So, do you like her? It's just because of your family's position and worries about the future that you can only hide away in embarrassment before being drunk and revealing your feelings.
It turns out that you really... like it?
There is another reason that keeps Sakura shrinking, and that is that she and Yuan Zhisheng have been together for too long. It has been so long that the two of them have really become family members. This is a very troublesome relationship. From the young master and the retainer
It is actually very common to become an important retainer, but if you want to change from a family member to a lover... isn't this equivalent to the deterioration of family ties?
Sakura doesn't care about such ethics. Anyway, all the people related to her died when she was very young, but this kind of thing for Sakura is a big burden for Yuan Zhisheng... To put it bluntly, in fact, Sakura
She was also unsure in her heart whether Yuan Zhisheng simply regarded her as a family member, or whether like her, she also had other feelings hidden deep in her heart but did not dare to express them.
In many ways, Sakura is definitely a brave girl. She even has courage that men don't have. But when it comes to this matter, she doesn't dare to bet... If he loses the bet, what will he think of herself?
Facing him, as before, she could at least be by his side as a subordinate and family member, and be the person he needed. Sakura once felt that this was the best destination for her.
It wasn't until she heard what Natsumi and Sakurai Kogure said and was questioned by Sakurai Kogure that Sakura realized that she still had such longing and dissatisfaction deep in her heart, but she still had no intention of changing this relationship.
Over the years, Sakura has learned a lot from Yuan Zhisheng, but she has learned only one thing...that is, how to be loved.
For most people in this world, being loved is not an ability, because it does not need to be learned. They are born with someone to love, be it their father, mother, grandparents, suitors or future partners.
Half, but in Sakura's world, this is not the case. Whether it is the days of living well in Afghanistan as a child, or after being taken to the Snake Qihachi family by the ninjas of the Fuuma family, or meeting Minamoto's childishness, everyone so far
Everyone told her that she could live by being useful and become a useful person, so Sakura mastered most of the skills that ordinary people in this world can master...but no one ever mentioned the topic of "love" to her.
.
Not counting those passer-by suitors, Yasha and Crow Mouth Flowers, but they are still two dog meat buns who can't be beaten in real situations. As for Yuan Zhisheng... It's not that Yuan Zhisheng thinks Sakura has no feminine charm, nor is it him.
He feels that Sakura does not deserve to be loved, but Yuan Zhisheng himself does not understand what love is, so how can he teach Sakura?
For this career-minded straight Japanese man, love is probably a profound topic that he will never understand throughout his life. In fact, although Minamoto's childish childhood was not as dangerous and tragic as Sakura's, if the factor of Minamoto's childishness is put aside,
, their souls are equally lonely.
What courage do two lonely, fragile and dry souls have to deal with such a noble, great and rich proposition as love?
"Miss Eri...you said..." Sakura murmured, and he seemed to see a ray of light.
"It was my brother who said it, and he didn't know he said these words." Eryi said, "My brother didn't allow him to tell others about his drunkenness, so I didn't tell others what he said."
But Eriyi still said it now, because she learned the ability to love and be loved from Lu Mingfei, so when she saw Sakura's appearance, she intuitively told Eriyi that it was necessary to say these words, so she "
betrayed” her brother.
Sakura felt as if she had touched that light. She didn't know how to describe the feeling at this moment. She had never felt it before. She wanted to catch something, but was afraid of sneaking away. Her heart was warm, and she was worried about gains and losses. She couldn't stop crying.
Tears flowed from her eyes, and she couldn't wipe them clean or suppress them. She was a female killer, and killers shouldn't shed tears... This girl had never cried like this when she was alone, but at this moment, the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to have burst.
Floods are fierce and surging.
Seeing this, Xia Mi felt relieved and worried, so he put his shoulder over her. Seeing that Sakura had no intention of leaning closer, Xia Mi took it upon herself to hold Sakura's head gently. Only then did Xia Mi realize that although this girl
She didn't cry or make a fuss, or even make a sound, but her body was shaking slightly, like a frightened elk.
It was a silent sob.
My emotions have become so out of control, and I can still hold back and keep silent. Ordinary people would never be able to do this. It seems that it is a habit developed by the tense nerves for many years, so I deliberately stay rational even when crying...
