Chapter 318 The school trip to Hawaii ushered in a turning point (8)
Diamond Head Crater is a volcano, which can be understood as a very large basin.偖
Enter the interior through the tunnel, and then lead from the interior to the shore near the sea. The bus stopped at the station, which was filled with tourists taking photos. Then everyone began to climb up the stairs on the edge of the volcano, which took more than 40 minutes in total.
Footsteps.
The temperature at the moment is 27°, which is very hot under the direct sunlight. Sakakibara Raku and Tenkai Yuki have climbed halfway up the mountain. The tourists who set off at the same time as the two of them were either left behind or had to climb the mountain with their hands.
Staff, bent over, panting.
Huh——
The sea breeze is mixed with the delayed sound of waves in the distance, and it comes here.
The girl stopped and looked back. She saw the blue ocean connecting with the blue sky, the waves and white flowers lapping at the strait, and the seagulls flying between the horizon and the white clouds. The sea breeze blowing in front of her made the entire ridge vibrate.
The leaves of the shrubs rustled.
"So cool..."
The snow in the sky and sea stands quietly, facing the blue sea.偖
Looking at her from behind, the girl in the sunflower straw hat opens her arms and faces the sea. Whether it is her long and slender hair or the swaying hem of her white dress, she looks light and beautiful.
The summer wind blew between the two of them, bringing with it the vague aroma of coconut on her body.
yuki, looks really happy.
Is this her first time here, her first time seeing such a vast world?
Sakakihara looked at her petite back and smiled, then glanced at the phone screen that was darkened in the sun and found that the two of them had been walking for more than 20 minutes.
He walked to Tianhai Zhixue, looked at her profile and asked:
"It's cool. Are you tired from walking?"
"No."
"You've been walking for more than 20 minutes. Are you still not tired?"
"Not tired."
"I also said that when you are tired, I will carry you up." Sakakihara put the phone back, "Then continue to the top of the mountain. The scenery at the top of the mountain is much more beautiful than the scenery halfway up the mountain."
However, Tianhai Zhixue has no intention of leaving.
She put her hands behind her hands, raised her chin, and turned her expressionless face towards his.
"..."偖
"What?"
"Tired."
"Weren't you still tired just now?"
"I'm tired now."
Sakakihara laughed and said, "If you want me to carry it, just ask."
"Want to have fun..."
Amami no Yuki took two steps closer, her beautiful eyes reflected the shrunken Sakakihara Raku.偖
...She actually said it out loud.
Although Sakakihara Raku is already familiar with Yuki’s character.
But every time she said these words to him so straightforwardly, he would always have the urge to agree to her.
Knowing that she can still walk, knowing that she just said she wasn't tired...
"Then I'll carry you for a while."
"Okay."
Sakakibara squatted down in front of her, and Amami no Yuki put her body on his back without hesitation, holding his neck tightly with her hands.偖
The close contact at this moment is reassuring and comfortable for her.
But something went wrong.
Sakakihara Raku squatted for a long time and felt that her posture was wrong.
"Yuki, come here."
"I don't understand."
......
"When someone is carrying me, I don't just have to hang my neck with my hands. You have to hold my waist." 偖
"I don't understand this."
"How come you don't understand when someone carries you?"
"Hasn't been carried."
Sakakihara Raku fell silent for a moment.
"...Your father didn't carry you?"
"No."
"Where's my brother?"
"Neither does my brother."
"Where's Sister Zi?"
"Neither does Sister Zi."
"You didn't forget, did you?"
Tianhai Zhixue shook her head behind him.
Maybe... yuki herself forgot.
Her memory is not very good. 偖
But even if you think so, combined with yuki’s situation at home since she was a child.
What she just said is not impossible.
Sakakihara waited until she readjusted, then stood up with her on his back.
"So light..."
"What's so light?"
"I feel so light."
"Of course, your weight is all on me."
Tianhai Zhixue reached out and hugged his neck.
The skin is close to the skin, and Sakakibara can clearly feel the itch on her neck, as well as her warm and comfortable skin.
Normally, Raku Sakakibara might be happy because of this close contact with a girl.
But now that Yuki has been regarded as A Ling, the only thing left is her happiness that she is willing to get close to him.
"Le's skin is so hot."
"I didn't tell you that your hands are hot too."
"Happy."偖
"What for?"
Amami no Yuki stuck out her head like a cat on Sakakibara's right shoulder and whispered in his ear:
"Sit tight now."
"You're quite light after eating so much."
"So you can carry me for a little longer." Tianhai Zhixue pressed the flesh of her cheek against the flesh of his neck.
"I didn't agree." Sakakihara Raku was a little itchy by her closeness.
"Le is the first person to carry me on his back." Xie
"Don't think that I can take care of you more by saying this."
"Leave it to Le the first time."
"The topic is wrong."
"Let's go!"
"You don't need to say it."
