Chapter 196 In the snowy sky, Sakakihara Raku fell into Nanamiyue’s dreamland
That night.
Kagura Raku was hiding in his bed, holding his mobile phone in both hands. In the darkness, only the bright light of the mobile phone screen illuminated his face.
Complex, tangled, uncomfortable...can't sleep.
A feeling called guilt brews in my heart.
In the chat column with Tianhai Jiuliuli.
[I'm sorry] These three words are repeated over and over again, deleted and re-entered...
Still...no.
Kagura took several breaths, and finally felt that she shouldn't tell Jiuliuli about this.
He turned off his cell phone and poked his head out of the bed.
Start looking at the bedroom ceiling in the snowy night.
My eyes overlap with a figure in my mind.
He recalled Jiuliuli's appearance.
Jiuliuli......
Jiuliuli...every time she sees herself, she is full of dependence and love.
There is love in those eyes, there is guilt, there is also the need to be inseparable from yourself, and you want to be good to yourself...
Thinking about it.
Kagura Raku recalled how she got up at four in the morning to help herself sort out her clothes.
Alas.
Although I am indeed a scumbag.
While I like Qimingyue, I also feel reluctant to let go of Jiuliuli.
Tsk...
There was a rather soft push on the door.
Immediately afterwards, Kanharale remembered a clear voice.
"Go over there and move your position."
Turning his head, Kanharale discovered that Tianhai Qimingyue came to his bed wrapped in a quilt.
"Why are you here?"
"I want to chat with you. Okay, come over here and let me have a place to lie down."
"..."
Kanbaru Raku was originally going to say to Qi Mingyue, "Why should I let you lie here with me?".
But then I thought about it.
Qi Mingyue will come to him if he doesn’t have a perfect plan?
Impossible.
This is absolutely impossible.
She must have all kinds of tricks to force herself to move to her.
It's better to just get out of the way.
Kanbaru thought so and moved towards the other end of the floor.
"I know the truth."
Tianhai Qimingyue glanced at him, then lay down on the right side of his bunk bed and wrapped herself in her own quilt again.
The two of them looked at each other in the dark room.
The atmosphere is very weird.
Kanbaru couldn't help but ask: "Why did you come to see me so late at night? Aren't you cold?"
"I'm here to chat with my boyfriend."
"...who is your boyfriend?"
"Someone promised to be my boyfriend for an hour."
?
"But hasn't that time passed long ago?"
"Don't be ridiculous. You only kissed me for two minutes. How long was that? After we kissed, we went home. You didn't fulfill your promise at all."
"Your boyfriend measures time by the length of the kiss?!"
"That's right."
Kanbaru doesn't want to talk to her about these useless things.
Although there is a beautiful girl sleeping next to me, my mood and body are quite happy.
But Kambara didn't want to fall into her trap.
"Tell the truth, why did you come to me at night?"
Tianhai Qimingyue covered herself with a quilt, stretched her snow-white neck, leaned her head on the other side of his pillow and said, "You must have been thinking about your sister just now, right?"
"You still have the nerve to say it? I feel like I'm completely sorry for Jiu Liuli now..." Kanhara Le wanted to sigh long.
But he felt that he was not qualified to sigh.
"So, you are a scumbag."
"Yeah," Kanbaru did not deny, "I am a scumbag."
"Do you like me?"
"I just like you Qi Mingyue."
"What do you like?"
"Your face, personality, legs... you are so beautiful that no man can be tempted by you, including me."
Because of his frankness, Tianhai Qimingyue had an imperceptible smile on his lips: "In my opinion, there is no difference between you and the group of men in the playground who constantly look at me and want to do something wrong to me. They are all lustful men." p>
"What man is not lustful? It's just that some people have principles."
"Like you?"
"Yes, for example, I am a little worse than Liu Xiahui, and I can't sit still in my arms, but I can hold back even if you take off your clothes and run into my bed. Do you think I have any principles?"
"That's true." Tianhai Qimingyue was noncommittal, "But a scumbag must have the consciousness of a scumbag. It's only a matter of time before you cheat. You must understand that sorry for girls is not the most basic characteristic of a scumbag?"
"Oh, if...I mean if, if we date, you will be the first person I cheat on."
