Bai Hui, who had just given birth to Fu Qingyu, actually had some inner problems before she encountered the incident between Lu Lili and Fu Ting.
She was born noble, grew up in an environment surrounded by stars, and experienced healthy love firsthand, which is beyond the reach of ordinary people.
So she is sometimes too idealistic.
When they got married, she thought Fu Ting had some love for her.
Even a little bit is enough to support her to continue working hard and impress Fu Ting.
During the time after giving birth to the child, Fu Ting stayed at home more than usual, which made her mistakenly believe that as long as she had a child, she would be able to please Fu Ting, and with the child as a bond, the relationship between the two would be even better.
Floors.
If there is only a little bit of it, this kind of thinking is actually understandable and considered normal.
However, she was too obsessed with Fu Ting.
Fu Ting couldn't always focus on his family. When Fu Qingyu began to think about himself, he began to be busy with his career and stayed with her less and less.
But Bai Hui discovered that even though Fu Ting had been with the child at home, Fu Ting liked the child very much, but his love for her didn't seem to add much.
what happened?
We have been married for such a long time, and we have children who have grown up.
Why did the relationship between Fu Ting and her not develop as expected?
She doesn't understand.
Ever since, when I was taking Fu Qingyu alone, when he was very young, I would often ask him: "Why hasn't your father come back for a long time? Is it because you are not good? The last time your father came back, you didn't let him go."
Will he spend more time with you?"
It was like gibbering, like the question was asked unintentionally.
But for a child who has just learned to think, his world is not yet complete. Most of the world is made up of his mother.
If the negative energy emitted by the mother is too great, the child will suffer double or more.
Because she wanted to keep Fu Ting, Fu Qingyu was influenced by her and wanted to keep Fu Ting even more.
He appears to be too precocious and does not have much of the playful nature of a child. Since childhood, he has positioned his own existence as a tool to help his mother please his father, and he is very observant.
And when Bai Hui showed emotional instability, he assumed the obligation to take care of her.
Parents' love for their children is expected and free in a normal family.
Parents will tell their children that you are their baby and the person they love most in the world, so you can do anything and your parents will support you.
Parents are more like beings who provide support for their children. Because of their parents’ selfless love, children can better fly towards the sky they long for.
But Fu Qingyu was pulled by Bai Hui and dragged all the way to hell.
Even though he is still so young.
He will become more in tune with Bai Hui and will give priority to his mother's feelings before having his own feelings.
If the mother is in a good mood and wants to get close to him, hold him, and hold his hand, he will appear happy, but he doesn't understand what's going on inside.
I don’t know if my mother is close to him because she loves him, or if she wants him to behave better in front of his father to get close to him.
When his mother is in a bad mood, she will alienate him for no reason and even beat him.
Emotional, moody and other emotions are too fatal for children.
Expression, he has never known how to express his emotions since he was a child.
Therefore, even though he wanted to help Xizhou, who had the same fate, what he showed was that he hated him.
Emotions that ordinary people can express well are like worldly problems to him.
Later, when his illness improved a little, Bai Hui took him over and lived with Xizhou.
Xizhou was very young at that time and had never eaten candy. I got a candy in the hands of a servant at home, and I instinctively wanted to taste it.
However, Bai Hui discovered it and threw it to the ground. She warned Xizhou that if she ever eats other people's food without authorization, she is not allowed to call her mother.
Fu Qingyu, who was on the side, just stared at the ground. Under the colorful wrapping paper, the candies that had just been opened were faintly glowing where the sun shined. They were too attractive to children.
When his mother scolded his brother, he went to pick up the candy.
Xizhou, who stood in front of his mother with his head lowered, slowly raised his eyes and looked at his brother blankly.
That kind of look, like envy mixed with all kinds of complicated questions, seems to be asking, why can my brother get candy...
The answer is actually the same, no.
After noticing something was wrong in Xizhou's eyes, Bai Hui followed his gaze, slowly turned her head, and saw Fu Qingyu holding the candy.
Bai Hui suddenly became emotional. She grabbed the candy in his hand and threw it to the grass.
He even stepped hard with his feet until the candy was completely trampled into the soil, becoming messy and no longer showing any color.
Bai Hui held Fu Qingyu's shoulders, his eyes were cold, hiding madness: "What are you doing?! How can you eat candy! Just because your body has just recovered a little, it doesn't mean that your life is not in danger?!
How can you be so selfish?!
Do you know that your brother has to have physical examinations every day for you?
Do you know how important your body is?!"
At that time, Fu Qingyu had actually begun to be able to distinguish right from wrong. He clearly remembered his mother's paranoia and knew the meaning behind her words.
It's not that Bai Hui really cares about Fu Qingyu himself, but that he cares about his body. He needs to live.
For example, Xizhou exists to save Fu Qingyu.
And Fu Qingyu exists to help her keep Fu Ting.
He felt that his heart was like the newly opened candy that was trampled into the dirt by his mother, and was trampled to pieces.
Because it was so bad, he couldn't even feel the pain and just stood there in shock.
The most important point is that when he picked up the candy, he actually didn't want to eat it himself, but wanted to put it in his pocket and secretly give it to Xizhou to taste after his mother left.
Originally, if it weren't for Bai Hui's extreme.
Two brothers whose hearts are full of trauma may, because of this opportunity, feel some warmth of family affection in each other when they were young.
They have a strong blood relationship, and the two brothers may be brothers with deep feelings like the Lu family brothers.
Even now, they have lost the opportunity to get along better with each other.
The sunshine that could belong to these two children was blocked by Bai Hui with one hand.
Let their childhood live in the darkest place.
From the outside, it seems that Fu Qingyu received a lot of maternal love and was a happy child, but only he knew that his childhood was not much easier than that of Xizhou.
Even so, even in hell, he still maintained his original intention and wanted to help his brother.
He is one of the few people in the world who can truly empathize with Fu Xizhou.