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Chapter 144 The constant relationship

 "I, I probably understand what you mean."

"Hmm."

"But," Kiyosawa Otoye put down her hand, "I don't know if Kanbara-san realizes that this is completely unworkable. You want to get rid of the girl who is following you through me, just to make her misunderstand you.

The relationship we have now... There is nothing wrong with this matter, but we need to understand one condition, that is - the game of 'pretending to be a girlfriend' can only be played by someone who has no partner."

"It is true that Fujino is not here now, and it is impossible for him to know about this, and Kanbara-san, your request is just to look at each other... But for me, as a friend, it is okay to agree to the request. But once I switch to my girlfriend

identity, then please forgive me for not agreeing to this request."

Kanbaru thought for two seconds and roughly understood what Kiyozawa-san was thinking, "I understand."

The reason why Kiyosawa Otonoha is blackmailing Fujino now is simply because this guy likes to glance at beautiful girls.

This kind of behavior made Kiyosawa Otoha feel that Fujino disrespected her in this relationship.

On the other hand, if Kiyosawa Otoye agrees to her request, doesn't it mean that she is also doing something that she hates and hates?

In this way, my request just now was indeed hasty.

Kiyosawa Otoha continued: "If I agree, then what I do will be no different from Fujino, who I hate now. If he hurt me, can I hurt him in the same way?
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"Yes, doing this will relieve your anger, but in the end it will only lead to the breakdown of the relationship between the two parties. There is no need to make a fuss about this matter to this level... I blocked him just to calm him down and let him take care of himself.

Thinking about what I have done wrong, as long as he understands it and apologizes, I am willing to accept it.

"I wonder if Kanbara-san can understand what I mean?"

The other party hurts me, but I don’t hurt him back in the same way...

How generous.

With these words spoken by Kiyosawa-san, Kanbaru couldn't help but admire Fujino for having such a good childhood sweetheart.

As for Fujino's emotional disrespect, Kiyozawa can completely disrespect him and go back.

But she didn't choose to do this, but refused and chose to maintain her boyfriend's dignity

Thinking of this, Kanbaru felt a little envious of Fujino.

After all, his "love-minded" guy actually has such a good girlfriend who protects his boyfriend's identity outside.

Kagura Raku inevitably wants to laugh at himself.

He apologized formally.

"I understand. I'm sorry, Kiyosawa-san. Just treat what I just said as if I didn't say it."

"It's nothing," Kiyosawa Otoye nodded, and said with some doubts, "Kanbara-san, have you experienced anything recently? I don't know why, but I feel that you give me a different feeling than before.



"Really? Many people say that I have changed."

"It has changed, it has indeed changed... Although we have very little contact, your performance at the last sorority party, Kanbara-san, was very eye-catching. Whether it was helping or handling big and small things, everyone was very impressed with it."

Your comments are unanimously great... Although I know I can't jump to conclusions, I know that Kanbara-san wouldn't have made the request if you just thought about it for a moment."

After a short pause, Kiyosawa Otoye said again: "Kanbara-san, you are confused. Are you troubled by something?"

What's bothering you?

Confused?

Confused, confused... the meaning of this word lingers in the chest.

When you say this, it seems as if something is really stuck in your heart.

This emotion has been bothering me recently.

Every time Jiuliuli appears, I don't want to face her.

I don’t want to see her apology in person.

He couldn't figure out what it was, but when Jiuliuli appeared, this emotion was particularly strong.

......

Are you hiding from Jiuliuli?

Kagura looked up, and the blue sky looked extremely narrow in the cracks of the alley.

He relieved his depression a little, shook his head and sighed: "It's nothing...it's just that there are a lot of things that I can't figure out."

"In that case, Kanbara-san, please take this opportunity to talk. Maybe I can give you some good advice?" Kiyosawa Otoye said with a smile.

