She is leaving here, changing her name and living a different life.
Zhu Yucheng cut her hair carefully, and it looked decent.
Ma Youluo didn't speak much.
"……Thank you."
she said again.
Zhu Yucheng: "I told you."
"oh."
The room fell into silence.
After it was done, he asked her to go to the bathroom and take a shower to get all the debris out of her hair; while he wanted to sweep the floor.
Mayuluo went.
When she came out, she changed into new pajamas and the floor in the room was clean.
Zhu Yucheng was sitting on the sofa, holding a cigarette in his mouth and packing a small handbag - a women's one, prepared for her.
Seeing her coming out, he put out his cigarette and handed her his bag: "The ferry tickets and gold bars are here.
There is also an address. When you go to the United States to find someone, someone will temporarily accommodate you."
"Who is it?"
She took the handbag without refusing.
Zhu Yucheng: "The family members of the criminals who were going to commit crimes in the past were originally supposed to be beheaded as a whole, so they asked me to arrange for them to go abroad.
A wife with three sons and two daughters.
Their family was also wronged and did not rebel.
When you go, just tell the truth about your situation, they are probably the most understanding people in the world who can understand your situation."
He said something and Ma Youluo nodded.
Her eyes were quiet, and she raised her eyes to look at him: "It's still early.
do you want me?"
Zhu Yucheng didn't seem to find it very funny, but he couldn't help but want to laugh, so he twitched the corner of his lower lip with difficulty.
"...If by any chance I leave a child behind, I won't tell you.
Not all of you members of the Youth Gang may die a happy death. Would you feel a little comforted by leaving an heir in a foreign country?"
Ma Youluo asked again.
Zhu Yucheng: "..."
As she spoke, she walked up to him, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him.
Zhu Yucheng kissed her back and pressed her on the bed.
It was past one o'clock in the morning. Ma Youluo woke up from a short nap and Zhu Yucheng was already changing clothes.
She was a little sore.
Zhu Yucheng reminded her: "It's time to get up, go downstairs and have some midnight snack before setting off.
The boat at the pier is a private fishing boat. It will take you to Hong Kong first, and then there will be a cruise ship to the United States."
Mayuluo said hello.
At 3:30 in the morning, they had arrived at the pier.
The night wind of mid-autumn carries the moisture of the sea water and brings with it a hint of chill.
Ma Youluo wore a windbreaker and she wrapped it tightly around herself.
Zhu Yucheng asked the driver to get out of the car first, and he and Ma Youluo talked in the car.
"...When we get there, we can study, work, get married and have children, and live a normal life."
Zhu Yucheng told her, "Now that we are gone, the grudges between you and me will be cleared, so there is no need to worry about it."
Ma Youluo smiled: "Thank you."
I am truly grateful to him.
He joked again, "I really have a child, do I want to tell you?"
"You can tell me or you don't.
Whether it is born or not, whether it is nourished or not, it is all up to you."
He said, “From now on, it’s your own life.
Youluo, you have to live for yourself."
Mayuluo's emotions were a little numb.
But after hearing this sentence, I suddenly felt endless sadness.
In her short twenty years, it seemed that she had never done it for herself; nor had anyone done it for her.
Zhu Yucheng may not understand many truths, but he pities her.
It's a pity that she will never be free in her life.
Now, he wants to let her go.
Lived her life.
She is no one's daughter, no one's sister, and no one's lover.
She is herself.
Her body and her future are all decided by herself.
Ma Youluo accepted the care and love, she cried and hugged Zhu Yucheng.
"In the future, you will receive news from far away that I am doing well."
She choked with sobs and couldn't speak.
Zhu Yucheng gently stroked her soft hair: "You will have a future."