It was late at night, and Xue Xin was paced back and forth in the corridor, holding her hands at a loss.
After a while, she finally reached out and knocked on the door.
Soon, the door opened, revealing a small gap.
Cheng Tianyuan stuck his head out and looked at his poor daughter who was so close to him. He tiptoed out of the door and then closed it gently.
Xue Xin was a little anxious when she saw him closing the door.
"Dad, I'm here to find mom. I...I want to apologize to her."
Cheng Tianyuan looked down at her from a high point, and hummed softly: "What? I know I am wrong? I know I should apologize?"
It was so cold outside that it was so cold that he coaxed his wife to sleep and went to bed with him.
I thought I wouldn't have to make a fuss in the middle of the night, and it wouldn't be too late to scold her tomorrow. At the same time, I thought that my sons were not fools and could enlighten some of my sisters, so I didn't have to rely on him, the old father, for everything.
I think my sons have already scolded her, otherwise she wouldn't have cried with swollen and red eyes, and she would have taken the initiative to apologize.
Xue Xin shrank her neck and murmured: "I know I'm wrong. I have a wrong idea, a wrong idea, and a wrong way of speaking. I had a bad attitude towards my mother earlier. Dad, I... I'm sorry
.”
Cheng Tianyuan pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled helplessly.
"I know I was wrong, it's not too late. But it's really too late now, your mother finally fell asleep. She's so cold these days, and she's working overtime all day. Today I was very tired, but who knew she's still
You were so angry that you drank water and read books. She finally calmed down. She just fell asleep, so it was hard to disturb her again. You don’t have to go to class, you can sleep until ten in the morning before getting up. Your mother was seven in the morning
Just go out, it won’t be more than eight o’clock at the latest.”
After hearing this, Xue Xin felt even more guilty.
"Dad, I was obsessed with the wicked earlier, so I spoke randomly. I said too much... I made my mom angry. Is she still angry with me? Is she very sad?"
Cheng Tianyuan chuckled: "Put your heart in mind. If you were treated like this by your children, quarreling fiercely, and talking nonsense, would you be angry?"
Xue Xin: “…”
Cheng Tianyuan continued: "I have worked hard to hold a big belly and stayed in the hospital intermittently for more than two months. I don't care about my career. The other sons can't take care of their sleep, lying down, and sitting down every day, but they keep gritting their teeth and persevering.
You and your third brother were born smoothly. Your mother used to be a beautiful girl in the family and was an only child. But since she married me, she never dared to be pretentious, and worked hard to make money, take care of her parents-in-law and children, and never took care of her.
I dare to slack off for a day and a half. I always feel sorry for how hard she works. Your brothers also feel sorry for your mother's hard work, but you grew up with love and don't know how to be considerate of others, even your own mother
I can't understand. Xue Xin, do you know how disappointed I am in you? Do you know how disappointed your mother is in you?"
Xue Xin stammered and started crying.
"Dad, I'm sorry... I really realized my mistake."
Cheng Tianyuan's face calmed down, and he secretly endured himself not to let himself feel soft.
"You are old, you have even found a boyfriend, and you have been dating for more than a year or two. But look at yourself, the more you live, the more naive you think. How old are you, why do you say that your mother doesn't love you? You are partial to you?
If you prefer boys over girls, your mother and I have three boys and one girl. Shouldn’t we be more biased towards you or prefer you? Just because we didn’t agree to you to buy a car, would you say that? Ah?"
Xue Xin held back her tears and shook her head hard.
Cheng Tianyuan snorted softly: "Before you said that, what did you use to measure family affection in your heart? What did you use to measure the efforts we have given for so many years to give birth to you and raise you? Have you read too many messy articles on the headlines
, being brainwashed and fooled, and even being able to identify right and wrong, black and white? Huh?"
Xue Xin choked and whispered: "...No, I just said impulsively. Actually, I don't think so at all."
"Then you will be saved." Cheng Tianyuan said in a deep voice: "You must remember that you must not use money to measure family affection, otherwise you will only lose the most. You must also remember that you don't give you the most, or you will be the most.
I really love you and love you. Even if parents are really biased, so what? How can we treat each of them exactly the same after we have four children? You have different personalities, different majors, and different ambitions, how can we do it
Completely absolute fairness and justice? Impossible! There is no absolute fairness in the world!"
"Each of you is different, we feel the same heart, but the way we treat you cannot be the same. Now a lot of self-media on mobile phones like to fool people, thinking that parents are biased if they give less, if that person is a female
It's just that you prefer boys over girls. Look less at those disgusting things! Whether it's a man or a woman, your mother will have to be pregnant for ten months! We all have to work hard to raise you!"
"Just because of a car, you have fewer material things, so you deny your parents' love for you. Could it be that you were not raised by us and raised a little bit? Could it be that we didn't send you a book and pick you up.
You go to and from school? Boys are like this, and girls are also like this. Is it fake that we have been raising you for more than 20 years? Can you grow up so old when you are born? Can you? It's because you didn't agree to buy a car?
Just biased? Huh?"
Xue Xin cried so hard that she sobbed: "Dad, I was wrong."
Cheng Tianyuan felt distressed secretly, sighed softly, but waved to her helplessly.
Xue Xin rushed forward and plunged into his arms.
"Dad... wuwuwu... I was wrong... I lost my temper and talked randomly."
Cheng Tianyuan patted her back lightly and coaxed her warmly: "When you have time, read more books, don't read the words on the Internet that are unnutritional and inciting randomly. I am a father, and I believe that most parents love their children. And with the concept of
Changes, fewer and fewer people are biased towards boys than girls. You are a girl, and I love you more than a few brothers. Your mother treats you equally and treats you all the same. What you said does really make her sad
.”
"I won't talk nonsense anymore." Xue Xin choked up: "I was too angry at that time... I didn't want to say it."
Cheng Tianyuan nodded: "I know, your mother knows too. Parents have no overnight revenge on their children, and they soon forgot everything."
Speaking of this, he couldn't help but sigh.
"I had to criticize you earlier, otherwise you wouldn't learn a lesson. Among the four children, you have the greatest problems. I have the lowest requirements for you, love you the most, and give you the most indulgence. Your mother told me,
But I still can't be strict with you. Xiaoxin, some of your practices over the past year have really made my father embarrassed. You, when you grow up, you know what to do and what not to do. Be strict with yourself,
It's much better than others asking you to do it."
Xue Xin nodded gently and spoke assuredly: "Dad, I know what you are talking about. Don't worry, I will change it."