The dark bed was on, Xiao Han turned around on the bed, and unconsciously woke up.
Suddenly, she found that the bed next door was empty.
Xue Han rubbed his eyes and blurted: "Mom!"
At this time, Cheng Tianfang hurried in, and asked with a soft voice: "Mom is here. Mom is here. What's wrong? Xiaohan has a nightmare?"
Xue Han hugged the quilt in front of him and shook his head.
"Mom, why don't you sleep? It's very late."
Cheng Tianfang pulled a bitter smile and whispered: "Mom is still adjusting the time difference ... Is it not used to sleeping at the light? Mom helps you turn off the light, okay?"
"No." Xue Han murmured: "I feel like turning on a small light in the strange place, otherwise I can't sleep."
Cheng Tianfang's eyes were blurred for a while, and turned to a low smile: "I was afraid of the darkness in the house when I was young, and I couldn't sleep without a small light."
"Oh?" Xue Han yawned and lay back lazily. "Then I guess this is particularly like you."
Cheng Tianfang pulled the silk pajamas on her body and smiled softly: "Now there are street lights and lights everywhere. Even if the lights are turned off, there will still be a variety of light maps.
Layer curtains. Mom lived in the countryside when he was a kid. After the sky was dark, there was a piece of black hemp everywhere. I was afraid of darkness. I could only order a oil lamp to coax me to sleep.
At the time, the grandfather and grandmother had to go out to work in the field. If there was no moon, they slept when they were full, because the sky had to start working, and I was tired at night. I couldn't sleep, so I couldn't sleep.
Cheng Tianfang replied: "Meeting, there is a small highlight when burning, most of the houses are not bright."
Xue Han heard a sourness and couldn't help asking, "Is there no electricity? When can you have electric lights?"
Cheng Tianfang worked hard for a while, and answered: "Later, I didn't study, and ran to the city to make money to work for the supply and marketing cooperatives. His money he made is half the debt, and half helped improve the life at home.
, Finally install the electricity at home, as long as the rope pulls it, the lights can be turned on. The electric light is much better than the oil lamp.
Coax me fell asleep, because the electricity bill at that time was very expensive, and the family couldn't afford it. At that time, I was still young, and I didn't know how difficult money was, and I had to light up the lights. The grandfather sighed helplessly, and my grandmother hid secretly secretly.
Wipe tears. He let me sleep well and not to cry. As long as I don't cry, he will let the lamp light up ... "
Talking, she was unknowingly burst into tears.
Xue Han was uncomfortable and asked, "Mom, your family was so poor before?"
"Um." Cheng Tianfang replied: "Very poor and poor, often poor and unable to unveil the pot. However, most families at that time were almost the same, and the food was barely enough to eat.
After he made money, he took me to primary school. He specially bought me a military schoolbag from the city, and there was a little red star on it.
Xue Han thought for a while, and asked, "Why didn't you make money earlier?"
Cheng Tianfang smiled bitterly: "He has a very good performance in his reading, and he takes the first place in the first place in the back.
The book was torn quietly and turned to work in the city. As soon as he made money, he sent me to elementary school and advised me to study hard. In the future, he will be able to go to college.
, Only a penny into two halves. Sometimes I go home for saving tolls, and I would rather run and walk home without taking a donkey cart. I set off in the middle of the night and rushed back for a few hours.
After coming back, he immediately helped to do farm work, and told me to listen carefully in class. Don't always say a little bit about playing. Unfortunately, I have no intention to learn, live up to his painstaking efforts, and live up to his hard work.
pay."
Xue Han was froze, and suddenly had a blank blank in his mind.
Suddenly, she remembered the scene where she stopped running out in the middle of the night.
Under the bright street lights, her face was dull, and she couldn't bear her temper to convince her. She was full of anger and helplessness.
At that time, I saw her inadvertently learning, and used the time of class to steal out to fall in love, and even took her own training class fee to buy mobile phone fees for boys.
Game, how disappointed he is!
Because he once sent such a deep hope on his mother, and also hoped to be on her.
The father who quickly trained himself to work for himself still worked overtime in the study in the middle of the night, and had to go to work and take care of the sick grandpa and grandma, and he couldn't even care about his backache.
Thinking about this, the guilt in her heart added for a while, tears unconsciously slipped from the corner of the eyes, and tickled.
Cheng Tianfang's eyes did not see, and murmured: "I let my grandmother disappointed, and disappointed my aunt ... too much disappointment, too much too much. I regret it, I still regret it, I have been living, I have been living, I have been living, I have been living, and I have been living.
What can I regret in regret? The most impossible medicine in the world is regret medicine. "
"Mom ..." Xue Han lowered.
Cheng Tianfang looked back, and excitedly hugged her daughter in her arms, crying uncomfortably.
"Xiaohan, the big cousin was here earlier, I can't tell you too much. Mom, no matter how good you are with that man, mom begging you to open your eyes clearly, don't learn mom
... Mom regrets death! Don't be like mom, I will live in my life! Don't ... never repeat your mother's mistakes ... oh oh! "
Xue Han listened and couldn't help asking, "Mom, do you know? What do you regret?"
Cheng Tianfang choked: "Yes, your dad calls me. He said that you mixed with a small ... and often go out with him to play, have no intention to go to school. During this time when I go abroad, your grades are worse, even
It became the penultimate place in the class. Your dad was helpless, saying that he was very angry at first, and even quarreled with you on the street. Fortunately, my aunt stopped you. He said, I hope I will come back soon and help to find a school.
Let you transfer to school. He still secretly worried, fearing that you will go on a crooked road in the future.
"... I know wrong." Xue Han wiped his tears and whispered: "I ... I won't contact him anymore ... he is a bad guy."
Cheng Tianfang suspected of looking at his daughter and asked, "He is bad? Why don't you know before? How did you mix it with that kind of little bit?"
Xue Han lowered his head, his voice was very low and low.
"He borrows online loan ... can't, ask me for money."
Cheng Tianfang narrowed his eyes and sinking: "Say more carefully."