What Qiyue envies is Ling, why doesn’t Ling envy Qiyue/Liu Li?
Recalling what happened in the past few days, Kanbaru understood the thoughts in the two people's minds, and derived the third question - what does Liuli expect from him?
In the last few days of the trip to Hawaii, Kagura Raku continued to maintain the identity of Tenkai Nanamiyue, and observed the colored glass that had replaced him during his vacation...
In fact, after changing the body, in terms of everyone's changes, Liuli was the one who changed the least.
She still maintains affinity with her classmates in the class, helps out whenever she needs help, and works hard to maintain the relationship between classmates.
Kagawa Raku could see that the fit between Jiu Liuli and his body was very good... Liuli, who maintained an approachable image in the eyes of everyone, made Kagura Raku unable to figure out anything for several days...
..
Since Liuli is so similar to herself and can perfectly assume the identity of Kanbaru Raku, what does she expect from herself?
This matter depends on guessing, and it will definitely take several days, so it is better to ask directly.
At noon on the thirteenth day of the school trip, Kanbaru went directly to the hotel's buffet hall, intending to ask Liuli about it.
As soon as he arrived here, he stood at the entrance and found that on the seats in the hall, Kanbaru was feeding Amami no Yuki sushi.
Amami no Yuki sat next to Kambara very obediently. Kaname Yura seemed to ask Amami no Yuki if he wanted to eat from time to time, with a smile on his face all the time.
After Tiankai Zhiyuki nodded slightly, Kanbaru picked up a piece of sushi and fed it directly to Tiankai Zhiyuki's little mouth.
Kambaraku was still laughing and communicating with yuki.
......
In such a feeding scene, Kanbaru Raku felt that the two of them were getting along very harmoniously outside the restaurant.
Liuli...do you have such a good relationship with Zhixue now?
According to common sense, don't Liuli and Qiyue take care of Zhixue with a certain purpose?
Want her to give up?
Why does Liuli seem to treat Zhixue sincerely now...
Tianhai Qimingyue stood at the entrance and watched for a long time. Kanbaru got up at this time and seemed to have to go to the toilet. After telling Yuki to wait for her to come back, he walked out of the buffet hall.
In the corridor leading from the hall to the bathroom, Kanbaru took the opportunity to reach out and call out to her.
"Huh? Qi... No, it's Lejun." Kambara couldn't react for a while, but after seeing who it was, a friendly smile appeared on her face, "What did Lejun and Ling do last night?
? I didn’t even see you in the assembly.”
Tianhai Qimingyue: "Ling wanted to go to the amusement park yesterday, so I stayed with her all night."
"So sudden? You can go there during the day the next day." Kambara looked slightly surprised.
"There's no need to go into too much detail about this. You know that sometimes this girl A Ling likes to be unruly, and sometimes I also like to be unruly with her..." Kanhara shook his head, "Let's just say
Tell me what I want to ask Liuli about you."
Hearing this, Tianhai Jiuliuli became more serious: "Well, Lejun, please tell me."
Kanbaru tried to find some details on his face, but couldn't find anything after looking at it for a while, so he had to ask directly:
"Liuli, you and Qiyue have been taking care of Zhixue in the past few days, right?"
"That's right."
"Then your purpose is to make Zhixue give up her love for me, right? Even if she doesn't know about it yet."
"..."
This sentence silenced Tianhai Jiuliuli's inquiry, because no matter how good he was to Yuki, this was also a kind of purposeful care, which was completely different from the spontaneous action of Kanhara Le taking care of Yuki...
.
But.
After Tianhai Jiuliuli heard what Aunt Zi said to herself that day, from Kambara's perspective, she gained an additional understanding of Yuki's awkward position.
There is no fundamental difference between yuki and herself and July.
They are all people who lack love due to unfortunate families...
Tianhai Jiuliuli is very self-aware on this point.
Therefore, taking this into consideration, and also sympathizing with Yuki's situation, even if he cannot accept that she will share Zuo Lejun's love, Tianhai Jiuliuli does not want to make any false claims about taking care of Yuki.
......
After thinking about the problem in silence, Tianhai Jiuliuli sorted out his thoughts and told them directly to Kanhara Le.
After listening to this, Kanbaru couldn't help but think deeply...
"Liu Li is saying that you really want to take good care of Yuki and don't want her to turn into the same person you were when you were little. But at the same time, you don't really want Yuki to share my feelings for you?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his left arm with his right hand and nodded to him: "That's it..."
Liuli, especially wants to take care of yuki and be kind to yuki...
Kanhara seemed to have gotten a clue and continued to ask:
"Regarding Zhixue, can I ask Liuli what you thought of her at first and what you think of her now?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli glanced towards the buffet hall, and she saw the girl with long beige hair waiting for her quietly inside.