Raku Sakakibara continued to head up the mountain with Yuki Tenkai who seemed particularly happy.
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After the two of them stepped up a dozen steps and walked a little further, Tianhai Jiuliuli took off her sunglasses with a very uncomfortable expression behind her.
She saw the entire process of the two talking and communicating just now.
There is an indescribable taste in my heart.
It’s like feeling so stuck that you feel so uncomfortable that you have no place to express your feelings.
Lejun...seems very close to yuki.
Even though everyone knows that Lejun is deliberately using yuki to stimulate himself and Qiyue, they still feel uncomfortable after seeing it.
The stab wound on the abdomen also seemed to be aching faintly. 偖
"What should I... do?"
What Amami Kuruuri was thinking about was his relationship with Sakakibara Raku since he came to this house.
As an older brother, he takes care of his family and himself meticulously.
As the elder brother, he does everything without complaining.
Even when he did something like that to him, he still chose to let go of his prejudice against himself and choose to forgive himself.
Tianhai Jiuliuli thought about the sweetness of dating, falling in love, and dating after she got back together with him.
The feeling of being able to completely trust the other person, believe in the other person, and love the other person wholeheartedly, Tianhai Jiuliuli has always considered it to be the most cherished thing in her life. 偖
I don’t want Lejun to leave, I don’t want Lejun not to trust me...
I also want to go to school together, run together, and play games together...
You can experience these things with people who completely understand you, people who understand you, and people who have the same preferences as you.
I don’t want to let go at all.
Even after going to the hospital and stabbing myself as retribution, I still don’t want to let go.
......
Tianhai Jiuliuli knows that the relationship with Lejun has faded a lot these days. 偖
On the one hand, it's because I don't know what attitude to take when meeting him, and on the other hand, it's because I need to transfer the conflict to Tianhai Qimingyue.
The last aspect is also the most important factor - I haven't spoken to Lejun for too long.
If I don't try my best to transfer the emotions of that day, I really don't know who I should trust in the future, and how I will spend my future life...
If you don't do that, you will either choose to hit yourself to death, or simply return to your mother and let her continue to use you.
There is so much to say about these emotions.
Tianhai Jiuliuli took several deep breaths, trying to calm down her mood which had been no longer so calm in recent days.
She looked at Raku Sakakibara, who was carrying Amami no Yuki.偖
Understand what makes you feel uncomfortable at the moment - jealousy.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems that Lejun hasn’t turned his back on me yet, right?
Back in July.
A Ling carried it.
Even yuki has carried it.
Only, I didn’t turn my back on myself.
Tianhai Jiuliuli's mood, which she had tried to soothe a lot, became a lot more depressed at this moment. She wanted to quickly take a step forward to catch up, but was interrupted by a hand in front of her. 偖
"You...you, wait!" Suzu Sakakihara appeared in front of her panting. Chitano Sakai followed behind her.
"Bell?"
Amami Kuruuri did not expect that Sakakihara Suzu would appear here at this time.
"You...really can climb a ladder and climb a mountain so fast! I'm tired, I'm exhausted..."
Sakakihara Suzu bent down dripping with sweat, rested for a moment, and finally straightened up reluctantly, stretched out her palm to Tianhai Jiureli, and put on a righteous expression:
"You are not allowed to see my brother."
"..." Tianhai Jiureli didn't want to hear so much, so he wanted to leave by bypassing Sakakihara Suzu. 偖
"Alas! What are you doing?" Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly chased after her and came back in front of her with her hand to block her. "If you say you are not allowed to leave, you are not allowed to leave! Sister Liuli, have you forgotten what your uncle told you? Do you still want to persist?
Go up, I have the right to report the truth to uncle."
"Of course I know." Tianhai Jiuliuli was very anxious, "But if you want to tell your father today, just go ahead and say it. I have to talk to Lejun now."
Tianhai Jiureli insisted on leaving, but Sakakihara Suzu insisted on stopping her.
The three of them went back and forth for several rounds, and Amami Jiuruli understood Sakakihara Suzu's attitude.
She must block his way.
"Ling, let me go see Lejun. I want to have a few words with him and ask him about some things."
"Asking about something? Just ask me. There is no need to go to my brother."偖
"Why are you blocking me?"
"Sister Liuli, don't you know why I'm blocking you?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and calmed down: "Even if it is a matter that Dad has asked you to do, you don't have to completely follow what Dad said, right?"
"That's true, but it's obvious...I don't want to get out of the way now."
"I must talk to Lejun."
It’s not that Sakakihara Suzu doesn’t understand Ruri’s mood.
On the contrary, it is a very special understanding.偖
Because in a sense, Liuli is also a very similar person to herself.
It’s because of my identity...
It was because of various entanglements she had with her sister...
And Liuli is actually much more powerful than herself - she can resolutely stab herself with a fruit knife in that situation...
To be honest, Sakakihara Suzu didn't even expect Jiureli's determination to deal with this relationship.
