Chapter 679 Lost Things (two in one, please subscribe!!!)
Is this in a dream?
But why did he dream about Renata? Lu Mingfei had never seen this girl in person, so why did he dream about her appearance and think she looked familiar?
"I know your name is Renata and you are the 38th child, but I have never seen you." Lu Mingfei shook his head truthfully, "I have never left this room. I basically
I have no memory of the day."
Although Lu Mingfei felt that a large part of his memory was missing, he still felt that he did not know Renata because he had never walked out of Room Zero, the deepest room at the end of the corridor. To be precise, he had never been there at all.
He is different from other children because he is not eligible to move around freely. Some medical staff here really regard him as a demon-like existence. They strictly prohibit all children from entering, even approaching this ward zero.
"No... you didn't leave this ward, I came in on my own." Renata's little face wrinkled together, looking like she was about to cry, "You said that we will be friends from now on.
We even exchanged secrets, don’t you remember?”
"Making friends? Us? I even exchanged secrets with you?" Lu Mingfei was stunned, "What secret?"
"You said... you said that you were originally something that did not belong here. You would not have been bound by these things originally, but you were injured, and the injury was very serious, so now you can't escape, you are trapped in
Come here." Renata said with a serious look on her face.
"Really? Did I say that? Such strange words..." Lu Mingfei recalled it, but his head hurt like it was about to split. He could only ignore it for the time being and continue to ask Renata, "Then
What about you, what is the secret you exchanged with me?"
"I...I...I..." Renata's face flushed slightly, and her voice sounded like a mosquito buzzing, and she said a little unspeakably, "I tell you that I started wetting the bed recently, and I also peeed a lot of blood.
"
After Renata finished speaking, she lowered her head, like a child who had done something wrong. Her face was as red as a ripe apple. In fact, she rarely encountered such unspeakable situations because she communicated with others.
Not much. In fact, bedwetting is not that shameful, but Renata found it difficult to say these words. In this deserted seaport covered with ice and snow, she had no physiology teacher and no knowledge of physiology. Renata didn't know
This is a very personal topic for every girl, but she has never told anyone.
Lu Mingfei was stunned. He looked at the girl in front of him who had not yet begun to develop. Lu Mingfei really didn't expect that Renata would tell him such a private matter. This was indeed a big secret for a girl.
"It's not bedwetting, but I'm not sure either..." Lu Mingfei asked Renata, "How old are you this year."
"Thirteen years old," Renata said. "I told you."
"Did you just start...wetting the bed recently?" Lu Mingfei asked.
Renata nodded shyly, her face red as if it was about to burn.
"Then I understand, this is not bedwetting, this is something called menstruation." Lu Mingfei explained to Renata, "A girl's first menstrual period is called menarche. After that, it will be a fixed day every month.
It lasts for three to seven days, and there will be bleeding down there, but this is not a bad thing. Menstruation means that a girl is about to start growing, and will slowly change in the direction of a woman. Your body will become more sexy, and your mind will become more sexy.
When you are mature, you will fall in love with a certain boy."
"Yes, yes." Renata nodded wildly, "You told me the same thing the first time, don't you remember it all?"
"I really don't remember." Lu Mingfei shook his head slowly and said truthfully, "These are the most common physiological common sense. Anyone you ask will answer you like this."
Renata's flushed face, whether because of shyness or excitement, quickly dimmed, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on her. She looked at Lu Mingfei's expression carefully and found that Lu Mingfei seemed to be really serious.
Not recognizing her anymore, Renata felt lost for no reason.
Seeing Renata's low mood, Lu Mingfei's heart moved slightly. This was the first time someone offered to make friends with him. In this dark room, it was the first time he saw children of the same age, and Lei
Nata's expression didn't look like she was lying. She looked aggrieved like a little girl who had lost her beloved toy and was in despair.
"I really have no memory, but it's not your problem, Renata." Lu Mingfei shook his head slightly, "There is something wrong with my memory. I forget a lot of things when I wake up."
Renata raised her head and looked at Lu Mingfei. She seemed not to understand the meaning of Lu Mingfei's words for a while.
"I mean, we can make friends again." Lu Mingfei said to Renata, "You are the first person to come see me."
Renata looked at Lu Mingfei, her eyes gradually lit up with hope. Renata said to Lu Mingfei: "You said the same when we first met. You said I was the first person to discover you.
, because we are all special.”
Special? Lu Mingfei didn't remember him saying such a thing, but he suddenly thought of another question. Lu Mingfei asked Renata: "By the way, Renata, how did you get in? Wasn't the door blocked?
Is it locked? Did you steal the key from the head nurse to open the lock?"
"No, the door lock is just hanging on the door. Just twist it and it will open." Renata opened her palm to show Lu Mingfei. In her palm was the heavy big lock. "I don't dare to go to the head nurse and steal the key."
, if I am discovered, I will be put in a straitjacket all day and all night, and they will also confiscate my Zorro!"
"'Zorro'?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"'Zorro' is a bear, and he is also my friend." Renata nodded. She took out a teddy bear sewn in cloth from her clothes, held it in her arms and showed it to Lu Mingfei, "Part 1
I also brought 'Zorro' with me once, but I didn't bring it with me the first time because I didn't know if you were a bad person at that time..."
"Have we met more than once?" Lu Mingfei caught the key words in Renata's words.
"We met twice." Renata nodded, "I came here the night before and the night before. You told me to come to you when I had time at night. You would insist on staying up and waiting for me. At that time, you and
It’s different now.”
"What about yesterday?" Lu Mingfei asked, "Why didn't you come last night?"