"Well..." Kanbaru thought for a while, and then asked, "If a person causes unforgivable harm to you, but then sincerely apologizes, I really want to get your forgiveness, very sincerely, you

I can also feel her sincerity in wanting your forgiveness. Will you choose to forgive such an apology?"

Kiyozawa did not rush to answer, but said after careful consideration: "Everyone's choice is different. Generally speaking, I don't think you should forgive first."

"Why?"

"Injuries are always injuries, and some injuries are wounds that cannot be stitched. Since it is an established fact that the other person hurt you, there is no reason to forgive the other person."

"Isn't a sincere apology worthy of forgiveness?"

"As far as the moment is concerned, it is not worthy of forgiveness, but it also depends on the situation. People are different..." Qingzao suddenly raised his head and asked him, "Let me ask first, what did Kanbara-san say when he arrived?

Is it me?"

Kanbaru didn't mean to hide it, and said softly: "It's me."

Kiyosawa Netoye smiled: "I just said that people are different. Since Kanhara you have asked me this question, what is the reason why your heart is not firm enough now?
"Isn't it just that you just can't let go? Isn't it that the other party's behavior, in your opinion, is no longer so abominable?"

Can’t let go?

Really? I can’t let go...

Kanbaru looked up at the end of the street, and Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was hiding behind, once again retracted his head.

Kiyosawa Otoha continued: "If something is completely unforgivable, then just completely ignore the other party's apology. But now Kanbara-san, you are so hesitant and hesitant, which shows that what the other party did is definitely not what it is.

Something that is absolutely impossible to forgive."

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Kanbaru Raku: "I understand what you mean... Maybe I can't let go, but I still don't want to forgive her."

"I understand your feelings, but I don't want you to forgive her. What I want to say is that when faced with this kind of thing, the best way to deal with it is definitely not to avoid it, but to face it head-on."
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"Face it head-on?"

"Yes, doesn't Kanbaru-san think that in this situation, both parties are in pain? The other party wants your forgiveness, but you are unable to forgive her because of her mistakes, and you are hindered by her sincerity.

....Without openness and honesty, it will only become a knotted mess, leaving both of you deeply hurt by the relationship."

Kiyosawa Otoha's words made Kanbaru take a deep breath.

Then I felt relieved.

He thought carefully for a moment, and it turned out that things were just as Qingzao said.

Both parties are not living a very happy life now.

"Then how to break this relationship?"

Kiyosawa Otoha put her hands on her hips and said with a smile: "The depression in life is temporary. My suggestion is - at a time when you think it is appropriate, confess your relationship to the other person and tell them the reasons why you will not forgive the other person. Then, according to the other party's

reaction and make the decision you think is right.

"I don't know the situation you are currently facing, Kanbara-san, and I can't give you decisive advice at will. I just give you a reminder based on my personal experience. Please keep this in mind, Kanbara-san."

......

Kanbaru thought hard.

That’s right, not forgiving Jiuliuli doesn’t mean that you can’t truly let go.

As long as he is just brooding over the fact that she cheated and dumped him.

In the final analysis, everything is just the word "let go".

Alas, I originally thought I had given up.

As a result, Jiuliuli found her that day and kept sending apologetic messages to herself.

I still can't help but care.

......

I have to admit that as the party organizing the sorority, the student union president of the women’s college next door.

Kiyosawa Otoha does have her own opinions.

Kagura Raku felt that he was freed from the mystery all of a sudden, and knew what he should do. He nodded slightly to the person in front of him to express his gratitude:

"Thank you."

"There's nothing worth thanking, it's all clear to the outside world. Is there anything else you need to ask, Kanbara-san?"

"No, I already know how to deal with it."

"Well, well, as for the girl following you behind, I think you should also explain the situation to her."

After Kiyosawa Otoye said these words to Kanbaru Raku, she put her hands together and nodded to him, and left here on her own initiative.

After Tianhai Jiuliuli discovered that the unknown person came out, he hurriedly hid.

