"Sakura also thinks a lot when she is alone?" Eriki asked.
"Of course I will think about everything. Su Enxi and Jiude Mai always say that I am the king of nonsense. If I don't think enough, where can I hold back such nonsense?" Lu Mingfei said,
"I used to always wonder why I was always so unlovable and how I could make others like me, even just one person."
Yes, bad guys also want to be noticed and liked by others. Who wants to be a transparent person with no sense of existence in this society? He always talks bad things just to make someone laugh. If a bad guy wants to attract other people's attention, then
To do something unusual, sometimes you need to sacrifice something, but whether it is for fun or grandstanding, the most you get is a short laugh from others, not how interesting you are or how much they like you.
Mixed with invisible coldness and sarcasm, they look at you like they are looking at a clown or a joke, and what you sacrifice is equality and dignity.
The less dignity you have, the more others will look down on you, and the more you want to win the attention of others, the more you have to lower your posture. The bad words coming out of your mouth are no longer funny, every word is like
It is a trampling on one's own dignity, until one is completely reduced to a laughing stock in the eyes of others... This is a bad vicious cycle, so the bad boy's life will probably only get worse and worse until he disappears into the dust.
"Later I discovered that I actually thought too much. People who really like you don't need you to make any sacrifices at all. You don't need to talk nonsense or act humble. They can always see others.
It's your fault if you can't see it." Lu Mingfei said softly, "After I became familiar with my senior brother, I saw him write emails to his mother several times, and found that what he wrote was completely different from his actual situation.
He never writes about the dangerous missions he has recently carried out and how many people he has killed during the mission. I asked the senior brother if he was afraid that his mother would be worried about him. The senior brother nodded and said that he was more afraid that his mother would think he had changed.
Became a bad child."
"At that time, I suddenly thought, if my mother came back one day and saw that her Mingfei had turned into such a weak child with hunched shoulders, drooped head, and no energy at all, what would she be like..."
Lu Mingfei's voice trembled slightly, "I'm disappointed!"
In addition to saving Old Tang, Senior Brother and Hui Liyi, this is also one of the reasons why Lu Mingfei does not dare to continue to decline, because he has read that story and is extremely disappointed with himself who has declined to dust. Guys like him are very disappointed with himself.
So disappointed, where is his mother? Although his parents were never mentioned in the dream story, Lu Mingfei knew that one day he would see his parents again, even if they left him for so long, which child wouldn't?
I hope that after many years, I can grow up and become the pride of my parents. No one wants to lose any dignity in front of the people they care about most.
"No." Eriyi said suddenly.
Lu Mingfei turned his head blankly and met Hui Liyi's serious and affirmative expression.
"Sakura's mother will not be disappointed in Sakura." Eriki looked into Lu Mingfei's eyes and said, and repeated, "Because Sakura's mother loves Sakura, Sakura's mother will not be disappointed in Sakura."
Lu Mingfei was stunned. He didn't expect Hui Liyi to say such a thing, but it was obvious that Hui Liyi was right this time.
If Chu Zihang's mother knew that Chu Zihang was performing such a dangerous mission and killing so many people, she would never be as wary of Chu Zihang as if she was afraid of evil spirits, nor would she feel what kind of person her child had become.
A heinous villain, that young woman would probably strip Chu Zihang naked to see if Chu Zihang was injured, and then rush to the principal's office and executive department of Kassel College to question the principal and Professor Schneider as to why they arranged for his son to execute such a
Dangerous mission.
Lu Mingfei knew Chu Zihang's mother. The woman named Su Xiaoyan was such a protective woman. In her world, her son was the most important thing... In fact, there are many mothers in this world who don't
What about protecting one’s shortcomings? Isn’t her mother, Qiao Weini, also an extremely protective person? If she came back and saw herself in decline and without energy, she would probably feel distressed at first, then angry, and finally go to the person who had laughed at her over the years.
Those children who had bullied me were all bullied back one by one.
My mother is such a radiant woman, even worse than the current Nuonuo. Will such a golden phoenix-like woman be disappointed in her son when she sees him declining? Not necessarily; but
A mother's love for her child is always unconditional, no matter what happens to her child.
