Probably this sentence means too much to the two of them.
As a result, neither Qiyue nor Liuli responded for a long time.
Sakakibara Suzu could hear the sound of rain outside the balcony, and smell the meals prepared in advance by Sister Ruri on the dining table...
The three of them stared at each other for longer and longer, and Sakakihara Suzu became more and more frightened and afraid to see what was going to happen next...
She turned her back, and then she heard Tianhai Qimingyue's plain questioning from behind:
"You... know what you are talking about, right?"
This is what I asked my brother.
Probably because I didn't know which tendon was connected wrongly in my head today, this guy actually answered without hesitation: "I understand."
This tone...
This attitude...
This is a straightforward admission.
Even though Sakakihara Suzu was standing at the entrance of the living room, far away and with her back to several people, she couldn't help but touch her forehead.
oh——my——god!
Brother is going to die.
Completely finished!
Sure enough, after a while, Tianhai Qimingyue asked again:
"You know what you are talking about, and you dare to say it to me and my sister?"
"I just know, I just understand, that's why I said this to you and Liuli."
...
Sakakihara Suzu knew that several people fell into silence again because of this guy's shameless discovery.
She didn't even need to turn around to look, she knew that Sister Qi was staring at her brother with a look that was so plain as to kill.
When this bastard said this, he was undoubtedly provoking the feelings between several people and provoking the bottom line.
"Brother, is there anything else you want to say?"
"Yes, of course."
Sakakihara Raku's expression is extremely serious and sincere.
"It's just that what I'm going to say next is very long. It's all my thoughts about Zhixue. Can you listen carefully to what I have to say?"
"..."
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli and Tianhai Qimingyue both remained silent.
"I understand. Since you are willing to listen, I will tell you everything that is in my heart... No matter what Qiyue and Liuli decide, I will respect your choice and will do my best to retain them."
call......
Sakakibara looked away from the identical faces of the twins and took a deep breath.
Then, he slowly told the two of them:
"July...and Liuli...These days, I'm not the only one thinking about Yuki, right?
"I know you don't have no feelings for Zhixue... After getting along for so long, her existence and the time spent with her have built the foundation for this.
"I also understand, Qiyue Liuli, you regard Zhixue as your family...otherwise you wouldn't have specifically told me to take care of Zhixue..."
"To be honest, in order to deal with the relationship between us a while ago, I have been avoiding Zhixue and deliberately staying away from her.
"This was an unreasonable alienation for her...it made her feel at a loss...it made her often wonder if she had done something wrong or if she had done something wrong somewhere, which annoyed me.
.....Furthermore, she derived the idea of wanting to be nice to me and wanting me to be happy...
"...Perhaps this alienation has caused some harm to Zhixue. From the beginning of this alienation, she began to feel inferior in her heart. She began not to recognize herself or believe in herself... She desperately wanted to
To make me happy.
"But she didn't have much ideas to begin with, and she couldn't think of anything that would make me happy. She wrote a song for me before, but I rejected it...
"Over time, Zhixue's feelings of inferiority began to accumulate."
When Sakakihara Raku said this, he paused and glanced at Amami Nanamiyue and Amami Kuruuri who were listening patiently.
After resting for a while, Sakakihara continued:
"After what happened a while ago... Zhixue gradually began to realize that her existence is a trouble for us... a burden... During that time, she has been apologizing to you.
Not as lively as before... She began to realize that maybe we didn't need her at all, and her existence was just causing us trouble... She became even more inferior and sensitive because of this...
"Qiyue and Liuli still remember that Zhixue kept herself locked in the house during that time, right?
"Actually, that's because Zhixue keeps reciting the manual I gave her...she doesn't want to make any more mistakes and make you unhappy.
"Later, just recently, grandpa came to our house frequently and wanted to take yuki back... Because we argued with grandpa too many times, yuki may have secretly hid in the corner and witnessed our discussion for her...
.Her inferiority complex further deepened... She completely weakened her own existence and continued to belittle it.
"She completely thinks that she is a trouble. Staying here will only make things difficult for you, Liuli and me... She doesn't want this... She doesn't want this... The guilt in her heart for us makes her take the initiative
The idea of going home was brought up to me...
"Even if she likes me, us, and this family very much... Even if she still wants to have dinner with us and go to school together... But when she thinks of the fact that she caused, she feels inferior and thinks it is
Her existence made us unhappy...so in the end, she chose to take nothing away, put all her favorite things here, and went home silently alone...
