After listening to Yun Ling's words, I don't even know what words to use to describe my mood.
The fate is over, please don’t contact me again...
How could Yuchen say such a thing? Did he really not know that I didn't want to separate from him? I had no choice but to do so! Or maybe he didn't care anymore, he had given up on me, and he never wanted to see me again.
Otherwise, how could he say such heartless words!
Heart-wrenching, I used to think this word was too pretentious.
But now I have truly experienced what it means to be in excruciating pain. As my heart beats, the pain spreads throughout my body.
I feel like it hurts to breathe.
I held my breath, lowered my eyes, and asked dumbly, "He...did he say anything else?"
Yun Ling sighed softly, "Xiao Linxi, Xiao Zhuyun is his sister. Although she is not his biological child, he has watched the little guy grow up little by little, and the Liu family is kind to him.
If your family did such a thing to Xiao Zhuyun, he would not be resentful, and suppress the Liu family's anger to keep you and grandma safe.
It is already very difficult for him to do these things. Is it possible for you to ask him to act as if nothing has happened and still love you?"
Yun Ling's words sounded harsh, but they made sense.
It’s no longer possible for Yuchen and I.
I said no more and turned around and walked to the bedroom.
Yun Ling caught up with me and hugged me from behind, "Xiao Lin Xi, I know that if I do this now, I am taking advantage of others.
But so what! As long as I can get you, I don't mind using any means.
"
He turned his head and looked at me, with an undisguised smile in his peach-blossom eyes, "Yuchen has given up on you, you should just forget about him after you feel the pain."
Xiao Linxi, I will be by your side from now on.
"
I glanced at him and he was simply gloating about his misfortune.
"Is it appropriate for you to say this now?"
"Is there anything inappropriate?" Yun Ling raised her eyebrows, showing a bit of rogueness, "I know you are sad now, you are sad for yours, and I pursue mine.
The sooner I let you know my feelings, the sooner you can accept me.
"
I broke away from his arms, looked at him, and said feebly but firmly, "Yun Ling, I am not Yu Ling, I will not accept you, the person I like is..."
"I don't want to hear it!" Yun Ling interrupted me, "Xiao Linxi, you need time, and I won't force you. You will slowly know that I am no worse than Yuchen!"
This is not a question of strength or weakness at all.
But I'm not in the mood to talk to him about this now. I'm already in trouble myself, so how can I still have the strength to comfort others.
I continued walking to the bedroom.
Behind me, grandma stopped me and said, "Xiao Xi, you need to get rid of the poison first and then go back to the room."
"
"Grandma, I just want to be alone for a while.
"After saying these words, I walked into the bedroom.
The bedroom door was closed, and I leaned against the door panel, sliding weakly to the floor and crying silently.
After crying enough, the person calmed down.
I want to call Hu Jinyue out and ask him to find Yuchen and help me explain.
After I comfort grandma, I will go find him.
But then I thought about it and I didn’t dare.
I'm afraid to hear Yuchen say that he wants to sever ties with me again.
When something happened to Xiao Zhuyun, Yuchen didn't resent me, but he also wouldn't forgive me.
I lay in the bedroom all day, and Zhu Jianming helped me bring lunch and dinner.
I wasn't hungry and didn't want to move, so I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.
I feel that I shouldn't go on like this. The relationship is over, but life has to go on.
I don't want to die, I should cheer up, but I don't know what I should do at this time.
At night, my eyes hurt from crying for too long, so I closed my eyes and thought wildly.
A pair of big hands suddenly touched my face gently.
I thought it was Yun Ling, so I didn't open my eyes. I just raised my hand to open the hand on my face and said angrily, "Yun Ling, I just want to be alone now, can you please stop bothering me!"
"
"I'm not Yun Ling.
"A deep and pleasant male voice came.
I was startled and quickly opened my eyes.
What you see is a handsome face with fair skin and picturesque eyebrows.
"Yu..." I felt that I must be dreaming, otherwise, how could Yuchen come to see me!
"You haven't been crying since I left, right?" Yuchen sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and covered my eyes.
The cool breath flowed from his palm and poured into my eyes, relieving the swelling and pain in my eyes.
Feeling the breath of his spiritual power, I finally confirmed that the person in front of me was really him!
I was so ecstatic that I didn't care that he was still helping me treat me. I got up from the bed and threw myself into his arms. I hugged his waist and hugged him tightly, "Yuchen, I thought you would never see me again...
…”
Yuchen's body stiffened for a moment, and then he looked down at me, "Are you scared?"
Although what he said was unclear, I understood it.
I nodded vigorously, "Afraid.
"I'm afraid of being separated from him, and even more afraid of never seeing him again in this life.
Tears flowed down again, and I cried and said, "I never knew that a person's heart can hurt so much. It hurts me to death."
"
"It's okay if it hurts. Only when it hurts can we remember it better!" Yuchen pinched my chin, raised my face, and asked me to face him.
He looked down at me and said fiercely, "Remember the lesson of this time. If you dare to do it next time, I will make all your fears come true!"
I said, "There will be no next time, we will not separate."
"
As if he didn't believe what I said, Yuchen said forcefully, "Lin Xi, remember, no matter who threatens you with whose life next time, as long as your life is not in danger, you will not give up on me.
!”
I didn't really want to separate from him yesterday, I just wanted to stabilize my grandma first and let Xiao Zhuyun and Xiao Caiyun be saved.
But I didn't expect that Yuchen would make such a vicious oath.
Thinking of the oath Yuchen swore, I couldn't help but feel a little scared, "Yuchen, you swore a poisonous oath yesterday. If we continue to be together, will the oath you swore..."
"No," Yuchen interrupted me, "I'm not afraid of any oath or retribution.
I'm just afraid that while I am persisting, you will shrink back.
Lin Xi, if you do it again, I will really kill you!"
I looked at him and suddenly felt that he loved me more than I imagined.
He said viciously that he wanted to kill me and my grandma again and again, but something happened. Not only would he not hurt me, he would not allow others to hurt me! Just like the Liu family, just like the oath last night...
If Yuchen had not sworn the poisonous oath, then in order to save Zhuyun and Caiyun, I would definitely do what grandma asked. Once the ritual is completed, the person who swore the poisonous oath will become me, and I will violate the poisonous oath in the future.
, the person who gets retribution becomes me.
Yuchen couldn't bear it, so he took it all on him.
I suddenly laughed.
Yuchen frowned and asked me in confusion, "Why are you laughing?"