Chapter 367 The warm and windy second half of the night
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This is probably what it feels like after breathing heavily.
Holding my head on the big bed, looking up at the sky outside the window, looking at the darkening clouds on the horizon, and then began to think... what is the so-called life.
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This is probably how your brain wakes up after the incident.
Kambara closed her eyes and smelled the fragrance of sunflowers brought by the breeze of the manor outside the window.
He doesn't really want to think about what life is, because he has figured it out since he was a child... What he needs is always to have someone who loves him, and then live happily every day. p>
Kagura opened his eyes again, and he turned around and looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was sleeping with Xue Jian next to him.
See her sleeping face.
My face smiled unconsciously...
Of course, there is also a hint of embarrassment because of what just happened...
Reaching out and pulling the quilt up to her shoulders, Kanamehara turned to the left, only to realize that Qiyue was no longer here.
Where did July go?
Seeing the empty quilt on the left, Kanbaru took advantage of the moonlight and grabbed the phone in the dark.
The screen suddenly lit up, and Kanbaru was stimulated by the bright light and subconsciously closed his eyes.
He looked at the time carefully and saw that it was already three o'clock in the morning.
It turns out... I've already slept.
But where did July go?
It's three o'clock in the morning.
Maybe she just went to drink water, maybe she went to the toilet...
But for some reason, when he saw the empty space on the left, he felt that his heart was a little lonely this night.
Kanbaru stood up, put on his pants, and walked out of the largest bedroom in the manor.
In a large villa like this, the corridors are usually illuminated at night.
Kagura Raku walked to the nearest restroom and knocked on the door. After waiting for a few seconds and no response, she realized that Tianhai Qimingyue was not here.
Since she wasn't in the bathroom, where did she go?
Kanbaru looked back at the spacious mansion, walked along the spiral staircase to the second floor and walked to the living room...
He walked all the way out of the gate and looked for the courtyard. Finally, under an old tree, he saw the back of a girl standing in a field of sunflowers in the distance...
She was wearing a white bathrobe, bathing in the moonlight, and the evening breeze was blowing the patches of sunflowers in front of her...
Because it is approaching midnight and the temperature this year is higher than in previous years, there is already a crisp chirping of cicadas in the wild at this time.
Kanbaru looked at the hazy back of Qiyue from a distance...
She was looking into the distance, her flaxen hair floating in the night...
Her eyes looked extremely hazy in the moonlit night...
Kagura Raku crossed the path in the sunflower field and walked towards her.
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"Why are you here in July?"
"Come out and get some air." The Seven Bright Moons in the Sky looked away from the invisible shadow of Mount Fuji in the distance, and the lake outside the sunflower field was sparkling.
She closed her eyes quietly... There was a calm beauty on her face...
"Are you... not used to it? I think you should rest now." Kambara's eyes fell directly on her beautiful facial features. Just looking at her face now, I can't imagine what she looked like in bed just now.
Looks like...
"Why did brother come out again?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked as she opened her eyes, her sky-blue eyes shining with moonlight.
"Come out to find you."
"Then why did you come out to find me?"
"When I saw you weren't there...I naturally came out to look for you."
Tianhai Qimingyue looked at his face for a long time, and found that he was only wearing pajamas, so he came out to look for her at three o'clock in the morning...
"Although...there are some words
If I talk to you too much, you will find it annoying...but I still want to say thank you."
[In view of the general environment,
Kanbaru felt strange. He approached her and took her hand, "Why are you suddenly so alienated? Wasn't it... quite enthusiastic before? Did I go too far before?"
"..."
Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head in silence, and she turned to ask another question, "If I suddenly disappeared one day like tonight, would you still come to me like today?"
"...Qiyue, what are you talking about?" Kagura Raku didn't understand the meaning of her question for a while.
Tianhai Qimingyue hugged his left arm with his right hand and continued to ask him: "Will you?"
"Definitely." Kanbaru replied while also observing Qiyue, wondering why she suddenly became like this after sleeping for a while.
