After personally experiencing this relationship, I truly understood that it has long surpassed love and family affection.
She is his salvation and the only one.
It is irreplaceable by everyone.
I even felt a little bit sore in my heart. Being able to be with Yuchen was really a blessing to Yu Ling.
It’s just that I’m not Yu Ling. Is it me that Yu Chen likes, or is it just because I’m the reincarnation of Yu Ling?
Although I also understand that there is nothing comparable, but women all hope that they are the only one in their boyfriend's heart.
It's like your boyfriend has an ex-girlfriend whom you remember deeply. They ended it long ago and will never be together again.
But as a girlfriend, I still have the urge to ask whether he loves me more or his ex-girlfriend.
Thinking of this, I turned to look at Xiao Yuchen, stared at him and asked, "Do you like me?"
Xiao Yuchen was chewing chicken legs. When he heard me ask him this question, he was stunned, and then nodded vigorously, "Yes... I like it."
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"You can only like me, you know?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded seriously again, "I only like... you.
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I am now in Yu Ling's body. If Xiao Yuchen likes me, doesn't it mean that he likes Yu Ling? Thinking of this, I was a little angry. I was about to say something else, but then I thought about it and felt that I was sick.
Xiao Yuchen is only five or six years old now. I instilled in him the idea that only Joe likes me. This behavior seems a little bit perverted no matter how you look at it.
Seeing that I stopped talking, Xiao Yuchen seemed to think that I was angry. He tugged on the corner of my clothes with his small hands and looked at me cautiously with his big eyes.
I glanced at his greasy little hands, then stood up, intending to fetch some water and help him wash them.
Not only his hands, but his face was also dark, and his hair was all sticky. He looked like a little beggar.
Seeing that I was about to leave, Xiao Yuchen stretched out his hand to me nervously, but before he could catch me, he took his hand back.
Then he sat obediently in the cage and looked at me with a pair of big eyes filled with longing.
Because he was thin, his eyes looked particularly big. Sitting on the ground and staring at me, he looked extremely pitiful.
I looked down at him and said, "I'm not leaving. I'm going to fetch water and help you wash up."
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Xiao Yuchen became happy when he heard that I said I wouldn't leave.
He clearly didn't want me to leave, but he still didn't want me to stay, all because of my own self-consciousness.
This awkward temperament turns out to be natural.
I turned around and walked out for a few steps before I suddenly realized that Xiao Yuchen wasn't having an awkward temper, he was afraid.
He has never had anything that belongs to him. From the time he was born to now, he has been arranged by others. It doesn't matter what he thinks, no one will listen to him anyway.
So he didn't dare to say what was in his heart, and he didn't dare to try to stay. He was afraid that it would be useless if he tried to stay, and he was even more afraid that if he made a request, I would find him troublesome and never want him again.
He lived too cautiously.
I looked back at him, and Xiao Yuchen was sitting in the cage, looking straight at me.
Seeing me turning around, he gave me a flattering smile.
I felt so distressed that I quickly walked back a few steps, squatted down, and said to him, "If you want me to stay, you have to tell me, you know?"
Xiao Yuchen looked at me in surprise, as if he didn't understand what I meant by this sentence.
I continued, "You have to learn to express yourself, and you have to speak out what's in your heart. If you don't speak, I won't know.
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Xiao Yuchen looked at me and still didn't say a word.
I knew I couldn't rush this kind of thing, so I didn't force him anymore and turned around to get water.
As soon as I turned around, I heard Xiao Yuchen's voice coming from behind. He struggled to say every word clearly, "You... don't leave!"
I was startled and turned back to look at him.
In my eyes, the little Yuchen in the iron cage is almost the same as the Yuchen who was sitting on the bed, holding my hand and telling me, don't leave.
Thousands of years later, Yuchen has not learned to open up his heart. He keeps many things in his heart. But that day, he tried his best to keep me, just like Xiao Yuchen at this moment, as if I was everything to him.