Kiyosawa Otoye pretended not to see it and continued walking forward. But as soon as she reached the second corner of the alley and reached the intersection of the commercial street, she was stopped by a girl with long flaxen hair.
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"Are you...?"

......

Kiyosawa Otoha left, but the words she left behind inevitably made Kanbaru Raku think.

Face it head on?

Yes, we should face it head-on.

The calm that had been built over the previous month was broken on the day Tianhai Jiuliuli arrived.

This shows that I have not given up at all.

Being petty and childish...is also a way to avoid Jiuliuli's apology.

It is true that I like her, it is true that I was deceived and hurt by her, and her apology is also true.

The emotions built up by these contradictory feelings make it difficult for Kambara to calm down.

Yes.

Because of this, I have to take the initiative to do something.

Escape can't change any problems.

Kanbaru stepped forward, came to the corner of the street, and found Tianhai Jiuliuli hiding behind.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was obviously startled by Kanhara Le who came over, and subconsciously wanted to find something to hide in.

In the end, she hid behind a decorative tree in front of the store. Finally, she found that the approaching Kambara stopped in front of her for a long time, and realized that she had been discovered, so she took the initiative to poke her head out.<

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"Brother..."

Kanbaru didn't want to make the atmosphere too tense, so he smiled and said, "Jiu Liuli has been following me from the beginning, right?"

"Well..." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, her slender hands tiredly holding the shoulder bag strap hanging on her shoulder.

"What's the reason? Why are you following me?"

"The reason...I don't know..."

"Don't know?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli quickly explained: "No, it should be said that I don't know. I want to apologize to my brother, want to get my brother's forgiveness, and don't want my brother to have such a hard life... although I know that I am not qualified.

I said these words, but I still want to say it to my brother."

"Well, I understand you really want me to apologize."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned, because she suddenly realized that Shen Yuanle did not seem to hate herself as much as before: "Brother, how do the cookies I gave you taste?"

"I didn't eat."

"Well... Qi Mingyue has always said that my sister's biscuits are not very delicious."

With that said, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around and took out an exquisitely packaged lunch box from the schoolbag hanging on his shoulder.

She held the lunch box in her hands, took two steps forward, handed it to Kanbaru, and said with a lowered face: "This is what I want to try to make for my brother's lunch, because when I gave him cookies,

My brother didn’t want to see me... so I hesitated for a long time today, but still couldn’t send it out."

Kagura Raku reached out and took the bento she made.

Opened it and took a look inside.

The food is very exquisite, the kind of exquisiteness unique to girls.

Neat dishes, well-matched vegetables, broccoli for decoration, and handmade sushi wrapped in oil paper.

An ordinary boy would definitely be very happy to be given a gift by a beautiful girl like Jiu Liuli.

Kanbaru looked at the lunch box in her hand silently for a while, then closed the lid and kept it in her hand without returning it to her.

I chose to accept it.

"Jiu Liuli thinks, what is our relationship now?"

"I can't answer it...it's very complicated."

"Is that so?" Shen Yuanle looked at her and smiled with relief, "I don't want to embarrass you, Jiuliuli."

"Brother, can you go home? I don't ask for your forgiveness, brother... I just want to——"

Kagura shook his head: "I have no intention of forgiving you, and I have no intention of moving back. I admit that I have liked you, and your apology is indeed sincere... and my previous experience is not a lie."

"Nine-glazed glass."

"Brother...what do you want to say?"

"Let's officially break up here."

"Brother..." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know why, but after hearing this sentence, her heart skipped a beat.

Kambara smiled and said: "The formal breakup means the end of our relationship. As long as it is over, we no longer need to struggle with the past things, and you no longer need to ask for my forgiveness for the previous things. Of course,

I will also make corresponding concessions and will not care about what you have done before."

Kanbaru said this very calmly.

It made Jiu Liu feel calmer than when he saw him a month later.

Tianhai Jiuliuli squeezed the shoulder bag around her waist: "In other words, my brother wants to completely put aside the previous relationship, right?"

