[Six meters is the limit of safe distance. If you go any further, the person in front of you will jump into the river.
Heart disease requires heart medicine, and external intervention can only save her temporarily. Her heart has given up, her obsession has gone, and she does not want to remain in the world.
Everyone who wants to take the initiative to die has experienced great pain. What life can heal are those who are willing to get better]
Listening to the narration in his mind, Su Qing stood there helplessly and spoke.
Ever since Xu Yuezhen said goodbye to them, he had received the narration in his mind and knew what she wanted to do next, so he didn't send Wang Xing's fools away, but he followed them around after a while.
Sure enough, after many twists and turns, he finally found his target where the narrator was.
Fortunately, the area here is not big. He searched along the river bank and finally caught up.
To be honest, if he wanted to, he could approach the other person quietly and pull him away from the river unexpectedly, but what's the use?
As the narrator said, he can stare at her for a while, but he can't save her forever, so he can't let him stare at her 24 hours a day.
Those who jump off buildings or rivers in crowded places, after all, still have a survival instinct in their hearts. Otherwise, they would not have waited for the firefighters to arrive, let alone be rescued by passers-by.
There is more than one bridge in Jiangcheng, spanning both sides of the Qinghe River. The most famous one is the Nanjiao Bridge. The bridge deck is at least several stories high from the river. The river is wide and the water flow is gentle, but the water is very deep.
Every year, people choose to commit suicide by jumping into the river for various reasons. Of course, most of them are saved by firefighters or good citizens who see injustice on the road, but there are also those who are very determined.
When others didn't even react, he jumped down without any hesitation, and then of course he was gone.
At that height, a person would be dizzy immediately if he jumped, let alone trying to save others.
This is especially true for people who jump off buildings. If they jump once and there is no air cushion underneath, they will almost disappear.
Fortunately, Xu Yuezhen didn't like the scene of being watched. She wanted to walk quietly. A person with this kind of personality would never commit suicide on a bridge, let alone endanger the safety of others by jumping off a building.
It was her character and kindness that allowed Su Qing to boldly choose to show up. If it were in another place, he would have gathered her over first.
Although the water here is not shallow, he knows how to swim. Even if the other party chooses to jump into the river, since he has already arrived, he is sure to bring him up, so he is not too nervous.
"You...how did you know I was here?" Xu Yuezhen asked a little guilty when she saw him. Especially when she saw his eyes that seemed to be able to penetrate people's hearts, her heart trembled.
"Follow me. This guy San'er has really left me in big trouble. I really want to dig him out and slap him twice."
When I first met you, I felt something was wrong with you, and sure enough... forget it, how about we chat? "
Su Qing raised her legs and wanted to step forward, but Xu Yuezhen immediately shook her body and wanted to retreat. She tightly covered the things in her arms with her hands and looked at him like this.
The meaning is obvious, I will jump if you come over, but out of politeness, especially for the person who took her to play with her all day, she still wants to explain to the other person and ask them to leave her alone.
Seeing this, Su Qing could only retract her legs, and then waved her hands: "Okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, don't move yet, I told you, I know water, you can't die even if you jump, I just don't want to
I just made myself soaked all over."
As he said that, he pointed to the empty space on the steps five to six meters to her left and said, "I can sit there for a while!"
After saying that, without waiting for her to answer, Su Qing turned sideways, walked around her, and distanced herself from her, then stepped over the railing, not caring about the rain-soaked ground, and just sat there in a daze.
He got down and put the umbrella aside.
In an instant, the rain fell on him. Even though it was late summer and the temperature was very high, he still felt a little cool after a day of rain.
Fortunately, he wore a lot today, including a suit and a shirt.
"you..."
Seeing him put down his umbrella, Xu Yuezhen was a little at a loss.
"It's drizzle, wouldn't holding an umbrella betray the romance? Coincidentally, I haven't been in the rain for a long time, and it feels pretty good."
As he spoke, he reached into his pocket, took out a pack of cigarettes, and lit it for himself against the rain.
He can smoke, but rarely. He only thinks of lighting one when something happens. If Wang Xing and others were around, they would definitely know that he was not in a good mood at this time, and even a little nervous and uneasy.
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"This man, what's life if you don't experience some bad things? If it doesn't kill you, you can always do it again, right?"
"If you are not in a hurry to jump off, can you tell me the story of you and San'er? Although it should only be one year, I think the story should be very exciting!"
Looking at the boy not far away, Xu Yuezhen couldn't help but pause for a moment. She could feel the strength and optimism emerging from the boy in front of her, who was about the same age as her, infecting her.
The man in front of her is different from the boy she likes, but they are the same. The same thing is that they are both optimistic and willing to take the initiative to warm the people around them. The difference is that the eyes of the boy in front of her have a power that penetrates people's hearts, as if
I can't hide all my secrets.