"No matter what Sakura becomes, Eriyi still likes Sakura." Eriyi said to Lu Mingfei.
No matter what you become, I will love you... no matter you are an omnipotent hero or a loser who can't do anything.
"Where is Sakura? I'm looking for you, I'm scared."
"Sakura, are you still there? Sakura, would you like to talk to me?"
"Sakura, I feel cold. I can hear the roar of that thing. It seems to be talking to me."
"...Sakura...Sakura...Sakura..."
"Sakura is the best."
The girl's voice sounded in my mind again, sounding so helpless, so sad, yet full of hope.
Really, do you also like that version of me, the one who can't do anything, the one who killed you, the one who has no ability to change the outcome... is it true that I am also deeply loved?
It turns out that love is something so simple, so pure, and so... stupid!
"Sakura, why are you crying?" Eriki asked, "Is the hot spring too hot?"
"No... I'm very happy." Lu Mingfei's voice choked with sobs, "It's great to meet you... Eli Yi."
He was already in tears.
Eryi looked at Lu Mingfei's appearance, and she slowly opened her arms. This girl's learning ability was terrifying. In such a short period of time, he had completely understood the meaning of a hug.
Lu Mingfei hugged Hui Liyi with both hands, and his chin gently rested on Hui Liyi's shoulder. They soaked in the hot spring. The body temperature of both of them was very high. Through the thin cloth, Lu Mingfei could hear Hui Liyi.
Li Yi's heartbeat was getting faster and heavier.
The night in Atami was very quiet. The nightingale was crowing on an unknown branch. The hot spring water was gurgling slowly. The two of them hugged each other quietly for an unknown amount of time. Each other's body temperature and breath were warm and hot.
"Hui Liyi." Lu Mingfei suddenly spoke.
"Yeah." Eryi said.
"This news may be a bit sudden. We should get married when we return to Tokyo after our trip." Lu Mingfei hesitated for a while, but told Eryi about it in advance.
"My brother and the others arranged it without telling me and Sakura. They wanted to give us a surprise," Eriki said.
"You already know?" Lu Mingfei was surprised, "Did I really tell you?"
"I was riding today and heard what Shou and Sakura said." Eriki was very loyal and did not betray her truth.
Lu Mingfei smiled bitterly, Hui Liyi's ability is really unpreventable. If those passionate men fall in love with such a fiancée who has almost super powers, they will have to change their past, otherwise they will have a headache.
?
"Does Hui Liyi know what marriage means?" Lu Mingfei asked again.
"I know a little bit, Sakura's friend told me." Eriki nodded.
"My friend?" Lu Mingfei was stunned, "Which friend? Caesar or Mai Shutoku?"
"He's the doctor who treats me and my senior brother. He has no face and is short." Eriyi betrayed the short doctor quite simply.
"That guy actually said this to you!" Lu Mingfei was frightened this time, and he quickly asked, "What did that guy say to you?"
"He said we should kiss when we get married. Everyone watched, and Sakura and I's lips touched." Eriki said truthfully, "He also said he remembered to stick out his tongue, and everyone applauded."
"This brat, Eriyi, don't listen to him!" Lu Mingfei's face looked a little ugly. He thought to himself that no wonder Eriyi's kissing skills improved by leaps and bounds when they were on the Kinosaki coast. It turned out that someone was behind the plan.
He knew that that little bastard couldn't teach Eli Yi anything good. Lu Mingfei said heartily that he had already scolded the guy a thousand times in his heart.
"He also said that after marrying Sakura, Sakura is the most important person. He must wear a wedding dress for Sakura and say 'I do' to Sakura." Eliyi kept it all in mind, "If she is not with Sakura in the future,
No one will want me because I am the head of the Uesugi family, but I want to be with Sakura all the time."
"Of course we will always be together." Lu Mingfei's heart moved. He didn't expect that guy not only made jokes, but also said a few normal words.
He will attend his wedding, right? That guy, even if he didn't see him at the wedding, he should be hiding somewhere and watching him. The guy said it himself, no one can escape the eyes of the devil and be caught by the devil.
