Chapter 446: Forget the Recording and Mikael’s Deal
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"But I don't want to get those memories back.
Shi was silent for a long time, and then spoke calmly.
She was really curious about what happened during her two years of slumber, and why Zhi chose to leave this body.
But that was just curiosity. She really wanted to know at first, but now she doesn't care so much. No matter what happened, since it was Zhi's choice, she should bless her.
If I think about it now, I used to be so selfish.
Everyone has the right to choose their own path, no one is a vassal of anyone, and no one lives for another person.
"I see, is this the choice of classmate Liangyi? Since you hope it is indeed what you said, then the deal between me and [The Fool] can be considered completed."
"[The Fool] has already told me about the outcome of your choice, but let me still give you a chance to choose."
"But I really don't understand why I would try something when I already know it will fail. But it doesn't matter to me. The transaction has been completed, so I can fulfill another agreement.
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"Then Ryogi-san, Kurogiri-san and Asagami-san, can you please let Misaya Huangji go? This is our previous agreement. I will help you this time."
"Teacher Xuanwu, are you the one who taught Senior Huang Lu magic?"
Kuroyukihime stood up. Although the sentence was in question, his tone was so sure.
"Yes."
Xuanwu Gaoyue nodded.
"You were also behind what happened in the academy, right?"
"I can't deny this, but I won't admit it either."
"Why?"
"Because I don't have any purpose. Whether it's the Huanglu incident or the recent incident in the academy, I don't deny that I participated in it, but it is still their choice. I just fulfill their wishes. If you want to ask why,
Please ask them, I can't answer you myself."
Xuanwu Gaoyue said calmly, still keeping a smile on his face.
"Brother, you taught me magic? But I don't remember this at all."
Listening to his words, Huang Lu Misaya's face showed an incredible expression. She did not have such a memory, as if a piece was missing. If you think about it carefully, it will make you crazy.
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"This is also your own choice, Misaya."
"So what you mean is that as long as it is something we want, you will reflect it in the form we want, just like a mirror?"
"Yes, you are always the one who can make the choice, not me."
"But none of us are pursuing smiles now. If you were really a mirror, you probably wouldn't take the initiative to smile."
Shi Shi sharply pointed out the loopholes in Xuanwu Gaoyue's words, like a sharp knife.
"You are really sharp, Ryo-yi-san, but you are not wrong. I am indeed laughing, but I am not laughing at all, because I have no real feeling of [laughing]."
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"A real smile is an expression of emotion, or an act of thinking and taking the initiative. But for me, this smile just allows me, as Xuanwu Satsuki, to better integrate into the crowd."
"But in the final analysis, this smile is just like a mask.
As I only have the past, I cannot think actively on my own, and naturally I can only experience the reality of my smile. This is the curse given to me by the goblins."
"This is also a deal between me and [The Fool]. I will give you the choice of whether to restore your memory, and he will help me lift the curse."
After another long silence, Kuroyuki Hana unlocked the seal on Huangji Misaya's body. Their investigation ended here, and they would just tell Aozaki Orange the truth about the matter.
Huang Lu Misa was stunned in place. She tried hard to recall, her face was painful and distorted. She just stared at the empty space, as if she could see the shadow of a person who never existed there.
elder brother?
When did I realize this? Obviously I have never even met my brother. To me, brother is just a simple word, familiar and unfamiliar.
Her body was trembling slightly. She already understood what happened, but she didn't want to believe it.
“Isn’t this a lie——?”
She looked at Xuanwu Gaoyue and said in a pleading tone.
"I have not deceived anyone. Maybe after the curse is lifted and I have intelligence, I will deceive people, but now I cannot do such behavior."
"That's it..."
A goblin landed silently on her shoulder, the incomplete puzzle pieces were completed, and she recalled what happened that day.
After the death of her schoolmate, she went to Hayama Hideo and asked him what happened, but Hayama Hideo did not cooperate. They had a fierce quarrel. With anger taking over, she took the initiative to take violence that she despised for the first time.
Behavior, pushed Hero Hayama hard,
The scumbag was pushed down by him, his body leaned back, and his head hit the stone steps under his feet. It was broken like that, and then he died so easily.
Faced with the fact that she had killed someone, she was at a loss and didn't know what to do. But here, she chose to confess the matter to Teacher Xuanwu, whom she had a crush on.
She hoped that Gengiri Satsuki could help her, and Gengiri Satsuki did respond to her wish and perfectly handled Hayama Hero's funeral.
He had a fantasy about his brother, and Satsuki made it a reality.
I wanted to avenge Kaori, and Satsuki gave me whatever power he could.
He said that there is no need for beautiful things to touch dirty things.
But why didn’t I discover it at that time?
Although he did not deal with those things, in the final analysis, those are what he wishes. Xuanwu Satsuki is just a wishing machine to carry out his wishes. The so-called "In order to prevent yourself from becoming dirty, just use everything except yourself."
】, but it’s just self-deception.
"What am I to you?"
With some complicated feelings, Huang Lu Misaya asked the last question.
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"Classmate Huang Lu is classmate Huang Lu. Is there any problem with this?"
Xuanwu Satsuki replied in a matter-of-fact tone, with the usual gentle smile on his face, but when it fell into Huangji Misaya's eyes, it was so cold.
"yes……"
She closed her eyes and murmured to herself that those illusory emotions were ultimately her own fantasies, and now the fantasies were shattered.
After a long time, she opened her eyes again and let out a low laugh, which sounded like a cry.