At first he didn't understand it at all.
But when she saw the thin yukata on Qiyue's body and ***'s shoulders, she almost guessed her inner thoughts...
That's right, I felt comfortable when I visited before...I also fell asleep after finishing...
He actually forgot that this time it was originally for Qiyue to fulfill the agreement... Qiyue was actually asking for her position in his heart with a very, very serious mood...
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Although Qi Qi seemed to have a lot of fun when Liuli was there.
But what if Liuli is not here...Does this represent this first experience, a kind of contract?
Thinking of this, Kanharale also knew what he should do.
"Qiyue, come here quickly." Kanbaru stretched out his hand to her and motioned her to lean against his shoulder.
"What? Still want to do it?"
"Of course not."
Seeing that she didn't resist much, Kanbaru pulled her to him, then stretched out his hands to hug her.
Tianhai Qimingyue's two hands were pressed against his heart, and her cheek was pressed against his. The girl did not expect that he would do this suddenly.
"July." Kanbaru closed his eyes, and while holding her, he called out the name of the girl in his arms.
"Calling me like that...are you trying to be coquettish?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't understand his thoughts, but she didn't refuse his hug. On the contrary...because of his hug, her body seemed to feel a lot warmer in the dark night. "You must have troubles in July, right? That's why you came here in the middle of the night. How about talking to me?"
"..."
"Tell me, Qi Qi, I will listen to you carefully."
I will listen to you carefully...
A simple sentence, but it made Tianhai Qimingyue's mind ripple.
Think about it carefully, in more than ten years, how many people have been willing to calm down and listen to themselves?
She even knew that it was useless to express her annoyance to the outside world, as it would only lead to incomprehension from others.
But now, there really is such a person who is willing to listen to me talk about my troubles and is willing to help me solve my troubles...
In fact, what touches my heart is not only that he is willing to listen, but also that he understands my feelings...
"Originally... I thought that handing over my first time would give me a lot of peace of mind... but it turned out that my previous idea was wrong. Now I am thinking, if one day, I no longer have what you are pursuing,
The thing you love...what will happen to you then?"
Kanbaru heard Qiyue in her arms telling herself such words with her eyes closed.
I completely understand her current state.
"You still feel insecure in July."
"Perhaps so. After all, for more than ten years, I was basically walking alone on a path that I didn't even know had any hope."
Kanbaru hugged her tighter and let Qi Qi's cheek touch her.
He held his neck and let her completely rely on his arms, "What Qi Qi is actually most afraid of is being abandoned, right?"
"..."
Not hearing Qi Qi's answer, Kanbaru said gently to the petite-looking girl in her arms:
"Because in July when I was a child, I was the July who cried and ran to the mountains alone to ask my mother to come to you... You hurt your feet and got wet, and then you sat silently in the countryside alone.
Waiting for mom at the bus stop... In fact, I have always been expecting mom to come find you in July, right?"
"..." Tianhai Qi Mingyue listened to his gentle voice, hugged his neck, closed her eyes, and said nothing.
"I remember the way you looked up at me in July. There was no sparkle in your eyes... you just looked at me blankly... At that time, July sat alone in the rain for a day,
In fact, Xiao Qiyue also knows that she has been abandoned by her mother... But Xiao Qiyue is still willing to believe that her mother is looking for her... However, when I carry you to the villa area, you see your mother still...
When I was teaching my sister piano, I had to face reality completely.
"This is the first time... Later, Xiao Qiyue met me. I gave you food, took you to play, and told you stories... I told you the little secrets in the mountains, such as your
For the first time, I learned that to make a fire, you need to blow it with the wind. For example, I told you that some fruits in the mountains are inedible, and I also told you where you can go and where you can't go.
"Actually, I am equivalent to your second "mother"... taking the initiative to take you to see the beauty of this world...
"In your eyes in July, I am very important. But in fact, to me, you are just a playmate I had when I was a child... So I give you things and make delicious food for you.