Isn't this more sad and heartbreaking than those little green teas that smell of tea and have pear blossoms in the rain?
Yuan Zhisheng, look, you turned a person into a ghost... Xia Ya didn't want to comfort her too intimately, she just patted Sakura on the shoulder, and then complained bitterly in her heart.
A scene like a world-famous painting, the cold female killer was crying in the arms of a pure and lively female college student. It was such a contrast. If Yuan Zhisheng and Chu Zihang were standing here to see this scene, with these two steely
Straight men, no matter how hard they think, they can’t figure out what happened.
"It's great. The love between Miss Sakura and everyone's parents is so beautiful. It's like watching a heart-wrenching youth love movie, but the ending is beautiful." Zhen Zhen wiped away tears while watching this scene.
"Hey, hey, hey, a beautiful young girl like you, don't be brainwashed by the bloody youth romance movies on the market. There's nothing beautiful about cheating, self-mutilation, or even abortion!" Xia Mi turned her head and frowned.
Lessons on eyebrows to prevent your true view of love from going astray, "It's normal for you and Hisashi Noda to study hard, be filial to the elderly, work hard after graduation, and save money with your boyfriend to buy a beautiful apartment with floor-to-ceiling windows."
Big house, do you understand?"
"Ming...I understand." Zhen lowered her head and stuck out her tongue. She knew that Xia Mi was doing it for her own good, but she was also a little frightened by Xia Mi who was so fierce.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! She really has the style of a big sister in school who will knock someone off the desk if she disagrees with her. Of course, it is not a derogatory description of a little girl, but it is really just
Dare to think about it in your heart, she wouldn't have the guts to tell this to Xia Mi.
Sakurai Kogure also showed a gentle smile. At the same time, she couldn't help but think of what Kazama Ruri said before. She remembered that Kazama Ruri said that there was an older brother with the same face as her, and since she was a child, she felt that
A boy is not as good as his brother in any field, and he is only somewhat talented in things that girls are better at, such as singing or painting. Until he grows up, he still thinks that his brother will always be better than him.
But Sakurai Kogure wanted to tell him that no, at least he knew how to love someone better than Minamoto was born. Even though he looked not as masculine and brave as Minamoto was born, his character was actually more domineering and fierce than Minamoto was born.
Such a person, if he truly falls in love with a woman, will give her an infinite sense of security.
"Okay...thank you." Sakura sat up from Xia Mi's arms. She was able to control her emotions and no longer shed tears, but there was still a faint trace of tears on her pretty face.
"Ah, oh...that's good, okay." Xia Mi retracted his arm, looking a little disappointed.
She only knew that Sakura was beautiful, but she didn't expect her body to be so soft. Xia Mi hugged her so comfortably that she couldn't bear to let go... She didn't have a tendency to be lace, but it wasn't impossible for a girl as beautiful and contrasting as Sakura, and besides, this was someone else.
My girlfriend, every extra second you take advantage of is a second. If you don’t hug me, it’s nothing. If you hug me, you’ll earn it!
"Miss Eri, thank you very much." Sakura stood up and bowed deeply to Eri, not because of their identities and the strict registration order of the Snake Qihachi family, but because of what Eri said.
Words really mean a lot to her.
Eriki nodded, unlike other hypocritical girls who said thank you for such a small thing. She felt that she had helped Sakura, so she was thanked. She was very happy to feel Sakura's gratitude, and she was not pretentious at all.
"Two and a half hours, and it will be past twelve o'clock in two and a half hours." Xia Mi sat on the edge of the bed, swinging her slender legs, "This is my first time as a bridesmaid. I didn't expect that I would be a bridesmaid before I graduated.
Bridesmaid, it’s still my senior brother’s wedding, and it’s still in Japan.”
"It's my first time too." Zhen said softly, with some expectation in his tone.
For this low-class girl who just a few months ago was worried about working to take care of her grandma and going to college, becoming a bridesmaid to a gangster princess is too dreamy. Even in a Mary Sue novel, this kind of development would probably be too...
Being scolded by readers for being too unrealistic, writing novels and wishful thinking cannot be equated.
The reality is so magical, more magical than most novels. It all started because of that phone call in the toy store. Otherwise, I would never have the chance to meet these big people in my life. In fact, after thinking about it, I also made that phone call.
