Xiao Zhan was a little surprised. During this period of time, he had integrated into the ape clan and got involved with many ape clans. He would fight when nothing happened and even beat people to the point of paralysis. Such a life would definitely be boring for him in the past.
to describe it, but now he enjoys it.
It was Ape Yan who found Xiao Zan. Ever since they met that day, she was full of curiosity about him. As one of the most beautiful women in the ape tribe, it was easy to find an ape tribe. Xiao Zhan was soon attracted by those familiar apes.
The demon gave out.
Since the Apes changed their camp, they have continued to perform, using the blood of the Tianmeng to prove that they have nothing to do with the Tianmeng and Tianwaitian. However, it backfired. There are rumors that the Apes are actually the undercover agents of the Tianmeng who broke into the Heavenly Court. This makes
All the apes were very angry.
Yuanyan is a very responsible female monkey. She always believes that she has an obligation to help the apes make changes. At least she wants to get rid of the reputation of being an undercover agent. However, she cannot meet people from the Tianmeng. The apes want to clear their suspicions.
easy.
"The Tianmeng really disappeared, as if they disappeared from the Tianmeng's sphere of influence overnight. Tianting and Yaochi used all their power. It is still difficult to determine where they have gone."
Yuan Yan felt discouraged for a while. This time, the apes were deceived by Yuan Yuan. If this guy hadn't wanted to hug Tian Waitian's thick legs, how could the apes have ended up in such a state that they were no longer human inside and out.
"The disappearance of Tianmeng is indeed a big deal, but what do you mean by looking for me? Do you think I will know where Tianmeng has gone? Don't be ridiculous, I don't even know what Tianmeng looks like, how can I know where they have gone?
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Xiao Zhan spread his hands, his face full of helplessness.
Yuanyan glared and said, "You are also the number one master of the ape tribe, don't you think you should do something?"
"When did I become the number one master of the ape tribe?"
Xiao Zhan looked confused. He really didn't know that he was already the number one master of the ape tribe. Although his strength was more than enough to be number one, being number one was useless, so he never cared about it.
"This matter was admitted by the clan leader himself. He said that you are the well-deserved number one demon of our ape clan. If the ape clan really encounters something unpredictable, it is best to come to you."
Of course, Xiao Zhan could guess that this must be related to Yuan Yuan. This guy carried him out, and he definitely had the idea of shirking responsibility. Of course, Xiao Zhan felt that Yuan Yuan's biggest possibility was to let him come forward to negotiate with Tianting and Yaochi.
, giving the apes more confidence.
In short, Xiao Zhan can easily guess Yuan Yuan's thoughts. This guy doesn't want him to snatch the rights of his clan leader, but at the same time, he also hopes that he can share the trouble with him. It's best if he can enjoy the benefits without doing anything.
Regarding Yuan Yuan's thoughts, Xiao Zhan could only laugh. One person would not be able to monopolize all the good things in this matter. What should be shared should be shared, and there was no point in relying on others.
"I've been thinking about life lately, but I don't have time to care about the ape clan. As long as it's not destroyed by others, you can basically ignore me."
Xiao Zhan's indifferent attitude immediately made Ape Yan very angry. However, the difference in strength between the two was too big. As a lower-ranking person, it was naturally difficult for her to question him confidently, so she said angrily: "As the strongest person in the ape tribe,
,Senior, don’t you think you should do something?”
"I don't think so."
Xiao Zhan is not easily deceived, so he sounded very confident when questioning Yuan Yan. Xiao Zhan ignored Yuan Yan. He didn't care what Yuan Yuan wanted. What was really important to him was what he needed.
What do you need?
Xiao Zhan is really thinking about life during this period. He believes that he needs a sense of responsibility. No matter what he does, it is very important for him to truly integrate into the sense of responsibility. Because only responsibility can give Xiao Zhan a sense of belonging, no matter what he does
You will feel that you are shouldering some kind of mission, and you will not unknowingly put yourself out of the situation. This is very bad and will not benefit your own cultivation at all.
Do you have a sense of responsibility?
Of course, Xiao Zhan believes that he has a sense of responsibility. As a war god of the War God Clan and a great demon of the Dark God Clan, his sense of responsibility is unquestionable. But these senses of responsibility are of little use to Xiao Zhan's own self-cultivation, because he needs to regain his sense of responsibility.
The self that he once was, and then build a true self. This is a self that does not forget the original intention and makes itself truly perfect. Therefore, as the war of the war god clan, as the great devil of the dark god clan, they are not the original self that he needs to cultivate.
Thinking of the first self, Xiao Zhan's mind couldn't help but become active. The self should be divided into the first self, the present self, and the future self. He has the present self and the future self, but the first self has long been lost in countless rebirths.
Forgotten. Now all Xiao Zhan has to do is to find his lost original self. Only by reuniting his original self, present self, and future self can he truly become perfect and pure.
Countless thoughts flashed through his mind, and Xiao Zhan's brows suddenly frowned. The self is divided into the original self, the present self, and the future self. But these alone seem not to be enough. The self also has a process of transformation, in which countless pasts will be born.
In fact, every one of me is him.
In this way, the self should be the original self, the past self, the present self, and the future self. It can be said that the four selves constitute the true self. If you want to truly refine yourself, any one of them is indispensable.
Xiao Zhan suddenly found that what he had imagined before was a bit taken for granted. He wanted to cultivate himself and find his lost self. In fact, this idea was full of big loopholes. If he didn't understand what his true self was, then no matter how he cultivated
, and you won’t be able to develop your true self.
In order to find his true self, Xiao Zhan believes that it is not enough just to find his original self. The countless past selves that he has abandoned are also very important. This is his self-transformation process. Each of them formed a new self.
If you want to truly become the me you are now, you need to reappear the me in the past. However, this is not to become the me you are now, but to restore the original me.
Xiao Zhan felt a sudden realization. He understood that he could not find the original me in his hands for so long because there were countless past selves between the present self and the original self.
Although these selves were devoured and abandoned when they formed their current selves, they have always existed. Perhaps with countless rebirths, these past selves have disappeared, but for Xiao Zhan, it is not a matter of finding them back.