As soon as the door opened, I saw grandma and Yuchen in the living room.
Grandma sat at the dining table, took a sip of tea, and then looked at Yuchen who was standing not far in front of her, "Third Master, are you here to kill me?"
Yuchen asked coldly, "What do you know?"
"Anyway, as you know, I've already cleared everything up.
Third Master, you clearly know that you and Xiao Xi have no future, do you have the heart to destroy her? If you don’t let go now, how long will you be able to be with her in the future? Your stubbornness will only destroy you two!"
Grandma got angrier as she talked, and finally stood up and accused Yuchen, "Yuchen, you are a monster. I don't expect you to have the same emotions as humans, but you have been practicing for thousands of years. You are an animal. You should be able to understand human nature after thousands of years."
Well, if you are really good to Xiao Xi, you should leave her.
"
What grandma said was very unpleasant, but Yuchen acted as if he hadn't heard anything. His face was cold and without any unnecessary expression, he said, "Lin Xi's only relative is you, don't seek death.
"
Grandma smiled and said, "Yes, I am the only one in Xiaoxi.
Third Master, if you dare to attack me, Xiao Xi will never forgive you.
So, Third Master, do you dare to kill me?"
Yuchen frowned.
Grandma continued, "I will call Xiao Xi now and tell her everything.
Third Master, let’s let Xiao Xi choose whether she will be with you or not?”
While talking, grandma walked to the landline, picked up the receiver and started to dial.
But before his fingers could press the dial button, there was a bang and the landline phone exploded.
Grandma was cut on the face by the flying plastic pieces, and blood immediately appeared.
She took a few steps back, covered the wound on her face, and looked at Yuchen with a smile, "Third Master, what's the use of destroying the phone? I'm Xiao Xi's grandma, and she will always come back to see me.
As long as I see her and contact her, I will tell everything..."
Before grandma could finish speaking, Yuchen waved his hand, and a golden light hit grandma.
I know everything that happened here is fake, it's just my own conjecture.
That's why the conversation between the two sounds like they have everything, but if you listen carefully, there is no useful information at all.
Because I don't know those things at all. What I don't know, hallucinations can't make it up.
But I know, what I see now, everything here looks too real.
I couldn't sit idly by any longer, so when the golden light hit my grandma, I pounced on her.
As expected, completely useless.
The golden light penetrated me and hit grandma.
Grandma screamed and fell to the ground.
"grandmother!"
I rushed over and cried sadly, "Grandma, don't die, don't die..."
Grandma fell to the ground, eyes wide open in pain, staring at Yuchen.
She opened her mouth wide and said with difficulty, "You...you will have to die...someday in the future, Xiao Xi...Xiao Xi will definitely see your true face..."
After saying that, grandma lost her voice and stopped breathing.
I had the feeling that I really saw my grandma being killed by Yuchen with my own eyes.
This is what I'm most afraid of facing deep down in my heart.
In fact, I know that I am unfilial. Regardless of whether Yuchen is the murderer in reality, he chose not to tell me the truth. For this reason alone, I should not forgive him.
It turns out that there is a binding spell in my body, and my feelings are unconsciously biased towards Yuchen, so I feel that there is something fishy about this matter, and I should not draw a conclusion before thoroughly investigating Xiao.
Before that, Yuchen and I were fine.
But later the binding spell was lifted, and I still chose to be good to Yuchen.
After the spell was released, all the emotions were my true inner feelings, which meant that I chose Yuchen between my grandma's death and Yuchen.
I buried this matter deep in my heart and didn't dare to let myself think about it.
On the one hand, I don't want to doubt Yuchen, and I'm also afraid that if I keep thinking this way, the reality will really turn out like this.
I can't accept the fact that Yuchen killed my grandma.
On the other hand, I didn't dare to face myself. My grandma raised me for twenty years, but in the end I couldn't let go of Yuchen. I couldn't even do my best to track down the real culprit.
When I was in pain, I suddenly remembered what Bai Qi said to me, "From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from love, there is no worry and no fear."
’
I didn’t understand it before, but now I understand it.
Bai Qi wants to tell me that as long as I no longer love Yuchen, all my pain will disappear.
After the white air disappeared, the incident of my grandma being killed appeared here, which helped me figure this out.
After all, if I didn't love Yuchen, then I wouldn't be in this pain.
But what did she mean when she later said that the road is self-contained?
Can I attain enlightenment without love?
At this time, things began to change in front of me. The house disappeared, the green grass disappeared, and wooden stairs appeared under my feet.
I raised my head and looked forward a little, and saw Yuchen standing in front of me, still holding my hand.
Seeing that I moved, he pulled me into his arms with his arms, then raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face, "It's okay.
"
He seemed to think I was scared to tears.
I didn't explain, lowered my head, and followed Yuchen into the guest room.
Entering the room, Yuchen said I could raise my head.
I kept my head down, and the back of my neck was sore.
When I heard that I could raise my head, I raised my head and moved my neck while asking Yuchen, how long had I been standing there?
"About two or three minutes.
"
I was shocked. In reality, only such a short period of time had passed!
Yuchen pulled me to the bed and sat down. He hugged me from behind, put his chin lightly on my shoulder, and asked me softly, "What did you see?" As he spoke, warm breath came to me.
It's hot on my neck.
I shrank my neck, then turned to look at Yuchen and said, "I saw a ball of white energy, and the white energy told me that as long as I gave up love, I could attain enlightenment.
Yuchen, am I not a monk?"
Yuchen was stunned for a moment, then he turned over and pressed me on the bed.
He looked at me and said with a bad smile, "Are there any monks like you? The pure land of Buddhism would not want a little pervert like you.
"
After saying that, he leaned down, opened his mouth and took a bite on my neck.
I thought he was going to kiss me, but I didn't expect him to bite me. I shivered in pain and raised my eyes to glare at him.
Seeing that I was irritated, Yuchen pinched my face, smiled and coaxed me, "You little fool, you fell into the illusion of the landlady. The landlady threatened you to become a monk, but you actually believed it."
She is seducing your man, can't you tell?"
"real?"
If there was only white qi, I would definitely believe Yuchen's words without even thinking about it.
But the problem is that after the white air disappeared, the scene of my grandma's death also appeared. The boss lady created an illusion. How could she know what happened when my grandma died?
Seeing my suspicion, Yuchen frowned and said, "Do you need me to call the landlady here now and ask her to give you another illusion?"
I was speechless and said, "Am I sick? Why would I do such a thing?"
"Just to make sure I'm telling the truth.
"After saying that, Yuchen actually let go of me, turned around and walked out.