The two looked at each other for a while, then Xu Yuezhen sat down again:
"That was five years ago, when we just started our freshman year..."
Maybe she also needed someone to talk to, so she immediately told her story about her year in college with Saner.
There was no grand confession downstairs in the dormitory, not even such intimate behavior as bringing breakfast.
The two naturally became friends, took classes together, and became dance partners in dance classes. After school or holidays, the two would go work together.
The only intimate thing is that every time San'er goes to the canteen to get food, he always gets an extra meat dish and then the two of them eat it together.
Until later, in the eyes of other classmates, the two of them clearly looked like a couple, but no one pierced the window paper.
Xu Yueru smiled and talked about every detail of the two's time together, her brows and eyes were full of happiness, and Su Qing even saw the birthmark on her right eye.
This girl is very beautiful, even though there is a dark red birthmark at the corner of her eye. She is not a beautiful woman in the traditional sense like Shen Yi, Wen Nanqing, or Li Zijun, but she has pure beauty from the inside out.
It wasn't until she talked about San'er's death that the girl's expression gradually darkened and her eyes lost light.
It was also interspersed with her personal experiences as a child. Only then did he understand why this girl cared so much about San'er. He was clearly the person who pulled her out of the abyss, the person she ultimately wanted, and even the source of her motivation.
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After hearing about the two people's experiences in just one year, he couldn't help but sigh: "This guy, when he was young, he really couldn't meet anyone who was too amazing. If he missed it for a lifetime, he would not talk about it, but he wasted himself."
To others, San'er is just a person in the vast sea of people. It doesn't matter who is missing from this world, even good friends like him and Lao A. But to the close relatives, it is like the end of the era.
Falling on an individual's head is an insurmountable mountain. Although we still have to go, the mountain is there and will not move or disappear until forever.
Unknowingly, there were several cigarette butts beside him, and then he stretched and whispered:
"Actually, I don't think San'er wants to see you go there so early. Of course, you must have heard these words of comfort more than once, and I don't think you will listen."
"But instead of doing that, you might as well think about what San'er's dream is, and then finish it for him. I remember that his dream is to be a teacher. You and he are in the same major, so they should be the same. I think with
If you continue to live with your regrets alone, you will be more motivated."
Speaking of this, there was a slight fluctuation in Xu Yuezhen's eyes, and then he continued:
"As for the relationship between you, I think San'er also likes you. Your only regret may be that you are not together.
But I often wonder, what is love? I've seen people travel thousands of miles just to see each other, and I've seen people say good night but they're in a nightclub, and roses always appear in the trash cans on Valentine's Day.
Even if the movie ticket fades, it will still be tucked into the first page of the book.
Everyone has been young, and everyone was once a warrior who charged for love, but slowly it seems that they are no longer brave. Hypocritical masks are mixed with human faces, and insincere love clouds the vision, and most of them cannot be seen clearly.
, some people love each other, some people watch the sea at night, but I believe that love never regards time as its thickness, let alone getting as possession.
You have liked each other, isn't that enough? Even if the time is a little short in the end, besides, who knows whether there will be reunion or eternal separation behind death, at least you can still miss it now, right?"
"If you really want to die, I most likely won't be able to stop you. I just want you to go over and give San'er a message.
His first love in high school, the woman who made him become a mistress, is doing well now. I heard that he can find a boyfriend with a good family background. Zhang Quan, who is in Class 9 next door and we don't deal with each other, and who has fought several times, has entered.
In a state-owned enterprise, the often critical dean has become the vice-principal. However, none of the people or things he hates have changed.
On the contrary, his parents are so fragile that they shed tears. Now even the girl he likes no longer wants to live. Go ahead and tell him all this and see if he will be so angry that he can survive."
Facing his question, Xu Yuezhen pursed her lips and said nothing, but her heart had already begun to waver.
She is not afraid of death, let alone wants to live, but when it comes to that person, she has to care.
"I'm not you, so I certainly can't empathize with you, but I think if it were you who left, you wouldn't want San'er to be like you."
"It's just an encounter. He once ran towards you in the sea of people, pushing the crowd away, like a running script running in a crowd of cursive scripts. He is special and conspicuous. Even if it is for him, don't you really hold on?
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Su Qing took a few steps forward, stood two meters away from him, and asked directly.
"Am I... okay?" After a long time, Xu Yuezhen asked cautiously, covering her chest.
"I think it's okay. Since you can afford it, there's no reason why you can't let it go." Su Qing said with certainty.
Hearing this, Xu Yuezhen seemed to be relieved, put the things in her arms on the ground one by one, and whispered:
"That's it..."
"Anyway, you..."
Before he could finish speaking, there was a "plop" sound and water splashed.