Chapter 430 After reconciling with Liuli, there is an ambiguous time
"Take it."
"Thanks..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli held the fruity milk tea he handed her with both hands. While feeling a little warm in her heart, she noticed Kanbaru Raku's expression at this time.
There was no such thing as the kind of gentle smile he would give back when I looked at him in the past.
Nor did he look at him for a while and then ask questions about concern.
——Compared to the past.
Tian Haijiu Liuli felt that Shenyuan Le had really undergone some completely different changes.
Walking along the bustling commercial street, drinking milk tea leisurely, Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little distracted by the noise around her.
"Is the milk tea not delicious?"
Kambara's sudden question made Tianhai Jiuliuli slow to react for a second. Her lips left the straw and looked at him specifically, "No, it tastes good."
"So what is Liuli thinking about?"
"Um..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli felt that he still understood her as well as before. Even though she was just distracted for a moment, he still paid attention to her.
"If you have any questions, just ask me. I'm still with you now and can explain it."
"Well..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli made some preparations, and then asked his question, "I always think that Lejun has changed in the past few days, very strange changes, an indescribable feeling...not to mention annoying.
I can’t say I like it. I want to understand what this change is.”
"..."
Kanbaru did not immediately explain her question, but walked forward silently, pondered for a moment and then asked, "Liuli, have you ever had a dream of your own?"
"ah...?"
"There is no need to ask about this. Just like you Liuli, I lack the so-called dreams. In fact, I have asked myself countless times that there are so many different dreams in the world, and what kind of person can find these dreams?
.”
Kanbaru paused.
"I'm an extreme person who can't even answer what I like to eat or what I like to play. I can immediately think of what others expect me to do - A Ling wants to eat curry beef, Zhi Xue's
You still need my help with homework, Liuli, you also need me to play games with you today. If Qiyue needs a sense of security, I will try my best to accompany her.
"Doing things that others expect makes them happy, and it makes them very relaxed when I'm around them. This is how I have lived in this world for a long time."
...it's wired.
Obviously...Obviously Lejun's tone was particularly indifferent, but Tianhai Jiuliuli could read an inexplicable sense of exhaustion in his expression.
"My life comes from the recognition of others. I give my family as much care as possible, hoping to receive love in return... What I like is the feeling of being cared about and recognized for my actions."
Kamigahara stopped and looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli next to him:
"Obviously, Liuli recognizes me in this way. And my actions will generate more emotional feedback. Therefore, I especially like you Liuli who recognizes me in this way."
"What's wrong with this? Isn't it right?" Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't understand what Kanharale meant. "Isn't it true that lovers recognize each other and support each other?"
"There is nothing wrong, but from the beginning...this feeling itself does not belong to me and needs feedback from others. If there is no such feedback, then the root of what I do will no longer exist...This involves
We have come to the most important question - is it correct to live a life of dependence on others?"
Is it correct to live a life of dependence on others...
Tianhai Jiuliuli repeated this question in his mind, frowned, and pondered seriously for a long time.
"...Incorrect." She looked over and replied.
Kanbaru smiled: "Why does Liuli think it's incorrect?"
"Because we have no way to guarantee that the person being paid can give the correct emotional feedback, just like a mother..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone became a little lower.
"Even if I try very hard to satisfy my mother, my mother is never willing to pay attention to the most important relationship between us..."
Kanbaru immediately took over her words, "That's it, Liuli, we can't guarantee whether the recipient will always recognize themselves. If the person we place infinite trust and affirmation on chooses to deny ourselves, then we ourselves will also be recognized.
Denied?"
Lejun's words are a bit theoretical...
But Tianhai Jiuliuli understood deeply that wasn't this how his mother chose to deny herself?
It was indeed a very uncomfortable and destructive period... I felt like my entire life had disappeared.
If you think about it carefully, Lejun was considered a substitute for his mother in the beginning, right?
Because he was willing to care for himself, and after his subsequent devotion to himself and his choice to forgive himself, he truly fell in love with him.
.......
Standing on the street, Kanhara Raku noticed Tianhai Jiu Liuli's changing expression, "Liu Li, do you understand? Why did I suddenly change like this?"
"It seems I understand..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli frowned. He seemed to have grasped that point, but he didn't seem to. "Lejun, can you explain more...?"
