Chapter 338 The promise to go to Maple Leaf Avenue together
The sky is still gray.
The faint light quietly invaded through the gaps in the curtains and hit the ceiling like a silent lake.
The heavy sleepiness had not yet completely dissipated. Tianhai Jiuliuli lay quietly on the feather bed in the hotel, staring above.
Her ears listened to the sound of the sea breeze blowing the gauze curtains indoors. Those sounds were like bells during meditation, as if they were far away from the worldly world. Her nose gently breathed in the morning breath in the air, mixed with coolness and moisture.
, people can inadvertently feel the coldness of the morning at the beach.
"..."
The girl couldn't help but open her eyes again, and saw that the ceiling, which was like a calm lake, was filled with light spots under the slight movement of the gauze curtain, like an unfinished painting, and the painter named Nature was in the middle of a stroke.
Give it color and life in an outline.
My eyes wandered on the ceiling, as if I was traveling in it, but I felt an endless sense of emptiness gradually invaded with the cold morning. This sense of emptiness made people feel helpless, as if they were a speck of dust in the vast universe, alone.
Drifting in the endless darkness.
My fingers unconsciously rubbed the quilt, feeling the contact between the white down quilt and my skin.
That kind of touch is gentle and friendly, but it still seems unable to fill the emptiness deep in the heart...
......
It’s like this every day when I get up.
"...Yesterday, Lejun must have been accompanying Qiyue..."
Every time I think about that scene in my mind, I can't help but wrap the white down quilt a little tighter around my body.
As soon as I close my eyes, I will think about what Lejun and Qiyue looked like when they were riding horses together that day.
Congested, choked, depressed...
"Huh..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't help but close her eyes, and then took a few deep breaths to expel all the discomfort accumulated in her heart.
Get up, wash up, wash your face.
After finishing these things that are necessary for getting up every day, Tianhai Jiuliuli took a mirror for dressing up from her bag, and then sat quietly at the small desk next to the TV in the hotel.
She looked at herself in the mirror.
With long hair like clouds, a delicate face, clear eyes, and slightly raised eyebrows, as a girl, she is so beautiful that there is no trace of impurity.
Everyone seems to like this face.
And I prefer the dignified, beautiful and natural appearance with this face.
But the more she interacts with her classmates in daily life, the more she discovers that the self that everyone likes is far from her true self...
[Everyone just likes Tianhai Jiuliuli who is independent and excellent and can handle everything properly]
Tianhai Jiuliuli came to this conclusion.
Although she has always wanted to rely on this image, to change, to truly become that person.
But she found that after persevering all the way, the road behind was empty...
And when she was deceived by her mother and was most confused and uneasy, someone stood up for her regardless of past suspicions, and she was very grateful and dependent on her.
She cherishes this man's help and support very much and is grateful for his presence.
......
Because of this, she really couldn't bear to see Kanbaru and Qiyue having more contact.
I feel like...I am like a third person who has been abandoned again, excluded from the happiness between the two...
Obviously that person looks exactly like me and is my twin sister.
But happiness and the future, as well as the person who can always support me, don't seem to belong to me...
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli doesn’t know why he thinks about these things when he gets up every day. Maybe he is unwilling to do so? Or he doesn’t have a real sense of security?
But she can't help but look at the lily of the valley bracelet on her wrist and tell her...
In fact, it’s more of emptiness.
"You haven't discussed today's time with Qi Qi yet, have you?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli murmured to himself in the mirror.
She doesn't like fighting with her sister for things, but if she doesn't fight, grab, or argue with her... she can only watch herself being thrown away, and watch her sister enjoy happiness with the person she loves.
Tianhai Jiuliuli took several deep breaths in succession.
I tried to get rid of the uneasiness in my heart, and then gave myself a beautiful smile in the mirror.
It's okay... Liuli... You can definitely do it...
Tianhai Jiuliuli thought this way, opened her suitcase, and picked out a very beautiful short-sleeved shirt. After dressing up carefully and braiding her flaxen hair into a princess braid, she stepped on the sky blue
A waist bag, grab the daily necessities and prepare to go out.
