"Xiao Linzi, I've finished the phone call. Hey, where is that woman?"
After returning, Ren Lan asked Lin Jichen curiously.
Lin Jichen adjusted his mentality and said, "Let's go beforehand."
"Oh, Xiao Linzi, I have to go home in a while. My dad called me just now and said that my mom is sick with a cold. I have to go back and take a look. I won't be able to come back until the day after tomorrow." Ren Lan said.
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded.
Ren Lan returned to the sect with peace of mind and then logged out and hung up. Lin Jichen was not in the mood to play games for the time being, so he also temporarily quit.
Ren Lan packed some things and went out with her bag on her back.
Lin Jichen saw her out of the gate of the community, and Ren Lan took a taxi, not forgetting to warn him before getting in the car.
"You are not allowed to be lazy during my absence for a day or two. You must exercise every day. Do you know that if I find you lazy, I will come back and train you to death?"
Lin Jichen nodded with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I can do it."
"That's good." Ren Lan felt relieved and left in the car.
Lin Jichen watched the car drive away, and suddenly felt a sense of loneliness in his heart.
Maybe it was caused by the unpleasantness he had with Jiang Luoyu just now, which made him feel a little depressed.
Not wanting to go home for the time being, Lin Jichen simply took a walk on the street.
Under the street lamp, Lin Jichen's shadow continued to lengthen, and he walked aimlessly alone in Jiangling at night.
He stopped by a lake in a park, found a bench to sit on, and bought some barbecue and beer.
While looking at the lake, eating barbecue and drinking beer, I gradually relaxed.
He slowly thought about everything that had just happened, and found that there was nothing worth being sad about.
It's just that I cut off a vague emotional line, which may have broken a girl's heart and made me feel a little guilty and sad.
But more than this, he didn't want to see that girl wasting time on him.
Besides, this little sadness is nothing compared to the painful and painful time of betrayal I experienced in my previous life.
At that time, he was truly desperate. He was heartbroken and seriously injured every day, waiting little by little for death to come.
He still still remembers that feeling.
After experiencing ups and downs, this little storm is nothing.
He once burned all childishness and willfulness to death with his persistence, but now the wilderness in his heart has grown sanity and indifference.
He knew that the most important thing for him now was to improve his strength quickly, instead of wasting time to accept someone he didn't know before.
Aren’t the lessons from the previous life enough?
Although this is a bit too extreme and sensitive, this is all Lin Jichen can do.
Emotionally, in reality, besides Gu Qiuxue and Ren Lan, he trusted Leng Feiyan and Nangong Yue more.
After thinking about all this, Lin Jichen's mood gradually improved.
"Xiao Lin?"
At this time, a voice sounded, and Lin Jichen turned his head to look.
He found Qin Xiaowei standing in front of him with a guitar on his back.
"Sister Xiaowei, why are you here?" Lin Jichen asked in surprise.
Qin Xiaowei explained: "I just finished recording and went home. When I was approaching the gate of the community, I saw you sending Xiaolan back and then walking this way alone. I saw that you seemed to be in a bad mood. I was afraid that you would do something stupid.
I just followed him."
Lin Jichen laughed and said: "Sister Xiaowei, you underestimate me too much. What stupid things can a person like me do?"
"That's not necessarily the case. Children of your age are always so childish in their thoughts. A few days ago, I was watching the news about a little girl who drank a bottle of paraquat because she had an argument with her boyfriend. That little girl is the same age as you, so much more.
What a pity." Qin Xiaowei said.
Lin Jichen smiled bitterly and said, "I'm just a little bored at home, so I went out for a walk and had some late-night snacks."
Lin Jichen smiled and invited: "Sister Xiaowei, would you like to sit down and have some supper? You probably haven't eaten anything since you just got home."
Facing Lin Jichen's invitation, Qin Xiaowei hesitated for a moment and then sat down. She was really a little hungry.
"I see why Xiaolan went back. Did you have a fight?"
"No, you misunderstood. Her mother was sick. She rushed home to see her. I sent her back." Lin Jichen explained.
"It shouldn't be. From the look on your face at that time, it doesn't look like you were just bored. Something unpleasant must have happened."
Qin Xiaowei believed in her own judgment. Lin Jichen was really depressed at that time. To use a popular word from 20 years ago, it was emo.
Lin Jichen couldn't lie any more, so he had no choice but to tell the truth.
"I can't escape Sister Xiaowei's eyes. I just said something straightforward to a friend in the game and hurt her heart."
"Is it a girl?" Qin Xiaowei guessed it immediately.
"Yeah." Lin Jichen nodded.
"Then it must be you who rejected me."
"That's right."
Qin Xiao smiled slightly, and she guessed it.
"Then do you like her?" Qin Xiaowei asked again.
Lin Jichen was stunned for a second, then shook his head and said: "I don't think I like her, but I am very happy to get along with her. She has helped me a few times, and I have also helped her, so we are considered friends."
"I understand, friends are better than lovers, right?"
Lin Jichen took a sip of beer and said with a smile: "Sister Xiaowei, you are thinking too much. At my age, I just want to put my career first."
"Hey, you are pretending to be mature. How old are you? At your age, isn't it the time to enjoy being in love?"
Qin Xiaowei teased: "Besides, you are so handsome. It is normal for a girl to like you and pursue you. There is no need to be embarrassed."
"Sister, let me ask you again, do you like your game friend more, or Xiaolan?"
"Of course it's Ren Lan." Lin Jichen didn't hesitate at all.
"That's alright. You tell the other person your attitude in time to prevent the girl from falling deeper and becoming more sad in the future. This is a good thing. I appreciate this in you!" Qin Xiaowei praised.
Qin Xiaowei's words just touched Lin Jichen's heart, that's what he thought.
"Let me sing you a song. You may feel better. It's a new song I wrote."
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded immediately, looking forward to it.
Qin Xiaowei took out her guitar and started to tune it. After a while, a brisk melody sounded along with her clear and melodious lingering sound.
"You once passed by under the scorching sun."
"Silent but like a breeze blowing by."
"The chirping of cicadas in midsummer is like a song written for you."
"The fireflies in the woods are still flickering."
"I heard Cicada singing the rainbow song leisurely."
"I suddenly fell into a sweet dream and was at a loss."
"Look at the flowers, the rain, the clouds, and you."
"My heartbeat and breathing are so clear."
Qin Xiaowei's singing voice is clear and loud yet gentle and gentle. When you listen to it again, it sounds like the gurgling water and the wind blowing willows.
Listening carefully again, I felt that the sky was vast, the clouds were relaxed, and the sea was calm, which made Lin Jichen's mood instantly brighten.
Her singing voice seemed to possess magic power. Lin Jichen closed her eyes and leaned back on the chair, enjoying the moment.
Qin Xiaowei was singing and looking at Lin Jichen with a smile.
She likes to sing to Lin Jichen very much, and seeing how he listens and enjoys it makes her very satisfied.
This is something no one else can give her.
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Second update~ I’ve been thinking about the lyrics for a long time, so the update is late, I’m sorry (scratching my head).