Tianhai Qimingyue didn't care at all, and even raised the corner of her mouth slightly, "You can give it a try, I promise to make that woman cry and leave you on her own initiative."
"Then I will protect her."
"Oh, can you protect me?"
"I must protect you." Kanbaru said solemnly.
Tianhai Qimingyue looked at him for a while: "I don't want to quarrel with you."
Kagura Raku could hear her softened voice.
This also means that Qi Mingyue does not want to suppress herself all the way.
She is actually... considering her own feelings.
"Then what do you want to do?"
"I want you to hold me for a while."
"..."
Tianhai Qimingyue's straight ball caught Kanbaru off guard.
"Have you ever slept with your sister in your arms? I met her once and her sister was not in her room at night."
"Well, that's it. I slept with Jiuliuli in my arms, and she woke up in my arms."
Tianhai Qimingyue looked straight at him for a long, long time.
It took so long that Kagura Raku noticed something strange in her eyes.
"Jealous?"
Tianhai Qimingyue did not look at him again at this time, but turned her head sideways, leaving only a long-haired back.
After another period of silence, she said amidst the sound of wind and snow blowing outside the window:
"...Yes, I'm jealous. I'm jealous of my sister. Why can she do it? I'm obviously the same as her, whether it's age or appearance, it's obvious that I came first in love, and you promised me a lot.
Things... But why do I have to put so much effort into walking with you? Why can I get your hug with just one sentence, sister? Why do I have nothing and still have to rely on you to be with me?
Making love in front of me? Look at that sister who looks the same as me and making love in front of me...?"
Kanbaru looked at her back with his eyes, her long flaxen hair stretched from the back of her head to the pillow.
She was wrapped in a thick quilt, but she looked so alone at the moment.
"Do you think I want to go to this point? Kanbaru Raku."
"..."
"You can understand...I..."
Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly lowered her eyebrows and her voice suddenly stopped.
"Forget it, I don't want to talk anymore. I've said enough this afternoon. If you don't want to, just don't. Anyway, I'm used to it."
Kanbaru was lamenting in his heart. It wasn't that he didn't feel sorry for Qi Mingyue.
But the truth is, I don’t know what I did to make Qi Mingyue like me so much because of things that happened when I was a child.
He didn't want to speak anymore and turned his back.
It was quiet for more than ten minutes.
The two of them stood with their backs to each other, saying nothing to each other.
Kanbaru tried to close his eyes, but he really couldn't sleep.
"I said...Qi Mingyue."
No response.
He took a deep breath and faced her back again:
"I know you're not asleep yet, Qi Mingyue... I'm curious, why did you fall in love with me because of what happened when you were a child?"
Still no response.
"You were only five years old at that time, right? You were just like a little girl. I believe no one will remember what happened when you were five years old. Even if I wasn't that forgetful, I wouldn't remember it at all."
There was a long silence, with only the sound of the wind and snow outside the window.
Tianhai Qimingyue wrapped her hands tightly around the quilt covering her shoulders, and finally gave a small response: "...That's why I said I was stupid."
Kagawa Raku could hear that her tone was different from usual at this time, with a hint of loneliness as if she was keeping warm alone on a snowy night.
"What happened when you were a child are really that important to you?"
No answer either.
"Can you tell me more? If you tell me, maybe I will have more feelings for you, and maybe I will be a little bit more scumbag, instead of having a knot in my heart for you now."
......
Tianhai Qimingyue still has no response.
"Seven bright moons..."
"Hate," she whispered, "I hate the way you forget everything and still come to ask me. Why can you forget? Why can you still ask me why with a nonchalant expression?
Why am I the only one who still remembers it? Why did you make a promise that you would take me to see a wedding dress if you had the chance, but never fulfilled it..."
"..."
"I am the only one who has believed it for more than ten years like a fool."
"It's my fault."
Tianhai Qimingyue is no longer talking.
After that, Kanbaru tried to say a few words to her, but all ended in failure.
She seemed sleepy and really tired.
Just like that, I slowly fell asleep on the other side of myself.
Kanbaru was happy to see that she really didn't want to talk to him anymore, and closed her eyes.
With doubts and curiosity about what he did as a child, he gradually fell asleep in endless thinking.