After taking a look, she turned back to Kamarale and said:
"Zhixue was originally sent here by my grandfather. He considered that my sister-in-law had never had a normal living environment, so he wanted to send her to us, take her to school together, take her to live together, and try to take care of her.
Take care of her. I am not opposed to the arrival of my sister-in-law. On the contrary, I am happy because I have a new family member at home... The days when we went on motorcycle trips with Yuki, the days when we played together in the band,
I'm still very impressed...
"I also thought about getting along well with Yuki, buying her clothes, teaching her some things, because after all, she is also a very cute person, she is a relative of me and Qiyue, and she is also a new member of the family.
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"However, in fact, during that time when you were taking care of Yuki, you were mostly helping her, Lejun... I also feel guilty that I didn't take care of Yuki much when I first came here, so now I want to be serious about being nice to her.
..It can be regarded as an apology to yuki..."
"That's it..."
Kanhara Raku roughly understood Tianhai Jiuliuli's thoughts, touched his chin, and continued to think and recall.
He discovered that Liuli seemed to really like the feeling of Yuki being close to her.
Could it be that...this has something to do with Liuli's own longing for "Kannahara Music"?
Kanbaru got a clue and continued to discuss with her based on the topic just now.
"But to be honest, Liuli and Qiyue were very busy during that time, right. Liuli, you just served as the vice president of the student union and the director of the Kyudo Club. You have to be busy with a lot of things at school every day. July is also
She needs to manage her company and find time to learn a lot of management knowledge... Not to mention Ah Ling, she is very popular and has been dubbing. I heard her reciting scripts at night. p>
"In this case, it seems that I am the only one who has time to take care of Yuki. It's not your fault."
Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded in agreement:
"Lejun has always been very busy. Not only has he been recognized by his father in business, but he has also always taken care of his family. But in this case, Lejun can still really take care of Zhixue... This is
This is something I can learn from Lejun, and at the same time, I feel guilty about my own shortcomings."
Regardless of anything else, Tianhai Jiuliuli is grateful from the bottom of his heart and admires Kambara's contribution to the family.
He does the housework and meals, and he has to face devilish training from his father every day.
While maintaining these, we even have to take care of our studies and the band...
Tianhai Jiuliuli wanted to help Shenyuanle take the worries away, and he also took these things into consideration...
Kanhara smiled:
"I don't think it's a big deal. Am I not your brother?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli shook his head: "It is precisely because Lejun thinks so that he deserves respect at this point. Of course, please let me complain here... Lejun is still a poor person when it comes to handling emotions.
Scumbag."
"..."
Even if you call yourself a scumbag, you still need to use honorifics...
Even though she is Kanbaru Raku now, Ruri is too cute like this.
Kanbaru smiled involuntarily:
"Well, since you and Qiyue both think I'm a scumbag, I think I can say something to you directly, Liuli, and let Liuli make the choice. Will you choose to let me give up Qiyue?" p>
"I will," Tianhai Jiuliuli replied immediately, but suddenly changed his tone, "But as a sister, I don't want Qiu to be sad at all... Some time ago, I felt that my emotions were too heavy, and I couldn't help but
It makes it difficult for Lejun to choose, and it also makes Qiyue very uncomfortable...
"Lejun, do you understand? A few days ago, I felt a little uneasy. I hesitated and had a video call with Qiyue. I thought Qiyue would scold and ridicule my position in Lejun's heart like before, but Qiyue
No..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes glowed with memories.
"Qiyue still remembers that I am her sister... Qiyue just listened to my troubles and the anguish in my heart, and then helped me analyze my current situation, the troubles and entanglements I face..." <
/p>
When Tianhai Jiuliuli said this, he smiled bitterly.
"Obviously I said something outrageous to Qi Qi before at Shinjuku Gyoen, 'Brother is just pitying you.'"
......
Kanbaru's heart was in a mess after hearing this.
Liuli did say that, but from her point of view, there is no problem in saying so. And Qiyue also said similar words, saying that she didn't love Liuli, so she chose Qiyue and so on...<
/p>
These things are emotions.
The emotions are rising and it is difficult to control them.
Every honest person will get angry one day. Liuli is usually such a loveless person, but Qiyue has taken away the support of her heart. It is normal for her to be so desperate that her head will burst with anger.
It should be said that if it were a more fragile person, someone who had Liuli's experience since childhood, but was more fragile, wouldn't he be so desperate that he would commit suicide by jumping off a building?
In fact, Liuli did have suicidal thoughts with that knife.
So, Kambaraku comforted her and said:
"Liuli, don't blame yourself too much. Qiyue did make mistakes for you, but I made even more mistakes."
