Chen Zui, who seemed to be carrying a weight of 10,000 kilograms, was shaking the whole old building with his footsteps, but he could not turn on the broken voice-activated light at the door of his house.
The door was opened a small crack when he came to the door.
Mother Chen, who seemed to be able to tell whether it was her son from the sound of footsteps, stuck her head out, and was not surprised when she saw Chen, but opened the door completely.
Without saying anything, Chen Zui went into the house to change his shoes, took off his coat, and walked into his own half room.
Mother Chen, who was always nagging her, put his slippers on a simple shoe rack, hung his coat at the door, and finally said, "Have you eaten?"
Chen Zui, who had returned to half the room and sat on the bedside, replied: "Yes."
Then no one spoke in the room and a half, and it became extremely quiet.
Chen's mother was sitting at the table in the small hall, and from time to time she would glance into Chen Zui's room.
She didn't know what happened, and she didn't see the scene that happened downstairs not long ago. She just heard that the footsteps were wrong, and when she saw Chen at the end, she felt that something was wrong with him.
As someone who has experienced this, Mother Chen did not make random guesses or ask questions.
She felt that she might not understand it well, so she just sat here.
Chen Zui was silent for a while, looking at the familiar cabin in front of him, and began to rummage through the boxes.
From time to time, I will ask: "Mom, where is the pencil case I used in high school?"
"Oh, it's under the cabinet."
"Mom, where is my souvenir album."
"Well, let me think about it."
"Mom, where is my graduation photo?"
“It seems like I’m in my house.”
After working for half an hour, Chen Zui collected everything about Bai Zhi.
【Hey, do you want this】
[Childish youth, of course, must end in a childish way, burn it!]
[Woo, Bai Bai, my Bai Bai]
Chen Zui ignored the barrage, but looked at the objects in front of him carefully one by one.
Because she helped Chen Zui dig out these things, Chen's mother now naturally understood what her son was doing.
So standing behind him, Mother Chen thought for a long time, and then she said: "Son, life is very long."
Chen Zui: "Yeah"
"No matter what happens, as long as you extend the timeline and look at it from a lifetime perspective, you will feel a lot lighter and it is nothing."
This is what Chen Ma racked her brains to hold back.
For Chen Zui, the comfort effect is not great.
He didn't know why he was like this.
He only knows that morally he does not allow himself to get involved with Bai Zhi after getting along with his sister.
But when I really said goodbye to her formally, my heart seemed to have collapsed, something had hit me, and it hurt very much.
So Chen most had to do something to relieve the pain.
The method he chose was to fight fire with fire.
Just like mouth ulcers, eating a persimmon makes you grinning, lying on the toilet and spitting a lot of saliva, it hurts and then goes numb, this is the most effective way in daily life.
So the objects related to Angelica dahurica in front of us are persimmons.
It does hurt to look at it, but the ulcer in my heart doesn't feel numb. The more I look at it, the more it hurts.
Is there anything else that needs to be done?
Chen Zui sat on the floor, thought thoughtfully, and then looked back at his mother: "Mom, do you have an empty box? I can put all these in."
Mother Chen nodded: "Yes, I will get it for you."
Then she turned around and took out a cardboard box from her room, sealed it with transparent tape and propped it up.
Chen first stuffed all the things in front of him, sealed them with tape, and finally pushed them under his bed. He didn't know when they would be turned up again.
【I have seen this scene before!】
[Human beings have different joys, but they all look the same when they are stupid]
[Wuwuwuwu, Baibai, my Baibai]
…
Of course Bai Zhi knew that the hug just now was a formal farewell.
So after turning a corner, her tears flowed down uncontrollably.
It flowed for three stops, flowed to the door of her house, and stayed on every inch of the street she and Chen Zui walked through just now.
Then stand still, hold your head high, and be still.
Bai Zhi was now very sure that her eyes were swollen. In order not to worry her parents, she decided to stay a little longer and wait until she recovered before going upstairs.
The street was bustling with people, but she seemed to be alone in another world.
Everything that needs to be done has been done.
It’s time to work hard.
Being invincible is indeed invincible.
There are no resentments, excuses, or random thoughts.
At this moment, Bai Zhi hoped that Chen would have a good life in the end.
Kind?
