Chapter 229 Tianhai Jiuliuli tries to find a way to get along with her sister
In fact, they all knew the purpose of Sakakibara asking a few people to come out for a run.
At the beginning, he would personally run with everyone, follow them around, smile and say "come on" to everyone.
But as time went by, Amami Kuruuri suddenly changed from the leader of the team at the beginning to the one who accompanied and reared in the team, that is, the responsibilities were exchanged with Sakakibara Raku.
Tianhai Jiuliuli knew that what his brother did was just to have more contact with Qi Mingyue, and to let Qi Mingyue try to rely more on herself during the running process.
My brother is trying hard to create a space where the two of them can be alone together.
But now, my brother has indeed succeeded initially.
——Qi Mingyue can’t hold on any longer.
While running, Tianhai Jiuliuli noticed the increasingly painful appearance of Tianhai Qimingyue in front of her.
Her breathing is getting faster and faster, and her body and movements are getting heavier and heavier. Compared with the steady pace at the beginning, Tianhai Qimingyue's physical condition can now be described as shaky.
Judging from Tianhai Jiuliuli’s many years of running experience, Qi Mingyue is about to faint.
"Seven Bright Moons."
"Seven Bright Moons."
"Qimingyue," Tianhai Jiuliuli shouted three times behind her, "that's enough, you can stop."
But even though she was like this, he reminded her to stop. This sister who was five minutes behind him was still taking heavy steps forward.
In the past, Tianhai Qimingyue would have stopped without hesitation, then walked behind her and said to herself expressionlessly, "Sister, you can carry me the rest of the way."
Then he would definitely smile and say to her, or just flick her head and say, "What kind of running is this?"
Then, Qi Mingyue will definitely use some weird and clever words to convince herself that she will carry her on her back and complete the rest of the journey on her behalf.
This is how it should be.
This is how it should be.
But now Qi Mingyue not only doesn't listen to her own words, but even when she's so uncomfortable that she's about to faint, she won't call her "sister" and then approaches her as before.
In other words, it is impossible for Qi Mingyue to approach him like before, right?
The naughty sister who was willing to hold her arms and call her sister is no longer there, right?
Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know how to describe her mood, but she felt a trace of loss, a trace of loss that came from the heart.
I have felt this way before.
It was the mood that surfaced when she saw her younger sister swinging alone outside with her head lowered while she was practicing the piano.
That feeling of wanting to help but being unable to do anything and not knowing where to start.
All kinds of thoughts were floating in my mind, and they were quickly interrupted by the movement of Tianhai Qimingyue falling down while running in front of me.
Because his legs were numb and weak after running, Tianhai Qimingyue staggered and fell towards the road.
Fortunately, the speed behind her was not fast, and she could barely support her upper body with one hand when her body went limp.
Seeing her sister like this, their current relationship prevented Tianhai Jiuliuli from immediately stepping forward to help her, but Tianhai Qimingyue quickly stood up again by her own will.
She stared straight ahead and started to take steps again without saying anything, but as she was not good at exercise, her breathing was so rapid that she was not allowed to continue.
The body is shaky, the legs are sore, and I am about to fall again.
But this time, someone was there to support her.
"That's enough, Qi Mingyue." Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at her sister's face, which looked like his own.
Tianhai Qimingyue was extremely weak and in a daze. She looked at her sister's face, which was also her own face, and reluctantly said: "Sister must be here to ridicule me."
"Why do you think so?" Tianhai Jiuliuli held her arm.
"Because I have always been able to eat my sister's leftovers, no matter what my mother cares about." Tianhai Qi Mingyue probably didn't want to discuss this matter too much, so she intentionally didn't finish her sentence, "No matter what I do or what I work hard for, I will never finish it."
You will always only receive mercy and charity. Isn’t that what my sister thinks? Isn’t it true?”
She didn't speak hastily or impatiently, but because of her asthma, she sounded a little labored.
"My sister takes the lead in everything, and my mother's care has only been given to you since I was a child. Every time I see my sister playing to make my mother ecstatic, I feel that I am a dispensable existence. So, on that day, I
Only then will I leave you alone."
Tianhai Jiuliuli remembers that day, it was also the day Qi Mingyue officially met her brother.
"I don't want to talk about what happened that day. I just know that no one came to see me, and no one came to care about where I was. What I secretly saw when I went back was my mother's excited face teaching you to my sister."<
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"My mother lied to me that day that you were upstairs," Tianhai Jiuliuli explained.