Tianhai Jiuliuli shook his head again: "Lejun, I understand now... This is already the case between us, so don't talk about right or wrong. What happened before... I don't want to blame Lejun.
"Through the chat with Qiyue that day, I found that I was just worried. Am I completely inferior to Qiyue? It seems that Qiyue has always been tolerant and helped people secretly. At first, she even wanted Lejun to pursue me. ”
This is undeniable.
Kagura Raku also recognized:
"She is indeed like this in July..."
"I want to ask Lejun a question."
"Ask." Kanhara nodded.
Tianhai Jiuliuli became more serious: "She Qiyue... Lejun, did you agree to Qiyue, but at the same time, Lejun still refuses to give up on me?"
Kanbaru couldn't help but become serious:
"Yes, that's what I told her. I even told her directly, 'I'm sorry, Qiyue, I also like you because of your experience and getting along with you, but I'm sorry, I can't give up Liuli. , I can only give you half of my love. If you agree, I will promise to talk to Liuli directly about this matter. If you don’t agree, then we will pretend that nothing has happened."
Tianhai Jiuliuli wanted to know even more: "How did she reply in July?"
"She agreed and semi-acquiesced to my relationship with you. It's just that after I told you what happened between me and Qiyue, you said those words to Qiyue. Because Qiyue had scars in her heart, So I said those outrageous things to you again..."
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"..."
The two of them had helpless expressions upon their discussion.
"Lejun, I discovered that we are all family members and relatives who want to live well...but some things always cause us to open scars on each other...I even once had a relationship with Qiyue Their relationship is not harmonious, and because A Ling helped Qi Qi, she can’t talk to anyone in the family..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli’s smile became even more bitter.
"What's going on? Obviously when we first met, we all got along very well. We could all sit at the same dining table, eat the dinner Lejun cooked for us, and study together... We, How long has it been since we were able to sit and eat together and talk together?"
Messy.
It’s really a mess.
However, Kambaraku still had a clear idea.
Liuli's words simply express that everyone in the family is too alienated, and the family has never been harmonious again.
All that remains is the depressing struggle and pain.
The call between Liuli and Qiyue, because Qiyue helped regardless of past suspicions, led Liuli to find the sisterhood she once had with Qiyue...
Liuli wanted to try to let go, and no longer wanted to put so much pressure on Kanhara Le.
Alas...
The essence of everyone is to love the people around them.
But because the feelings were too heavy, a war broke out between them...
Tianhai Jiuliuli turned his head sideways, staring at Tianhai Zhixue who was waiting in the restaurant, and murmured:
"Lejun, Aunt Zi said a lot to me, and I was really moved when I heard it. I seemed to see my own shadow in Zhixue; does Lejun know? I have been taking care of him these days.
Xue went shopping, took her to buy clothes and new things... I was really moved when I heard her saying "Thank you Sister Liuli"... Zhixue is also a good boy, very nice.
Even if she is a good person, I can't treat her badly. When facing her, I can't take care of her with impure intentions...
"The same is true for July, and the same is true for Ling...
"I don't want to go back to the night where I can't talk to everyone after school and then play games alone, and I don't want to say such annoying things to July who doesn't care about past grudges... The more
The more I spend time with Zhixue, the more I miss the naughty July who held my arms and called me "sister"...
"After experiencing so many things, everyone has really changed a lot..."
Kambara's eyes were moved when she heard this: "Liuli, are you... really planning to let go? You plan to coexist completely peacefully with Qiyue."
"I didn't say that! It's just that I figured out something...and Lejun hasn't taken me to England yet, has he?"
I understand, I really understand.
Liuli now is actually in the same state as July, in a state where she can break through.
They are all in a state of wanting to let go, but are still in a state of not letting go completely.
......
Kanbaru laughed.
In this way, isn't Liuli's original wish ready to come out?
Liuli doesn't like being alone, she wants to chat with everyone and stay with everyone...
In other words, her wish is to gain what "Kanahara Raku" has, everyone's love.
Liuli, who was originally the most complicated, has the simplest wish.
After thinking about this, Kanbaru was so happy that he not only puffed up his chest, but also curved the corners of his mouth.
He knew that the time was almost up and it was time to take the initiative to do something.
"I understand what Liuli is thinking, and I have a suggestion."
"What proposal?" Tianhai Jiuliuli was curious.
"How about we all go to a restaurant for dinner tonight, sit together and have a good chat, call Shang Qiyue, call Shang Ling, call Shang Zhixue, and have everyone gather together to have a dinner. How about it? Will Liuli agree?" Tianhai Jiuliuli looked silently at the face in front of her that belonged to her sister, but did not look like her sister at all.