Katcha.
However, as soon as the bedroom door was closed, a greeting voice came from the side.
"Morning."
"Good morning," Tianhai Jiuliuli replied subconsciously. Hearing that the voice was too familiar, he quickly turned his head and was surprised, "Lejun?"
】
"Huh?" Compared to Tianhai Jiuliuli's surprise when she saw him, Kagura Le smiled normally, "Why does Liuli look so incredible?"
"...It's just...I didn't expect Lejun to appear suddenly."
Tianhai Jiuliuli raised her eyes and looked at him, clasped her hands in front of her, and subconsciously asked, "Lejun... came to see me?"
"If I'm not looking for you, who should I be looking for? It's not breakfast time. I'll come over to have breakfast with you."
"Lejun may also be looking for Qiyue."
"But it's obvious that I talked to you and now I'm here to find you. It's very simple. I just want to have breakfast with you, Liuli."
Want to have breakfast together...
Hearing him say this to herself, Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't tell what it felt like.
Although very weak, she really felt needed, and he would take the initiative to care about her feelings.
In fact, even if I say so much, it can only be said in one sentence——
He took the initiative to come to me instead of looking for Qi Qi to have breakfast. I was very happy.
"What's wrong? Look at me like this."
"It's nothing," Tianhai Jiuliuli retracted his eyes and shook his head, "I'm just happy because Lejun can come over and invite me to have dinner together."
"Shouldn't I be the one to say this? I feel honored that a beautiful girl like Liuli would agree to my invitation."
After Kambara finished speaking, he politely treated her as a gentleman, stretched out his hand, and said in an imitating British accent:
"Beautiful lady,may i io have breakfast with me?"
"ly!" Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled and took his hand.
"Thank you." Kanbaru felt that her hand was small and soft in his palm, and it felt like a pleasant cherished feeling that could be destroyed by just squeezing it.
"But Lejun's accent just now is not very similar."
"Really?"
"Yeah. And compared to 'would you like to', 'would you care to' is more appropriate. The former is more common and used in daily life, while the latter is a more euphemistic and polite way of saying it, and is used for invitations in formal occasions.
Sometimes we will be more humble and respectful to each other.”
"I see," Kanbaru held the girl's hand, as if he had learned something, and quickly said to the girl, "Liu Li, don't you know more than me?"
"How can there be..."
Originally, Tianhai Jiuliuli was very happy that he praised her, but thinking about it carefully, Lejun...his English is not bad, how can he not know the difference between daily language and formal language?
Not to mention that he deliberately imitated a gentleman.
"Just... was it intentional?" Tianhai Jiuliuli stood in front of him, raised his head and asked.
"No way." Kanbaru just smiled and scratched the back of the girl's hand with his thumb to reassure her.
"Okay, Lejun is teasing me on purpose!" Tianhai Jiuliuli saw it at a glance, pouted, broke away from his hand, and reached out to hit his arm.
Kagura Raku felt no pain at all when her fist was placed on her arm.
"No, Liuli, if you hit someone randomly, I'm going to bite you."
"I hate it. It's obviously Lejun who is teasing me on purpose."
"Didn't I praise Liuli that you are smarter than me? Why did I deliberately tease you?"
"Lejun himself clearly knew that he made mistakes and asked me to correct them. Wasn't he just teasing me on purpose?"
"But Liuli is happy, right?"
"...How can I be happy."
"Isn't it happy to be like this? Your mouth is pouting. Liuli likes to be praised, right?"
"Humph."
"Okay, okay, stop hitting me. And Liuli, you are so cute now."
"Lejun is such a gangster."
"Huh? Why am I a gangster?"
"Deliberately teasing people."
"Isn't teasing your girlfriend the basic thing for a boyfriend?"
"You still know that I am your girlfriend..." Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became smaller and smaller as he spoke.
Kagura Raku could tell at a glance that she was jealous, and said seriously: "When I visited the Volcano Park, the first person I wanted to look for was Liuli, but I couldn't find you Liuli, and then I met July by chance."