Since he loves me so much and I am so important to him, why did he admit to killing my grandma? What is the reason and what is the truth!
I suddenly wanted to go back. In reality, I still have a lot of things to do.
Xiao Yuchen was looking at me expectantly with his big eyes, as if he was waiting for me to praise him because he bravely spoke out what was in his heart.
I looked at him and said, "You have done a good job, and you must do the same in the future. Especially when you are facing someone you like, you must not hide anything. Do you understand?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded obediently.
I added, "Also, people you like are meant to be protected, not harmed.
You have to protect the person you like and never hurt her, you know?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded again, but he looked confused and obviously didn't understand what I meant.
He is still too young and it is normal not to understand.
And I am now in Yu Ling's memory, which means that what happens now is history. No matter what I say or do, it will not really have an impact on Yu Chen.
On the contrary, I hope that I really exist at this moment. Xiao Yuchen is so well-behaved. As long as he is guided well, how could he do such things as massacre the dragon clan, betray the country of demons, and force Yu Ling to death!
I looked at him, and even though I knew what I said was useless, I still couldn't help but said, "Yuchen, you must be a good person when you grow up.
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Xiao Yuchen looked at me and said with satisfaction, "You stay with me... I... I will listen to you.
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Looking at it now, Yu Ling is everything to him, so why would he do something to hurt Yu Ling? Was it something that happened later that I don't know about?
I want to know what made Xiao Yuchen change, and at the same time I want to wake up and return to reality.
But Yu Ling's memory is not under my control at all. It switches scenes by itself, and all the scenes it switches out are bits and pieces of her time with Xiao Yuchen.
Deliver meals every day, help Xiao Yuchen wash up, bring new clothes to Xiao Yuchen, teach Xiao Yuchen how to speak, etc.
It's all these trivial matters.
If there has been a change, it is that Xiao Yuchen's attitude towards me is getting better and better. His smiles have increased and he talks more. Every time I come, he happily calls me Fairy Sister.
If it weren't for the iron cage blocking it, I feel like he could throw himself into my arms and act like a baby.
Days like this have passed in the blink of an eye for more than a month.
Because all I saw were memories of being with Xiao Yuchen, and I had no contact with anyone else, so now I only know that I am a Xiao Xian'e from Ziwei Palace.
I didn't even look in the mirror, it was through the reflection in the water that I realized that Yu Ling looked different from me.
Yu Ling is very beautiful, even more beautiful than Long Ling.
When people describe beautiful women, they often say they look like fairies in the sky, but I think if they had seen Yu Ling, they would know that mortals can never compare with fairies in the sky.
Yu Ling is more beautiful than all the fairies I saw here, probably because everyone is a fairy. Even though the other fairies are beautiful, they still show some dignity and righteousness.
Just like a lady from a famous family, no matter how lively she is, there is still a sense of order in her words.
But Yu Ling is different. Yu Ling's beauty has a hint of charm, her eyes are charming peach blossoms, and the ends of her eyes are slightly raised. Compared to a fairy, I think she is more like a vixen.
She looks to be only fourteen or fifteen years old now. Because of her young age and baby fat on her face, she looks a bit delicate and naive, which makes people ignore the charm in her bones.
When she grows up and loses her naivety, all that will remain is her charm.
You don't have to worry about it, just this face and figure are enough to seduce people.
The day I saw her face clearly, I felt unbalanced.
She was reincarnated as me, and it didn't matter that I was no better than her. But in the end, I was still not as good as her in every way.
Seeing that I remained silent, Xiao Yuchen asked me, "Sister Fairy, are you unhappy?"
I nodded, "Yes.
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I wanted to leave here and return to reality, but I couldn't get out.
I wanted to know some other information, but I couldn't.
It's like I'm trapped here, can I not be depressed?
Xiao Yuchen thought for a moment and said to me, "Sister Fairy, shall I teach you spells?"