When I saw the scene in front of me clearly, my eyes widened in shock.
This is Yuchen's inner world. It can't even be said to be just a simple memory!
The sky here is dark, and the sea below is also black. The strong wind is rolling up huge waves, lapping at the coast, making a thumping sound.
The distance between the sky and the sea is very close.
The sky is pressing down and the sea water is rising, which makes the space squeezed between the two become extremely depressing, as if it could be swallowed up at any time, nervous, anxious and lifeless.
Although it was very dark here, as soon as I came in, I saw Yuchen at first sight.
Because the place where he is is the only bright place in the world.
Between the sky and the sea, there stands a huge crescent-shaped sculpture. The material of the sculpture cannot be seen, and it emits moon-white light.
Two iron chains protrude from the top and bottom of the sculpture, and the other ends of the iron chains are wrapped around Yuchen's hands and feet.
Yuchen is in the form of a large Chinese character and is suspended in the air and tied to the center of the sculpture.
Yuchen is dressed in black, which is his most common outfit, a black shirt and a pair of black casual pants, with bare feet.
There were no wounds on his body and he was conscious at this time.
His expression was cold, his brows were lightly frowned, and his pair of black eyes were flashing with complicated light, staring at the cloud of white air hovering in front of him for an instant.
Why is there white gas here?
Does this white gas have anything to do with Zhai Xiaofeng?
I was full of questions floating in the air, slowly approaching Yuchen.
Maybe it was because Yuchen didn't have me in this memory, so even if I approached him head-on, he didn't notice me, and his eyes were still locked on the white air in front of him.
As I got closer, I realized that it was not an ordinary ball of white gas.
Viewed from the back, it is just a ball of gas, but viewed from the front, you will find that the center of the gas is empty and it is a mirror! Or to be more precise, it is a mirror that is constantly showing pictures!
When I saw the picture clearly in the mirror, my whole heart felt like it was being crushed and it hurt violently.
This is Yuchen's memory world, and the memory fragments that appear here should all be his.
But at this moment, all the pictures in the mirror were of me!
To be more precise, they are all my past lives, different past lives.
Every scene is the scene from my previous life when I died tragically.
Some were starved to death, some were beaten to death, and some were even buried alive to accompany Yun Ling in their previous life.
When I first saw the memories of the tragic death of Yun Ling IX, I felt particularly pitiful for Yun Ling.
But now that I saw my own death, I realized that I was much worse off than him. As soon as he died, I was buried soon after, and was basically tortured to death.
Yuchen was also there during the several lives that I reincarnated with Yun Ling. Yuchen had seen the scenes of my tragic death with his own eyes.
With the return of previous memories, he also remembered all these scenes.
Were these images what trapped him here?
Before I came in, I was still wondering what kind of memory Yuchen couldn't overcome.
I really didn't expect it to be this! The bitterness and darkness he experienced himself could not trap him, and these were the only things that could frighten him.
My eyes were swollen, and just when I was about to tell Yuchen not to watch anymore, a man's cold voice suddenly came from the white air.
"This is a fate she cannot escape, and it will be the same in this life.
Yuchen, you can't protect her.
"
Hearing the sound, I was stunned for a moment and turned around to look inside Bai Qi.
A man's face appeared in the mirror, it was Yuchen... No, no, it was Qian Chen!
Qian Chen looked at Yuchen with cold eyes and continued, "Stop struggling, nine reincarnations, you don't know how many times you have tried, you can't save her.
You are not strong enough, you have nothing to do, you are occupying this body but it is of no use, why not give this body to me and I will help you end your pain.
"
After hearing Qian Chen's last words, I immediately realized that this ball of white air really had something to do with Zhai Xiaofeng!
Zhai Xiaofeng wanted Yuchen to disappear and Qianchen to wake up completely.
It was she who manipulated Yuchen when she was taking care of him and giving him medicine, so Yuchen suddenly became obsessed and fell into a coma.
This is Zhai Xiaofeng's method to get rid of Yuchen!
Not only that, she also lied to me and asked me to find the Shark Pearl. She didn’t want the Shark Pearl. She wanted me to die in the Shark Clan! No wonder she was so unhappy when she saw me coming back with the Shark Pearl!
Yuchen stared at Qianchen coldly without saying a word.
Qian Chen continued, "Yuchen, do you know why you can't get out from here? Because you feel very sad that you are not as good as me. With your current ability, you can't protect Lin Xi."
Humans and demons have different paths and cannot be tolerated by heaven. You know in your heart that if you continue to be with Lin Xi, you will kill her sooner or later, and she will die as tragically as before!"
"Yu Chen, the more memories you remember from your past life, the more vividly you remember her tragic death, and the more you understand your own incompetence! You are afraid, so you want to lock her up and let her just
She can see you and can only touch you so that nothing outside can disturb her! Yuchen, you even want to imprison her.
Does she know you have such thoughts? Do you dare to tell her? Do you know how disgusting you are like this!"
I was floating next to Yuchen, listening to Qianchen's words, my heart was as sharp as a knife.
This is Yuchen's memory world, and what I see now is a memory he actually had.
Now I have roughly figured out when Xiao was Yuchen’s memory.
There was a time before when he suddenly became very cold to me. When I was killing a half-demon in a winery, I finally couldn't help it and asked him what he meant? Did he really become Qianchen?
At that time, Yuchen told me that he did not dare to get too close to me because he was afraid that he would lose control of himself and hurt me.
When I heard his explanation, I felt that I understood how he felt.
But it wasn't until this moment that I realized that I had no idea what kind of struggle Xiao Yuchen had gone through in his heart.
I hope he loves me and wants him to be good to me, but when he remembers the heavy memories of the past, do I give him enough sense of security?
Zhai Xiaofeng even knows better than me where Xiao Yuchen's psychological vulnerability lies. She took advantage of Yuchen's worries and tampered with Yuchen's medicine, trapping Yuchen here.
I looked at Yuchen.
Pearl explained that in the memory where Yuchen did not know me, I could not contact Yuchen or disturb his memory.
But this section happened after he remembered the memory of his previous life. He must have known me.
So I had no scruples and floated directly in front of Yuchen, separated him from Bai Qi with my body, looked into his eyes and said, "Yuchen, I'm here to find you.