Out of curiosity, Tianhai Zhixue carried her schoolbag and stayed at the entrance. She secretly scratched the corner of the wall and carefully poked her head out to see the people talking in the living room.
Dad was sitting on the largest sofa, with a serious and old-fashioned expression.
"There is no room for negotiation, just let it go and go home."
"Grandpa, I want-"
"Is it necessary to say any more?"
Amkai Soichiro directly interrupted Sakakibara Raku, forcing him to choke back what he was about to say.
"What needs to be said was discussed clearly yesterday. You don't need to use that set of rhetoric to convince me. She only has that kind of feeling for you. Under the premise that this feeling cannot be achieved, why don't you let her go?
, do you plan to maintain a relationship with Qi Mingyue and at the same time have any unclear relationship with her sister-in-law?"
"of course not."
"Words of promise never have any effect, and I will never allow this to happen."
Sakakibara didn't want to do this, and tried his best to explain: "Isn't grandpa's hope that Zhixue's condition has improved? As long as she stays with us-"
"Can it get better? That's just the premise that you, the kid, are willing to respond to her feelings, but what is the current situation? You are unwilling to respond to her, and you still keep her by your side even though you know your thoughts. Do you think,
Is this possible? Don't forget who she is and who you are.
"Boy, remember, it was you who chose to give up on her, not me who forced her to go back. Or do you want her to stay by your side and be rejected again and again by expressing her love for you? Can you handle it well?
The relationship between you and Qi Mingyue and her?
"On your last school trip, Zhixue's condition relapsed. I heard Xiaozi say, isn't this caused by you?"
"..."
The old man's last words left Sakakibara speechless.
He could have rebutted one or two things before, but the last one was indeed the truth.
The actual situation was even worse than the old man imagined, because his relationship with Zhixue was indeed very ambiguous.
It even made Qiyue and Liuli angry...
If I put Zhixue by my side again, can I really take care of her again and let her let go of her love for him?
Raku Sakakihara admitted that he was very happy staying with Yuki.
But what I have to admit more is that I will never be able to handle the emotions between myself and Yuki.
After spending so many days together, she truly likes him.
Even if she was told countless times not to get so close to him...she would still choose to come in contact with him because her inner emotions could not be released.
...
Every day when I wake up and call Zhixue to wake up, I can see her tightly hugging the white cat doll he gave her...
This severe lack of security, coupled with the fact that Snow in Hawaii played the guitar to express her love for herself, doesn't it mean that Snow in Hawaii treats her feelings?
The contact between Zhixue and herself has crossed the line. Qiyue won't be angry about this? Liuli won't be angry about this?
Soichiro Amakai stood up, looking uninterested, "We've discussed enough gossip, and I've given you enough time to convince me, but the reality is that you, kid, can't handle Yuki's feelings at all.
.As for Zhixue, I can tell you clearly, you either accept it or don't get entangled with her. Letting go now will cause the least pain to her. Otherwise, you still let her stay by your side and accept it.
If you treat her well, she will only feel uncomfortable for the rest of her life."
Tianhai Jiuliuli tried to say: "Then grandpa should also consider yuki's wishes. If she is unwilling-"
"I've made the matter very clear. If you don't let her go and let her continue to stay with that kid, she will suffer from this for the rest of her life."
"..."
Even though no one wants Yuki to leave, this is the only fact that can never be refuted.
Amkai Soichiro said nothing, but when he stood up to leave, he turned his back to everyone and said, "I will come to take Zhiyuki home this Saturday. You should prepare yourself." and then left.
...
When Tianhai Zhixue's father walked towards the entrance, he hid in the open kitchen at the corner in advance.
Then watched him and Uncle Ying leave.
She didn't hear a few words clearly.
She just knew that everyone was discussing her, and then she took pleasure in her father's words, becoming more and more uncomfortable, and she could say less and less...
Le...I feel uncomfortable because of myself...
This is what she saw with her naked eyes.
And this time it was not just fun, Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu both felt uncomfortable about it.
Tianhai Zhixue knew that Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu were angry with Le because of what happened a week ago.
Le got too close... and did things he shouldn't have done...
Le, and Ling, are you feeling very uncomfortable?
Because of myself, I am not allowed to apologize to Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu... and I have to accept punishment...
I...it seems like this isn't the first time I've let Le do this...
Yuki Amami peeked her head out from the open kitchen to take a look. Raku Sakakibara sat in silence on the sofa, feeling uncomfortable for no reason...
*
night.
The rainy season is still falling.
Tianhai Zhixue sat alone on the big bed in the room, quietly looking at the white cat doll held in her hands in front of her in a daze.
Seeing this white cat doll, she can always think of the smile Lela showed to her when he visited her in the hospital.
"Here, this is a gift for Zhixue."
Le said so and smiled to himself.
Amami no Yuki looked away, put down the doll, and picked up the "Life Manual" written for her by Sakakibara Raku.
There are a lot of words on it, and there are a lot of messages and instructions he wrote... Behind every particularly important regulation, there is a big exclamation mark.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Tianhai Zhixue reached out and touched the words and handwriting on it, as if she could see him speaking in front of her eyes.
