Although she tried her best, the result still did not change, Su Qing was filled with a huge sense of loss.
Fortunately, he didn't need to tell Zhang Heng the news, otherwise, he wouldn't even know how to speak.
A person who had just been sentenced to death felt that he could not bear the blow when he heard the news about his only relative.
With Lao Zhang gone, the rest of the people, even if they are real relatives, can no longer run for Zhang Heng and do their best like his own son did. Most of them will try their best.
Boom!!
Wow~~
The heavy rain fell with great force, water flowed across the road, and even lower roads began to accumulate water.
A car was driving slowly on the empty road, and inside the car were two drowned rats.
At this time, both Su Qing and Li Zijun were soaked from head to toe. Su Qing was even more embarrassed. Not only was he soaked, but he was also covered in mud. There were even traces of mud on his face and clothes on his body.
You can still faintly see blood stains on it.
Because of the rain, Li Zijun's hair was a little messy, and her loose clothes became close-fitting, which fully reflected her figure.
However, Su Qing had no intention of admiring such a beautiful scenery at this time. The warm wind was blowing in the car, driving away the coolness on the two of them.
"We're here, it's getting late, take your umbrella and go home early!"
At the entrance of Qingshuiyuan Community, Li Zijun said.
Looking at the heavy rain outside, Su Qing took a deep breath and said, "No, I'll run back. Sister Jun, you should go home early too!"
After saying that, without waiting for her to answer, Su Qing opened the car door, and a cold wind suddenly rushed in.
"Hey, I don't need this brat!" Looking at the figure running into the community, Li Zijun couldn't help but shake his head, feeling helpless.
There was only an umbrella in the car, so my love for him was not in vain, and he still knew how to love others. I hope he would not compete with me, otherwise, he would suffer a lot.
As a criminal police officer, how could she not detect something strange about Su Qing today?
Why was he in such a hurry to find Zhang Guoxin, but by chance, Zhang Guoxin was killed in a car accident?
There must be things she didn't know about this, but well, there were some things she didn't have to know, especially when she found out someone was in a car accident. At that moment, she even prepared for the worst.
But when she found out that Su Qing was fine, the rest didn't seem that important, so she didn't ask why Su Qing was chasing after her in such a hurry.
But despite this, she could also sense that something was wrong with Su Qing's mood. She thought it was the first time she saw someone die in front of her and was frightened. She was afraid that he would leave some shadow in her heart, so she spent the whole journey thinking about Su Qing.
Doing ideological work.
It is also her fifth year of work. Although social security is now quite good, over the past five years, she has also had colleagues sacrificed their lives, and there have been even more injuries.
The Anti-Narcotics Division, which is more dangerous than their criminal investigation, has suffered greater casualties, especially the anti-narcotics police. So even though she is a woman, her mental endurance in this regard is far stronger than that of ordinary people.
What's more, Zhang Guoxin is neither their colleague nor an acquaintance. People are dying all the time in the world. Should we still feel sad for a stranger or unfamiliar person?
So she couldn't understand Su Qing's mood.
It was raining heavily, and Su Qing was completely soaked even on the short walk from the entrance of the community to the door of the unit. When he entered the ladder, his whole body suddenly became more rickety, as if he was deflated.
Although he acted fine, he was indeed hit today, and the intensity was not small. Just as Li Zijun thought, although he did not need to be sad about the death of someone he was not familiar with, the kind of feeling that he clearly had
The frustration of being unable to change the outcome despite the opportunity still made him blame himself.
This is not because he is being pretentious, but rather a change in his heart.
It's like a firefighter rescuing a person who jumped from a building. He has obviously caught the person, but watching the person jump and die before his eyes. The feeling of powerlessness and self-blame is the most uncomfortable.
The fundamental reason is that he had the opportunity to change the outcome, which is what makes him feel uncomfortable.
The same goes for Su Qing. Li Zijun may not understand it, but he himself knows what's going on.
The most important thing is that he can't say this kind of thing yet.
When he opened the door in embarrassment, he immediately attracted the attention of Shen Yi inside the room.
"You're back, eh? What's wrong with you? Why are you wet like this?"
Seeing his appearance, Shen Yi quickly got him a towel. At the same time, Dahuang crawled out of the doghouse and circled around him.
"Woof woof woof, woof woof!" [Translator, translator, are you okay? Are you bleeding? Don't die. I haven't filed a lawsuit yet!]
Dahuang smelled the smell of blood on his body, which Su Qing got from Zhang Guoxin.
Blood mixed with rainwater had already seeped into his clothes.
"It's okay, I'm hungry!" Su Qing's voice was a little hoarse, and the expression on her face was a little sad.
"What's wrong with you? What happened?" The keen Shen Yi immediately noticed that something was wrong with his mood and asked quickly.
"No, I'm just a little tired!"
Seeing that he didn't say anything, Shen Yi didn't ask further: "Then you go to the bathroom and take a shower quickly. Don't catch a cold. I'll find clothes for you and heat up the food by the way."
As a mature and intellectual sister, Shen Yi has long passed the stage of being more curious than a cat. Since he won't tell, then he won't ask.
When a man is in a low mood, he will never seek someone to talk to as soon as a woman does. A man will digest himself first, and then he will have the desire to talk after his mood calms down.
Unless the blow is too big and it collapses on the spot.
Su Qing nodded and immediately entered the bathroom.
He took off his clothes casually, threw them in the corner, filled the bathtub with water, and then lay down in it.
His bathroom is not small and well decorated. It naturally has a bathtub, but he has never used it. It is a shower. Only Shen Yi occasionally uses the bathtub.
At this time, he only felt extremely exhausted physically and mentally, and just wanted to find a place to rest for a while.
With her whole body submerged in the water, Su Qing closed her eyes, and the last scene of Zhang Guoxin flashed in her mind, as well as what was the optimal solution to her behavior at that time.
If I had reacted faster and if I had not chatted with Zhang Guoxin for a while, could this incident have been avoided?
Especially the latter, if he hadn't had to have that conversation with him in front of the court in the end, Zhang Guoxin would have left a while earlier, thereby missing the opportunity to meet the car, and the incident would not have happened.
The narration gave him a God's perspective and made him feel at home in work and life, but it also added endless troubles to him.
Following this line of thinking, Su Qing finally discovered to her surprise that the person who caused Zhang Guoxin's car accident was actually herself. It was because she was talking to someone that the timing of the car accident was just right.
And once this thought appears, it can never stop. It turns out that I am the cause.
If I didn’t have a narration, I wouldn’t have encountered this. If I hadn’t encountered this, I wouldn’t have chatted with Lao Zhang. If I hadn’t talked to him, maybe Lao Zhang wouldn’t have met the truck. If they hadn’t met, Lao Zhang wouldn’t have met.
will die.
A series of logic began to be self-consistent and complete, and finally it even went so far that it felt like it had entered an infinite loop and was very uncomfortable.
It once made him doubt a little, was he really right to do this?