Green smoke and birds, drizzle as a companion, five people, four umbrellas, no one spoke for a while until the fire burned out, and finally Su Qing broke the silence.
"Xigou, please take out your things. Everyone is here. It won't be easy to think about all this in the future."
"good!"
After that, Qin Wei took out a tablet from his backpack. After turning it on, he skillfully found an encrypted file and handed it to everyone. It was not until Su Qing and others entered the password one by one that they opened it.
He placed the tablet in front of the tombstone and clicked play. Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared. Xu Yuezhen, who was standing in the center, had tears streaming down her face in an instant.
"Hi, everyone, if my guess is correct, this should be the third year after my death. How are you? Counting the time, you should have graduated from college." San'er in the video is still wearing the same outfit.
He was wearing a hospital gown, but it was daytime and it looked like it was still morning.
At this time, he was sitting by his window, with the sun shining brightly behind him. The sun shone on him through the window. Even though he was extremely weak, his smile was still bright and his voice was as clear as ever.
"Time flies so fast. When I think that you will work hard in society, get married and have children, I, an old father, feel extremely happy. You don't have to feel bad. Although it is very regrettable that you have not reached half of your life, not even
I haven’t had time to formally confess to the girl I like, but I haven’t seen the sunrise, haven’t read my favorite comics and novels, haven’t traveled, and haven’t even touched the latest Ai Crazy mobile phone. I’m really helpless.
.”
"I don't know why I keep thinking about the past in the past two days. In high school, I was always punished by the teacher because of you guys. Now that I think about it, I still want to slap you to death.
But the memories are so beautiful. Fate is torture. I didn’t expect that one day I would be so weak that I couldn’t get off the ground. It’s really ridiculous. Don’t think I’m okay now. In fact, my whole body hurts. I gritted my teeth and recorded this for you.
Video, are you impressed or not, hahaha!”
Listening to the familiar and hearty laughter, smiles appeared on the faces of Su Qing and others. It was not a bitter smile, but the joy from the heart. Seeing old friends again, even if it was just a video recorded three years ago,
But it was enough to make a few people extremely happy.
After all, how many people in this world pass away without even saying a final farewell, which makes the living regretful.
Then this guy started to tell about the trivial things in the past, and several people stopped with smiles on their faces. After a while, he said in a deep voice:
"As you know, I don't have a high level of education, and I don't like the crying look. Forget it if I slap you in love. I can only say I'm sorry. I had to get off the car halfway. I counted on the time.
It’s been three years, you shouldn’t be so sad anymore. You can miss me today, but forget me in the new tomorrow and live a good life.”
"I hope I have brought you happiness in the past few years. I may be three years old now, but I don't regret knowing you. You have a long road ahead. You will be 29, 39, or 69 years old, and I will always be 19
Years old, I have no regrets, so don’t mention my regrets. Death is not the end. As long as you still remember me, I will still be there. I am not greedy either. You will miss me for a little while, just a little while, and then I will be gone.
Go welcome your new life, and let’s be friends in the next life, the kind that grows up together.”
Meng Ziming laughed as he spoke, but at the end he couldn't stop crying. No one wanted to die, and no one wanted to say goodbye in this way.
How could a 19-year-old child not be afraid when facing death?
I saw him casually wiping the tears on his face with his sleeves and deliberately laughing twice:
"Hahaha, speaking of which, I don't know if you are wearing black suits and holding black umbrellas to mourn me. If there are others around you at this time, they will even think that I have a mysterious and uninvited person.
Come over, I really want to see you."
"Ah~~~The weather is really nice today, the sun is shining brightly. Why didn't I realize that the scenery outside is so good before? There are no memories that can't be blown away by the wind today, but... I plan to say goodbye to you today.
Already.
The tide is coming from the Qiantang River. Today I know that I am me. I have eight points in my life. Don’t ask for one foot. Everyone, just say goodbye!"
The video was not short, it lasted more than ten minutes, but these few minutes could not outweigh everyone's remembrance. San'er brought his life to an end three years later.