Because I was afraid of Shou, now I am with Shou again. The fate is really wonderful.
"Ah!" Eriyi suddenly exclaimed.
"What's wrong?" Xia Mi jumped up from the bed.
Everyone's eyes also turned to Eri Yi.
"I'm hungry." Eriyi touched her perfectly shaped belly. She just heard her stomach growl.
In fact, it's not that exaggerated. It's just that Eri's hearing is too sharp, and the sound of her stomach growling is infinitely amplified in her ears, giving her a psychological hint that she is very hungry.
"Whatever Miss Eriki would like to eat, I'll go to the kitchen. If it's not available, I can order them to make it fresh." Sakura stood up.
"Five-eye fried rice, I want it spicy." Eryi ordered the signature dish on the "Eriyi menu".
"Yes, spicy five-eye fried rice." Sakura nodded and looked at the other people in the room, "What do you want? If not, I will ask the chef to make it together."
"Macarons." Xia Mi raised his hand, "I also want tiramisu, matcha flavor, I don't know if they are available."
"There are all the dishes you can name, it just takes time." Sakura nodded, and then her eyes fell on Sakurai Kogure Kazuma.
"I don't need to, I'm losing weight." Sakurai Kogure smiled and shook her head.
"Then...then I don't need to." Zhen originally heard that Xia Ya ordered dessert, and she was a little moved, but after Sakurai Kogure refused, she didn't dare to order it.
I was really embarrassed to bother Miss Sakura at first, but now I hear Miss Sakurai Kogure say that she wants to lose weight. Such a beautiful woman is so self-disciplined. As the most ordinary girl among several girls, what right does she have to indulge?
This is how the appearance and figure involution among girls is like this. As long as one takes the lead, the others will follow and fall into deep self-doubt.
"Damn it, why are you still curled up? You are so thin, why do you need to lose weight!" Xia Mi frowned, rushed forward, and touched Sakurai Kogure's flat waist and abdomen with his hands several times, and then followed it along
Going up, "It's not just here. If you say this, I will feel inferior!"
Ah, the feeling of licking a beautiful woman is so happy!
Ah, Sakurai Kogure is actually so talented, she really makes her feel inferior, damn it!
"Because it's already past meal time, I have developed the habit of not eating after meal time." Sakurai Kogure smiled helplessly.
Of course she felt Natsumi's hands, but she didn't smack them away ruthlessly. With Sakurai Kogure's behavior at the Kokuakukan, the guests who touched her would never have their limbs intact the next day, but Natsumi didn't.
The problem is, cute girls have extra privileges everywhere.
"No, no, it's different this time. Everyone eats. How can you not eat? If I was the only one who was fat, I would feel guilty. I ordered high-calorie desserts!" Natsumi grabbed Sakurai Kogure.
She raised her arms coquettishly and said, "Eat as much as you can. Just think of it as having a late-night snack with Eri, okay? The bride is the biggest today!"
"Then let's have a melon and a fruit salad." Sakurai Kogure sighed fondly.
"Hey, Sister Xiaomu is so nice." Xia Mi tilted her head, "What about you, really?"
"Can I have strawberry-flavored Swiss roll and caramel pudding?" Zhen asked cautiously, feeling a little excited inside. In fact, she wanted to eat them.
"Okay." Sakura nodded, took note of what everyone wanted to eat, opened the door, and a black shadow almost missed her.
Sakura turned sideways and held the arm of the girl who almost fell over. After the girl from the design department stood up, she apologized profusely to Sakura.
"The bride's clothes?" Sakura looked at what the girl was holding.
"Yes, it has been changed according to Miss Eri's size." The girl from the design department nodded, "There is also a second set of bridesmaid dresses, which have also been changed. Colleagues from the design department will send them over later."
"Go in, Miss Eri and the others are inside." Sakura pointed to the open door.
"Yes." The girl from the design department nodded respectfully, and suddenly remembered something, "Oh, by the way, Miss Ying, your parents have already left the design department. He said that if he meets you, he will tell you that he is awake.
Temple, if you want, you can go up and find him."
If you want, you can go find it... This is a tone I have never heard before
Sakura's heart moved, and when she came to her senses, she realized that the girl from the design department had already walked into the room. Sakura took a deep breath and said softly to the deserted corridor: "I will go."