I'm fed up with the days when I'm powerless, I want to cultivate myself, I want strength!
To put it bluntly, I just want to avenge my grandma, but I don’t have the ability to do so now.
I regret that I was not with her when something happened to her, but what could I do if I was with her?
I don't know anything except asking for immortality.
I've been relying on others and I don't want to do that anymore.
I want to be able to protect myself, and I also want to be able to protect the people I care about.
Grandma's death really stimulated me. I have no intention of hurting anyone, but this does not mean that others will not harm me. Having cultivation and strength is the safest thing!
Yun Ling probably didn't expect that I would suddenly ask for fusion. He asked me in surprise, "Xiao Linxi, have you made up your mind?"
I looked at him, "Didn't you say that after the fusion, I will still be me? Then what should I hesitate about?"
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Yun Ling looked at me for a while and then said, "After the fusion, in addition to your cultivation, your memories of your previous life will also come back. There will be many things in your mind that you have never experienced before, which will make you feel confused.
You need time to digest and accept these memories, and you also need time to adapt to the powerful cultivation.
Xiao Linxi, you are busy with grandma's funeral now, so it is not suitable for integration.
After grandma's funeral is over, if you still want to integrate, I will help you.
"
Yun Ling's words were objective, but I still heard that he meant to advise me to think carefully.
I looked at him strangely, "Yun Ling, don't you want me to remember what happened a thousand years ago?"
I felt like I was asking nonsense. Of course Yun Ling wanted me to remember what happened a thousand years ago. He had always hoped that I would remember him and the days when we were together.
I was just about to say that I had never asked this question, but suddenly I heard Yun Ling say, "Yes, I don't want you to remember it.
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I was startled and looked at him in surprise, "Why?"
Yun Ling curled her lips and smiled evilly, "Because I want to challenge you to make you, Lin Xi, fall in love with me.
When I went to ask for the elixir, the medical fairy asked me a question.
He asked me, will the Yu Ling still be the Yu Ling in the next life? I thought about it all the way, and it wasn’t until I saw you that I had the answer to this question.
Xiao Lin Xi, you are twenty-year-old Lin Xi, you are not Yu Ling.
You don’t have to force yourself to accept memories that don’t belong to you and emotions that don’t belong to you.
You have your own loves and hates and should not be affected by others.
"
Yu Ling hates Yu Chen and loves Yun Ling.
Once integrated, if I am affected by Yu Ling's emotions, then I may really leave Yu Chen and be with Yun Ling.
This was beneficial to Yun Ling, but because he cared about my personal feelings, he persuaded me to give up the fusion.
He doesn't see me as anyone's replacement.
I looked at Yun Ling with mixed emotions.
Yun Ling's choice reminded me of Xiao Yuan. Xiao Yuan loved Long Ling deeply, and when he misunderstood that I was the reincarnation of Long Ling, he tried every means to remind me of the past.
Later, after learning that Wu Jie and Long Ling were the same person, Xiao Yuan rescued Wu Jie.
He was with Wu Jie and dressed Wu Jie up as the dragon spirit in his memory.
He regarded Wu Jie as a substitute for Dragon Spirit.
Xiao Yuan doesn't love me, nor does he love Wu Jie, he only loves Long Ling.
But Yun Ling doesn't just love Yu Ling, Yun Ling loves this soul. No matter what this soul is reincarnated into or what it will become, he loves it deeply and accepts it.
There is no distinction between high and low in love, but I feel that Yun Ling definitely loves her more deeply than Xiao Yuan.
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.
At this time, Gu Han came back from outside carrying a bag of xiaolongbao.
When she saw Yun Ling, her eyes lit up, like a hungry wolf seeing a little sheep, and she was filled with excitement from the inside out.
"Sir Yun Ling, we meet again.
"Gu Han ran over and smiled at Yun Ling, "I bought steamed buns. Do you want to eat them?"
Seeing Gu Han's positive attitude, I thought she was interested in Yun Ling.
But the next thing she said, I knew I was overthinking.
Gu Han said, "Shangshen, my cultivation has improved rapidly during this period. Are you interested in competing with me?"