"I know you want to see my brother, because we have been separated for so many days... It is normal to want to see him, but sister Liuli can think about it, uncle knew that you would be like this, and you should also
Can you endure your current mood and then gradually forget about this relationship?"
"Forget?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's expression suddenly faded, and he couldn't help but ask, "Ling, why do you think I will forget these things? Can Ling forget her relationship with Lejun so easily?"
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Sakakihara Suzu understood the change in her expression, but she still refused to give in, "You and my brother have only known each other for a year."
Uncomfortable...
Tianhai Jiuliuli is very uncomfortable. She is not understood, but her own feelings are still stigmatized.
Sure enough, even Suzu-chan can't understand herself...
Sure enough, only Lejun can understand his thoughts.
He understands why he does what he does and what he needs.
She took the initiative to lower her voice in front of Sakakihara Suzu, and became very deep, and her enunciation was very clear: 偖
"I... don't deny that Lejun and I have only known each other for a year, and I... don't deny that I was wrong about him at the beginning. But I completely disagree with what you said, Ling.
, you should not despise my thoughts and actions so easily."
"So what?"
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"Ling, do you understand? Do you understand that feeling? Do you understand that feeling of being secretly photographed when you go out, being questioned by countless people on the phone, and being spied on even if you are under house arrest at home?" Liuli, something seems to be wrong...
But it’s not that Suzu Sakakihara didn’t understand what she said.
"Why don't you understand? I understand that when you were young...because of your aunt's retirement from the entertainment industry, you met disgusting people, but why didn't I meet them when I was a child? When my father ran away, there were people who were collecting loan sharks every day.
Knocking on the door to demand payment not only disturbed my sleep every night, but also had paint thrown on the door. Even in school, I was pointed out by my classmates and said they were a fatherless family."
Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled softly and said: "Then who is responsible for these things for you? Is it yourself?"
"..." Sakakihara Suzu was stunned for a moment.
"Ling, when you are sad, you can hide in your brother's arms. When you are bullied, you can have your brother to stand up for you. When you are unhappy, you can still have your brother to comfort you... Even for dinner, your brother will put the best in her bowl."
I’ll bring some food for you. And what about Qiyue and I? We haven’t had this kind of thing since we were young, so we have to bear everything on our own. My mother only comes back every few months, and my father is suppressed by the family and has no time to take care of Qiyue and me.
There is no money to hire caretakers for the two of us. Faced with those people who think that our mother has always been in my and Qiyue's residence, who can Qiyue and I turn to for help?
"As a sister, who can I turn to for help?"
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli: "Qiyue and I can only endure it. We have to learn those tedious things every day, and we have to learn the piano and violin that our mother arranged for us every day... Qiyue and I are
Do you want to learn this out of your heart? No, not at all! We are just forced to have goals by our parents and people in the family, and we are forced to follow their standards and become a rich lady with forbidden rules. p>
"Qiyue and I have always lacked a complete family and a normal growing environment.
"During that time, Qi Qi and I didn't know what the so-called happiness was. Our lives were just mechanical repetition, repetition, repetition, repetition, repetition... We had no idea what the meaning of doing this was at all.
Place!偖
"I understand now that July and I have always lacked our own goals and things that belong to us.
"I am better than July, so my mother chose to ignore her and take more care of me. But later, July found her own goal before me.
"Ling, do you understand how longing I am to see the back of Qiyue who desperately chooses to cross half of Japan to go to Shikoku Island?
"Do you understand that this is something I have been pursuing for more than ten years?
"And now I have found it. After Lejun still chose to forgive me even after being hurt by me... I have found it. For me, the weight of this feeling is no more than what you feel for Lejun."
The relationship is not even close! That’s why I fight against Qiyue, who I have lived with since childhood, at all costs. This is my persistence and my pursuit in life. So, please get out of my way now. There are some things I
You must ask now."
"..."
Sakakihara Suzu didn't know how to reply to Jiu Liuli.偖
Every word she spoke was as painful as piercing into her own heart.
If I didn’t have my brother, and didn’t have his protection for more than ten years... could I persist in finding the goal of living like her?
Jiuliuli is right... Her mood is indeed very heavy, and it is completely acceptable.
......
Suzu-chan and the deputy squad leader...are they okay...
As an ordinary outsider, Chiteno Sakai did not dare to interfere in any of the words between the two.
In the end, Sakakihara Suzu thought for a long time and still raised her head: 偖
"No·give."
That's right, Jiuliuli's feelings are no weaker than his own.
But I have no reason to get out of the way. I no longer know how painful it is to live with the heavy relationship between the two sisters.
Without them, Sakakihara Suzu believes that she and her brother will live a happier life than now.
She felt that she should insist on letting Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli give up their relationship.
Amami Kuruuri is not angry, even if the emotions in her heart are surging, she knows and understands that she and Sakakihara Suzu just have different positions.