It's like you find a novel that you particularly like. Although you are reluctant to part with it, it will always end, leaving only sadness and reluctance.
"You idiot, why are you walking so fast? Even the video is too short. You can just record it for a while." As he said this, Wang Xing was about to play it again, but he held his hand down.
.
"Forget it, you can keep watching the video, but San'er said, let's say goodbye today."
After that, Su Qing looked at Xu Yuezhen aside. This girl was probably San'er's prospective girlfriend in college, but she never took that step. He couldn't imagine that kind of regret, especially when he was sure that the other party also liked him.
, that’s why it’s so unforgettable.
Many things in life require delayed reminiscing in order to feel the pain. Just like today, three years later, when they were gathering here, they suddenly remembered the last time they got together three years ago. The meaning in San'er's eyes when he looked at them turned out to be this.
, but three years have passed.
If they had known that it was the last time they got together, they wouldn't have gone home so early, wouldn't have said those useless nonsense, and would have taken a few days off and come back...
One afternoon in high school, in front of the school, in the opposite direction, under the willow tree, five teenagers said happy graduation to each other. At that time, they didn’t think it was a farewell. They always thought that the future was long, but would it really be long? If I had known it, I would not have graduated.
Already.
They met in summer, summer will still come, the wind will rise again, and the light of the setting sun will still shine on the faces of ignorant young people, but those young people... are no longer us.
Xu Yuezhen's face was already covered with tears, but the four elders could only look at each other, and no one knew how to comfort her.
"Have a drink and send San'er off," Su Qing said in a deep voice.
Then Wang Xing took out a bottle of liquor from the plastic bag beside him and filled disposable paper cups for everyone, while Su Qing took out a bottle of Coke and smiled at the tombstone:
"Don't drink when you drive, don't drive when you drink, that's what you said." Then he looked at Xu Yuezhen aside and said, "You can do it for me, I think he will be happy."
As he said this, he handed her a glass. Wang Xing poured a little bit of it, but the woman held the bottle down and it was quickly filled.
"Qingzi...this..." Wang Xing didn't know what to do.
In response to this, Su Qing sighed and waved her hand: "It's okay, wine is special and a good thing. It's like the acacia beans in the painter's painting, the moon is like a hook in the poet's eyes, and the little boat of the wanderer's nostalgia. You have to vent, right?"
After that, several people raised their glasses and paid homage to their old friend in front of the tombstone.
"Cough cough" Xu Yuezhen took a big sip of the spicy food and coughed, and drank half of it in one sip.
Seeing that she wanted to drink more, Su Qing raised his hand and held her arm and said with a smile: "Okay, leave some for San'er."
After saying that, he took the paper cup from her hand and poured it in front of the tomb.
Then several people just watched like this, the drizzle turned into light rain, and five people stood in front of the tomb with three umbrellas.
The last umbrella protected the incense candle, and no one said anything, they just stood there until the incense candle burned out.
"Huh~~"
Su Qing exhaled and said in a deep voice: "Let's go, let San'er wait by himself."
Then she turned to Xu Yuezhen and said, "By the way, we are going to go for a walk near the school. Do you want to go?"
Hearing this, the girl was stunned for a moment, then nodded heavily.
"Then say goodbye to him properly!"
After that, he pushed the girl to the tombstone, and saw Xu Yuezhen clasping her hands together in a wishing gesture, closing her eyes and saying nothing.
But Su Qing heard the narration.
【May I die early and have no future life】
In response, he couldn't help but sigh
San'er, San'er, if you can't be a gift in other people's lives, don't walk into other people's lives. Although it's not what you want, you have to say that your kid will leave him with a big trouble after he dies.
People who are determined to die, especially those trapped by love, are the most stubborn, and love is the most hurtful.
The more pure the emotion, the more so. I really don’t know what kind of experience made this girl so deeply in love.
Shaking their heads, they picked up their umbrellas, and everyone packed up their things. As they were going down the mountain, a cold wind blew.
Don’t stop chasing the wind and the moon. Wherever there is plain grass, there are spring mountains!