Be happy...Always smile to yourself...
Always be kind to yourself...
I always take myself to see many novel things...
Tianhai Zhixue stared blankly at the notes in his hand and thought for a long time. He thought of Le carrying him up the mountain, of Le helping him process the video, smiling and patting his back, of Le finishing frying for him.
After the ice cream, watch yourself eating it and then smile...
She was thinking, although the music was so good, why did she still feel uncomfortable for no reason?
...she doesn't understand.
Amami Yuki neatly stacked all the things Sakakibara Raku gave her, then quickly walked to Suzu's room next door and found Sakakihara Suzu who was still memorizing the animation script.
"You mean, if my brother is nice to you, you will feel uncomfortable?" Suzu Sakakihara sat in front of the computer and took off her noise-proof headphones.
"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue nodded her little head.
"Well, it's normal...because I thought the same thing."
"Have you ever thought about this, Suzuya?"
"Yes," Sakakibara Suzu replied, holding her fingers on her chin, facing Amami Nozuki who was listening obediently, "...sometimes, I wonder, why is my brother so nice to me?
For no reason, he cooks for me and does my laundry. I usually ask him to help pour water. Even if he is reluctant, he will still go...and it is obvious that I just made him unhappy not long ago.
But whenever something happens to me, he will put aside the previous things and run over to comfort me."
"I didn't understand."
"You're right if you didn't understand! Because this is the reason. In fact, the reason for having this idea is very simple...because we ourselves have never given him anything in return."
"Repay..."
"Yes, it's repayment. Yuki, if you like someone, after he treats you well, you will want to repay him and make him happy. It is consistent with your usual mood of 'wanting to be happy'!
"
"..." Tianhai Zhixue listened patiently.
Suzu Sakakihara continued: "My brother has been a little sad recently because he has done something wrong recently - I won't mention it. Yuki, you see that he is unhappy, and you have not given him anything in return, so you can't help him.
If you do anything to him, little Yuki, you will naturally feel uncomfortable."
"...Then, Ling, what should we do?"
"This is not easy, do things that make him happy!" Suzu Sakakihara suddenly covered her mouth, "Wait a minute... I seem to have told you this before."
"...But doing that will make Le, Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu unhappy..."
"Hahaha~ This, don't mention this... If you ask me about other things that make a certain guy happy, I can't tell you myself... because he doesn't actually need us right now."
"You don't need us...?"
When Sakakihara Suzu said this, her face also dimmed. She was silent for a while, then she raised her head with a forced smile and said to Amami Nozuki:
"...You see, why does he need us now? He is injured and has Jiuliuli and Qi Mingyue to take care of him. When he is unhappy, Jiuliuli and Qi Mingyue comfort him. Who are we? What if he is unhappy?
Will it be our turn to cheer him up?"
"...What about giving gifts? If you give gifts, you will be happy..."
Sakakihara Suzu laughed herself, "Yuki, you just said it... No matter where it is our turn, it is always better to provide help in times of need than to add icing on the cake... The opportunities and positions have been occupied by Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue. I want him to rely on you.
Too much emotion? It's impossible for him to betray Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue with just a gift.
"That one week thing... hahaha~ It's actually a bit possible, but Yuki also knows the actual situation, right? Jiuliuli and Qi Mingyue occupy the top spot! Logically, he can't betray those two people.
"
"...That means, nothing can help Le..."
"Yes, I can't help him, and I can't give him that kind of emotion. It's better if I don't cause any trouble."
"It's good if you don't cause any trouble..."
After Amami no Yuki heard Sakakibara Suzu's unintentionally emotional words, she murmured several words in her heart.
"How about yuki sleeping with me today? You can't find my brother anyway, hehe, just sleep with me~"
"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue did not refuse.
"Let's go, let's take a shower together first!"
"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue didn't even pay attention to where Ling's hand was when they were taking a bath together.
She just kept repeating the words "It's causing trouble" in her head.
Cause trouble...
Cause trouble...
Le, it seems that I have become very unhappy recently because of myself.
Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu are also...
They are all very kind to themselves...they will blow dry their hair and take care of themselves...
Aren't these considered troublesome?
It seems like...yeah...
From the first day he arrived, he occupied Le's room.
Later, because I didn’t know how to edit videos, I asked Le to spend time learning editing...
Later, she fell in love with Le, which made Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu unhappy again and again...
Everyone seems to be taking time to take care of themselves...
Obviously I have nothing in return...
I feel so sad...
I don’t want Le unhappy, and I don’t want Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu unhappy either.
Amami no Yuki suddenly asked Sakakihara Suzu across from her in the bathtub:
"bell."
"Um?"
"...If you like music, will it make Sister Liuli and Sister Qiyue unhappy..."
"Ah? This is not a matter of course? The person you like is the person they like. The person you kiss and hug is also the most important person in their hearts. Of course they will be unhappy... How about Yuki did it a while ago
What happened...Why did my brother write a review and apologize to them? Of course, of course! This is not blaming Yuki, I was also at fault."