No, it’s just a blessing after I really like it.
What she is not sure about now is whether she will continue to like and wait for her.
So, I thought about it a lot.
The final conclusion is that I heard that time can smooth everything out
Will that make time pass faster?
I raised my wrist and saw that only five minutes had passed.
I took out my phone again, found another car, and walked to the side to look at my various eye bubbles and red eye sockets in the mirror.
It seems it still doesn't work.
"well"
Bai Zhi sighed, feeling that she couldn't go home without keeping her mood stable for an hour or two.
So she came to the roadside, got on a bus that was going to an unknown destination, and started wandering aimlessly throughout the city.
…
Chen Zui also wanted to go out for a walk.
I just don't know where to go.
By some strange coincidence, he took out his old-fashioned Walkman and played a compilation tape without headphones.
The first song "Only".
Watching the barrage go up, Chen Zui didn't care much about the details of the Wahaha spokesperson's future drama.
But the first lyric really touched my heart.
Only when you lose can you learn to cherish
Such a simple truth, but if you don't lose it all of a sudden, it won't hurt.
Chen Zui is still in a state of emotion. He always feels that it is decent to say goodbye to Bai Zhi like this, but he is very reluctant to say goodbye.
Resistance is greed, he understands.
He did the right thing and he understood it.
But
Life is like this. Some things, especially emotional matters, even if you understand everything, even if you do everything right, you still can't control your emotions.
Turning off the Walkman, Chen Zui tried to divert his attention.
So I asked: "Is Jaylen okay?"
【fine.】
"He didn't get back together with Cai later, right?"
【No.】
"Where's Hou?"
【nor.】
Chen Zui said "Oh": "Okay, actually I don't care."
【What about **, you ask?】
Chen Zui: "Why don't I just ask you?"
The barrage was full of shouts and curses, and the cell phone rang at the right time.
I opened it and saw it was a call from my sister. After Chen Zui answered the call: "Hello"
…
"Hello"
"Mom, I won't go back. I have something to do at school. I went back to school and I'm in the car now."
"Yeah, I got it, I got it."
"It's okay, it's just about the debate team."
"Okay, bye"
The other word "Blessings" was not uttered, probably because she didn't want to say it, and Bai Zhi hung up the phone.
Then she finally got off the bus, which obviously had a destination but was aimless to her. But when she got off the bus, she found that she had actually arrived at the bus terminal of No. 119.
This car happened to be bound for Xueyuan South Road.
Many college students who came to play in the city this afternoon are waiting in line here.
Bai Zhiben had decided to go back to school, so she felt that something had been planned.
Then a beam of light finally appeared in her originally gloomy mood. When this beam of light made her a little brighter, she heard the cry not far away.
Heartbreaking.
It hurts so much that I don’t want to live.
The sadness in the cry made everyone look at him.
A girl in a skirt was sitting on the ground, crying unbridled.
But I don’t know since when, there have been fewer and fewer nosy people, and most people just look, and only look.
Perhaps feeling something from the crying, Bai Zhi came to her.
It was very embarrassing that when I took out my pocket, there were no tissues.
She could only: "Stop crying"
The girl raised her eyes, her makeup had been completely gone, and looked at Bai Zhi in front of her. She subconsciously suppressed her crying, but not only her voice but also her body began to twitch.
Bai Zhi knelt down and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers and asked, "Are you broken in love?"
"Well, woo woo"
"It's fine."
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
"We are almost the same."
"ah"
"Look at me, take a closer look."
The girl rubbed her tear-filled eyes, looked at Bai Zhi, and saw her red eye sockets and some swollen eye bubbles.
Bai Zhi smiled and pointed at herself: "Isn't that right? I didn't lie to you, did I?"
The girl didn't say anything, but hugged her.
We are the same people who have fallen apart from each other, and we can feel each other's emotions best.
Bai Zhi patted her back and said no words to comfort her.
But the girl said: "I won't cry anymore."
"Are you going back to Xueyuan South Road too?"
"Um."
"Then let's go together."
"good."
Bai Zhi stood up first and took her hand.
Then the two of them went to the small supermarket not far from the platform and bought wet wipes and paper towels.
The girl took out a mirror from her bag, and they began to wipe their youthful faces together.
