In every program, he and Du Haiqing would discuss who could sing better and who could arrange it better. The two of them watched it with gusto and enjoyed themselves.
Until suddenly one day, a female singer named Huang Qishan sang a cover of "I Can't Live Without You".
When Du Haiqing heard that song, her mood collapsed again. She covered her face alone and cried hard in front of the TV.
The lyrics of that song are still fresh in Su Shoudao's memory.
The lyrics go like this:
"You opened your arms and melted me,
You crushed me with your fingertips,
You encouraged the storm to sweep me away,
You made waves and abandoned me
It's so unfair between us,
Love and hate are all under your control.
But today, I can't live without you.
It doesn’t matter whether you love me or not”
Huang Qishan's voice is in excellent condition, and when the song reaches its most emotional point, it is simply heartbreaking.
At that time, Su Shoudao saw Du Haiqing crying uncontrollably and stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms. However, he never imagined that Du Haiqing would not let him hold her. He cried and listened to the entire song alone, and then locked himself in the bedroom.
I cried for more than an hour.
Su Shoudao was in an extremely bad mood at that time.
Because he knew very well that the reason why Du Haiqing cried like that because of this song was entirely because of Ye Changying, who had been dead for more than ten years!
The lyrics of this song fit Du Haiqing's feelings for Ye Changying so well.
Du Haiqing's heart was melted by Ye Changying, crushed by Ye Changying, swept away by Ye Changying, and abandoned by Ye Changying!
Du Haiqing's love is completely controlled by Ye Changying alone!
Regardless of whether Ye Changying loved her or not, Du Haiqing could not leave him. Even if he left him physically and spatially, he never left him in his heart!
At that moment, Su Shoudao couldn't help but burst into tears.
He didn't understand what kind of magical power Ye Changying had. When he was alive, he could make his wife love her to death. After more than ten years of death, he could still make his wife love her to death?!
It was also at that moment that Su Shoudao hated Ye Changying even more than when Ye Changying was alive!
He even wanted to dig up Ye Changying's grave and crush his bones into ashes!
For Du Haiqing, she has only loved one person in her life, and that person was Ye Changying.
As for Su Shoudao, it was just a step she found for herself after Ye Changying got married.
At that time, everyone in Yanjing was amazed by Ye Changying's wedding of the century, and at the same time felt pity for Du Haiqing.
The strong Du Haiqing didn't want to be looked down upon, so he agreed to Su Shoudao's pursuit.
However, she never loved Su Shoudao from beginning to end.
Although she has been caring for her husband and raising her children since she got married, abiding by the moral principles of a woman, and has never had any behavior that went beyond the realm of possibility with any man. But she still does not love Su Shoudao.
She didn't love her on the wedding day.
To this day, after more than 20 years of marriage, she still doesn't love him.
It's not that Du Haiqing is cold and heartless, it's that if you don't love, you don't love. No matter how hard you force yourself, no matter how much you convince yourself, you still don't love.
At this time, looking at Ye Changying's photo and recalling those years, Du Haiqing shed two more lines of tears unconsciously.
She put on her Bluetooth headphones and played the song "I can't live without you" again.
Thinking of the song, she murmured in her heart: "Changying, it's really unfair between the two of us. I've loved you for nearly forty years, why have you never been willing to give me a chance?
"
"If you had given me a chance back then, I would have done no worse than anyone else."
"If you had given me a chance, you wouldn't have died so early."
The song just reached the emotional point at this time. Du Haiqing burst into tears thinking of this.
At this moment, her mobile phone suddenly received multiple push notifications in a row, the most eye-catching one of which was: Japan's National Security Agency issued an announcement, revealing a shocking scandal in the Su family!
