At night, when Ruan Xingwan was packing things in the room, there was a gentle knock on the door: "Xiao Ruan, are you asleep?"
Ruan Xingwan opened the door: "Aunt Xu."
Xu Yue saw the suitcase in the room and said, "I heard Xiao Shen said that he is going back tomorrow. Are you going with him?"
Ruan Xingwan nodded and said, "I have some things to deal with when I return to Nancheng."
Xu Yue handed her the bag in her hand: "These are some small things that I have knitted recently. You can take them with you. Maybe they will come in handy later."
"Thank you Aunt Xu."
Ruan Xingwan took it and asked, "Aunt Xu won't go back to Nancheng in the future?"
Xu Yue smiled faintly: "I won't go back. There is nothing worthy of my nostalgia in that place."
"That Zhou Cishen..."
"Look at him. If he has time, he will come back to see me. If he doesn't have time, it doesn't matter.
After all, I have never fulfilled the responsibilities of a mother."
Ruan Xingwan didn't know what to say for a moment, so he could only nod silently.
After a few seconds, Xu Yue said again: "Xiao Ruan, I don't know what happened between you and Xiao Shen, and I'm not qualified to comment, but... that child Xiao Shen, although his temper is sometimes bad, but
He has always been soft-spoken and soft-hearted.
During this time, I also saw that he actually cares about you, but he just doesn't know how to express it."
Even if she didn't say it, Ruan Xingwan could still feel that the bad thing about that bitch Zhou Cishen was that he had a mouth. One thing that was obviously a good thing changed completely when he said it through his mouth.
Moreover, living in a place like the Zhou family, which is full of intrigues and intrigues, he has long been accustomed to looking at others with their evil eyes first, and weighing his own gains and losses to the greatest extent possible.
It was precisely because Ruan Xingwan knew this that she wanted to keep a distance from him as much as possible to prevent herself from being involved in the fight between him and the Zhou family.
only……
Ruan Xingwan lowered his eyes and looked at his belly, probably knowing why Zhou Cishen didn't want this child to be born.
But as a mother, after she had lost a child, God finally favored her again. There was no way she could deprive him of the opportunity to come to this world.
After a long time, Ruan Xingwan said: "Aunt Xu, Zhou Cishen and I are not suitable in every aspect. The reason why we got married in the first place was because..."
Halfway through the words, Ruan Xingwan laughed: "No matter how you say it, the problem is all my fault, and I should bear the consequences."
Xu Yue sighed silently and didn't say anything else. She just asked her to take care of herself when she went back and call her if anything happened, and then left.
Just as Ruan Xingwan was about to close the door, she saw Zhou Cishen standing not far away, looking at her coldly.
"..."
The corner of her mouth twitched: "Mr. Zhou."
Zhou Cishen put one hand in his trouser pocket and said in an unusually cold tone: "Tell me, what consequences have you suffered?"
Isn’t that what you, a bitch, have to bear for three years of cynicism, cynicism, murderousness and heartbreaking?
Ruan Xingwan said sincerely: "Divorce is the consequence I should bear."
"Ruan Xingwan, if you think divorce can be treated as if nothing has happened, then you are oversimplifying things."
"I know this may not save anything, and even in the eyes of Mr. Zhou, I have ulterior motives and other agendas, but this is the only thing I can do."
"If you really plan to bear the consequences, you might as well think carefully about what you will do if the Zhou family finds out about your pregnancy."
After Zhou Cishen finished speaking, he turned and returned to the room.
Ruan Xingwan was stunned in place, and she suddenly realized that Zhou Cishen did not acquiesce that she could give birth to this child, but the premise was... that the Zhou family would not know.
In other words, once her pregnancy is discovered by the Zhou family, Zhou Cishen will never give her another chance.
After a long while, Ruan Xingwan came to his senses and felt his fingers were cold.
Ruan Xingwan sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window blankly.
Can she really protect this child and give birth to it safely without the Zhou family knowing?
But after Ruan Xingwan thought about it, she actually didn't have much contact with the Zhou family. Except for Zhou An'an, it could be said that they had almost no interactions at all.
Although he had contact with Zhou Junnian before because of work, he could not always customize jewelry for his mother.
So, theoretically, as long as she avoids that lunatic Zhou Anan, she should be fine.
Ruan Xingwan took a breath and continued to pack her things, putting the socks and clothes Xu Yue had knitted in her suitcase.
But even though he comforted himself like this, Ruan Xingwan was still unspeakably worried.
When she saw the small amount of baby supplies piled up in the room, she hesitated for a long time, then left the room, knocked on Zhou Cishen's door, and asked in a low voice: "Mr. Zhou, are you asleep?"
After waiting for two minutes, the door to the room was opened. Zhou Cishen seemed to have been woken up from his sleep. He looked extremely impatient and said, holding back his temper: "Ruan Xingwan, I remember I told you, if you come again in the middle of the night,
…”
Ruan Xingwan retorted in a low voice: "What you said at that time was that you wouldn't let me call you in the middle of the night, and you didn't say that you wouldn't let me come to you in the middle of the night."
Zhou Cishen: "..."
Ruan Xingwan ignored his bad attitude and said, "I want to talk to Mr. Zhou about the child."
"explain."
"I promise that I will avoid the Zhou family no matter where I go, but I... my ability is limited, so I want to ask Mr. Zhou for help. Mr. Zhou must have a way to prevent them from finding out about my pregnancy."
Zhou Cishen looked at her calmly: "Why do you think I will help you?"
Ruan Xingwan pursed her lips and said, "Mr. Zhou bought so many baby products today, I should..."
"This kind of thing is just a casual purchase. It doesn't prove anything."
Ruan Xingwan knew he would say this.
After thinking for a few seconds, she gently tugged on his sleeve: "Please."
Zhou Ci stared at her with deep black eyes, his Adam's apple sliding up and down, and he quickly looked away: "I don't see your sincerity."
"..."
Ruan Xingwan curled his lips and took his hand back: "Whatever Zhou Zong wants me to do."
"If you move back to Xinghu Mansion, I can help you hide it from the Zhou family, but if you are discovered living outside, it has nothing to do with me."
Ruan Xingwan didn't expect that his request would be this, but compared with the previous harsh conditions without human rights, it was much better.
Moreover, she moved to Xinghu Mansion, which was much safer to a certain extent.
By then, there should be no problems if the work and home are on the line every day.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhou Cishen looked dissatisfied.
This woman is still as bad as ever.
Just as he was about to speak, Ruan Xingwan whispered: "I promise you, I will move back."