Ruan Xingwan sat on the sofa with her knees in her arms, looking bleak: "Do you remember that when I was pregnant, the doctor said that because I didn't take good care of my body due to my previous miscarriage, it might be difficult to get pregnant in the future?"
Pei Shanshan nodded: "I remember, I said it was not easy for you to be pregnant with that child.
If it hadn't been for this, under the circumstances at that time, we wouldn't have been able to keep that bitch man's child."
Ruan Xingwan added: "When I went for the check-up this time, the doctor also said that it might be difficult to conceive another child."
Hearing this, Pei Shanshan was stunned for a long time before saying, "Didn't I say it wasn't easy before? Why is it... so difficult?"
"It's not easy and it's difficult, they both mean the same thing."
Pei Shanshan opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say.
After a while, she tentatively said, "Then have you told Zhou Cishen?"
Ruan Xingwan shook his head: "I haven't figured out what to say yet, but I asked him when I came here just now that Zhou Cishen doesn't like children and he finds it troublesome."
Pei Shanshan couldn't help but clicked her tongue and cursed: "What a bother, you see how many children are born to men.
If he feels trouble now, that's because he doesn't want a child yet. When he does, isn't it just a matter of donating two sperm? Not all women will suffer the hardships of being pregnant for ten months."
Ruan Xingwan pursed her lips and said nothing.
Pei Shanshan added: "Just listen to what a dog man says. If he doesn't want children, who will the family property be given to in the future?
Is it possible to donate? Donate..."
Halfway through the words, Pei Shanshan said sincerely: "Then if it really doesn't work, donate it to me."
Ruan Xingwan smiled: "Okay, I'll go back and tell him."
"No, no, no, I'm just kidding. I can't afford Mr. Zhou's rich net worth."
Pei Shanshan said and became serious again, "Xingxing, in short, don't believe what he said, men are all bad.
What's more, didn't the doctor say that it's just not easy, and he didn't say that it would definitely not work? There is still hope if you work hard."
Ruan Xingwan hummed, thought for a while and then said: "How about you secretly give birth to the child in your belly, and I will help you raise it."
Pei Shanshan: "It's not that...it's not possible?"
The two met and smiled.
After laughing, he lay on the sofa and sighed at the same time.
Pei Shanshan looked out the window and cursed angrily: "If I hadn't lost the wrapping paper, I would have gone to that unscrupulous manufacturer of birth control pills to settle the score!"
Ruan Xingwan gently put his hand on her belly: "It shows that this little guy is quite tenacious."
Pei Shanshan tilted her head and said, "Tell me, can such a young child understand what we are saying?"
"I guess I don't understand."
Pei Shanshan breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good. He probably won't hear with his own ears that I want to abort him, and he won't be sad, and I won't feel guilty about it."
Ruan Xingwan knew what she was thinking.
Regardless of the final decision, the little life in the belly is innocent.
After being quiet for a while, Pei Shanshan said again: "Xingxing, let me ask you a question."
"good."
Pei Shanshan said: "When you were pregnant, apart from the doctor telling you that it might not be easy to get pregnant again, was there any other reason why you chose to keep the child?"
Ruan Xingwan said: "It seems...there are quite a few reasons."
In addition to the difficulty in getting pregnant again, there was also the loss of the child due to a miscarriage when Zhou Anan stepped down the stairs.
She felt that this was a chance given to her by God to make amends.
But she still failed to protect him.
What's more, Ruan Xingwan and Xiao Chen have been dependent on each other since childhood. He has no other relatives and can't bear to leave the little guy.
Pei Shanshan said again: "Well...then you have a little bit of desire to give birth to the child because you are reluctant to let go of Zhou Cishen?"
Ruan Xingwan thought about it seriously, then shook his head: "At that time, I just wanted to stay as far away from him as possible, and it would be annoying to see him."
"That's right. At that time, the scandal between him and Shu Siwei was still very popular."
Ruan Xingwan said: "Shanshan, our situation is different. I don't have any reference value. Daniel is much better than that dog man back then."
Pei Shanshan sighed: "I can only say that each has its own shortcomings.
Daniel is not as aggressive as Mr. Zhou, and Mr. Zhou doesn’t know how to eat fast and chant Buddha’s name, and he likes canned food.”
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
They really all have their own shortcomings.
Ruan Xingwan stayed at Pei Shanshan's place all afternoon and did not leave until the sun went down.
After leaving the community, she didn't want to go back.
Right now, I really don’t want to see Zhou Cishen.
I don't know how to tell him about this.
As she walked, Ruan Xingwan suddenly heard someone calling her.
She turned her head and was slightly startled: "See you Ji Huai?"
This was the first time she saw him after he came back from Switzerland.
Ji Huai laughed and walked up to her: "Why are you here alone?"
Ruan Xingwan retracted his thoughts: "Just... take a walk. What about you, why are you here?"
"I happened to be passing by here and saw that the back looked like yours, so I gave it a try."
After finding a seat in a coffee shop, Ruan Xingwan said: "By the way, how is your father?
Feel good."
Ji Huai saw his head lowered and said slowly: "The funeral was held yesterday."
Ruan Xingwan probably didn't expect such an answer, and was stunned for a long time without saying anything.
Ji Huaijian picked up the coffee and took a sip: "His illness has been going on for a long time. This may be a relief for him."
Ruan Xingwan didn't know what to say, so he was silent before saying: "My condolences."
Seeing that Ji Huai didn't mention this matter again, he changed the subject and said, "How are you doing recently? I heard that you went to the Lin family. If you need help with anything, please tell me. Although the Ji family is in decline now,
But at least I have some connections, so it would be good to clear them up."
"It's nothing at the moment. All the previously suspended projects have been started. There are... a lot of problems in the company, but they won't be solved in a short time. Let's take our time."
Ji Huai nodded and said after a few seconds: "Xingwan, I've always wanted to say sorry to you."
Ruan Xingwan didn't know why: "Why?"
"I actually knew that my sister once caused you to fall into the water, but I didn't tell you."
Ruan Xingwan smiled: "This happened so long ago, I didn't ask, so it's normal if you don't tell me."
After a pause, she added: "As for your sister, it's all over."
"Xingwan, what the Ji family owes you will definitely be repaid."
Ruan Xingwan said: "Don't say that. In fact, from the beginning to the end, I am the one who owes you."