"Really?" As he walked on the road, Tianhai Jiuli's sky-blue eyes looked at him.
"Didn't I just promise not to lie to you?"
"...It's either that I don't believe Lejun, or that I feel more at ease if you admit it personally..."
Liuli always shows her weak side around her at this time.
This is also a reflection of her insecurity.
When the two of them had just gotten back together, Liuli would rarely be like this.
The root cause is that Kambara concealed her relationship with Qiyue for a while.
When they arrived at the breakfast room, Kanbaru went out of their way to help Liuli prepare food.
Knowing that she usually exercises a lot, I helped her choose some foods high in fiber and protein.
Whole wheat toast, milk, bacon...and some barbecued sausage.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was watching from behind as he helped him choose something to eat...
She doesn't know if it's because she likes him... Now seeing his actions of actively helping her and asking what she wants to eat, she feels unexpectedly warm...
Kagura Raku carried two plates of food and took Tianhai Jiuli to a seat by the window of the hotel, facing the sea. Outside the floor-to-ceiling glass window was the scenery of the island.
After taking a seat, the conversation revolved around daily life, and there were also many interesting stories about local history and culture.
Kanbaru saw the way Tianhai Jiuruli often covered her mouth and smiled during the chat, and understood that she really liked to communicate with him. She could also fully understand the interesting things he told her, and even made some complaints along the way.
If so, she would smile again.
"Liu Li."
"Huh?"
"Will the wound on your stomach always leave a scar?"
"Why did you suddenly say this?"
"...When I see you smiling, I sometimes recall how you looked before, the way you huddled under the water pipe to hide in the rain. Recalling these, I can't help but think about Liuli.
You could have smiled so beautifully..."
This topic is heavy.
But both of them understood that it would be impossible not to face it.
"...Not yet Mr. Guile." Tianhai Jiuliuli poked dozens of eyes into the omelette on the porcelain plate with a steel fork, and then spoke first.
"Well... it's my fault. To be honest, I can't make up for what you lost during this period... Your belly would have been very good-looking, but now you still have such a scar." p>
"Lejun is saying that you don't want to make it up to me?"
"No, how could you think so."
"That's right," Tianhai Jiuliuli sat upright, like a girlfriend giving orders, "It's precisely because Lejun you can't make it up to me, so you have to keep making it up. If you can't make it up, don't make it up.
, that’s the most dissatisfying thing.”
Her appearance was fleeting. She used a steel fork to scrape the toast crumbs on the plate, and whispered: "And... I have also been sorry for you, Lejun, and I will never forget it."
, so I will always compensate you."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading!
Kanbaru looked at her actions as if she was a little girl feeling depressed, and smiled: "How can there be anyone who would spend his whole life because of something like that?"
"Whether you believe it or not, Lejun, that's what I think..."
"So..."
"So," Tianhai Jiuliuli took over the words and looked at Kanhara Le who was directly opposite, "you must always compensate the other party."
"This is a confession."
"Well, this is a confession."
Kanbaru took a bite of breakfast and then smiled at the food on the plate.
It really feels a lot more comfortable to talk so openly.
I have conflicts with Liuli, but I don’t want to separate from each other.
Kagura Raku knew that she liked Liuli. Not only did she like her for being generous outside, but she also liked her being a girlfriend in front of her.
"Liu Li, I want to ask about what happened before."
"What happened before?"
"That's what you wanted to give me in July."
"At that time," Tianhai Jiuliuli recalled seriously, "At that time, I really planned to stimulate Qiyue..."
"Why?"
"If I don't do that, Qiyue will always be angry with you... Because Lejun, you have forgotten the agreement with her, and she has been angry. If Qiyue teases you too much, you will probably
I won’t like her at all. I will still have high hopes from my mother, but in July she...will lose faith."
Kanhara asked again: "Liuli, what do you think? How to deal with it."