"I don't want to blame you, sister. I'm just telling the facts of my experience."
Tianhai Qimingyue pushed away Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand that was holding her, and continued to run forward with tired steps.
Tianhai Jiuliuli followed up and looked at her sister's side face. The emotions in her eyes were so complicated that even she didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment.
Qi Mingyue's pace was very slow, and Tianhai Jiuliuli was able to speak smoothly beside her:
"I can understand Qi Mingyue's thoughts and your mood. But as far as I am concerned, Qi Mingyue, I really can't let go."
Tianhai Qimingyue continued to look forward, and her forehead with swaying hair was level with the sea level of Tokyo Bay in the distance to her right. A few drops of sweat were clearly visible on it.
She did not answer her sister's words. She remained silent as if she was listening to Tianhai Jiuliuli continue to speak.
Tianhai Jiuliuli already knew her sister's answer. Of course, for her sister, she couldn't let go.
No, in fact Qi Mingyue has already tried to let go.
I tried to let go of her persistence for more than ten years.
What is obvious is that she failed.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was also very confused at the moment. She looked at her sister, the sister with whom she had been so close, but she still didn't know how to get along with her and what identity she should use to get along with her.
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They are hostile, but not completely hostile.
They are sisters, but not exactly sisters.
My feelings for my sister and my feelings for my brother cannot be chosen over either one.
And because of dependence, I am unwilling to separate, even at any point.
Tianhai Jiuliuli thought over and over again in silence, his eyes met Xiang's twin sister's cheek, and he said:
"Qi Mingyue, we can try not to be so tit-for-tat."
My sister's words made Tianhai Qimingyue wake up a little even though she was running in a daze. Although she still didn't look back, she ran forward with great difficulty.
"This does not mean that I have given in to you emotionally. You and I both know that we cannot compromise with each other on this point, but you and I also know that we have been in a relationship for more than ten years.
Disappear easily. To be honest, I understand that it is strange to say this, and I don’t know if it can be done, but I hope that we can treat each other separately in love and life."
However, Tianhai Qimingyue did not listen to what her sister said. She was already exhausted and still ran forcefully, which would only lead to insufficient oxygen supply to the brain.
Tianhai Qimingyue fainted during the heavy running.
Tianhai Jiuliuli supported her when she fell completely.
Looking at his sister, staring at the face of his twin sister who is with him every day.
The complicated feelings in her heart made Tianhai Jiuliuli not sure how to face her in the future.
But at least now, when she is in a coma, I can still give her the slightest care as my sister.
Tenkai Kuruuri carried Tenkai Nanimeige behind him, and continued to move forward towards Sakakibara Suzu and Tenkai Noyuki who had gone away.
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"Are you okay?"
In the Hamari Enshi Garden, Raku Sakakibara saw Tenkai Kururi who was carrying Tenkai Seven Moons behind him.
Amami Kuruuri looked back at his unconscious sister on his shoulder, and said to Sakakibara Raku who looked worried in front of him: "It's okay, I've already seen it, it's probably because Qi Mingyue ate too little before going out, and she
I usually eat less and have low blood sugar."
Sakakihara Raku originally wanted to let Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue take the opportunity to get along with each other, and let Jiu Liuli take care of Qi Mingyue while running. If they stay with each other for a long time, even if the relationship between the two does not ease, it will at least improve a little bit.
But he didn't expect that Qi Mingyue would run away and faint.
Could it be that you don’t want to lose to Jiuliuli and then compete with Jiuliuli?
Tianhai Zhixue stared blankly at the unconscious Qi Mingyue, not knowing what he was thinking in his head.
Lying on the ground, Sakakihara Suzu looked up at the sky and asked, "Brother, can we go back by car now?"
At this stage, it is absolutely difficult for them to finish the remaining five kilometers. Sakakihara Raku knows this.
"Well, Qi Mingyue has fainted. I'm afraid she will catch a cold if she stays outside. Let's go and take a taxi home."
Sakakihara Suzu was eager to take the car home. She raised a hand, sat on the grass and shouted feebly: "Okay."
Everyone called a taxi on the side of the road, and asked Amami Yuki and Sakakibara Suzu to get on the bus first, and then asked them to help support the unconscious Amami Nanamigetsu. Sakakibara Raku and Amami Kuriuri called another taxi and followed them back. p>
In the car, Sakakibara Raku felt the heat from Amami Kuriuri's body who had just finished exercising.
