stall and stopped. Or maybe he didn't intend to escape at all, but just wanted to find a place to take a breath.
After taking a breather, he returned to his family and continued to carry the mountain-like burden on his shoulders. He didn't know how long or how long he would have to hold on, so he looked so hesitant and tired at the moment.
However, while Uesugi sympathized with this young man's situation and felt the same, he also felt lucky for this young man, because this young man was different from himself... When he was most confused and helpless, Uesugi suffered alone.
Due to the deception of the family and the humiliation of outsiders, Uesugi was alone at that time. No one could save him. His world was dark. He could not bear such a huge blow and ran away. He wanted to escape everything, including this
A deformed world... This escape lasted sixty-two years.
But now this young man has met himself and a victim who has had the same experiences and encounters as him. Although he looks exhausted, he at least seems to be more responsible than himself. He has never thought about it even if he is so tired.
To give up everything and run away, it seems that the darkness he suffered has not completely blinded his eyes... Uesugi Yue doesn't know where this young man came from, but now that he has come to his ramen stall and met himself, this is
As fate would have it, Uesugoshi could at least comfort him and try to guide the way forward for the lost young man.
"Do you love your family deeply?" Uesugi suddenly asked the young man.
Yuan Zhisheng was stunned by this question. After thinking for a moment, he said what was in his heart: "Actually, it's not about whether you love or not... It's just that such a huge family, after living in it for so long, it's always...
There will be a few worried people, and until I settle them down, I will have a bad conscience if I run away alone."
"Although they are not fools who can't live without me, if one day I really want to leave the family, they will definitely follow me like brown sugar, and I can't get rid of them... They are such people, and I understand them
." Yuan Zhisheng whispered, "But my act of leaving the family was an escape. I will spend the rest of my life in shame. If I were to bear these shame alone, I would only live a little more tired at most, but
If those guys run away with me, I will feel guilty, and this self-blame will make me breathless."
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[Lu Mingfei, who studied Dragon Clan before slaying the dragon]
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Someone has said that how much you love this world depends on how deeply you love the most important people in your life.
When Minamoto was saying these words, the figures of Yaksha, Crow, Sakura and Eriki flashed across his mind unconsciously, even though he said that those people were not the ones he couldn't live without.
Idiot, but Yuan Zhisheng is their elder brother and eldest, and he is a man with a spine. Deep in his heart, he feels that those few people without him are like a person who has had their spine bone removed.
How can a person survive? If he abandons those few people and runs away, it is equivalent to abandoning the entire life he has lived in all these years of knowing them.
"What else? It's not just because of these, right?" Uesugoshi stared at Minamoto Chisheng with a burning gaze, as if he wanted to see through his heart, "If you have no other worries except those people you care about, you can take it with you
You don't need to feel any shame or guilt about them leaving the family."
Read the book
"But you blame yourself. You don't look like a man with such inflated ambitions and desires. Your self-blame should come from some sense of responsibility." Uesugi Koshi paused, "Maybe it's for the family, maybe it's for the family.
For the man who was once like your father, maybe you have made some irreparable mistake. This mistake is like an invisible cage and shackles, imprisoning you... You may not believe it when you are young.
I've had a similar experience, almost exactly like you, so I know how it feels."
"Yes... you are absolutely right." Yuan Zhisheng took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He was now more convinced that the old man in front of him was the one who served as the head of the Sheqiba family more than sixty years ago.
The man named "Uesugoshi" is his father.
"I have no ambitions or desires. My biggest dream in life is to sell sunscreen on nudist beaches in France. This is my only wish." Yuan Zhisheng said frankly to his father who did not know his identity, "I have no ambitions.
People should not sit on the chair of the superior. People without desire cannot control such a huge family. I can be a thug or a murderous knife, but I am not suitable to be a manager at all.
Or...but there are so many people in the family who need me. Sitting in that position is my innate mission and an inescapable fate. This is what the man told me."
This time it was Minamoto's turn to pour out his heart, but it was Uesugi who suddenly froze when he heard a certain word in this young man's words.
Naturist Beach?
What nudist beach?
French nudist beaches?
This young man seems to be saying...that selling sunscreen lotion on a nudist beach in France is his biggest wish in life?
But why does this wish sound inexplicably familiar? It seems that someone mentioned the exact same words to me not long ago?
However, Minamoto Chisei didn't notice the change in Uesugoshi's expression. He lowered his head and continued to talk to himself.
"Although I know that man deceived me and everyone in the family, and the rest of the family is innocent, I am the only one in the family who knows the truth." Yuan Zhisheng shook his head gently, "This feeling makes me
I have nowhere to escape. When I can do something for the family but choose to do nothing and just want to escape from everything, I will feel that all the family's disasters in the future are related to me."
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[Lu Mingfei, who studied Dragon Clan before slaying the dragon]
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"If I escape at this time, it will be equivalent to pushing the family into the abyss with my own hands. A lot of people will bleed, and every clan member who dies in the future will become my sin." Yuan Zhisheng said hoarsely, "
There are so many names weighing on my head, which is a weight that I cannot bear in my life." After saying these words, Yuan Zhisheng coughed with a pale face.