Only then can I remember it for so long... But later, there was no contact with me anymore. You came from Tokyo... A little girl came to me all the way, but she didn't see anything...
"This is the second abandonment...
"Now, a year ago, you confessed your love to me, but I rejected you countless times... I forgot the agreement between us, the promise of "you learn knowledge, I will tell you stories",
I even drove you away once...
"This is the third abandonment..."
After saying these words, Kanbaru felt as if he had returned to the past. He gently held Qiyue in his arms and felt the temperature of her cheeks...
"Qiyue, in fact, no matter how she changes, her true heart is always the little Qiyue waiting for her mother at the bus stop. She doesn't want to be abandoned. She wants to gain solid support and absolute trust. For this reason...
.She is willing to do anything, no matter what..."
Kambaraku stopped, opened his eyes, and looked at Tianhai Qimingyue, who was leaning on his shoulder and neck with his eyes closed.
Her mouth moved slightly:
"The story... is very well told."
She opened Mingrun's beautiful eyes and looked at the face of Kaname Yuara:
"But now that I have given you my most important thing, and you have got me, will it still be the same as before? People always like the new and hate the old, just like reading a book, absorbing emotions from a book,
But when these emotions end and the story ends...it’s time to move on to the next story."
"July."
"Yeah, I'm listening."
"I don't know about other people, but I never think that if I have the first time with you in July, I will get you completely... In the future, in the future, there will be countless days in the future.
Waiting for us, daily money, rice, oil and salt, your foundation, various pressures on the family... Even in life, we can also find the fun of bickering in a daily relationship... July is very
You know me, do you know what I like most?"
"Care, whether others care about you or you care about others."
"Life will never be smooth sailing. There will always be obstacles that are difficult to overcome...if you suddenly disappeared in July
If I leave, what should I do? There are countless women in this world, but you are the only one I can meet in July... The only one I can meet in July can understand me and support me.
Yue... you are the only one... If you are no longer here, I will be really sad, and my heart will become empty, because the naughty Qiyue has disappeared, and sometimes she is arrogant and cold, but she actually cares about herself.
July also disappeared...
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"The first time Qiyue and I have today... is not the end, but a new beginning... No matter what, I also want to have Qiyue's care. I'm gone... Where can I find it?"
You understand me so well, understand me, and secretly help me and take care of my emotions?
"So... Xiao Qiyue, please be sure, be sure, be sure, be at ease, I am still waiting to formally marry you in the future, and then have a child with you.
"Don't you look forward to your children in July? You will definitely not treat her like your mother. You will definitely show infinite love and infinite care to your own children... Look at her happy
To grow up, hold her hand and grow up slowly."
In a word...
Every word that was spoken leisurely...even the seven bright moons in the sky and sea heard it.
"One thousand one hundred and thirty-eight."
"What one thousand one hundred and thirty-eight?"
"I will always remember these one thousand one hundred and thirty-eight words you said to me."
Kanbaru laughed, hugged her tighter, and pressed his face closer to hers:
"How boring are you in July? You still count the number of words I speak?"
Tianhai Qimingyue put her hands on his heart, looked at him seriously and said: "...Not everyone has the patience to say such a long list of words, right? If it were an ordinary person, most of them would choose just a few words of comfort, and
It's not like you, telling me a long story... Tell me what you really think, and then give me what I really want... Only a fool like you can do this... Only you can do this to me...
I said this... didn't I?"
"...Well, it seems to be true. After all, you don't have many friends in Qiyue. Although Liuli understands you, she can't say these words."
When Kanbaru saw how serious she was, her sky-blue eyes seemed to be shining brightly under the moonlight.
Is this... touching?
Kanbaru was not sure, but she knew that Qiyue absolutely liked what he said to her, so he continued to smile at her delicate little face and said:
"Then why don't you cherish me more in Qiyue? Don't say anything about disappearing suddenly. Isn't little Qiyue the little girl who will come to me no matter what?"
"Sorry..."
