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Chapter 923 Life

It's like walking into a happy place, everyone has a mask on their face, and the mask is a smiling and flattering face, but this hypocritical mask can only be used when facing someone who has the same status or higher class than him.

You only wear it when you are with them, otherwise all you can see are real and extremely sarcastic faces, and you may not even be taken seriously by others at all.

"Actually, there were times when I really hated this world." Lu Mingfei, who had been silent until now, suddenly spoke.

There was no response, and Lu Mingfei even thought that Eriyi had not followed. He turned around and found that Eriyi had been standing behind him, looking at him quietly.

Lu Mingfei blinked at Hui Liyi.

Hui Liyi also winked at Lu Mingfei.

"Are Hui Liyi waiting for me to continue?" Lu Mingfei asked.

"Yeah." Eriyi nodded lightly.

"Don't you think it's strange for Eli Yi?" Lu Mingfei asked, "I hate this world, like a child who hasn't grown up."

To be precise, it was actually more like the words that a middle school boy like Noda Hisaru used to say who lived on the streets. Such words coming from the mouth of Lu Mingfei now... are actually quite childish.

"It's not strange." Eriki shook her head, "Sakur hates this world, it's because this world is very strange.

Lu Mingfei was stunned. He completely understood what Eli Yi meant. He didn't expect Eli Yi to say such words, so he was so surprised.

If you hate something, it's definitely not your problem, but something wrong with the thing...even if it's something as big as the world.

You hate this world, not because you are strange, but because this world is strange, and that makes you hate it.

Lu Mingfei looked at Eli Yi's serious expression, and suddenly he felt an unprecedented feeling. This feeling may be called...a sense of identity.

It is an unconditional sense of recognition. Even if you are naive, even if you are average, even if your words sound unreasonable, the other person will agree with you no matter what.

If you yell "Exile, destroy, this world" in a very silly way on the rooftop, the other person will yell with you, "Yeah, go to hell, this terrible world"; you will kick him down for no reason on the road.

A nest of ants, saying "God is in a bad mood today, so he sends divine punishment" is so clumsy, and the other party will bring a pot of boiling water and pour it into the ant nest, laughing with you "The flood is coming to destroy the world"...

...She will accompany you as much as you want, and she will accompany you as much as you want. There is such a person in this world.

In fact, Chu Zihang was originally such a person, but the way of the second senior brother was different, because Chu Zihang himself was actually quite a middle-class person. Lu Mingfei had Lu Mingfei's second-hand skills, and Chu Zihang also had Chu Zihang's second-hand skills.

Fa, he may not necessarily agree with you, but will silently support you... So if you go to Chu Zihang, you will often only get behavioral approval, not thought or even soul approval.

The Pear Clothes Club can be painted.

This sense of identity is like... one day when you are so crazy that you suddenly say that you want to destroy the world, she will find two sets of combat uniforms and two guns and ask you, is it enough to take these to the Pentagon to steal the nuclear bomb launch button?

There are some things and words that are stupid to do and say alone, but if you have someone to accompany you, you will be happy even if you are stupid.

"Yes, this world is really weird sometimes." Lu Mingfei nodded, "I didn't like this world before because I felt that there were too few people like Eri Yi and Senior Brother in this world."

This time there was a blank expression on Hui Liyi's face. She didn't understand Lu Mingfei's last words.

"Have you ever heard of the 'Spring Outing Theory'?" Lu Mingfei asked softly.

"'Spring outing theory'?" Eriyi tilted her head. She had never even experienced a "spring outing".

"Spring outing means that there is no need to go to class. A group of people change places to play together. For some people, spring outing will be a colorful day. Most people are happy and looking forward to this day. But for some people, spring outing

It’s just that you don’t have to go to class and have a different place to stay.” Lu Mingfei said softly, “Some people say that whether a spring outing is interesting or not does not depend on where you go, nor does it depend on whether you bring enough pocket money.

Yes, whether a spring outing is fun or not depends on the people you go with."

"The people we are with..." Eriyi said as if she didn't understand.