"
Sakakihara laughed bitterly:
"Even if grandpa blocked all the news, you can probably guess what happened after Qiyue, Liuli, and Zhixue returned. Because of the intense emotions in her heart, her original disease relapsed... Just now I
When she went to visit Zhixue with Ling, she not only couldn't remember Ling, but she also completely forgot her father's identity...
"Only, she never forgot my promise to take her home and make her fried ice cream.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Actually, this is not bad, but the pain is that she still remembers the fact that she made things difficult for us... She was reminded of these things, and even developed an anxiety disorder
She was still holding her head and showing an extremely painful expression on the hospital bed... This was the first time I saw Zhixue like this... In my impression, Zhixue has always been that innocent and stupid person.
The way...
"Although Uncle Ying said it was just a small thing and nothing serious... Yuki has never had such anxiety symptoms before. In fact, if you think about it carefully, you can see that Uncle Ying is hiding... In fact, Yuki's condition is due to this incident
Things have deepened...
"Yuki has never had any friends, she can never remember any friends, and she always studies alone... Not only does her sister dislike her, but her father doesn't take her seriously at all at first.
"She has been holding the guitar her mother left her since she was a child, playing alone in her room since she was a child, and growing up lonely.
"Because she has no friends, no topics, no social interaction...she can only look at the blue sky and the leaves outside the window...This is how her habit of being in a daze comes...
"Finally, she found a home where she could stay and be happy...but she felt guilty towards us again and chose to give up everything on her own initiative and bear the pain alone."
Sakakihara Raku suddenly smiled at Tenkai Kuruuri and Tenkai Seven Mingyue:
"In the past two weeks, I have been thinking...if Yuki hadn't met me, would things have been better?
"Although she failed to realize everything she liked recently, at that time she was not sad and basically had no emotions...she could not care about anything...
"It was me who made her have feelings, it was me who made yuki become like this. It was me who gave yuki hope, and it was me who chose to abandon yuki and let her return to that lonely home with her feelings...
..
"Qiyue... Liuli, I'm sorry, I was wrong... I really can't bear to see this.
"When I see her in pain, I will also suffer. Just like I sympathize with your experiences, I will also sympathize with Yuki and have the idea of saving her and compensating her.
"I just called Aunt Zi to ask about the new home that Yuki is going to. Although it is the best choice at the moment, Yuki has not been well received by her fourth sister before...
"Just like when I was a child, I saw July sitting alone at the bus stop and Liuli hiding in front of the flower bed crying alone. I hope that everyone will not feel so uncomfortable. What's more, it's because of me that Zhixue is like this...
"So...these are my thoughts, these are the reasons why I want to take yuki back."
...
He firmly finished a long speech that he had never had in his life.
Sakakihara hopes that his meaning and thoughts can be well conveyed to the ears of Qiyue and Liuli, and hopes that they will understand this thought and feeling.
It doesn't matter if you don't understand...
Now that they can still stand here and listen to themselves say these words, Sakakihara Raku is extremely grateful.
.......
"Um..."
Afterwards, Tianhai Qimingyue spoke first:
"The expression is quite clear, but you...understand what bringing Zhixue back this time means?"
"It's naturally clear."
"Then why should my sister and I be responsible for your personal mistakes? If I remember correctly, grandpa and dad originally sent Yuki here, just to ask you to treat her as a sister? You guys are still here because of the attributes of your central air conditioner.
Taking too much care of her makes her fall in love with you.
"Of course...my sister and I are also at fault for this. Yuki has asked us for help several times, but we couldn't agree to it because we had something to do. Only someone was kind enough to help...This is indeed my sister and me's fault.
...so we don't blame her for falling in love with you.
"It's just that you have to understand what it means to us that you want to bring Yuki back. You want to be responsible for Zhixue... No problem, my sister and I can understand it, but it's like any woman watching
Just like when the person you love most cheats on you, the first thing that emerges in your heart is anger and unhappiness.
"Here, I must ask, if my sister and I had too close contact with other men, even if we had our own valid reasons, wouldn't you be angry or uncomfortable?
"I think the answer is self-evident, right?"
"I understand," Sakakihara Raku knew, this was an irrefutable fact, "but I will work hard to win your and Ruri's forgiveness."
"You're just being rogue."
"I know, but I have no choice...I will definitely spend my whole life begging you and Liuli for forgiveness."
"Then there's no need to say anything else," Tianhai Qimingyue took Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand, "Sister... let's go back to the bedroom to pack our luggage."