Even the royal blood couldn't dispel the fatigue and sleepiness. He was already very tired, and now he was trying hard not to rest. He was already seriously injured and was exposed to heavy rain, which made his condition look even more haggard.
Uesugoshi still hadn't recovered from his thoughts, and there was a vague guess in his mind, so he looked at the young man in front of him from all angles calmly, who "accidentally" came to his ramen stall.
At the same time, Uesugoshi was still recalling in his mind what Lu Mingfei and this young man had said to confirm whether his guess was correct or not.
However, the more Uesugi recalled, the more he felt that his guess was probably true.
A rich young man from a huge family... Isn't the Snakekihachi family the largest family in Japan?
He is young and holds a high position in the family... Lu Mingfei told Uesugi Koshi that his son Gen Zhisheng is now the head of the Snake Qihachi family. Is there anyone with a higher status than the head of the family in the entire family?
Knowing that he was deceived by a man who was like a father... doesn't this coincide with what Lu Mingfei said when he told Yuan Zhisheng that he was deceived by Tachibana Masamune?
There is also a wish to go to a nudist beach in France to sell sunscreen... In modern society where the soul of the soul is generally awakened among young people in Japan, young people from the University of Tokyo who patronize Uesugoshi ramen stalls basically have the same wish.
In a few words, we either want to change this wrong world or destroy this wrong world. It seems that they are unable to enter higher education or pursue graduate school or catch up with the two-dimensional girls in the club because the existence of this world itself is a mistake...
…How many young people now have such a trivial and unpromising dream as selling suntan lotion on a nudist beach in France?
A man who can have such a wish... must be a descendant of the Uesugi family!
The more Uesugi looked at this young man, the more he felt that this might be his son... This was probably his son!
Although the child was seriously injured and had just been caught in a heavy rain and looked sick, through the pale face, you could still vaguely see the young man's delicate and handsome eyebrows and the high bridge of his nose.
, those knife-like eyebrow peaks, that melancholic temperament that never fades away from the rain... At first glance, he is the type to please girls! At first glance, he is Uesugoshi's child!
So when I had decided to go out of business and stop entertaining any guests, this young man suddenly broke into my ramen stall. My first reaction was to drive away this stranger, but after
The moment I saw the haggard and distressed look on his face, my heart softened... Yes, it must be like this. Which father in the world can see his child in a miserable state and looking completely wronged?
And what about those who won’t be soft-hearted?
So when the young man expressed his heartfelt feelings and sufferings to himself, he listened extremely seriously and could not bear to interrupt him. Uesugoshi even lamented that this young man was so destined to him, and that the two of them had almost the same fate.
When I feel the confusion and helplessness of this young man, I can't help but want to guide him and comfort him... Yes, it must be like this. Is there any father in the world who doesn't want to do something for him when he sees his child hesitating and helpless?
How about clearing the darkness and fog in front of you?
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[Lu Mingfei, who studied Dragon Clan before slaying the dragon]
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Uesugi recalled what the young man had said to him. He was basically convinced that the young man in front of him was his son Minamoto. Then Uesugi recalled what he had said to his son.
I didn't seem to have said a few words to each other in total. It seemed that Minamoto was doing most of the talking between the two, and most of the conversation was being narrated, and then Uesugi asked a few questions and criticized them in passing.
For a moment, the words spoken by the man whom Minamoto once regarded as his father were too old-fashioned, as if they were spoken by an old man from the 30s of the Showa era... When Uesugi recalled this, he couldn't help but feel happy.
For a moment, no wonder I subconsciously had a bad feeling about these words. What wise words could the old guy who played tricks and deceived his son into recognizing a thief as his father say?
Uesugoshi continued to recall,
The memory that goes back is probably when Minamoto Zhisheng first came to the ramen stall, Uesugi had a little bad attitude towards him... This is understandable, after all, I didn't know that he was his son at that time.
It was just that he saw the sad and embarrassed look on this boy's face and concluded that the other person was heartbroken by a woman, and even patted the other person on the shoulder and asked if the other person was broken up in love...
Uesugoshi suddenly paused.
Have you ever said...such embarrassing words?
It seems that he actually said it himself.
So asking the son he met for the first time if he was dumped by a woman...is this really what a father should do?
Uesugi vaguely remembered how confident he was when he said these words. He seemed to have asked Minamoto whether he came here because of his fame. He also said that Minamoto must be so depressed that he committed suicide because of a lovelorn relationship. He seemed to have asked Minamoto
Zhisheng opened his scarred heart to him and told him that he was a professional?
He seemed to be secretly swearing in his heart that if this young man hadn't been broken up in love, he could have swallowed the ramen noodles and the bamboo kuaizi alive?
Have you ever had such an outrageous thought? Uesugi wanted to go back ten minutes and pry open his head to see if the lake inside was filled with ramen soup!
Uesugoshi turned his head and looked at the bamboo baskets and bamboos placed beside the soup pot, swallowed his saliva, and couldn't help feeling shuddering.
If you really swallow these things, you will probably have to spend the next week in the hospital, right? Maybe it will make the headlines in Tokyo tomorrow - "Young yakuza patriarch visited a ramen stall late at night, causing the ramen chef to suffer
Yanli swallowing and bamboo fastness...are all these a lack of human nature or a loss of morality?"