Sure enough, it was never men who excited Gu Han, but Taoism.
Yun Ling raised her eyebrows and glanced at Gu Han lazily, "Little Taoist nun, sparring refers to people with almost the same strength. If I fight with you, it can only be called bullying.
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Seeing Yun Ling looking down on her so much, the smile on Gu Han's face dropped. She rolled her eyes at Yun Ling, then knelt down beside me, handed me the bun in her hand, and said somewhat unhappily, "Lin Xi, can you
You can't control the immortal family in front of your hall, look at how he looks down on others.
"
After hearing these words of Gu Han, I remembered that Yun Ling was no longer the immortal family of my cousin.
He was reborn from nirvana and left my hall together with Xiao Yuan.
I accepted Xiao Yuan again, but I haven't accepted him yet.
I looked at Yun Ling and planned to ask him if he still wanted to enter my hall.
But before the words came out of my mouth, Yun Ling smiled at me and said in a gentle and sultry voice, "Xiao Lin Xi, I listen to you. If you ask me to compete with her, then I will play with her."
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In this world, I only listen to you.
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Gu Han shuddered, "It makes me sour.
Yun Ling, when the Third Master is away, you will poach me.
I am really touched by your perseverance.
"
Because he didn't agree to compete with her, Gu Han didn't even call God anymore.
Yun Ling didn't care about her, he turned around, sat on the floor, sat next to me, and said to me, "Xiao Lin Xi, I will accompany you to watch tonight.
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There is no need to accompany me to wake him up. I have other things to trouble him about.
I looked at him and said, "Yun Ling, I would like to trouble you to find someone for me.
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"who?"
"Zhu Jianming.
"I said, "Zhu Jianming has been staying at home to take care of his grandma, but after his grandma died, Zhu Jianming disappeared.
He is a wandering spirit and very weak. I am afraid that something will happen to him.
"
Zhu Jianming is my hall's ghost fairy. If he is gone, I, as a fairy girl, will know about it.
I feel nothing, which means he is still alive.
But I couldn't invite him, so I was worried that someone had caught him.
I didn't tell Yuchen about this. First, I couldn't calm down after the accident. I couldn't help but lose my temper when I saw Yuchen.
Second, I am worried that Zhu Jianming is in the hands of the Liu family, and I don’t want Yuchen to be caught between me and the Liu family.
Yun Ling once stayed in my hall, and he met Zhu Jianming.
So after hearing that the person I was looking for was Zhu Jianming, he didn't ask any more questions. He just told me to wait for his good news and left.
After Yun Ling left, Gu Han bumped me with his elbow and asked me gossipingly, "Lin Xi, I was moved by Yun Ling's passion.
Don’t you feel anything at all? Since grandma is against you being with Third Master anyway, you might as well break up with Third Master and get along with Yun Ling.
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I looked at Gu Han and said, "When Yuchen comes back, you can say this again in front of him.
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"Then I'm not looking for death!" Gu Han said, "I don't think I have a long life.
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I asked her, "Do you think I am someone who dislikes my longevity?"
"I asked you," Gu Han smiled triumphantly, "You don't want to be separated from the third master at all.
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When I heard Gu Han say this, I realized that what she just said was trying to trick me.
A person's first reaction is the most real, and my first reaction was not to separate from Yuchen.
Gu Han continued, "Lin Xi, since you don't want to be separated from Third Master, then don't worry about it.
Seeing you struggling makes me feel uncomfortable with you.
If you just listen to your grandma, separate from Yuchen, and then marry an ordinary man, can you guarantee your happiness for the rest of your life? Domestic violence, cheating, and not doing your job properly.
Lin Xi, everyone in the world is suffering. If you care too much, you will only make yourself tired.
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When I didn't say anything, Gu Han said again, "You like the third master, and the third master also likes you. When grandma sees you two happy together, she will change her mind and agree to you and the third master being together."
Lin Xi, if you don’t believe what I say, then I’ll call my grandfather out and ask him to go to the underworld to ask your grandma what she wants from you!”