Kanbaru did not refuse, and while continuing to go shopping with Tianhai Jiuliuli, he continued:
"This actually depends on Liuli's own experience. Liuli chose to trust me completely at the beginning, and to the point of unconditional trust... But after the accident when you were hospitalized, Liuli's feelings for me actually disappeared.
As humble as before."
Tianhai Jiuliuli asked: "Is it equal? No one owes anyone?"
"Well, this is what I said before. This means Liuli that you are now independent, and it also means that you no longer need to be completely dependent on me. You still choose to continue to associate with me. You just like the time you spend with me, and your feelings are not the same.
Not humble."
Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded repeatedly after hearing this, "...It seems that this is really what happened. Now I don't seem to have such heavy feelings as before... I can still joke with you at will, Lejun, and I can also be my girlfriend."
Blame you..."
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Kanbaru laughed:
"That's what I mean."
"Then the reason why Lejun chose to change is actually so that he can gain a similar feeling of independence? Don't want to be restrained anymore?"
"Smart, Liuli."
"Hmph, if you praise me... I won't be very happy either!"
"The more you emphasize something, the more it will prove to be its opposite."
Kanbaru stretched out his right arm towards Tianhai Jiuliuli. When she saw it, she just pursed her lips slightly and took advantage of the situation.
"It's just that I wasn't so willing to get to this point in the beginning."
"Hmm? Lejun, what do you mean?"
Kanbaru smiled and didn't explain much. He looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was holding his arm and drinking milk tea, looking like his little girlfriend.
"...What are you looking at, Lejun?"
"What are you looking at? Of course it's to see our Miss Liuli acting like a cute and arrogant girlfriend."
Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his arm tighter again, pulled him into his arms, and stared at his chin, "Why don't you have a smile at all? Don't you like it?"
"I like it, of course I like it. A tall girl with long legs like Liuli is particularly nice to hold."
Tianhai Jiuliuli immediately hit him on the head with dissatisfaction, "I just reconciled with you, and you are talking nonsense..."
"Liu Li doesn't want me?"
"..."
"In no mood?"
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli was at a loss for words for a long time, and then replied evasively, "Of course I have thought about it...but I think you have been very bad recently, so I don't think about you very much..."
"Just think about it and be careful."
"To be honest, you have really gone too far in the past month! If you ask me, I should be angry with you!"
As Tianhai Jiuliuli spoke, he became so angry that he clenched his fist and hit him on the shoulder.
"I told you to ignore me on purpose, to accept gifts from other girls on purpose, and to say those outrageous things!"
Kanbaru laughed again: "Liuli, there is a saying in your grandfather's hometown, hitting means kissing and scolding means loving. Have you ever heard of it, Liuli?"
"Then I really love you, Lejun!"
Tianhai Jiuliuli beat him dissatisfiedly for a while, and the past unhappiness was considered to be in the past.
"...To be honest, Lejun, I don't even trust you now."
"Why don't you trust me? After all the explanations before, Liuli, you don't think it's a betrayal. Where does this distrust come from?"
"Funny words! And girls are hanging around you all day long!"
"So that's it. Liuli, do you think those girls are comparable to you?"
"...I'm not that arrogant! But when it comes to my position in your heart, I'm still confident."
"Isn't that what it is?"
Kaname Yuara stretched out his hand, hugged Tianhai Jiu Liuli's slender waist, and pulled her to his side, "Liu Li, you already think so, why do you care about those people? They are just little girls who like to watch me play basketball, even if
If you like me because of my appearance, do you think I would give up Liuli for her?"
Kanbaru lowered his mouth to the girl's ear, "They are neither as good as Liuli, nor as beautiful as Liuli... Don't you think so?"
"...This, this is true."
Although it was just some simple words, once Tianhai Jiuliuli was praised like this, it would become soft and soft, as if it had melted.
Not only will your waist and legs become weak, but your body will also become self-conscious in your arms.
Then if you compliment her again, she will blush and whisper something like "I hate it, don't keep saying this..." in a voice that sounds like she's having trouble or coquettishly.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was just praised by him, and she looked much more handsome when she looked at him...
"It's been a long time since we had such close contact."
"Ah...? Well...that's right."
"Liuli still remember what we did when we were in love?"
"How, how to do it?"
The distance between Tianhai Jiuliuli and him is a little embarrassing. We are on the street now, right?