"Okay, okay," Kanbaru hugged her again, feeling more and more that Qiyue was actually a petite girl, not some smart young lady or a top student. "Stop apologizing. Rather than apologizing,
, I prefer you to make some funny jokes to me in July... Every time you get serious in July, I will feel distressed... So actually I was quite happy just now."
"I like you."
"I know." Kanbaru smiled in the sunflower field.
"I like you very much."
"You don't have to be so straightforward, I know everything."
"It's precisely because I like you that I specially invited you here today."
"Okay, okay," Kanbaru patted her back, feeling the warmth of her in his arms, comforting her, "...and wasn't July very happy before? The previous July and the current July
The moon is completely different, which is quite strange."
Tianhai Qimingyue replied on his chest: "People always have serious and non-serious sides, and now it is my serious side..."
"When we were in the house just now, were we not serious?"
"That's right."
"...I said to you in July, you think the first time is so important, why don't you take it seriously?"
"Because I have to consider my sister. It's hard to be serious when my sister is around."
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Well, this is actually my fault. Liuli stayed and had half of her wishes.
Although there is no official and Liuli...but it's almost...
"Here it is, now."
The white yukata suddenly fell next to the girl's slender feet.
"..."
Kanbaru was stunned when he saw the eyes of Tian Hai Qimingyue looking over him, and when he saw the hanging hair and the body that was whiter and more beautiful than the moonlight. He looked around and saw that except for the sunflowers that were taller than a person, there were only
The lawn cooled by the night breeze.
"Wait, now...? Here?! Now we have to - by the way, are you okay in July?"
"I'm okay, but if my sister is here, it will affect my thoughts... So here, one-on-one, take it seriously."
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Kanbaru Raku patted his forehead and said quickly: "...Now and July you...I have no objection to doing it again, but wouldn't the place be too good?"
It was already dark by this time, and the moon was appearing and disappearing.
On the side of the sea of sunflowers is a lake with a wooden bridge in the middle, and behind it is a lawn on a high ground.
"Don't like the outside?"
"This is not..."
"Then hurry up."
Tianhai Qimingyue placed her hands on the wooden guardrail beside the flower field, and her silky flaxen hair flowed down as she bent down.
Kanbaru looked at her backline lit up by the moonlight, and saw her clear eyes that turned her head sideways.
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The wind blowing across the lake took away some of the hot breath.
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The wooden fence in the flower field, the wooden bridge in the lake, the trees beside the road, the lawn with leaves turned white by the wind...
These scenes lingered in the mind of the panting Kambara.
Now he just wants to lie down on the lawn and look at the moon half covered by clouds...
His head was empty again.
The moonlight illuminated the endless lawn, and the girl's swaying figure reflected the flower fields and the sparkling lake. Her eyes were as gentle as water, but hazy as the moon... The moment she closed her eyes
, Kanhara Raku could only feel her tightened pink and white toes that were stained with a bit of earthy fragrance... they were also extremely beautiful and sublime.
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"...Go back to sleep." Kanbaru said while lying on the lawn, panting.
"This time, it's not bad..." Tianhai Qimingyue nestled in his arms, and with her tender hands, she lifted up the long hair beside her ears, exuding a sweet fragrance.
Qi Mingyue didn't smile, but Kanwara laughed when she saw her beautiful face directly above her, blocking her sight and blocking the moon.
He reached out and patted his butt twice.
"I wonder who was screaming so loudly just now?"
"It was great just now, but now I just want to say "not bad"."
"I just want to be tough, right?" Kanbaru couldn't help but smile, and yawned loudly, "Ha~~~ But I... just want to sleep now."
"You have to send me one more time."
Upon hearing this, Kanbaru put his hands together and quickly begged the girl who sat up straight again: "Auntie! Please let me go back to sleep... I will be dead in one night."
The beautiful face of Tianhai Qimingyue smiled slightly: "But there is still one more time to go."
"Can——"
"Shh~ We haven't been to the lake beside the road yet. There is a small wooden platform for fishing there, which faces the entire lake."