"..."
Amami Kuruuri, who was led away by her decisive sister, was a little hesitant. She looked more at Sakakibara Raku standing in front. She seemed to want to say something, but her mouth remained open for a long time. After all... she still couldn't.
Say it out loud.
In fact, she didn't know what to say...
The two sisters packed their bags very quickly. When they changed into their clothes for the rainy day and pulled out their packed suitcases, the food on the dining table that had been prepared a long time ago was still warm.
"Sister Qiyue...Sister Liuli...How about...you think about it more?"
"No need, Ling. This is my brother's choice, and my sister and I should respect it."
Before leaving, Nanami Nanami didn't even look at Sakakibara Raku.
Her expression looked like she was sulking or jealous. She decisively took her sister's hand and walked out the door silently with her sister.
Then with a "click" sound, the entrance door was closed tightly.
Where are they going and how are they going to deal with school affairs.
Don't know anything...
It's like leaving suddenly.
The air in the house returned to silence, and Sakakibara Suzu looked at Raku Sakakibara who was still standing there, feeling a bit at a loss.
She felt a little uneasy inside.
This uneasiness comes from how quickly Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli left.
It even seemed like a sudden joke.
It was so fast that she was a little overwhelmed.
It seems like two more members are missing from the family.
The home that was originally bustling with people having dinner suddenly became deserted.
"Old...brother?"
"..." Sakakihara Raku didn't answer, and his back looked very thin.
That's right...that's all?
It will definitely be sad...
"Brother, what should we do next? Let me tell you, if you say this, Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli will definitely get angry and leave... Look, even Liuli, who has always been facing you,
Sister, I can’t even help you say a word."
"at this point--"
"...Find a way to make up for the mistake as soon as possible?" Sakakihara Suzu tried to ask.
"Let's eat first." Sakakihara turned his head towards the dining table.
"I understand, then -" Sakakihara Suzu was stunned for a moment, and then saw her brother walking to the dining table and pulling out a chair and sitting down like a normal person, "...wait! First, eat first?!"
Raku Sakakihara picked up his chopsticks like a normal person, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Otherwise? Liuli kindly prepared such a table of food for us, and it would be cold if we didn't eat it. It's a pity."
You guy...
What exactly are the ingredients?
Sakakihara Suzu was going crazy, scratching her little green hair hard:
"Hey, hey, hey! Something's wrong! Something's wrong! You just made these two angry! If you don't think of a solution quickly, you're still in the mood to sit down and have a leisurely meal?!"
"Quiet--!"
Sakakibara closed his eyes and spoke in a long voice, like a serious command, "Otherwise, what should I do? When I'm hungry, I have to eat before I have the strength to think. What I need to do now is not only bring Zhiyuki back, but also
Bring Qiyue and Liuli back together. It’s such an important thing, there are so many things to think about, how can we not eat enough?”
While Sakakibara was talking, he filled a bowl of rice for himself, casually picked up the stir-fried pork made of glass, put it into the bowl with the rice, and started eating like this.
You just...just start eating...?!
Seeing that her brother was still eating deliciously, Suzu Sakakihara was speechless.
This, this, this guy...
How many wrong tendons did your head have today?
How much of a short-circuit did he have to make him look so different from a normal person now?
"A-Ling, you don't want to eat? It will be really cold if you don't eat."
"..."
Seeing him taking a few mouthfuls of a bowl of rice, Sakakihara Suzu couldn't help it anymore and asked aloud:
"Are you abnormal, or am I abnormal?"
Sakakibara put the green vegetables in his mouth with chopsticks and said while eating:
"I don't know if you are normal or not. Anyway, I am normal. I feel 100% guilty for Qiyue and Liuli, and also for Yuki. So, my top priority now is to eat enough, and then find ways to make up for it.
They try their best to deal with the relationship between them and invite them to go home early."
"...After all this, brother, are you still so optimistic?!"
"If you are not optimistic, is there any use in hesitating? Thoughts are not important now, actions are the only criterion. Anyway, I will definitely take them home and I will do what I say."
"..."
This guy is hopeless...
"Okay, Ah Ling, please sit down and eat quickly. I can't finish so much by myself. And... don't worry, I won't do anything sorry for Qijiu... They trust me so much and are so willing."
Believe me...how can I take the initiative to do things that betray them?"
Raku Sakakihara waved his chopsticks to direct, and continued to eat his dinner.