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! "...Ling, will you accept me..." Tianhai Zhixue buried her little head under the water, spitting out bubbles.
Sakakihara Suzu suddenly observed Amami Nozuki's expression. She did not expect that Yuki would ask such a question.
The girl before who could only stare blankly at the sky.
I also have feelings.
The more I think about it, the more I feel like someone is a jerk...gives me feelings...gives me a warmth I've never experienced before...
Now he ignores or even refuses.
Although he did nothing wrong, he was an asshole.
Sakakihara Suzu wanted to comfort Yuki's mood as much as possible:
"Well... I can only say that my brother must still be reluctant to let you go. By the way, hasn't grandpa come here several times recently? Grandpa probably wants to take you home, and I am negotiating with grandpa.
"
Tianhai Zhixue looked at the water in the bathtub.
She didn't speak.
I just thought over and over again in my mind that my existence brought joy and caused trouble to Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu.
Because of dad...because of myself...
*
It’s a Tuesday morning near June.
Raku Sakakibara held his head and looked out the window at the rainy season that had been falling for a whole month. He was still thinking about how to persuade his grandfather to let Zhiyuki stay.
But it's just like what grandpa said.
I can't handle Zhixue's feelings towards me. She has an emotion called "like" towards me.
As long as this emotion exists, Zhixue, Qiyue, and Liuli... will never be at peace.
The big oolong that happened a while ago has also touched the bottom line of Qiyue and Liuli...
Amidst the conflicting thoughts that were difficult to clear up, Sakakibara got up on time and started preparing today's breakfast and lunch lunch for everyone.
After a busy day, I went to everyone's room to wake them up.
What surprised Sakakihara Raku was that today Yuki didn't stay in bed like Suzu, but got up on her own.
She even wore her school uniform...even though the collar of the shirt underneath was crooked, the buttons were misplaced, and her hair was messy...
"Why did Yuki get up so early? Can't sleep?" Sakakihara turned over her collar and smoothed her hair.
"..."
What's even more strange is that Tianhai Zhixue no longer stares at him blankly like before, but lowers his face with almost no expression and avoids his sight.
Sakakihara Raku noticed something strange, but didn't ask any more questions and continued to have breakfast with everyone as usual.
Wait until breakfast is over.
Raku Sakakibara gave everyone their lunch boxes.
Ling, Qiyue, and Liuli all accepted it normally...except Zhixue, who just looked at the lunch box he was about to hand to her and didn't stretch out his hand.
The other three people had already gone to the entrance to change their shoes and get ready for school. Only Raku Sakakibara was still in the living room, looking at Yuki who looked very strange today.
"What's wrong?" he tried to ask.
"Happy." Tianhai Zhixue finally raised her head and looked at him with her bright and beautiful eyes.
"...What's wrong? Looking at me like this, I'm not very happy to see you eating breakfast today...could it be that you ate it secretly again?" Sakakibara smiled and started joking with her.
"Can I... enjoy music?"
"..."
This is a confession.
Sakakibara understood the look in Yuki's eyes in an instant.
Why...at this time?
It was unexpected and rushed...but the look in Amami Noyuki's eyes made it impossible for Sakakihara Raku to avoid it.
Regarding this issue, he had asked it countless times in his mind because he was arguing with his grandfather.
"...Of course you can, but Yuki needs to understand that I can't respond to you."
Tianhai Zhixue lowered her eyes and became dim, "... I like Le very much. Le has done many things that people like... If possible, I want to travel with Le... together
Eat McDonald's... Let's go to see more aquariums together. I want to stand quietly next to Le, watch Le hold my hand, and listen to Le introduce me to various kinds of sea fish... At home, too
I want to stay with Le, want to play guitar with Le, make videos together... Even for dinner, I want to sit with Le and eat delicious food, and study homework together...
"Le, he has done many, many good things for me... He has led me to experience many, many good things... I like Le very much... I like Le very much... so...
I don’t want Le to be embarrassed at all, and I don’t want to make Le unhappy at all... I also don’t want to make Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli who are good to me unhappy... We are all very good people.
..I am the only one who has caused a lot of trouble to everyone...I have done wrong things and made everyone unhappy...and feel uncomfortable..."
Seeing her like this, Sakakibara felt... inexplicably uncomfortable.
When yuki talked about this, he also thought of the time he had spent with her...
The innocent and clumsy appearance of the girl seemed to appear before my eyes again and again...
"Yuki...what are you talking about? Didn't Qiyue and Liuli both accept your apology, yuki?"
"...I'm sorry...Le...I'm really sorry..."
Sakakihara Raku: "..."
Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head. She silently took out a notebook with a small guitar pattern from the small waist bag that she always carried with her. She held it with both hands cherishing it, and then very slowly, with hesitation and
Reluctantly...quietly handed it to Sakakihara Raku.
Raku Sakakibara saw the big words "Yuki Life Manual" written by himself on the cover of the notebook... His mood was... indescribable...
Then, he saw the girl raise her head again, looking at him silently with those clear eyes full of apology and avoidance: