The night before returning to Nancheng, Ruan Xingwan sat in his room, slowly packing his things.
The little guy sat on the carpet and concentrated on playing with the toys in his hands.
After a while, Xu Yue walked in: "Xiao Ruan, you haven't slept yet."
Ruan Xingwan looked up at her: "No, I want to pack these away first. It will be more convenient for you to take them when we leave tomorrow."
Xu Yue sat next to her: "Don't worry, I will take care of the little guy until he returns to Nancheng. I guarantee that next time you see him, he will be fat and white."
Ruan Xingwan smiled until Xu Yue comforted her.
She put the things in her hands aside, leaned on Xu Yue's shoulders, hugged her arms, and whispered softly: "Mom, I'm fine, I'm used to separation like this.
What's more, every separation is for the next reunion, and it is precisely because of this that even leaving seems to be meaningful."
Xu Yue patted her hand: "It won't take too long this time, and you will never be separated from now on."
Ruan Xingwan nodded and said, "What about you?
When will you return to Nancheng?"
Hearing this, Xu Yue raised her head and looked forward, but did not answer for a moment.
Even she herself didn't know the answer to this question.
Ruan Xingwan continued: "Mom, although I don't know what happened in the past, and I don't know how to comfort you, but since it has happened, what we can do is to try our best to the original extent.
make up.
If you stop clinging to the right and wrong of the past, you will only feel uncomfortable for yourself."
Xu Yue sighed and said sadly: "I was too willful back then. If I could have listened to him, things wouldn't have ended up like this."
"From the few words they said, I can feel that Zhou Cishen's grandfather never blamed you. He just hoped that you could live a better life out of his sight."
Xu Yue smiled lightly and held Ruan Xingwan's hand without saying a word.
Ruan Xingwan looked at the little guy in front of him and whispered: "Most parents in the world want their children to be happy.
I am willing to do whatever it takes for this."
Xu Yue suddenly said: "I've been watching what you and Jiang Yuan are whispering lately. Has there been any change in the little guy's condition?"
Ruan Xingwan shook his head: "No, it's fine. There's no problem."
Xu Yue was still not at ease: "Xiao Ruan, if you have any problems, don't be alone in your mind. Discuss it with Cishen. He is your husband and your support. Anything that cannot be solved can be left to him.
."
Ruan Xingwan smiled: "I know, thank you, Mom."
Before Xu Yue left, she gave Ruan Xingwan a small red envelope she made and put it in her hand: "I don't like shopping, and I don't know what you like. Take this and buy whatever you like."
Ruan Xingwan was stunned for a moment: "No need, I..."
"Don't push or push me. You already call me mom. This is what I should give."
After saying that, Xu Yue added, "This is a rule, there is no reason to refuse."
Although this was the second time she had received the certificate with Zhou Cishen, everything from the moment she received the certificate seemed like something she had never experienced before.
Everything before that seemed like just a dream.
Xu Yue said: "Go to bed early."
"good."
Ruan Xingwan sent her to the door, then came back and continued to pack her things.
When Zhou Cishen came back, Ruan Xingwan had just finished bathing the little one. She said to Zhou Cishen: "Give me the bath towel on the bed."
Zhou Cishen responded, picked up the bath towel, and saw a small red envelope next to it. He picked it up, walked to Ruan Xingwan, handed the bath towel to her, and then held up the small red envelope and asked: "This is
What?"
Ruan Xingwan turned around and glanced: "Mom gave it to me."
Zhou Cishen raised his eyebrows slightly: "Did I open it for you?"
Ruan Xingwan wrapped the little guy in a bath towel and stood up, taking the small red envelope from Zhou Cishen's hand: "It's not for you, why did you open it?"
Zhou Cishen took the little guy from her arms, wiped the little guy's hair casually, and said, "Don't you see how many there are?"
"It's more or less my intention, you are so vulgar."
The little guy probably felt uncomfortable staying with Zhou Cishen, so he got his head out of the towel and reached out towards Ruan Xingwan.
Ruan Xingwan picked him up again: "Stop teasing him and go take a bath."
Zhou Cishen said: "Okay, let him be proud for one last night."
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
In his arms, the little guy had no idea what was happening. He rubbed his little hands and kept moaning "numb".
When Ruan Xingwan saw this, he felt a little disappointed.
Whether it is to comfort others or comfort yourself, it seems that you say it casually, but it does not seem to be that easy to actually accept it.
After Ruan Xingwan changed the little guy's clothes, he put him on the bed and lay next to him, patting his chest gently with his hand.
After a while, the little guy fell asleep.
Ruan Xingwan looked at him quietly, thinking that the three-month separation would begin tomorrow, and she couldn't bear to look away.
Just when she was lost in thought, Zhou Cishen lay behind her and put his arms around her: "What's wrong?"
Ruan Xingwan retracted his thoughts and said in a low voice: "It's nothing."
"Are the red envelopes a little short?
It feels quite thin to me."
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
She kicked the man behind her: "You are so annoying!"
Zhou Cishen laughed softly, turned her around, and pulled her into his arms: "Since this is not the reason, don't think about other things."
Ruan Xingwan lowered his head and said nothing.
Zhou Cishen knew what she was thinking, and gently rubbed his fingers on her waist: "Have you forgotten what I said before?"
Ruan Xingwan's mind had wandered to nowhere, and he casually said: "What?"
"What I said is, three months at most. There is a high possibility that it will be earlier but not necessarily."
Ruan Xingwan raised her head and looked at him, a bright light just appeared in her eyes, and then dimmed instantly.
Zhou Cishen: "?"
Ruan Xingwan said: "I still don't have high expectations anymore. Sometimes, the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
What if I can’t even do it for three months…”
Halfway through her words, Ruan Xingwan quickly stopped her voice, patted her mouth and took it back.
Don't let good things fail and bad things happen.
Zhou Cishen looked at her like this and couldn't help but chuckle: "I can't tell you are quite superstitious."
Ruan Xingwan's movements froze, and she realized that she seemed a little stupid just now. She coughed, started to look back and said seriously: "This is not superstition, this is respect for nature..."
As he spoke, Ruan Xingwan looked at Zhou Ci with a smile, and suddenly felt that he was really stupid.
She turned around and buried her head in the quilt: "Sleep."
Zhou Cishen pulled her back again, his thin lips pressed against her ear, and his voice was slow: "Continue, it's really interesting to listen to."