"Well, yes, before you forget, if you forget what I did before, I will also try to forget what you did to me. When my parents get married, as a family, this is an inseparable fact. I only hope that our

This relationship is easy to get together and break up, and no one will need to mention this past event in the future."

"Can you really forget?"

"It's okay if no one mentions it."

"Are we just ordinary friends from now on?"

"Yes."

"The relationship has become that of ordinary friends?"

"Yes."

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Okay, brother, I agree."

"Just agree. If you let it go, I will let it go too. We can just live our lives peacefully from now on."

Kagura Le was about to say goodbye and leave, but Tianhai Jiuliuli raised her face in front of her again:

"But...since we are ordinary friends, it also means that I have the right to welcome you as an ordinary friend, right?"

Kanbaru didn't understand what she meant specifically: "Yes."

"Then, I also have the right to pursue my brother, right?"

"......?"

"I know that brother wants to forget this matter. He wants to separate our lives and feelings from each other. We will be ordinary friends when we meet again in the future... But I can't do it, brother... I really can't do it.

......

"In the past month, I have thought a lot, and I know that I have too many things to do to my brother. My brother is so good to me, but I only want to deceive and hide him. Dating should be a purer thing, like...

My brother initially had the same feelings towards me...

"I also understand what my brother means by wanting to watch Dan's relationship, but it's really hard for me to forget how I feel sorry for my brother. Every time I think of my brother cooking so many delicious foods for me at night, I get up at six o'clock every morning.

The way he made breakfast for us, and when I was unhappy because of my mother's affairs, my brother tried hard to make me return to normal... These are all my brother's concerns for me! The more I think about these things,

The more I do, the more I realize how sorry I am for my brother.

"So, brother, you can treat me however you want, or ignore my feelings. What I want to say is, even if you refuse, brother, you feel guilty, like, and have not been together for a long time, but you have gained

I'm so happy, these are real emotions, and I also understand that I can't bear to spend this time together, and I will try to save my previous relationship!"

......

Tianhai Jiuliuli finished this paragraph in one breath, and was already out of breath from exhaustion.

Tianhai Qimingyue turned another corner behind Tianhai Jiuliuli, leaning against the wall, and listened to this long monologue of her sister.

After Kamigahara finished what Tianhai Jiureli said, his face was not calm, but it couldn't be said to be happy or moved, it was just an inexplicable and indescribable expression:

"Yeah, even if I won't respond to you at all."

"Yes! Even if my brother doesn't respond to me, I will try my best to pursue him."

"I really won't agree."

"Then I will still try and work hard!"

Kanbaru smiled... He wanted to let go, and Jiu Liuli wanted to pursue it.

The two have reached an agreement to let go of their previous feelings together.

But this does not mean that Jiuliuli can let go of her previous emotions, because she is the perpetrator and the guilty party. With her character, it is even more difficult to accept the kind of mistakes she made.

I can understand it, but that doesn’t mean I have to agree with it.

"..."

Kanbaru said nothing more, but turned around and walked out of the alley without saying anything.

Tianhai Qimingyue leaned against the corner of the wall behind her sister, not knowing what she was thinking.

......

Farther away, Nishijima Oki and Fujino Yoshiyuki have become a mess.

After listening to the entire conversation, their hearts were filled with excitement.

"Wait a minute, don't worry, let me clarify my thoughts. First of all, Minister Jiuliuri has been in a relationship with Kanbaru Raku."

"Hey, hey, didn't you hear Minister Jiuliuri calling Brother Kanhara? Since they are brothers, why are they dating together?"

"Then, Minister Jiuliuri seemed to have done something to offend Kanbaru and wanted to apologize to him."

"As I said, their identities have not been confirmed, how can you be sure of the relationship between them? But I'm sorry about Kanbaru, but it can be confirmed." Fujino Yoshiyuki said, suddenly getting excited, "Yes.