......
......
......
It's pitch black and there's nothing visible.
Kanhara was in an indescribable feeling, and his consciousness gradually awakened.
The wind and snow made the old windows of my hometown rattle, and just hearing the sound made people so cold that they couldn't help but want to shrink their necks and shake their shoulders.
The two good bedrooms in grandma's house were reserved for A Ling and Qi Mingyue, while Kanhara Le and her mother lived in the two secondary bedrooms with slightly worse conditions.
The environment is not too bad, but the windows in his second bedroom have a few drafts.
After living here for the past few days, every time Kanhara Le heard this sound, he would subconsciously shrink his body.
But today he felt a little strange.
Your body... doesn't feel a trace of coldness?
Even if it’s cold, I still can’t catch the quilt on my body.
This made Kanbaru feel a little depressed and he sat up from the bed.
He glanced at the surrounding furnishings with his still confused eyes.
No problem, it’s grandma’s house.
The wind and snow were blowing, and the strange feeling of not having a quilt made Kanbaru feel puzzled and looked underneath him.
He suddenly realized... that he was not wearing any clothes yet.
No clothes?!
What's going on?
Afraid that Qi Mingyue would molest her again at night, Kamigahara was so frightened that she hurriedly groped around.
But he soon found out to his surprise.
I can’t even touch my chest!
Let alone his chest, there is no place that can be touched on his body.
My body is like a transparent spirit body, penetrating back and forth at will.
What's going on?!
Haunted?
Kanbaru looked down again.
The one sleeping on the bed is actually me!
Two me...?
Or is my soul out of body?
Qi Mingyue is still sleeping next to her.
Kagura Raku did not panic, and began to think proactively. After pondering for a while whether he had missed something, he grasped the key point.
[Dream Corridor]
That's right.
This is the prop.
He still remembers that it was the prop he obtained after ending his relationship with Qi Mingyue.
At that time, he was so entangled that he didn't pay attention to it at all.
Kanbaru quickly tried to see if he could still get the system panel.
Fortunately, the system can also be opened in this strange "spiritual body" state.
After finding the backpack, Kanbara clicked on the strange thing with an indescribable shape.
【Dream Corridor】
[Quality: Purple (epic)]
【No.:】
[Source: Unknown]
[Introduction: Enables dreams to achieve 80% realistic effect]
[Special Note: Passive props cannot be used actively]
Dream...simulation?
Kanbaru read the introduction and confirmed it several times.
Something's wrong.
If it is said to be realistic...
Then I should not be at grandma’s house now, but in a dream!
Kagura Raku stared at the sleeping Tianhai Qimingyue beside him, as if he suddenly thought of something.
He closed his eyes.
......
Half a minute later, he opened his eyes again.
The bedroom shrouded in shadow suddenly disappeared, and even the windows that were rattled by the wind and snow suddenly opened and closed.
Instead, there are golden beaches, blue sea, and endless horizon.
Kanbaru, who had no clothes, stretched out his hand to block the sunlight shining down from his forehead. Although he could not feel the temperature, the sunlight was stimulating enough to make people unable to open their eyes.
Unexpectedly.
What was just a freezing snowstorm just now has now transformed into a summer beach during vacation.
Unexpectedly, I just tried to change my position a little, and everything changed quickly with my eyes closed...
Obviously I was at grandma's house just now, and there was wind and snow blowing outside...
He could only say that it was indeed a dream.
So, you can control your dreams at will?
Kanbaru looked down at his naked body and tried to think of a white T-shirt and black shorts.
He stared at it for a while and found...it was of no use.
Could it be because you didn't close your eyes?
On the second try, Kaname Yuara opened his eyes again.
"The clothes...are ready."
Wearing a white T-shirt and black shorts.
Kanbaru is still inexplicably happy.
So, am I not the master of dreams? I can have whatever I want?!
Immediately afterwards, he flipped through several more maps.
What home, bedroom, school, playground...
Everywhere, he could even walk slowly, walk up the stairs, walk along the ginkgo slope at the entrance of the school, look at the surrounding scenery, and look at the bricks and walls carved out of dreams.
It’s really interesting.
Kanbaru Raku stood at the door of the school gate, looking at the pure summer sky.