"Yes, so I think whether a person likes this world or hates it completely depends on whether there is someone he likes in this world." Lu Mingfei nodded and said, "If in his eyes, in this world

There are all mean people and ugly faces. Of course, this world is annoying, but if the people a person meets are full of kindness to him and he has people he truly likes and loves deeply, the world will be beautiful.

.”

"I think this world is very good." Eryi took a step forward and looked at Lu Mingfei, "Because Sakura is here."

"Same as Eri Yi, I feel the same way now. This world is pretty good." Lu Mingfei nodded, looked into Eri Yi's eyes and said, "Actually, over the years, I have figured out one thing, a person

Whether they think the world is good or bad is not entirely the world's problem, but rather their inability to reach reconciliation with each other."

"A bad boy doesn't like this world, and the world won't favor a bad boy." Lu Mingfei suddenly said this.

It's very much like the tone of a little devil, but the content is Lu Mingfei's version. For some reason, Lu Mingfei feels that after the incident in Japan is over, he and Lu Mingze are becoming more and more similar in some places... This kind of

The change was not subtle, but as if someone had suddenly put that little devil's world view and outlook on life into Lu Mingfei's brain. That time after "something for nothing" merged with Lu Mingze, Lu Mingfei

I always felt that Lu Mingze had left something in his body and forgotten to take it away.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Sakura..." Eriki wanted to say something, but Lu Mingfei shook his head, indicating that she didn't need to say anything.

"I'm not feeling sad or anything, so Eriyi doesn't need to comfort me." Lu Mingfei said to Eriyi, "I just suddenly came back here and saw many people I hadn't seen before. I was a little emotional. Originally, I thought I had already

I have completely said goodbye to the past, but now I find that it is actually a part of my life. I can’t get rid of it and there is no need to deliberately escape. The process of growing up is really long and difficult, but fortunately I have come ashore.

.”

"I'm very happy to meet Eri, and I'm also very happy to see my former classmates doing well... Speaking of which, the world is really good, and there are so many things to be happy about." Lu Mingfei said to Eri.

In front of Yi, he lowered his head and whispered, "Eri Yi, close your eyes."

Without asking why, Eryi obeyed her instructions obediently. She slowly closed her eyes, trusting everything Lu Mingfei said unconditionally.

"I told you not to open your eyes secretly before you open them." Lu Mingfei took Hui Liyi's hand and walked a certain distance on the rooftop, as if bypassing something. After a few dozen seconds, Hui Liyi

Li Yi felt a gust of wind.

This was probably the edge of the rooftop. Eriki could hear the honking of cars and the voices of passers-by beneath her feet. These sounds seemed to be in her ears. Eriki still had her eyes closed. This should have been a very insecure move.

Normal people would not be able to help but open their eyes to confirm their safety, but Eryi's eyes were kept tightly closed the whole time, and Lu Mingfei's hands were on her waist. She felt full of sensation. This kind of

A sense of security comes from love and trust. This girl never considered whether Lu Mingfei would suddenly push her off the roof of the building.

"Let me see... um, it's not that interesting... um, this angle should be about right..." Lu Mingfei kept muttering something in his mouth, guiding Eli Yi to move left and right at the edge of the rooftop.

"Open your eyes, Hui Liyi." Lu Mingfei's words came to his ears.

Feeling a pair of hands gently put on her shoulders, Eriki slowly opened her eyes.

Light, Eriyi saw the light.

The undulating light, the magnificent light, the whole city lights up at night. On the road, the lights of cars and street lights extend into straight luminous rivers, extending far and far away, where there is a

The ocean of light, the bustling lights of skyscrapers and commercial districts illuminate the sky and the whole city, and the large advertising screens reflect colorful colors. The rain at night is not as strange as during the day. Fine raindrops fall from the sky, and neon lights dance in the rain.

rainbow.

There is a broad lake in the distance. The reflection of the city is reflected on the bottom of the water. The rain falling on it creates ripples and haloes. The entire city is clearly separated by this lake.