When he was reciting Nanamigyue just now, Sakakihara Raku had a subtle feeling that Jiu Liuli and Nanamiyue might have said something.
"Nine-glazed glass."
"Huh?" Tianhai Jiuliuli agreed easily, like a little sun, and her tone gave people a sense of warmth.
"Did you exchange anything with Qi Mingyue just now?"
"Yes." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't intend to hide it.
"What did you say?"
"I don't know how to explain it"
Sakakihara said with relief: "Okay, I won't ask any more questions."
He smiled again and said: "I know, I can't match you Jiuliuli now. My own abilities are not enough. I said a long time ago that I would find a new goal, but until now I am still a little confused.
."
"Don't say that."
Sakakihara smiled lightly: "Kuriuri, I don't say this to make you worry, I just want you to know that I will further work hard to improve myself. People look forward and make progress, right?
Therefore, Jiuliuli should also look forward."
Amami Kuruuri could tell that Sakakihara Raku saw that he was not happy in his heart. He was deliberately lowering his status, and then encouraged himself to make himself look better in front of him.
"Lejun doesn't have to be like this"
"Jiu Liuli, I don't have many advantages. I can only try my best to accomplish what I want to do. Most of the time, I am confused and can't find my direction and sense of existence. Therefore, many times I feel that I can be...
It’s great that you like it.”
Sakakihara laughed out loud.
"Haha, what's wrong with me? I obviously wanted to comfort you, but instead I said some emotional words. I have probably guessed what you and Qi Mingyue said. I guess you must be very conflicted, Jiuliuli.
On one side is my sister, on the other is me. I hope everyone can take a good break these days, give them enough space, and think about how to get along with each other in the future.
"Because "the relationship between people does not only have two states of 'hostility' and 'intimacy'. This is too extreme. Although there will be irreconcilable conflicts in feelings, in life, I hope that a few of us can try
Try to get along again, and then try to find each other's boundaries and solutions——"
After Sakakihara Raku said these words, Tianhai Jiureli's heart even brightened.
She seemed to sense that even though she didn't tell Sakakihara Raku the specific conversation she had with Nanamigetsu, he seemed to understand her and understand her thoughts.
"Okay, in the next few days, I will try to help Zhixue get a YouTube account. After all, this is what I promised her."
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The next day, Qi Mingyue still caught a cold.
There is no need to go to the Literature Club today, but Sakakibara Raku has no time to spare.
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He also has to take care of Zhixue and Zhixue’s new account.
Because of the "Take Me to the Bathroom" incident, what Raku Sakakibara is asked most now is what is his relationship with Amami Nozuki.
Some are said to be in a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, some are said to be in a master-servant relationship, and some are said to have betrayed Jiuliuli and prefer the new to the old.
Everyone is regretting that such a gentle, sunny and generous girl like Tianhai Jiuliuli was abandoned by a scumbag.
When Raku Sakakibara walks in school, he often encounters indignant looks, as if he has tarnished the goddess in their hearts.
And what about the facts?
Jiuliuli doesn’t care at all!
You guys really have nothing to do!
However.
Having said that, every time Amami no Yuki came to look for him, Sakakihara Raku felt that the classmates in the class could really kill him with misunderstandings and jealous glances.
Because she came to find him, either because she forgot something today, or because she wanted to take her to buy food or take her home, so a lot of things happened.
Even the two guys, Fujino and Nishijima, sighed to themselves and said, "You wish for yourself."
"Happy."
"What." Raku Sakakihara responded weakly.
"Today's fried ice cream is delicious."
"As long as you like it."
"Why does Le look so tired?"
"Because it's tiring to take care of you."
"Do you hate me?"
"It's not that I hate it. I just find it tiring to take care of you."
"Thank you for your hard work."
"If you want to thank me, you might as well have a longer memory," Raku Sakakihara looked at the girl who was sipping some bread and asked, "What happened to you at school today?"
"Lost."
"Why are you lost?"
"When I was in art class."
"Where have you gone?"
“A place with many ginkgo trees.”
"You ran outside the school?"
"Probably."
"Then what?" Raku Sakakihara asked.
"I was invited home."
"Who? Male or female?"
"A man, thin, with a chain around his neck and ears."
Isn’t this a street gangster?
"You agreed?"
"Agreed."
"Did you really follow him home?!"
"I went back to school and met the physical education teacher."
Fortunately, it seems that Sakakihara Raku has misunderstood. He is not a gangster, but a good person.
But this won’t work.
