Chapter 1,205 You accidentally fell into the water
In the middle of the night, Xu Wan was lying on Ruan Chen's bed, but couldn't sleep.
I don't know if it's because the weather is too cold, but there is a refreshing smell in the room.
In the harsh winter, the temperature is a bit chilly.
As soon as she closed her eyes, she seemed to have returned to that time two or three years ago.
On Ruan Xingwan's wedding day, on her way to the airport, she collided with the car in front of her and was hospitalized.
This is also a relief for her.
After returning home from the hospital, she felt confused for several days.
One evening, she woke up feeling dizzy and went out of the house by accident.
She lowered her hat so much that the mask almost covered her entire face.
But even so, she was still afraid of people recognizing her when walking on the street. Even if she just passed by, she felt as if the other person recognized her and looked at her strangely.
There were countless voices clamoring in her mind, asking her over and over again, how could she have the face to live in this world.
Xu Wan stood by the bridge and looked at the bottomless lake.
In a daze, she seemed to see Ruan Chen's figure appearing in front of her.
Xu Wan walked over step by step.
She seemed unable to control herself or the voices in her head.
Finally, she was in darkness.
Cold and wet.
Water poured into my ears from all directions.
Those sounds finally stopped.
In the chaos, she seemed to see Ruan Chen again.
Xu Wan thought that this might be the vision she had before her death. She slowly stretched out her hand towards him and slowly closed her eyes.
When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.
The assistant sat beside her bed. When he saw her opening her eyes, she immediately wiped her tears and said happily: "Sister Xu Wan, you finally woke up."
Xu Wan reluctantly sat up and leaned against the bed, his face full of confusion.
The assistant explained: "The doctor said that you accidentally fell into the water and a boy sent you here."
Then, she continued: "Sister Xu Wan, do you still remember how you fell into the water?"
Xu Wan opened his mouth, then shook his head slightly.
The assistant said: "The doctor said you had a mild concussion. If I had known you shouldn't have been discharged from the hospital a few days ago, you should rest well in the hospital these days and go back after you recover."
Xu Wan said nothing.
The assistant only thought that she had fallen into the water and was not feeling well, so she said nothing more and stayed with her for several days.
During the few days he stayed in the hospital, Xu Wan was in a daze every day, looking out the window not knowing what he was thinking.
Until Yan Xiang came to see her and asked her how she ended up like this.
Xu Wan doesn't know either.
She felt that her life should have ended that night.
When she was discharged from the hospital, her attending doctor gave her a business card with the phone number of the top psychiatrist in the country.
The doctor said: "The boy who sent you here asked me to give this to you. He asked me to tell you that you only have one life. No matter what happens, as long as you are alive, you will have hope."
After finishing speaking, the doctor said again: "Ms. Xu, he is right, you only have one life, and not every time, someone will happen to save you.
If people want to survive, they must learn to save themselves."
Xu Wan was silent for a long time and accepted the business card.
At that time, she never thought about who the boy who saved her was. She retained this redemption and hope and started to live a new life.
Maybe that boy was a chance encounter for her. When she was about to give up on this part of her life, he pulled her out of the cold lake and saw the light of day again.
Looking back now, everything seems to be right.
That boy, the boy who saved her, was Ruan Chen.
From beginning to end, in every desperate moment, he was by her side.
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When Pei Shanshan got up in the middle of the night to pour hot water for Yoyo, she found someone standing outside the balcony at the end of the corridor.
She walked over and whispered: "Xu Wan?"
Xu Wan turned around, slightly startled: "Aren't you asleep yet?"
Pei Shanshan shook the water glass in her hand: "There is no hot water in the room. I'll go downstairs to get some."
With that said, she walked up to Xu Wan and said, "What are you doing standing here at this late hour?"
Xu Wan looked at the snowy scenery outside and raised his head slightly: "It's nothing, I just feel that I haven't been able to calm down and appreciate these scenery for a long time."
Pei Shanshan reached out and took a few snowflakes in her palm: "Yes, the snow this year is heavier and colder than in previous years."
After a while, Xu Wan turned around and said, "Go get the water. I'm going back to the room too."
Pei Shanshan responded: "Okay, please be careful not to catch a cold."
"good."
When Pei Shanshan left, he saw Xu Wan still standing there, with an indescribable feeling on his back.
She always felt something was wrong.
Pei Shanshan walked a few steps, stopped again, turned around, walked to the door of Zhou Jianan's room, and knocked lightly.