A person who pays attention will be under the attention of the devil all his life, whether it is his happiest moment or his saddest moment.
"After soaking, does Sakura want to go to bed?" Eriki asked.
Lu Mingfei looked at the time and found that they had almost finished soaking. To be precise, they had already exceeded the soaking time limit. Thanks to their different physiques, ordinary people would have fainted in the pool after soaking for so long.
"After playing all day, it's time to rest early. We have to get up early tomorrow. The flight to Hokkaido is at 7:30 in the morning." Lu Mingfei nodded, "Eliyi sleeps in the bedroom and I sleep on the sofa. At night
If anything happens, call me anytime."
"Aren't Sakura and I sleeping together?" Eriki asked.
"Ah?" Lu Mingfei was stunned by Hui Liyi's question.
"Boys and girls sleep together after they get together. I saw it in TV dramas." Eriki said, "Sakura, won't you sleep with me?"
Lu Mingfei stared at Eriyi with wide eyes. He didn't expect that Eriyi's thoughts were much more open than his... As expected of a native girl from Sakura Country, the concept of love between men and women spread on TV was so powerful.
?
"It's not that I don't want to sleep with Eri Yi..." Lu Mingfei said stumblingly, and he subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Lu Mingfei said sincerely that this is not a matter of sleeping together, it is a matter of committing a crime... Although it is not a crime in the true sense, they are a legitimate couple, but the innocent boy who has never been in love suddenly becomes
At the last step...is this step a little too big?
Eriki had already walked out of the hot spring pool, wiped her body with a bath towel, wiped it clean, and walked to the living room on her own.
Looking at this posture, it seems that the two of them have agreed to sleep together at night?
Lu Mingfei followed Eriki out of the hot spring. He couldn't help but think of Su Enxi and Shutoku Mai's pranks on his things in the drawer. He didn't know if those two guys left anything real...
...Thinking like this, Lu Mingfei's nosebleed started to flow again unknowingly. He wiped it with his hand, but luckily Eriyi didn't see it.
"This time it must be because I soaked in the hot spring for too long." Lu Mingfei said to himself in his heart.
Lying on the soft bed, the two of them finally slept together, but it was not what Lu Mingfei thought. When Eliyi said "sleeping together", it really meant the literal meaning. In space, the two people slept together, nothing more.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Innocent beautiful girls are indeed innocent enough. Even if you see the development of love between men and women in TV dramas, you can't think of the core of this physiological behavior.
However, Lu Mingfei was not disappointed at all. Instead, he breathed a sigh of relief. If Eryi really meant that, he didn't know what to do. That's fine. Anyway, they still have so much time in the future, so there is no rush to do anything.
At this moment.
Eriyi has fallen asleep, breathing very softly. The girl looks like a kitten when she sleeps, with her whole body curled up together. Psychologically speaking, this is a sign of lack of security. It is probably because she has been alone for so many years.
Living alone, a person is used to sleeping in a big bed, so he doesn't need to pay much attention to his sleeping position. It occupies the softest and most central part of the entire bed.
Lu Mingfei looked at the sleeping Hui Liyi. The girl's slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and her closed eyes were like curved crescents. Lu Mingfei reached out and gently touched Hui Liyi's hair: "Hui Liyi's eyes"
It's also very beautiful, although I have said this many times... Actually, I want to say that no matter what happens to Eri, I will always like Eri."
Lu Mingfei's voice was very soft. He didn't know whether he was embarrassed to let the girl hear it or because he was afraid of waking her up.
"Sakura..." The sleeping girl suddenly made a voice.
"Did I still wake you up?" Lu Mingfei took back his hand and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."
"Sakura..." The girl made a voice again, like a dream.
"I'm here." Lu Mingfei looked closer and saw that Eliyi's eyes were still closed tightly. She didn't wake up, so she was probably talking in her sleep.
"Sakura..." Eriki didn't know what kind of dream she had.
"Sakura will always be here from now on," Lu Mingfei said.
He put his hand into Eri Yi's pillow, let the girl rest on his arm, and put his other hand around Eri Yi's waist. This should make him sleep more peacefully and not be too presumptuous.
During the short but long night, the two slept in each other's arms.