"It's very simple. As long as I promise you Lejun, she will face her heart in July. I can also gradually become distant from you Lejun in the following days, and because I will go abroad soon, once I leave
, the distance will widen the feeling, and it is natural for Qiyue and Lejun to break up."
"Understood."
Kanbaru thought for a moment, "If that's the case, then why did you choose to break up with me directly? It's better to follow your plan above."
Tianhai Jiuliuli has always felt guilty about this matter, and said hesitantly: "The main thing... The main thing is that my mother said a lot to me, and after understanding that I was dating Lejun, she asked me to break up and concentrate on studying.
At that time, I also thought that we should break up directly... It would be fine, I would be a bad person and I would become a loser in a year... As a result, my father stopped me again."
After listening to it, Shen Yuanle understood more:
"Liuli, your fault is that you take many things too naturally. Breaking up is actually nothing to me. What's more important is that feelings cannot be pushed aside."
"Yes... I know I was wrong, and I am willing to change it."
The atmosphere was a little heavy, and Kagura Le took the initiative to smile at her and said:
"So, in order to apologize now, Liuli didn't give up all of herself to me? I was cheated once, but it's worth it to be loved by a beautiful girl for a lifetime, and she still feels guilty towards me." "How can I... not only apologize, but also really like me. Lejun was very good to me before and had a lot of good impressions."
"So Liuli felt so painful when she apologized? She also cried secretly alone."
"Well..."
"Liu Li." Kanhara called her.
"What to do?"
When Tianhai Jiuliuli heard the sound, she just raised her head and was kissed a little on her lips in surprise.
"You will be my wife from now on."
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli stared blankly at Chi Chi's eyes for a second or two, and then hurriedly pushed Kanbaru Le away who was leaning over.
Clenching your legs, looking down, your face is still a little red.
......
It took her a few seconds to adjust, and her voice was much lower.
"...What to say..."
"That's not good. We all feel sorry for each other, so you compensate me and become my wife, and I compensate you and become your husband."
"Where can there be such compensation..."
"Don't Liuli want to marry me? As your wife, I will love you very much. I can accompany you every day, help you cook, and occasionally play games and watch movies with you. If you want to run, I will run with you.
I want to travel, so the two of us will ride a motorcycle together and go wherever we want! No one can restrain us. When camping at night, I will lie on your body and call you by your nickname."
"..."
Every scene he has longed for has been listed and described by him.
Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly felt a strong expectation in her heart... As a wife, she has experienced everything with the person she loves, and experienced every bit of daily life.
Sometimes they fight with each other, sometimes they act coquettishly.
In support, love each other.
"Liu Li, haven't you wanted to visit Maple Leaf Avenue in England since you were a child? My aunt has never fulfilled her promise, but I can take you there. If you want, I promise to take you there. Take a look at the street
In the coffee shop, take a look at the fountain surrounded by white pigeons, and take a look at the people sketching and playing the accordion under the avenue."
Hearing these words, Tianhai Jiuliuli was moved.
This is something that my mother has always promised to herself, but has never come true...
It is also my biggest dream since childhood.
At this moment, she suddenly didn't want to think about anything. She just wanted to confirm with him and get a positive answer.
"Really...?"
"Of course," Kanbaru said with the same smile and the same answer, "Didn't you agree not to deceive the other party again?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli's throat rolled several times. She didn't know why... the atmosphere around her became a lot hotter...
She lowered her head, bit her lip subconsciously, looked at her legs with her hands clamped, and after a long silence, she murmured:
"...If you lie to me, I will definitely...absolutely...absolutely...definitely-"
"No need to be absolute, Liuli, I promise you, I will do it."
"...Really?"
"Really."
"Really?"
"Really, I won't lie to you."
"Really...?"
"Definitely."
......
"...Then, it's agreed that you must, must, take me to have a look."
"Okay, we agreed, I will definitely take you there."
"Pull the hook." Tianhai Jiuliuli stretched out his hand to him.
"Pull the hook." Kanhara smiled and hooked it up with his little finger.
The two of them were above the dining table, their thumbs touching each other.