Sakakibara then warned Amami no Yuki: "You can't follow strangers home, and you can't follow strangers."
"Why?"
"Because they will do a lot of bad things to you!"
"Happy is not a friend before he is a stranger."
"People are different. Bad people will not be written on their faces. Remember this, and I will also remember this: don't follow strangers."
"Is it an order?"
"It's a requirement."
"Okay then."
Tianhai Zhixue's tone did not fluctuate, and her expression did not change at all, but she seemed to be remembering this matter.
Sakakihara stretched out his hand towards her: "Bring the manual and a pen."
Amami Yuki took the "Yuki Yuki's Life Attention Manual" from the small bag she carried with her to Raku Sakakibara.
Then I watched him lift the leather cover with his thumb and write the 164th and 165th notes on the top with a gel pen.
"I can't remember so many of my things."
"That's why I ask you to carry it with you. Take it out and look at it when you are fine or when you get lost."
After Raku Sakakibara had written the message, he closed the manual and handed it back to Amami Noyuki.
Then, he looked at the sky on the rooftop, stunned.
Tianhai Zhixue also looked at his profile.
"Be happy and don't be in a daze."
".You are the least qualified to say whether I am good or not."
After Sakakibara finished complaining about these things, he looked at the gray winter sky, feeling increasingly depressed.
"Happiness has something to worry about."
"Even you can see it"
"Pigs can fly."
Amami no Yuki suddenly said this inexplicable sentence after being silent. Sakakibara couldn't help turning his head and faced Amami no Yuki's unmoved direct gaze. Only then did he understand that the girl was trying to make a joke.
Come and amuse yourself.
But because I don’t have any emotion, I can’t get the punchline of the joke at all, so when I tell it, it’s even more incomprehensible than a cold joke.
He couldn't help but lower his head and smile: "Although the joke is not funny, thank you anyway."
"Let Le eat the bread too." Tianhai Zhixue handed out the half-eaten Baumkuchen bread.
"Thank you, I don't need it."
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Sakakibara turned around and noticed that Amami no Yuki suddenly stopped eating bread.
It’s very curious to see what is going on in the head of a girl who lacks emotions like her and has no expression compared to Qi Mingyue.
But compared to these, Sakakihara Raku actually cares more about what happened in recent days.
He suddenly wanted to find someone to talk to, and Zhixue might be a good person to talk to.
"Yuki." Raku Sakakihara said, staring at the snow falling from the sky.
"Are you calling me?"
"Well, we have been running in the morning in the past two weeks, right?"
"Yes."
"Do you know the purpose of asking you to run?"
"I want people to like running."
"Why do you think so? Of course not. I asked them to run mainly because I wanted them to strengthen each other's relationship, but it didn't seem to be of any use. Although I would talk to Jiuliuli and Qi Mingyue every day, saying that they both
They care about each other very much, and will pull them together to have a delicious breakfast when everyone is running out of breath. You are there, so Zhixue, you should know this, but they all
They are very smart and understand the actual meaning of me asking them to run, so that they subconsciously reduce their contact with each other while running, and there is little communication even when eating.
"However, it seems that it was somewhat effective yesterday."
Sakakihara Raku was quite emotional.
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Tianhai Zhixue was quiet for a long time and muttered:
"Le often goes to accompany Xiaojiu, and is obviously dating Xiaoqi."
"It seems you understand. Many times I don't like myself very much. When I stay with Jiu Liuli, I feel guilty for Qi Mingyue's efforts. When I stay with Qi Mingyue, I feel guilty because of Jiu Liuli.
Feel guilty for being nice to me.
"Jiu Liuli still doesn't know about my private relationship with Qi Mingyue. If she knew the situation, she wouldn't know how to develop it. But now, this sign is becoming more and more obvious."
Sakakihara Raku smiled bitterly at Tenkai Nozuki: "How about it, after knowing that I am such a person, will you be very disappointed? You keep saying you like me, but you are a scumbag who has two feet."<
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"Not happy."
"I am."
"Not happy."
"I am."
"Not happy."
"I am."
"Not happy."
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Sakakibara dared to believe that as long as she continued to say "he is a scum", Amami Yuki, a single-celled girl, would continue to repeat her words.
"Can I ask why Zhixue thinks I'm not?"
"Happy to cook."
"Cooking is nothing."
“Le is also kind to people.”
"That's it."
"Le will also give me his room."
".It's all small things."
"The utility room is much smaller than an ordinary bedroom, and the windows are also smaller."