On the right are brightly lit tall buildings, huge glass curtain walls, and hard and straight antennas standing on the roofs of several hundred meters. Cars are rushing on the wide road. That should be the city Lu Mingfei mentioned.

The most prosperous CBD area.

On the left is a lower house, with less colorful and transparent light. The occasional bits of light are still lights coming from the grid-like windows. Busy figures can be seen in every lighted window.

, they are obviously not too far apart, but they are like being separated into two worlds by pigeon cage-like houses. The outside is huge and cold, and the world inside is small but warm. There is the place to return, the place called "home".

It is the people who live in this city who have taken root in this land.

Further away are the elevated roads and ring roads of the city. You can see scattered lights moving on the ring road. A car is like a group of running fireflies, going somewhere unknown. A little further away is the vastness.

It was pitch black, with a few dim lights hidden in the mountains and forests, like the end of the world.

It turns out that this is the city where Sakura lived, and this was his entire world... The light of the entire city was reflected in Eri's eyes.

"It's not as prosperous as Tokyo at all." Lu Mingfei's head leaned against Eri's clothes.

"But it's so beautiful...it's really beautiful." Eriki murmured. She didn't repeat it intentionally, but involuntarily.

"Yes, it's really beautiful. I felt that way when I was a child, even though it was far from being so prosperous at that time." Lu Mingfei said softly, "But in the past, in my opinion, such beautiful scenery was actually a symbol of loneliness. I looked for

There is no one to share with, so I can only do it by myself. When I look at it, I feel as if these high-rise buildings, these mountains and lakes all belong to me. It’s quite cold after sitting on the rooftop for a long time. Sometimes I can stay there for hours at a time.

You’ll also catch a cold from something like this.”

Eryi subconsciously held Lu Mingfei's hand and covered his hands in her palms.

But Lu Mingfei's hands are very hot today.

"I don't know how to describe it. This city was like a maze or a cage to me before. If I hadn't gone to Kassel College and didn't know Eri, I would have stayed here all my life.

After graduating from school, I will work, start a family here, save money to buy a house, live here, grow old, sick and die here." Lu Mingfei said calmly, "Sometimes I feel ordinary is like a disease, trapping people in one place.

"Sometimes I feel that it's good to be ordinary. I don't have to worry about too many things. It's none of my business what the world becomes."

"Sakura will think a lot." Eriki said.

Lu Mingfei smiled, Hui Liyi's compliment was no longer "so awesome".

"I saw a passage on the Internet that the world has many sides, and there are so many prosperous cities." Lu Mingfei said, "When you are at the bottom, it is a cage that traps you. From six to nine to two o'clock, one line

Life doesn't taste very good, it's just take-out and rice bowls that can fill your stomach, and dreams that are out of reach; when you become an elite, the city is full of lights, luxury goods and luxury cars, and shopping.

Endless bars with endless girls, then you can realize what life is and not just living; when you reach the top of society, this city is your utopia, you can do almost anything you want here

Even if it is on the edge of the law, you are a superior person. You live in a brightly lit bonded area. You don’t need to worry about food, clothing, and housing. A car, a house, a beautiful woman, these things in this life are all at your fingertips.”

Eryi looked at the bustling CBD area and the dark old city. When the city came into view, she seemed to understand what Lu Mingfei said... There are many people in this world,

Their life trajectories are different, just like a car diverging at every intersection. Some people live to live, and some people live just to survive.

"Sakura, what kind of life do you think is better?" Eriki suddenly asked softly.

Asking such a question proves that this girl is no longer the blank slate she was before...Eri is also using what she sees, hears, and feels to paint her outlook on life and the world.

Add new colors.

"This question about Hui Liyi is a bit difficult. I have been thinking about it for so many years, but I still haven't thought of a satisfactory answer." Lu Mingfei shook his head, nodded and said, "But I can at least answer part of it. I feel that in this life, people should not

It would be nice to live in a dream.”

"Living in a dream?" Eriki asked, unable to understand the word.


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