According to Xie Long's diary records, he first learned to write down his inner feelings and behaviors under the influence of a fellow inmate in prison. At the beginning of this notebook, Xie Long wrote this.
Today is the third anniversary of my coming out. I don’t know why, but I suddenly miss the time I spent in there. Xiaoshan probably hasn’t come out yet. I remember he came out five years later than me. When he comes out, I will definitely go.
Pick him up.
Xiaoshan must still be writing diaries every day. He said that people who write diaries are thoughtful people, perseverant people, and people with strong hearts. He also said to me, although you look rude on the outside, you are a good person on the inside.
If a very delicate and lonely person starts writing a diary, it will make him feel calmer.
I have wanted to write a diary for a long time. I wanted to write it when I was in prison, but I heard that the diary would be inspected by the prison guards, so I stopped. What I wanted to write, I didn’t want anyone to read.
When I spread out the paper and picked up the pen, I felt a mysterious element suddenly falling from the sky, completely wrapping me up, making me fall into silence and peace, and focusing all my energy on the small pen tip.
Above. Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and the earth and moon stopped rotating.
I stayed with Xiaoshan for five years and watched him write his diary for three years. Every night, when everyone else gathered around the TV at night, I sat across from him and watched him write his diary. I put my
Tell him stories and listen to him tell his own stories.
His name is Han Shan. He was a middle school Chinese teacher before he entered. He wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses and has a thin figure, giving people a quiet and melancholy feeling.
Xiaoshan had a secret crush on a beautiful female colleague but never dared to confess her love. He said that the girl was too pretty, too lively, too bright, and she seemed to be from the same world as him. I laughed at him at the time and said: You too
You’re so worthless, why don’t you give it a try, maybe that girl likes you like this. He smiled bitterly and said to me, and a netizen said the same thing at the time.
That day Xiaoshan finally got up the courage, put on the new clothes he just bought, and went to the girl's dormitory to find her with the chocolates he carefully selected. When he came to the girl's door, he took a deep breath and was about to knock on the door.
, but the girl’s urgent shouts came from the room.
"Ah!——, don't come over."
"You bastard, let go!"
"Someone is coming——"
Xiaoshan was irritated by the shouting. He kicked open the door with a bang and saw the principal pressing the girl under him and tearing the girl's clothes. The girl's clothes were messy and she was struggling hard.
Without thinking at the time, he rushed over and smashed the chocolate he bought for the girl on the head of the principal. Seeing that his scandal was exposed, the principal turned around and punched Xiaoshan before running away in a hurry. Xiaoshan saw that his goddess was being raped
He was already furious when someone bullied him. Now that he was punched by the bad guy, his inner anger reached an explosive state. He yelled and ran out after the principal.
The principal ran away in panic, while Xiao Shan chased after him howling. Xiao Shan caught up with the principal three times on the way, and kicked the principal every time. The principal finally fled to his office with a bruised nose and face, trying to close the door to hide from Xiao Shan.
He was chased and beaten, but how could a mere glass door stop Xiaoshan, who was red-eyed?
Xiaoshan broke into the door, grabbed the principal and punched him on the face and body one after another, until he cried for his father and mother. Finally, Xiaoshan picked up the "Excellent Principal" statue placed on the principal's desk.
The crystal trophy hit the principal hard on the head, and blood flowed from the principal's dirty head.
The principal was taken to the hospital and died after resuscitation failed. Xiaoshan chased the principal 500 meters from the incident site, broke into the principal's office and beat him to death. The court did not find that Xiaoshan's behavior was completely voluntary manslaughter, and believed that he was behind.
The behavior of chasing and beating the principal was suspected of venting anger and revenge. The first trial sentenced Xiaoshan to fifteen years in prison.
On the day when the verdict was announced in the first instance, Xiaoshan saw the girl in the auditorium. Her face was pale and haggard.
Relatives of the principal's family were very dissatisfied with the result of the first trial. They made a scene in the court, strongly protested against the unfair trial, and insisted that Xiaoshan be sentenced to death and that Xiaoshan pay for his life with his life. Then they found someone to post rumors online, saying that the principal was not an intruder at all that day.
The girl was discovered by Xiao Shan, but when the principal inspected the dormitory, he discovered that Xiao Shan and the girl were having sex during working hours. The principal said something to them, and Xiao Shan began to chase the principal and deliberately killed him.
Public opinion continued to ferment, and unfavorable rumors began to appear on the Internet. Some people said that Xiaoshan's family had a strong backing, and that he was the son of a certain director. Others said that the girl's family had a strong backing, and that she was the niece of a certain high-ranking official in the province. Many people began to argue
The principal complained and demanded severe punishment for the murderer.
At the same time, all the teachers at the school who knew the truth remained silent, and no one was willing to stand up and say a fair word. It is said that a meeting was held for the teachers, and anyone who spoke out online would be punished.
There is always more than one voice on the Internet. Some good people pointed out that the heroine of this matter has never made any statement online and has never disclosed the truth. There must be something hidden in this. So there is another, more despicable statement.
Slowly the surface surfaced. Some people said that the girl had a grudge against the principal because of the professional title evaluation, and took advantage of Xiao Shan, who was pursuing her, to deliberately lure the principal into her dormitory before dating Xiao Shan, and use Xiao Shan to kill the principal.
Before the second trial was pronounced, the relevant departments announced an administrative penalty decision for the crime of spreading rumors and defamation. The principal's wife was sentenced to seven days of administrative detention for fabricating facts, paying off, and instructing others to spread rumors about Xiao Shan and the girl.
The final judgment released more relevant evidence than the first instance, and specifically pointed out that the laptop camera in the girl's room recorded scenes and audio recordings of the principal molesting the girl and forcing the girl to have sex. The judgment specifically pointed out that,
Xiaoshan's performance in the first half of the period was indeed an act of bravery, but after he stopped the criminal's criminal behavior, he continued to chase and broke down the office door and entered the office to beat the principal, which constituted the crime of intentional injury causing death.
At the end of the judgment, it was believed that the first-instance sentence was too harsh. In view of Xiaoshan's courageous behavior, which effectively prevented the criminal from further infringing on others, the sentence was changed to ten years in prison.
When the final verdict was announced, the girl kept covering her face and crying. He wanted to see the girl's face but could not see it. No one from the principal's family was present. When Xiaoshan walked out of the court in handcuffs, he heard the girl's heartfelt words.