After wiping it off, they looked at each other and smiled inexplicably.
I don’t know why, but I feel a little warmer in this early autumn weather.
…
The weather in mid-October is the coldest time in the north.
Because even though the temperature outside dropped sharply, the heating inside the house still didn't come on.
Chen Zui felt a little cold when he stayed in the house, so he opened the window to warm up. For the old red brick building where his home was located, the inside of the house was like an ice cellar, and it was really not as hot as outside.
And since he opened the window, of course he looked downstairs in a daze.
He was thinking about whether to go to Uncle Sun's house and continue to divert his attention, but his body told him not to move now, just stand, watch, and stay.
But not long after, a familiar car came into view from the distant street.
After arriving at the roadside of his house, the car stopped and Chen Zui's cell phone rang.
"I'm downstairs at your house, come down."
At this time, the door of the Mercedes-Benz on the roadside was pushed open, and Zhao Wanrou, who had a ponytail today, walked down with her mobile phone, like a bright color, making the whole neighborhood seem to brighten up.
"good"
Chen Zui hung up the phone, walked out of the room, put on his shoes and coat, and opened the door.
"Mom, something happened, let's go out!"
Before his mother could reply, Chen Zui walked into the corridor and closed the door.
Thinking about the phone call with my sister just now, I tried my best to pretend that there should be nothing strange, but why did someone suddenly come to the door?
The barrages started to analyze.
【You know, women feel terrible.】
[Isn’t it that Chen Zui’s voice is different from before when he calls? 】
【In short, she is here and she cares about you very much.】
Walking out of the corridor, Chen Zuizhi took a deep breath of fresh air and felt warm in his heart as he looked at his sister who was standing on the roadside in the distance looking at her.
They say the best way to get over a broken relationship is to quickly start a new relationship
Although this moment does not entirely apply to Chen Zui.
He and Bai Zhi are not in a relationship, they are lovers.
Today is not about saying goodbye to my sister and starting a new relationship with Bai Zhi.
Instead, he said goodbye to Bai Zhi and continued to fall in love with his sister.
But in any case, he saw his sister suddenly appearing in front of him just because he noticed something slightly wrong with his emotions on the phone.
And the way he stood by the street with a smile on his face and looked at himself, my current mood is indeed like falling in love again after falling out of love. Although I can't turn over the story right away, I think I can turn over the story soon. The feeling of healing
Of course, Chen Zui still pretended to be calm and walked away.
And also used poor acting skills: "Why so suddenly?"
Zhao Wanrou looked at him and smiled: "From the first time you answered my phone, I could tell there was something wrong with you, so stop pretending."
Chen Zui: "..."
"What's wrong?"
"nothing"
Of course it is impossible for Chen Zui to say that W has just officially said goodbye to his childhood sweetheart, and is more or less trapped in emotions that he cannot extricate himself from, but this has nothing to do with love, it is just bullshit like paying tribute to memories and youth.
Of course Zhao Wanrou couldn't guess what happened.
But at this moment she opened her arms: "Would you like a hug?"
Chen understood best that she wanted to comfort him, but of course he couldn't refuse his sister's embrace.
So he walked forward and got into her arms.
The hug wasn't tight, but he put his chin on her shoulder and she put her hand behind her head.
Feeling each other's warmth.
At this moment, Chen Zui suddenly felt completely relaxed.
Zhao Wanrou could also feel it. He came out of the tense state and a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
But she still didn't ask what happened.
That's not important. What's important is that she appeared in front of Chen Zui immediately.
But the next moment, Zhao Wanrou unfortunately looked down and saw a hair on Chen Zui's woolen coat.
The hair is not long, it is not long hair.
The hair isn't short either, and it's definitely not a man's hair.
The hand behind Chen's back came to where the hair was, gently twisted it, pinched it up, and then looked at the half-lit sky tonight.
Then, Zhao Wanrou seemed to understand something.
But she didn't say anything or ask anything. With a slight blow, her hair left her fingertips, and the accompanying autumn wind drifted in the air and left her sight.
Ask for a vote.
Monday, two days in one.
It may seem less, but it's actually the same.
I'll try to sort it out and spend more time coding.
Seek pursuit.
Let’s also open an automatic subscription for Yangshu.