Chapter seven hundred and eighty ninth it was your fault
Chapter 789 It was your fault in the first place
Ruan Xingwan didn't know if she had lost weight recently, but because of drinking Chinese medicine every day and other messy things, she really had no appetite.
After a few seconds, she suppressed an excuse and came out: "I am losing weight, and it seems to have achieved some results, haha..."
As she spoke, Ruan Xingwan met Zhou Cishen's gaze again. The man's sharp features and thin lips pursed slightly, but they did not change at all because of her joke.
Very scary.
Ruan Xingwan poked her chest with his finger and whispered coquettishly: "What are you doing? Aren't you going to eat?"
After a while, Zhou Cishen slowly spoke: "You said before that you wanted to hide something from me, so tell me."
Ruan Xingwan paused and took his hand back: "Then you also have..."
"I told you everything, now it's your turn."
Ruan Xingwan had forgotten this.
She turned around and went to get the dinner plate: "It's not that important to me, it's not that shocking, it's just... I just don't want to talk about it now."
Zhou Cishen held her wrist: "Why don't you go to fashion week?"
Hearing this, Ruan Xingwan was silent for two seconds, then turned to look at him: "A lot of things have happened recently, and time is too short. I don't want to make myself so tired, so I won't go..."
"Do you think I believe it?"
Ruan Xingwan sighed, like a scumbag: "If you don't believe it, there's nothing I can do about it."
Zhou Cishen obviously had no intention of joking with her, and said with a cold expression: "Speak well."
Ruan Xingwan hadn't seen him like this for a long time. If it was just because she didn't go to Fashion Week, he shouldn't be so angry.
After thinking for two seconds, Ruan Xingwan suddenly realized something: "Have you met Shanshan?
What did she tell you?"
Zhou Cishen said: "Don't worry about her, just do what you want."
Ruan Xingwan probably suffered from pain during this period of time when taking medicines and injections, and had a bad appetite. He also kept suppressing the vague and nameless anxiety and anger.
Now seeing that his tone and attitude were so bad, my temper suddenly rose, and I threw away the things in my hand: "Forget it if you don't want to eat, I won't serve you anymore."
After speaking, she shook off Zhou Cishen's hand and went straight back to the bedroom.
Zhou Cishen looked at her back and his temples twitched. Just when he was about to follow her, he saw the ice slag that had been cleaned out of the trash can and remembered the box that Ruan Xingwan had blocked not long ago.
He frowned slightly, turned around and opened the refrigerator.
In addition to some fresh fruits and vegetables, there is a white foam box in the innermost corner.
…
After returning to the bedroom, Ruan Xingwan fell on the bed and closed his eyes.
She felt a wave of emotions rushing through her chest, ups and downs.
It was like there was a fire burning in my heart.
Extremely restless.
Ruan Xingwan pulled up the quilt and covered his head to sleep.
She didn't know how much time passed, but when she was drifting off to sleep, she felt someone hugging her behind her.
Even in his sleep, Ruan Xingwan did not forget to get angry, kicked him away and moved him forward.
Soon, the person behind her came up to her again, hugging her even tighter than before. His long legs pressed against hers, preventing her from moving any more.
Ruan Xingwan woke up angry.
She said displeasedly: "Let go."
Zhou Cishen whispered: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."
Ruan Xingwan said: "How can you still have this awareness?"
"I just had a bad attitude, don't be angry, honey.
Um?"
Ruan Xingwan still didn't want to talk to him.
Zhou Cishen said: "Get up and eat."
"I'm not hungry."
"I'm hungry."
"It's none of my business if you're hungry."
Zhou Cishen was silent and hugged the person directly.
Ruan Xingwan lost weight for a moment, exclaimed, and turned to glare at him: "What are you doing!"
Zhou Cishen directly carried her out of the bedroom. The dining table was full of Ruan Xingwan's favorite food.
Although I haven't had much appetite recently, seeing these, Ruan Xingwan was still greedy.
Zhou Cishen put her on the chair: "Eat quickly, it will get cold in a while."
Ruan Xingwan curled his lips: "Did you ask Lin Nan to come over again?"
Zhou Cishen sat opposite her and said calmly: "I went to buy it."
When Ruan Xingwan heard this, his hand holding the chopsticks paused.
Did he buy it?
Ruan Xingwan glanced at the food on the table. They were all heavy with oil and spicy, and they were only found in small restaurants.
It’s hard to imagine that a person like him, a mysophobic and picky eater, would travel to several places to buy it for her in person.
There are many of them that Zhou Cishen once refused to let her eat.
When people are unhappy, they really have to eat what they like.
After eating, Ruan Xingwan felt much better and had a rare burp.
Zhou Cishen pulled out a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth: "Is it delicious?"
"good."
Ruan Xingwan took the tissue from his hand and wiped it himself, "Seeing that you have a good attitude in admitting your mistake, I forgive you."
Zhou Cishen's lips curled up: "Really?"
Ruan Xingwan said: "Just force it, after all, I'm not the kind of unreasonable person."
Zhou Cishen said: "In this case, let's have a good chat."
Ruan Xingwan: "..."
It’s not over, is it?
She turned her head and said, "I don't want to talk."
Zhou Cishen sat next to her and held her hand. Ruan Xingwan was about to pull away, but his fingers were tightly clasped, making him unable to resist.
Zhou Cishen said: "I know what you are thinking, but you have to listen to what I think."
He continued slowly: "Jiang Yuan told me about the umbilical cord blood."
After hearing this, Ruan Xingwan turned his head sharply: "Why did he..."
"You shouldn't hide this from me."
Zhou Ci stared at her with deep dark eyes, "How long do you think you can keep this from me?
A few months, or a lifetime?”
His tone was gentle, mixed with a bit of anger and helplessness. Ruan Xingwan choked for no reason, his nose felt sore, and he felt a little aggrieved. Tears rolled down his eyes: "I didn't think that, I said
I just don’t want to say it now, you have to ask...what can you do if you know, there is nothing you can do..."
Zhou Cishen held her in his arms with one hand and said calmly in a low voice: "Okay, it's all my fault."
Ruan Xingwan choked up and said: "It was your fault in the first place!"
Zhou Cishen patted her back gently: "The reason why you don't want to tell me is because you think I won't agree to what you do."
Ruan Xingwan said nothing, her head buried in his chest, sobbing quietly.
Zhou Cishen said: "This matter is inherently risky, and no one knows the final result. I don't agree because I don't want you to suffer so much and end up with all your hopes in vain."
"But it would be irresponsible to just give up without even trying."
"It's me who's irresponsible, not you. You don't have to feel guilty about it."
Ruan Xingwan knew what he was referring to, and she said in a low voice: "Don't talk about this. I just want the little one to get well as soon as possible. The rest is your business."