"Because of bedwetting, the head nurse locked my door yesterday." Renata looked a little aggrieved. "I begged her to open the door for me, but she said that if I wet the bed again, I wouldn't be eligible for the next day's breakfast.
, I couldn’t open the door and was so anxious that I cried all night.”
"Last night...then what did we talk about before?" Lu Mingfei looked at Renata, "I mean, I can't remember exactly what we talked about when you came to see me the day before yesterday and the night before yesterday.
?”
"I came in by chance on the first night. I woke up and heard someone calling my name. I saw the door lock shaking. When I got closer, the door lock fell off. I was afraid of alerting the nurse, so I jumped on it.
When I went up to catch the door lock, I accidentally bumped into it." Renata recounted the scene when the two met for the first time, "The nurses said that there were demons in Ward Zero. At that time, I thought you were a bad person.
Because you are wearing a straitjacket and your whole body is tied up tightly, you must be a very unsafe person to be tied up...but I feel a little pitiful for you."
"Is it because I'm different from you?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"It must be uncomfortable to be tied up like this. I put on a restraint and within an hour I felt like my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe. If I were tied up like this all the time..." Fear flashed in Renata's eyes, "Oh my god.
Now, I just can’t imagine it!”
"Maybe I'm used to it." Lu Mingfei didn't feel anything. He looked at his tightly restrained body, and the emotion in his eyes was empty.
"That's not what you told me at that time. You said that you had been waiting for a long time before someone finally came to you. You also said that since we are so destined, why not make friends?" Renata said, "You said
Friends have to exchange secrets with each other. I have told you my secret, and the secret you told me is very strange... You said that you actually don’t know what you are."
Lu Mingfei was stunned. What Renata said was true. He really didn't know what he was. Probably no one in this Siberian port or even the entire world could answer this question... But Lu Mingfei didn't know.
Why would he tell Renata such a thing? Can this be considered a secret?
"You said you have never looked in the mirror or seen yourself. If a person doesn't even know what he is, he knows nothing about himself." Renata said to Lu Mingfei, "I was
I thought your words were strange, but then you kicked me out and asked me to go back to my room to sleep. I thought you were angry, but you told me that I would find an opportunity to see you every day when I have time."
"If a person doesn't even know what he is, he doesn't know anything about himself..." Lu Mingfei was stunned and repeated in his mouth.
He did not remember that he had said such a thing, and it did not seem like it came from his mouth. Lu Mingfei had no such feelings at all, but Renata just said that it was him who said this...
An incredible thought suddenly passed through Lu Mingfei's mind, as if someone had told Renata this sentence through his mouth, and asked Renata to repeat it to Lu Mingfei.
But this is incredible. Who would say such a thing through his mouth? If someone really said that, what message did he want to convey to Lu Mingfei?
Lu Mingfei didn't know, he felt that he had lost something important... maybe it was ignored by him, maybe it was hidden in his forgotten memory. When he thought of this, Lu Mingfei's brain felt as if it was going to split.
pain.
"Are you okay?" Renata looked at the panting Lu Mingfei and asked with concern.
"It's okay." Lu Mingfei took a few deep breaths to catch his breath, and then said to Renata, "Continue talking."
"Are you really okay?" Renata said. After Lu Mingfei nodded, Renata continued, "When we met for the second time the night before yesterday, you were very happy. You said you saw me right.
You know that I am a person who keeps his word. You said that this is how friends should be. Never betray or abandon. I don’t know if friends are like this, but seeing you happy makes me feel better.
.”
"Is that why you were so anxious because your door was locked last night?" Lu Mingfei suddenly remembered that Renata said that she cried all night.
"Yes, the head nurse refused to open the door no matter how much I begged her. She kept scolding me." Renata nodded, "I thought you would wait for me all night. You must be very angry and lonely. Don't you feel
I don’t keep my promise, I don’t know if you will still treat me as a friend.”
"This is not your problem." Lu Mingfei shook his head at Renata, "What did we talk about the night before yesterday?"
"You told me something very important the night before yesterday. You said you lost two things." Renata said.
"Two things? Did I tell you?" Lu Mingfei was stunned, "What did I lose?"
"I don't know. You said you forgot too. You don't remember what you lost, but you said these two things are very important to you and you have to find them." Renata imitated the memory path.
Mingfei's tone said, "If these two things cannot be found on a night when the moon is full, something irreversible will happen."
"A night with a full moon?" Lu Mingfei asked subconsciously, "What's the date today?"
"The clock has turned now, today is the 8th of this month." Renata answered Lu Mingfei.
The full moon is on the 8th...the 15th, and there are seven days left.
Lu Mingfei didn't know what he meant when he told Renata that he had lost two things. He also didn't know what the two lost things were. Even Lu Mingfei had no memory of saying these words, but he subconsciously felt that,
If you still haven't found the two lost things by the day of the full moon, something irreparable may really happen!
"You said you don't remember what you lost, but you still remember some clues..." Renata was interrupted before she could finish her words.
The harsh sounds that interrupted her one after another were the sirens in the building. They suddenly sounded for some reason at this moment. The red police lights outside the window kept flashing, turning the white curtains into the color of blood. In the ice field
The soldiers stationed above blew loud trumpets.
Renata's face turned pale in an instant. She remembered the sound of cursing in Russian at the end of the corridor outside the door, and the "tap" sound of the high heels of her shoes on the ground. Renata knew that this was the sound of the nurses from
They came out of the duty room at the end of the corridor. They would definitely check the rooms in the corridor one by one. They were blocked in the corridor. Zero did not dare to go out at all, because Ward Zero was an absolutely forbidden area and no children were allowed to enter or even get close.
If those fierce women find out that Renata has sneaked into Ward Zero, they will definitely put an electrified baton into her mouth.