If you hug yourself like this, people on the road will definitely see it.
Her mind was a little confused thinking about these things, and she didn't respond to Kambara's question for a while.
"Isn't it just... kissing, hugging, and then... rubbing in Lejun's arms..."
"Are you going to do this later?"
"...No, it's not, this, this is a bit..."
"What's wrong?"
"We have just reconciled...and we can't let Qiyue know about this. She will definitely ignore me after she finds out..."
"So, Liuli and I are now in an underground relationship? Shouldn't we cherish this?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli panicked when he heard this, even though he didn't do anything special.
"Here...this is on the street...it's not okay...there's no way to kiss in the street..."
"How about going to the car? I'll take you back just in time."
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli faced his gaze with a slightly frozen expression on her face. Then after he smiled, she thought that this guy was going to kiss her as soon as they reconciled, and she felt angry and a little bit expectant...
Then, he decisively bumped his head on his shoulder, maintaining the same posture until he returned to the sports car.
"Is that okay now?"
"...Who, who said that?"
Back in the car, Tianhai Jiuliuli was sitting in the passenger seat, her face flushed at the moment, and she looked up at him.
In fact, Kanbaru did nothing to her, he just took her back to sit in the sports car, and then held her hand.
"By the way, Liuli has been through so much with me? Are you still shy about something like this?"
"Who...who said it won't happen? You still want me to sit on your lap..."
"Come then?"
"..."
Seeing that Tianhai Jiuliuli was hesitant, Shen Yuanle kissed her quietly without her reacting.
Tianhai Jiuliuli was very surprised, she didn't expect him to be so proactive.
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"...Le, Lejun?"
"Liu Li, you don't have to worry so much. Weren't you always a little unhappy that I stayed with Qi Qi? Now, a great opportunity is right in front of you, Liu Li."
"...I won't fall for such a simple provocation."
Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes averted, while Shen Yuan smiled happily and said nothing.
...Although, although, although there are ten thousand thoughts in my mind right now, I don’t want to admit that he has a beautiful smile.
But I just have a vague feeling... He has a nice smile.
You may even subconsciously think, are the girls who watch him playing basketball also attracted by his face?
Although, even though I really don’t want to admit it...
But it’s just... very handsome...
Kagura Raku still maintained his expression.
Tianhai Jiuliuli already fully understood that this guy was taking advantage of her liking for him... deliberately keeping an open attitude, waiting for him to be caught.
It's really... abominable...
"First, let's talk about it first! This is your initiative... I'm just following the trend."
"Of course, whatever Liuli says is fine."
After getting another response from him, Tianhai Jiuliuli moved her position and moved to his lap, sitting face to face.
Kagura Raku rested his head on the headrest of the chair, raised his head, and faced Tianhai Jiureli, who was sitting on his lap with a somewhat shy face.
Then...looking at her with a hint of aggression, she took the initiative to bite her lips.
...
The sweetness that fills the whole body can even temporarily paralyze the brain.
Tianhai Jiuliuli's kisses were full of initiative, and when she kissed back, she would bite back even more passionately.
Up and down, up and down, back and forth, filled with thoughts of her wanting to possess herself.
Kanbaru could clearly feel that she was angry.
"Still jealous?"
"...That's not it?"
"Do you want to kiss for a while longer?"
"...Of course, Lejun now can only be mine."
Kanbaru felt the lingering taste between his lips and teeth, opened his eyes again, and saw Tianhai Jiuli, whose head was slightly larger than his at the moment.
He didn't even speak again before Tianhai Jiuliuli kissed his lips again.
His hands were supporting her slender waist, and her body temperature was rising rapidly.
...
"Would you like to go to the hotel? Take a shower and eat an ice cream?"
"Hmph... You have a beautiful idea. You have to say everything before we can reconcile."
"I thought Liuli couldn't control herself anymore."
"... I just want to enjoy it more while Qi Qi is away. I'm not stupid... I'm not completely angry with you yet. I need to overdo it."
Kanbaru held her soft body in his arms, "That's understandable."
"It's quite comfortable to lean on... When will Lejun plan to reconcile with Qiyue?"
"July?" Kagura Le didn't express too much, "I can't decide what she thinks."
"But--"
"Okay, Liuli."
"..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli actually felt a little sad when she saw this.
Has the relationship between the two reached this point?