Oh, why was Qing Zhe in the alley just now! Minister Qi Mingyue even took her to the other side to talk!"

Nishijima Ohgi frowned in thought, and then explained: "Didn't you say that Qingzao's cousin's shop is located on this street over there, and Qingzao-san happened to come to play with her cousin?"

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Fujino Yoshiyuki calmed down: "She has been staying with her cousin recently. I went to see her yesterday and saw them all... But what is Kiyosawa's relationship with Minister Jiuliuri and Minister Nanamigyue?

!I don’t understand.”

Fujino Yoshiyuki was calm at first, but in the end he couldn't calm down at all. He took Nishijima Ohki's arm and shook it vigorously.

"Hey, wait, don't worry!"

"Then analyze it quickly, my head is about to explode!"

"Ahem...the first thing, the sign of everything, is Kanbaru."

"Well, yes, what next?"

"Minister Jiu Liuli is following Kanbaru, Minister Qi Mingyue is following Minister Jiu Liuli, but now Minister Jiu Liuli and Minister Qi Mingyue are twins, they have a good relationship, and Minister Jiu Liuli has an inexplicable relationship with Kanhara..."

Fujino Yoshiyuki's eyes widened: "Does Minister Nana Mingzuki also like Kanbaru?! The guy Kanbaru that Minister Kuruuri wants to pursue is simply explosive news, okay!"

Nishijima Omu rolled his eyes: "No, you didn't notice that Minister Qi Mingyue was following Minister Jiu Liuli? I speculate that Minister Qi Mingyue knew the relationship between Minister Jiu Liuli and Kanhara, and also knew that Minister Jiu Liuli was going to

Following Kanbaru...So, the younger sister followed the older sister."

In order to further verify the speculation, Nishijima Damu stuck his head out and looked across the street.

He saw a picture, "Sure enough."

Fujino Yoshiyuki climbed up the wall: "It's true."

When he looked, he saw Tianhai Qimingyue hugging Tianhai Jiuliuli in the alley of the street.

He still doesn't understand.

Nishijima Ohgi said again at this time: "There is only one truth! That is the fancy love triangle that Minister Qi Mingyue felt sorry for my sister, and then came here specially!"

"What? It's a love triangle."

"Hmph, I wonder if you have heard a rumor in school about Minister Qi Mingyue."

"What is it?"

"Then Minister Qi Mingyue doesn't like to have contact with boys. She only likes the rumors about her sister. In other words, Minister Qi Mingyue and Minister Jiuliuli are actually..."

Fujino's eyes widened again: "It's so exciting."

"Of course this is just a rumor, but judging from the current scene...ah~ it's not impossible."

"What about Xiaoye? I, Xiaoye, have something to do with Minister Qi Mingyue. I see that Minister Qi Mingyue just pulled Xiaoye and said a lot!"

"This..." Nishijima Ohgi was also stunned. He thought about it for a while, "Yeah... what role did your girlfriend play in this? I didn't hear that she knew the two ministers. Minister Qi Mingyue

What did you say to her again?"

"And Xiaoye has blocked me recently, and I don't even know the reason."

"Indeed, this thing seems to be getting more and more strange..."

At this time, both of them fell into a deep silence.

The two squatted down.

"Have you figured it out?"

"No."

"What should we do?"

"Would you like to try to meet your childhood sweetheart?"

"Ah? No, she won't see me when she's angry... I have to buy her a gift, and I have to think about where I went wrong."

Nishijima Ohgi glanced at the camera in his hand: "By the way, I want to tell the people on the forum about the relationship between Minister Jiuruli and Kanbaru."

Fujino Yoshiyuki looked at him: "But...if you don't tell, there will be no reward."

"Then tell?"

"It feels like it's not fair. When it reaches this level, it becomes their private matter.

"Then you won't tell?"

"If you don't tell, you won't have any money."

In the endless entanglement and complex network of relationships, the two of them lowered their heads and fell into silence again.

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