In this case, can the characters you have seen before be realized?
Kanbaru closed his eyes and began to try to imagine "Yog-Sothoth", who is known as the one who unites all things.
......
It's a pity that there is no change in the sky this time.
It seems that the character is dying.
Or is it because I have no impression of "Yog-Sothoth"?
So Kambara began to imagine the image of Kanbaru Suzu.
Short hair, jacket, sneakers, short skirt....
‘A Ling A Ling A Ling A Ling A Ling~~’
......
Kanbaru opened his eyes happily.
And in front of me, standing under the ginkgo tree, was none other than Kanbaru Suzu.
Kanbaru couldn't help but be curious, but the A-ling in front of her looked a little stupid.
"Can it really appear? A-Ling? A-Ling? Hey, can you hear me?"
It’s not to say that she is dull and stupid, but she is just a piece of wood.
He just stood in front motionless, not even showing an expression.
"Hi, hi~"
He reached out and waved A-Ling's face, but A-Ling didn't respond at all.
Kanbaru pinched her face again.
He found that although he could pinch it, he didn't feel anything at all.
Tsk, what’s the meaning of this dream if you don’t feel it?
Kanbaru reopened the system without interest and rechecked the [Dream Corridor] passive prop to see if there was anything he had missed.
At this glance, he really found a side note.
[1. Relying on dreams, the events and scenes formed in dreams come from existing cognition and memory]
[2. Dreams cannot be 100% realistic]
[3. Unable to feel temperature and touch in dreams]
[4. Dreams cannot embody other people’s thoughts]
[5.80% fidelity includes vision, hearing, smell, and taste]
[6. The memories gained from dreams will not fade]
......
[997. It is prohibited to rely on impressions to combine things that do not exist in reality]
[998. Prohibit dream nesting and superposition]
[999. Users are requested to read the above instructions carefully when using this prop. Players will be responsible for the consequences of taking prohibited items]
[1000. If you need to enter other people’s dreams, please read Regulation No. 234-534]
[1001. Please take dreams seriously]
That's probably it.
That's quite reasonable.
Overall, this thing is of little use.
In other words, when you usually sleep, you can look at the scenery and so on in your dreams.
Ah, you can also review your homework.
Nothing else...nothing.
It's just a decoration if you pick someone out.
I can’t feel it yet.
After glancing at Article 56 on how to exit the dream, Kanbaru's consciousness reawakened to the real world.
The wind outside the window made the slightly old windows still creak, and the wind and snow in the middle of the night seemed to be lighter.
Qi Mingyue is also sleeping next door.
Different from the beginning, she faced herself, and the sleeping look on her face was not peaceful, but calm.
She is so calm that one cannot detect her usual strong yet indifferent character.
Alas, Qimingyue.
Kanbaru thought about all the things she had done to herself in the past few days.
To her, what happened when she was a child...are they really that important?
Can Qi Mingyue really remember things from her childhood?
Kanbaru is very curious.
Kanbaru Raku does not have this part of memory. When he first came to this world, the child's body could not tolerate him remembering too many things.
So he would always forget things when he was a child.
Now that I have grown up, this symptom will disappear.
Qimingyue... is sleeping, what are you dreaming about at this time?
Kagura Raku stared at her delicate eyebrows and thin black eyelashes for a while, feeling more and more beautiful about her and becoming more and more curious.
He thought of the passive prop that he needed to survive.
How about going in and taking a look?
Entering other people's dreams is indeed a very strange and interesting thing.
What does Qimingyue dream about?
She is both a little devil and a cold young lady on weekdays. What dreams does she have at night?
The more he thought about it, the more curious Kamhara Raku became.
The gaze regulations he just read also told him that as long as he fell asleep, he could easily reach the dreams of others by establishing a "corridor" to the people who were also sleeping around him.
As long as the dream owner wakes up, the visitor can also wake up.
And because it can't interfere with other people's dreams, there is basically no danger.
Then...go and have a look.
See what Qi Mingyue is dreaming about.
Kagawa Raku seemed to have made a decision. He stood up and closed the window again, then returned to the bed and wrapped his body firmly and warmly with the quilt.
Then...he closed his eyes and began to slowly fall asleep...