After returning home, Ruan Xingwan had an advantage in Zhou Cishen's hands and was forced to call him "husband" all night long.
In the end, I wanted to kill him.
After resting at home for a week, Ruan Xingwan decided to see a psychiatrist.
If it is a psychological problem, whether it is anxiety or something else, it should be treated correctly. Otherwise, we don’t know when we will be like before, where our emotions are instantly aroused, we think about things, and we worry about gains and losses.
The night before making this decision, Ruan Xingwan and Zhou Cishen talked about it.
Hearing this, Zhou Ci frowned deeply and remained silent for a few seconds before saying: "If you feel that your mood has not been relieved, I will arrange things in the company and accompany you on a trip in two days. There is no need to see a psychiatrist.
.”
Ruan Xingwan said seriously: "I think I am sick. This is not a matter of whether my mood has eased, nor is it a problem that can be solved by traveling."
Zhou Cishen seemed dissatisfied with her statement: "You are not sick, you just think too much and waste your brain."
"Thinking too much is also a disease."
Ruan Xingwan said, "If I hadn't thought too much, I wouldn't have always mistakenly thought that my child was still alive and right in front of me.
It is precisely because I have such an idea that I am uncontrollably obsessed with this matter."
Zhou Cishen: "..."
The corners of his lips were straightened and he made no sound.
Ruan Xingwan continued: "And you are also responsible for my illness."
Zhou Ci pressed the tip of his tongue against his teeth, his Adam's apple rolling, he looked at her and said slowly: "Huh?"
"If you hadn't always said in front of me that you wanted to take the child away for no reason, I wouldn't have been able to help thinking that way."
"Then do you want to take it away?"
Ruan Xingwan stared at him expressionlessly: "Look, it's started again."
Zhou Cishen laughed softly and held her shoulders with his palm: "Ruan Xingwan, this is not an illness, it's because you want a child so much."
"I didn't think so, I just..."
"You thought about it."
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
Zhou Cishen clasped the back of her head with his hand, and pressed his thin lips: "You don't need to see a psychiatrist for this disease, I can cure it for you."
Ruan Xingwan put his hand between the two of them: "I'm talking to you about something serious."
"I'm also doing serious things with you."
Zhou Cishen took her hand away, kissed her fingers, and said slowly, "I also told you, whether you want a child or like that little bastard, I can take him over.
.”
Ruan Xingwan suddenly felt a little tired: "I told you, don't give me this illusion again."
"What an illusion."
"You obviously don't like children, why do you take me to see someone who has nothing to do with you several times..."
Zhou Cishen interrupted her: "Ruan Xingwan, I don't like children, but I like you."
Ruan Xingwan probably didn't expect him to answer like this, and was a little startled.
Zhou Ci stared at her with deep dark eyes and said slowly: "So I like everything you like.
Whether it’s a child or anything else.”
Ruan Xingwan looked into his eyes, and could not see any lies or deceit in them, only a calm gaze.
She felt convinced.
Before she could speak again, Zhou Cishen's kiss fell again,
At the end, when Zhou Cishen was about to get up and grab the things on the bedside table, Ruan Xingwan pulled him back and said, "Stop taking it."
Zhou Cishen said in a low voice: "Huh?"
"Didn't you say... you want to have a baby?"
I didn't wear it when I was in Anseong before, but it looked like she wasn't pregnant.
Zhou Cishen paused for a few seconds, not knowing what he was thinking.
Seeing this, Ruan Xingwan turned around and said, "Forget it if you don't want to."
Zhou Cishen leaned over and hugged her, his voice a little hoarse: "Would I not want to?"
Although the situation is getting more and more complicated now, fortunately there are more people protecting her.
If you get pregnant, it won't have much impact.
At least there are still ten months until he is born, enough time for him to handle everything.
…
After struggling all night, it was already noon when Ruan Xingwan got up the next day.
After thinking about it carefully, I don't plan to see a psychiatrist anymore.
Anyway, to overcome these obstacles, you have to make your heart stronger.
But after so many days of rest, she couldn't stay at home any longer. After lunch, she went to the studio.
As soon as she sat down at her desk, Pei Shanshan walked in: "Xingxing, why don't you rest for two more days."
Ruan Xingwan said: "It's almost done. My limbs are almost degenerating when I lie down."
Pei Shanshan sat opposite her, lying on the table: "By the way, Ji Huai came here yesterday. After hearing that you were sick and recuperating at home, he left without saying anything."
Ruan Xingwan paused: "He...did he say how his father's condition was again?"
"I asked, and he said he was okay, but from the look on his face, it didn't look like he was okay, but it wasn't easy to ask, so that was it."
Ruan Xingwan nodded slightly: "As long as there is no news, it is good news."
Although there was nothing between her and Ji Huai, the Ji family had always disliked her because of Zhou An'an's affairs. The things Ji Ran did, no matter what, were a thorn in their hearts.
It's been so long since the incident, she can't pursue anything, but she can't forgive easily either.
There is no need to visit, it will only cause embarrassment to both parties.
Ruan Xingwan recovered his thoughts and said, "Have you found your house?"
Pei Shanshan said: "I found it, but I was afraid that Li Ang's mad dog would pounce on me again, so I searched a little further away."
"Li Ang hasn't come to see you again during this time, has he?"
"It's gone, it's finally subsided. I really should go to the temple to burn incense during the Chinese New Year this year and thank the gods and Buddhas for their blessings."
Ruan Xingwan smiled: "It's okay if you don't. If you encounter this kind of thing again next time, remember to call me."
Pei Shanshan added: "What about you, have you seen a psychiatrist? What did you say?"
Ruan Xingwan shook his head: "I didn't go.
Maybe it’s because too many things happened some time ago and I was under too much pressure. Maybe it will get better after I relax.”
Pei Shanshan agreed: "I think so too. If I were you, everyone would be stupid when encountering those things, but you dare to go deep into the tiger's den and outwit the enemy's head. You are a well-deserved heroine."
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
She said: "It's passed."
Pei Shanshan smiled: "That's what I mean anyway. Now that things are over, I can feel more comfortable in the future.
But... having said that, has Lin Zhiyi been found?"
"No."
"She is so good at hiding. Which ditch did she hide in?"
There has been no news since Lin Zhiyi left near Zhao Qianqian's house last time. This time he is probably hiding in a place that no one expected.